Chapter 113 Gap Moon

The box fell warmly on the car around, with a white and miserable face, looking at the way he was about to pass.

It's too hot during the day, so I have to go at night. It's too late to leave Luoyang after resigning from his parents. Lan Sheng couldn't accompany him back because of official business, and he was worried about it and sent him out of the city 30 miles away. After repeated exhortations, I really have the style of being a fiance.

He said, "Num, although the marriage has been booked, don't be afraid of me to wrong you. You are still free, and I just give you a support.

She looked at him, and there was an embarrassed look on his face when he said this. She felt sorry for him, because he was destined to be let down by her.

She looked at him sadly, and the corners of her eyes were slightly cold in the evening breeze. She felt that her throat was blocked and took a deep breath, "Give me some time. I also want to live a stable life, but now..."

He smiled and said, "Don't worry, I'll wait." He returned to his unruly appearance and pulled his voice and said, "In the future, I can't call me Uncle Lan. I'm too embarrassed to hear. Call me Yuge or Brother Sheng, and it's up to you to choose.

She couldn't help laughing, and this man was never in shape. After laughing, his heart was empty again. She knew that he was trying to hide it, and he was obviously very sad.

She got into the car and waved her hand, "Let's meet again."

He also waved his hand, "It will be warm again."

Her tears fell down and wet the brocade on her knees.

He Lan stretched out her hand and wiped her face, "It's too late to repent!" Think about what to do in the future! Look at pulling in a fool in. I said that you should marry me, and there would be no current progress or retreat.

She looked blankly at the bamboo shed on the roof of the car, "He forced me."

"What about Shen Rong and him?" He Lan pondered, "There is no way for anyone to meet this matter. If it were me, I may not have done better than him. After all, your generation is there. Even if he has the ability to hide it from the world, he will be sad about his own level. There is too much helplessness in the world. It is difficult to get married if you have a lover, which is the greatest sadness in life.

Her eyes were tilted with tears, and her head kowtowed on the wooden circumference. He leaned over and put the small head around his shoulder, which smelled like being dependent on each other.

"You really look like Minyue." He said it again, and he really felt like, like-tempered, simple and stubborn. Probably because of this, he has constant pity for her, just like treating his sister.

Such a sad night is especially sad. Both of them are confused. The car is bumping, but their hearts have been sinking.

Bu Nuan turned his face, and tears and nose rubbed against his robe. He didn't think so and said quietly, "Go back and wash my clothes."

She hummed, "Is there no one in your house!"

He sighed heavily again, "The servants and maidservants in the house have been dismissed, and I am now alone."

She blinked her eyelids with difficulty, "Why?"

He relaxed his tone, "It's nothing. When the old lady of the Wu family passed away, I thought it was boring to keep filial piety and recruited a group of little actors to sing songs in the house. Later, someone reported it, and the queen was furious and disposed of the house stew. I hit the board and exiled thousands of miles, so that no one can do it. After thinking about it, since it's a plate of scattered sand, I don't go back often. I simply clean it up and save a lot of monthly salary.

She was stunned, "You are really different from others! The huge government won't leave anyone left, will it?"

He was serious and his expression was very sincere. "There's nothing wrong with this. In case I get guilty one day, at least I won't be implicated."

She didn't understand why he always said such depressing words and put those unlucky things on her mouth, which made her panic.

She raised her eyes and looked at him, "You are really out of tune. Mrs. Rongguo is in great mourning. How can you listen to the song? Not to mention, she is always your grandmother.

To be honest, she began to be curious again, but she didn't dare to ask him for fear of getting angry and throwing her off Fengling Ferry. As she thought about it, she secretly looked at him, forgetting all her sadness and sadness, and only thought about him and his grandmother.

He Lan sneered, "I know what you're thinking."

She was shocked, "Nonsense!"

He pushed his cheek to her forehead, "Do you think Shen Ronghe will kill me in anger when he sees us like this?"

There are no hundreds of books on the way back, and the footstep is much faster than when you came. It's just that the top horse runs faster and more powerful. When she arrived at Fengling Ferry, her bones were basically falling off. The meat is spicy and numb, and the back of the neck is also itchy. She raised her hand and scratched, not intending to move her head away. With a cushion, her brain will not be shocked. At least he is better than the hidden bag, and she doesn't think he is of the opposite sex. In her eyes, he is a sister with a throat knot.

Her eyes were half open and half closed. "Don't mention him. I have nothing to do with him anymore."

"Real?" He obviously didn't believe it and was a little a little annoyan, "At least I'm a man, aren't you afraid of my animalism?" He said and laughed, "bu Nuan, in fact, you are also a fool! I don't want to. It's a good match with Lan Sheng, a pair of babies!"

She pushed him, "Will you die if you don't tease me for a day?"

"That won't happen." He raised the corners of his mouth, paused for a long time, and muttered when she was almost asleep, "Nuan'er, you probably want to know if the rumors outside are true - about me and Mrs. Rongguo."

She was suddenly awakened by him and began to hesitate. He said, "Don't shirk it. You are as curious as the people in the world, right?" Without waiting for her answer, she began to talk to herself. The bright moonlight shone in from the small window, and she saw his face full of indomitable and sadness, with a breath of despair. He said, "There's nothing to guess. Yes, there is indeed."

She was stunned, "He Lan..." She didn't expect him to tell her the truth, and she couldn't accept that he was really such a person.

There was a sense of loneliness and mockery in his smile, "Do you look down on me? I also look down on myself. I'm just a plaything. Our Helan family, without exception, was played by their Li Wu family. At that time, I was still young and ignorant of the relationship between men and women. By my grandmother... Do you understand? I hate women from the Wu family, including my mother. They are all hypocritical and ambitious women! So I want to take revenge on them. I'm messing around. I've done everything they don't want to see, so I earned such a heinous bad reputation. The flowers on his mouth gradually twisted, "I just want them to live a bad time. I will be happy if they are unhappy."

Bu Nuan looked at him with pity and didn't know that he had so many unknown sorrows until now. Under his bright appearance, there is a heart full of holes. She shook him hard, "Don't do this. In the end, it's you who hurt yourself."

He shook his head, "What else can't I give up in my life? If you are barefoot, you are not afraid to wear shoes, and you must take your life to win the game. I'm tired of living horizontally and vertically. It's just a premature death and a premature birth.

She didn't know how to comfort him. A person who puts life and death aside, any language is powerless to him. She broke her shoulders and said, "What about His Royal Highness? Are you doing that with him to revenge on the two families?

He came down silently for a long time and said, "No, my feelings for him are not mixed with those grudges. It's just that in such an environment, even true love becomes like a war.

It has been broken since ancient times, but it seems to be limited to nobles and lowly slaves. Because there is no love, it is just the pursuit of physical stimulation. If the noble party does not delay marrying and having children, it is barely acceptable. Once it rises to a new level, the relationship between the two respected people is no longer playing with and being played with, but is bound to affect the ancestral temple and the heirs, which is a vicious/event that is difficult for nature.

Bu Nuan said, "Your Highness is getting married, and this matter should come to an end."

"Then let me ask you, Shen Rong and I'm going to get married. Can you let go?"

She suffocated, turned over and lay down. "Don't pull me. I said it had something to do with him."

He Lan didn't care about it. She leaned down leisurely on a few times, looked at the scenery passing by the window, and slowly said, "It's not about your mouth. How do you feel? You don't have to worry about me. I'm a man. Naturally, there is a reason for a man. It's you, but you can't let go. As for me and the prince, we don't know who will die until the end!"

She didn't dare to ask any more questions. She was a mess here and didn't care about him. He just said, "At least be careful! Your Highness is always as stable as Mount Tai. If you are not careful about your own life, who will be careful for you!"

She is for his good. For so many years, he has lived like an orphan. His mother is busy pleasing the saint, and his sister is half-detained and trapped in that magnificent cage. He can't remember how long he hasn't seen them. He is alone and no one cares about his coldness. Now listening to Bu Nuan's words, he was really moved.

He knocked on her corner head, "When I die, you have to think of me occasionally!"

She annoyed him the most and said impatiently, "I'm dead and alive all day, more talkative than women!" You are a disaster. You won't die so early. Relax!"

He hummed and said for a long time, "If I want to die, I don't want to die in Chang'an. Go far away, anywhere. Have you heard that your grandmother asked her nephew to be buried? If you are buried in Chang'an, you will not be able to live in peace! I would rather build a small grave in the wilderness, at least freely behind me.

She shouldn't accept him, and her eyes are wide open in the dark carriage. What kind of world is this? How can there be such a ridiculous thing! My grandmother played with her nephew, who was bad in her life and had to dominate her after her death. Burial? Only that kind of person can remember this kind of thing!

She felt that He Lan was so pitiful. He was clearly a detested person, but in the end he became an innocent victim. His absurdity is forced. Maybe he, like Rong Yu and Lan Sheng, has a good year and a good future. But now, I have gone the wrong way and can't go back.

The tragedy has just started and is far from over.

The next day, when Chen was arriving in Chang'an, Fang received bad news at the palace gate - Mrs. Wei was poisoned and poisoned to death.

He Lanmin's face turned pale, and the Luoyang dry goods in his arms were scattered on the ground. Without waiting for the maid to lead the way, he stumbled into the door.