Chapter 10 Want to break the intestine

He sat like that and looked at her quietly. She came in through the door, just like going to the execution ground. He only feels cold. Is she so afraid of him? I'm afraid to see him, probably too lazy to explain! He found that he had come wrong, and he brought gloom to her as soon as he appeared. Look at this room. This table, a chair, a brick and a pillar are all Lan Sheng's handwriting and has nothing to do with him. In this world, she is far happier than the carved general's mansion. What Lan Sheng gave her is difficult to do in her life. Why do you have to fight?

He is like a sami meditating on a futon, and the scriptures are catchy, but unfortunately he has never been able to understand Buddhism. Everything is just habit, habitual reason, habitual strength, and habitual posture to look at each other. Now even this habit is about to collapse. Without a framework, he doesn't know what to do. He wants his so-called good man to come to an end. He couldn't stand those shocks and outlined thousands of scenes in his mind that made him vent his anger. He had to clenched his teeth to curb his desire to destroy.

She moved in and said, "Why are you here?" Obviously, it was beyond her expectation. She thought that everything had automatically ended when she sent Tingzhou back.

He was expressionless and wooden. He looked at her as if she were a soldier in his battalion, cold and emotionless. Without her words, he got up and said, "Your garden is not bad." He walked to the door and suddenly turned around and smiled at her, "Don't you take your uncle to look around?"

He smiled peacefully, but her heart hurt violently. She said oh, untied the felt and planned to hand it to Xiu. He pressed her hand, tied her with a ribbon again, and said in a warm voice, "Don't take it off. It's cold outside, windy again, and it's freezing carefully."

She almost trembled, couldn't figure him out, and she didn't understand her current mood. Love him and fear him more. What kind of dilemma is this? It's really time to make a decision. If it goes on like this, it's not the way to drag down all the people in the bureau. Her attitude is very clear. Now there are only two ways left, either to go far away from him or have nothing to do with marriage. It has reached the watershed of love, there is no compromise, and there will never be any connection in the future.

She made up her mind and said to the wet nurse, "I'm going to the garden with my uncle. You don't have to follow. Let's prepare wine and dishes, and let's leave our uncle for dinner.

Xiu couldn't do it, so he just answered and went back to the kitchen step by step.

"My uncle will come with me." She said she went out first.

When she passed by him, the secret fragrance hit him, which was his most familiar taste. She called him uncle and no longer called him Rongyu. This title alone made him lonely. He followed her in a daunt, floating under his feet and stepping on the clouds. The wind blew up her white coat, and the bottom swelled up like the wings of an eagle. He was really worried that she would fly too freely beyond his control.

The second-entry garden and the front yard are separated by only one wall, and the exquisite layout can be seen through the various flower windows. This is different from other houses. Generally, people put the rockery in the pool for relatives and friends to enjoy when they enter the door. The scenery in this garden is concentrated in the backyard, which is a typical courtyard - it is not welcome to visit, and it is completely private for self-entertainment.

The concept of another hospital hurts his nerves. What does it mean that Lan Sheng built a separate hospital to settle her? Demonstrate against him? Prove that she is his property? Is it a disgraceful coveting if you love it again? He frowned slightly, "You came back alone? How about the princess?

She slowly stopped, stood on the path by the pool, and bowed her head and said, "We went back to the imperial city. Today's feast of His Royal Highness, it's not good for him to show up all the time. Her Royal Highness, it's nothing but a headache. After the cold wind, I added the death of the prince, which probably broke my heart and adjusted my breath.

He has always not rubbed sand in his eyes, but now listening to her tone, he is completely standing on Lan Sheng's side, really like a family. He pulled the corners of his mouth, "A song? Don't you call Uncle Lan now? I haven't got married yet, but I changed it quickly!"

She looked up at him with a smile, "What do you mean by that? It sounds like being jealous. Am I wrong?

He was a little embarrassed and had to admit that jealousy was inevitable. He loves her and is jealous, both men and women. However, he couldn't give in verbally, so he turned around and said, "You are a sensible person. You don't need me to make it clear. Go pack your things. I won't allow you to live here."

She didn't do what he said and said, "Where are you taking me?" Did you take me to elope? Or take me back to your and Zhixian's house?"

He couldn't help getting angry and hated her for her sharp teeth and mouth, which was unforgiving. He didn't want to take her away, and he was tired of everything in Chang'an. If he is careless, how can he endure so much pain! She blames him, and who does she resent? He was so angry that he blurted out, "Yes, I'll take you to elope!" Regardless of other people's lives, just the two of us, go to the top of the sea!"

She was stunned, and a blank smile gradually appeared at the corners of her mouth. "I know you have a heavy responsibility on your shoulders, so you have been looking forward to it for a long time. Don't you understand that I have died for you? Since I left the palace, I made up my mind that since I didn't go back to the general's mansion at the beginning, I won't go back to the general's mansion. What's the point of you coming to see me now? Zhixian noticed it. You asked me to go back. What should I do when I go back? Live in humiliation and look at her face tremblingly every day? You only have yourself in your heart. When did you have me? You just want to take care of your face, afraid that outsiders will talk behind their backs, saying that the general's wife can't tolerate her niece to round up the scene.

Every word she says is like Ling Chi to him. Is he so despicable and shameless in her eyes? He sneered, "You misinterpret it well. If this can make you happy, just imagine it. But no matter how much you hate, give up or disgust, you must come with me today.

She said, "I won't leave. This is my home, and I don't want to rely on others."

"This is Lan Sheng's home, not yours! Why are you so twisted?" He raised his voice, "How can I relieve your hatred? You simply killed me with a knife, and those two times will be safe! I'm so difficult, do you know? You will never understand what I have lived in the past few months! You only know how to blame me and hate me. What do you want me to do? I have the ability to marry you. Even if I hide it from the world, I can't pass my own pass! It's just that you and I were born from the same root. There is no chance in this life, only to be born!"

He finally felt the relief of venting and poured out the bitterness in his chest. After roaring, his heart was empty and broken, and he fell into the dust like death. He was so sad... He raised his hand to cover his eyes, and the corners of his mouth were slightly calm and twitched uncontrollably. Tears overflowed from between the fingers and me winding down the wrist into the wide sleeve.

He broke down, let's break down! He can't calm down. It was no longer feasible to pass by. It was like a big enemy, and he was defeated like a mountain. She made a counterattack, and there was nothing he could do.

Of course, she was shocked to see his tears. But is there a complete law in the world? She always thinks about Lan Sheng and Zhixian. In fact, they are all innocent, and she is guilty. She suddenly felt that she deserved to die. Originally, each of them was doing well, but her appearance disrupted everyone's life. She is an invader, and everything starts with her.

She stepped back two steps and stepped on the not very tight sand on the edge of the pool. He said that there is no fate in this life, only to stay in the next life. She was extremely disappointed. Did he come here to remind her again and again that they had no future?

"Then don't force me to go back to Shen's house. I'm a relative, and I'm not Shen. Even if you let it go, no one will blame you for a word. She looked at him burningly, "If you don't want to give up, then stay." I'm going to apologize to Lan Sheng and Zhixian. I don't ask for a name, just follow you, okay?"

He whispered in astonishment, "Are you crazy? How can this be possible!"

She broke her heart and smiled sadly at him, "Look how rational and selfless you are! Even if I am willing to be a shady woman, you may not care. I think I'm really cheap. I don't cherish what I have, and I have to fight for what I can't get. Why is this? She suddenly raised her eyebrows and said, "It's better to die and clean!"

He suddenly found something wrong. She leaned back and it was too late for him to pull.

With a bang, she fell into the pool of lotus and sank with her desperate heart. She was not afraid when the cold lake poured into her nose. She has only lived for 16 years. Although she has enough food and clothing, she has tasted enough bitterness. Living is not as good as expected, but it's better to risk it like He Lan. Die together with the love you can't get, and this life is over, and the sin will be exhausted.

She heard the exclamation on the shore, and the sound seemed to come from the other side of the world through the thick water wall. She speculated whether Rong Yu would be sad if she left. Will he regret his stubbornness? She doesn't want to pass without trace, but wants to draw a deep stroke in his life. At least let him remember that there was a man who was desperate for him.

Her idea is very sad, but it is not implemented well enough. In a flash, he picked it up from the bottom of the pool.

He rudely dragged her ashore, didn't wait for her to breathe, and slapped her in the face--

"What on earth do you want to do? Why did it cost me to die this week? With your words, I will immediately apologize to death! Why..." He knelt there and chopped his tone. "You are so vicious that you want me to watch you die... you vicious woman!"

Xiu cried so much, "I knew something was going to happen! You stupid girl, are you going to ask for my life? Oh...my meat, I can't live either!"

It was a mess, and she was dizzy. Her lungs hurt and her face. She was stunned and trembled with cold. The jade stove wrapped her with a quilt and cried loudly. Shanon was so scared that he looked pale and muttered, "What's the matter? What's wrong? Why?"

Everyone asked why, but she couldn't tell why. Just like a child crying, it may have a purpose at the beginning, and I can't even remember it for a long time. Probably a momentary impulse made everyone sad and angered him. She stroked her face and he hit her because of fear or anger?

His fingers almost pinched into her meat, "What the hell do you want me to do?" I hate it. Why should I see you again? Why did you give birth to this evil fate... To what extent are you going to torture me? How can you let me go? Die like He Lan and the prince, don't you?"

Her hair is dripping down, and her eyes are still full of sarcasm. She said, "I have never imprisoned you, and you don't need my redemption. The person who has been pestering you is you, uncle.

It seems that it's really his fault! He staggered up and nodded mechanically. "You're right, I'm pestering you. So you don't have to die. Damn it, it's me!"

He will even destroy the last bit of consciousness and can't withstand such a big impact. Get out of here and don't stay for a moment! He staggered out, and his filial robe was full of water and wrapped around him, as if he were on a heavy shackle. He moved with difficulty, and behind him was a maidservant's call for persuasion. He turned a deaf ear to her, but he just didn't want to see her again. Then he heard her heartbreaking crying, and he couldn't help bursting into tears.

Farewell to this unforgettable love, what else is left in his life?