Chapter 115 Moonlight
Life is still so lukewarm.
July is full of fire, and August is still in the middle. Although the sky has turned cold, she has always felt restless recently. Because Rong and the wedding are about to come, she doesn't care on the surface and can't let go of her heart. He Lan said it should be yours. Don't give up easily. If you miss it, you will regret it for the rest of your life.
She sat alone on the moon-filled steps and buried her face in her arms.
It should be her... Should he be hers? No, he is idle. Now he is not a selfless ghost. Xu gave the Lan family, just like the marriage with Xia Jiulang at that time, he became involuntarily. Princess Yangcheng was very happy to know the news of their betrothrony from Lan Sheng's letter. He came to Lantai to visit her in person, and the waiter in the palace handed her something to send her a message, as if she were a good mother-in-law. Bu Nuan herself was a little bad. Lan Sheng didn't tell the princess her actual situation. She was suspected of cheating. The better the Lan family treats her, the more uneasy she is.
Rong Yu hasn't appeared since he delivered food that day. He probably gave up his thoughts and completely threw it away. She recalled over and over again what happened between the two, which was insoluble and gathered into a focus of suffering to pierce her soul.
Why can't she be as ruthless as him? She is deeper than him. He can keep calm at any time, but she can't. So unfair! She is the fireworks in his life. And with his light smile, she had to use her whole life to forget it.
She looked up, and the boundless moonlight shrouded the inside and outside of the imperial city. Missing him, she couldn't help it. She couldn't cross this heavy wall.
Today is the Qixi Festival, and there are lights everywhere in the palace. In the quiet night, the laughter from the forbidden garden could be faintly heard. She thought he should be idle in the house! Accompany her to beg for a coincidence and discuss the big marriage with her. She can't be envious in her heart, and her happiness is just right. She is still thinking about other people's things, and she also feels obscene.
She sighed. As an official in this man, wandering outside the world, almost no one remembered that she was a woman.
She got up and went back to the library to blow out the oil lamp, came out to lock the door, and went downstairs along the steps.
Through the hall in the supporting hall, behind her is her lower part. A table and a painting are as simple and neat as a man's place. Touching the black and blowing his eyebrows, there was no incense to sacrifice the moon, so he had to light incense instead. A window hole in the south was open, and the incense burner was placed on the case. She tilted her head and looked at it for a while, which was quite desolate.
The general's house must be very lively. The Xiangnon jade stove is picking flowers together, right? It's really boring to sigh at the moon sky alone. He folded his hands and bowed, muttering to himself, "If you want to do your best, it's not a waste of this Qixi Festival!"
Lean against the nanmu pillar on the edge of the window frame and watch the tower burn little by little. During the day, I have to log in the directory. I have been sitting all the time. After sitting for a long time, my back hurts, and I have the opportunity to stand more and walk around. She circled a few times in the room. When she looked at the furnace tripod, a small piece of incense turned into ashes, leaving only a starlight in the middle. After flashing twice, it gradually faded, and the smoke broke and completely silenced.
She plucked it with copper picks, and the ash accumulated for a long time became stiff. He was not sleepy, so he took the stove to the bottom of the tree, knocked on the other, and cleaned the gray cake in the bottom.
A figure moved over from the other end of the flower tree, thinking that it was the servant who went to fetch water in the golden well, and then looked at it. The soap boots of Xuanpao, with a green and jade hair crown on his head, turned out to be Rong Yu.
She was stunned and shouted to her uncle, "Why are you here?"
He frowned and squeezed his lips tightly. Thinking like crazy, take advantage of the song elsewhere to avoid Nanya's 16th Guard to find her? Such a ridiculous thing, I didn't understand how it happened at this time. Thinking of seeing her, I took such a big risk just to see her. After seeing it, I found that I had nothing to say and began to reflect on my impulse. He is not such a person. Recently, he has always done some wanton things. It's too late to regret that she and Lan Sheng are already nailed.
He lowered his hands, and his stunned appearance must be extremely ridiculous. He has become a simple-minded fool! Is she proud? Will you laugh at him secretly? He is obviously not sure about his mentality, but he still has to teach others a lesson.
He was so ashamed that he didn't even have the courage to face her. She greeted her with a burning light in her eyes. He subconsciously took a step back and said with difficulty, "I'll patrol and come to see you by the way."
The corners of her mouth slowly floated with a smile. Does the patrol need to wear night clothes? She was so promising that his slightly ambiguous attitude completely made her forget all her previous unhappiness. She was happy. He didn't go home to accompany Zhixian. At this time, he stepped on the night to see her. With everyone behind her back, she was reminded of the "night elopement" mentioned in the book, which gave rise to a different kind of excitement.
He suddenly wanted to escape in panic, afraid that he would fall short in her eyes, and he was even more afraid of being mocked by her. His regular life can't stand any stains, especially in front of her, and he has to retain his final dignity.
"I haven't seen you for a long time. I'm relieved that you are." He said, "Have a good rest. I'll go."
Why didn't you let him go easily! She grabbed his hand first, "Don't let you go!" She was frank and stubborn with her child, "Didn't you come here because you miss me? There is no need to deceive yourself!"
He was so embarrassed that he looked at her miserably. Does she have to destroy his last remaining reason?
She lowered her head shyly, "I'm so happy that you come to see me."
He heard blood flowing in his veins and took great self-control not to embed her in his arms. Today's moonlight is surprisingly good, even though it is half a month, but there is also a clear glow all over the ground. She stood under the flower tree, and the cold light lit up half of her face and neck, a cold beauty that was unusual.
The dull pain in the chest is a kind of helplessness across the mountain and sea.
He hummed and was speechless for a long time. She was inevitably discouraged and so heavy that she almost gave up her breath. He has nothing to say to her. Is it true that he passed by? He wants to go, how can he stay?
The fingers gradually lost their strength, and the stiff and slow joints loosened. She chok in a low voice. Since there can't be a result, why give her hope again and again! He can kill people without hesitation, but he is so indecisive about his feelings.
"Don't come again..." She smiled sadly, "But I don't think there will be a next time. Since you have made up your mind, don't give up halfway. I will try my best to fall in love with Lan Sheng. After all, he is the one I want to spend my life with.
His eyebrows were tighter, and all his thoughts shouted not to love Lan Sheng. He admitted that he was selfish and he couldn't accept that her heart was occupied by another man. Contradiction, pain, restlessness. He knew no, but he couldn't control himself. He was physically and mentally exhausted and was tortured almost crazy by her.
He raised his hand and stroked her lips and trembled, "Please don't say..."
She looked at him with tears in her eyes, "Yong Yu... I don't want to call you uncle. This damn name has made me so miserable!"
He had long known that she was practicing calling his name behind his back, but when he really heard it with his own ears, it was another extraordinary throbbing. She crossed the gap and took a big step closer to each other. She is braver than him, a gorgeous girl, and has a different determination.
She perched into his arms with a desperate posture. He was morally resistant, but emotionally unable to resist.
Then there is the intersection of lips and lips, which is unclear, as if it is tacit and happens naturally. Like all beloved couples, there is no need for guidance at all, which is an instinct. Follow the warmth, touch, in depth, endless demand.
He pressed her in the shadow of the tree on the side of the backlight and focused on it, as if she were completing one of the greatest projects. He has never tried a relationship between a man and a woman, and he has a serious cleanliness fetish in gender relations. Although my colleague's party has been familiar with me in the past, I haven't tried it myself. I don't know how many fascinating things there are here.
He just kissed her with all the unspeakable love. Zhixian and Lan Sheng have not been considered for a long time. He hates all this. He has to worry so much about his love that anyone can dictate. The more taboo he is, the more obsessed he is. He is trapped in it and can't extricate himself.
Real lips and teeth depend on each other, the closest contact. The tip of the tongue is against the tip of the tongue, and the breath is connected. He knew that there was no way to remove her from his life in his life. She was no longer a fragile child, but a woman, mature and charming, which fascinated him.
His fingers shuttled between her scattered hair, caressing her shiny jaw and round shoulders. The warm kiss spread away and spread from the lips to the neck. Her breath was unstable, like a fish jumping on the shore, instinctively following his every move and whispering. He is the best pianist, and she heard herself whispering at his fingertips. Every hot touch made her intoxicated. She went to hold his face, such a beautiful night! Such a throbbing moment!
The knot on the collar was opened by him, and the collarbone was exposed to the cool air. His kiss was imprinted, and she felt that something was going to happen, but she didn't want to stop it. Even if she goes to hell, she will be with him and follow him. She is not afraid of anything.
He went all the way down, and his burning desire washed away his reason. He sighed deeply, and there were towering breasts under his snow-white clothes. It is only separated by a layer of silk, close in front of you. He knows that he can no longer stop the development. There is no pure, sharper pain.
He can't be sorry for Lan Sheng, let alone hurt her. He had to force himself to leave, and even if he was confused, he would gritt his teeth to wake up.
He buttoned her up and straightened her collar. He said, "I'm sorry, I'm so out of sight!"
She was at a loss to tamp her hot cheek and didn't know how to respond to him. He turned his face away and said vaguely.
Both of them can't help but be embarrassed, and the air is too thin to breathe. After a long time, they calmed down, and Bu Nuan said, "Go into the room and sit down for a while!"
He couldn't say, "I'll let you know that everything in the hall has been prepared. I gave Han a sum of money, didn't let her go back to her hometown, and asked her to take her child away.
A stone in her heart finally fell to the ground and said with infinite melancholy, "Finally, I have returned my karma. I'm sorry for her these months."
He nodded, "It's late at night. You should settle down earlier. If you want to find me, come to the north government, and I will move the camp to the north government.
She knew that he wanted to let her find him at any time. She didn't say anything and secretly felt very happy.
"rong yu..."
He stopped, "Huh?"
There is more than enough to say now. Some things don't need to be broken, and they have been known for a long time. She grinned stupidly, "Nothing, be careful on the way."
He will smile and jump on the high palace wall and disappear in a blink of an eye.
This chapter was made in an unconscious state, and I was not very satisfied after reading it. Let's deal with it. People who only sleep three hours a night can't afford to be hurt~