Chapter 116 Mom

"Why did you come back so late last night!" Xiao Liu's mother asked Xiao Liu at lunch.

The next day, Xiao Liu never went out, that is to say, her own door. No matter how she called it, it was useless. Xiao Liu's mother had a rest today, the only one-day break in the week. Today, her mother had made a good breakfast for Xiao Liu, but Xiao Liu's mother was strange to enter by herself. Xiao Liu slept well in the room. At first, she still spoke as usual and scolded Xiao Liu as a stinky boy, but at the moment Xiao Liu stood up, she found that Xiao Liu had changed, as if she had lost weight and her eyes full of blood. When she pulled her up, she didn't say a word. Unlike usual, she said something and begged her mother to sleep a little longer, but now, Xiao Liu doesn't say a word, and she is a very weak mother. It was more serious than anything she saw. She looked haggard and couldn't bear to shout any more, and then let Xiao Liu sleep all the time. She didn't know what happened to her son, but she knew that such a thing should be quite serious. Otherwise, my son would not have done this to himself.

"No!" Xiao Liu said lightly, without his usual energy, as if he had no energy to speak, but just coping with it.

"Your eyes and what you look like?" Xiao Liu's mother said that this seemed to be old-fashioned. She knew that it would not be as simple as Xiao Liu said. After all, there was a living thing. "How can this be said to be nothing? Why did you come home so late last night?"

"This is... a high school reunion," Xiao Liu paused in the middle, because he didn't know what to say about what happened last night! It seems that Xiao Liu has forgotten the party last night, but just a memory of himself. For himself and Wu Xiaolan, it is not a memory now. This is just a party, which is very simple, but Xiao Liu still did not react at once. He looked at his mother faintly, and then smiled faintly, like this Xiao Liu's mother was surprised by his smile. Such a smile was not the usual Xiao Liu. Such a smile contained too many heavy things, like experiencing too many ordinary things and precipitated into the last smile.

"Are you okay?" Xiao Liu's mother will never believe that it's okay, but Xiao Liu said so, and she should also follow him, "Well, it's okay."

She knows Xiao Liu. She knows that her son is always the same as her father and will not tell others about things that affect others. No matter what she is, she has to carry it alone. This is also the reason why she was so moved by Xiao Liu's father in those years. For those reasons, she decided not to care. No matter what life is in the future, she will be with Xiao Liu's father, because she can feel a kind of stable dependence, because she knows that there will always be someone who will carry everything and protect herself all the time. This is the reason why she has believed in it for so many years. However, Xiao Liu's father has also been verifying it. Knowing this, he knew that Xiao Liu also had the same belief as his father.

"As long as it's okay. Eat more. Is this specially made for you?" Xiao Liu's mother didn't ask anything. Even if she knew that Xiao Liu was abnormal, she didn't force Xiao Liu to say anything. For example, every word Xiao Liu said was to believe. Xiao Liu said it was okay, so it was okay.

Xiao Liu was shocked. He not only slowly looked up, and his mother no longer joked with him as usual, but became serious and calm, as if he had seen things in his depths, and then accompanied him without saying anything, just waiting for himself to say. It's just that his change at this moment is that he can't play with his mother. It's his fault that he can't joke with his mother as happily as before. Xiao Liu looked at the table of food prepared by his mother, and there was a burst of sadness in his heart.

In order to live up to my mother's wishes. Xiao Liu just tried his best to eat. These mothers ate what they had prepared for themselves, and their eyes were actually a little hot. It was tears flowing in his eyes, and he couldn't control it. Little by little, Xiao Liu just insisted and put away a little bit. He didn't let his mother see it at all. His mother saw Xiao Liu eat. It's also a faint smile, like the relief when she was a mother. There is no joke at ordinary times. Usually, she and Xiao Liu are just like a happy friend. They keep making trouble and won't stop, but Xiao Liu knows that she needs to treat Xiao Liu like this.

"Mom, why don't you ask me more about what happened? Maybe I will tell you soon," Xiao Liu asked faintly, just wanting to know something, like why she wanted to understand such a thing. Obviously, her mother didn't want to know, but she still said she wanted to understand it. If she liked it, she took the initiative to say it.

"I know that you are becoming more and more like your father. It's useless to ask. If you want to let me know, you will take the initiative to tell me like your father. I understand this, I completely understand," Xiao Liu's mother said. Or over the years, the affairs of himself and her husband are like Xiao Liu. His husband just doesn't tell himself and does a lot of things that he doesn't know. His husband has carried things that he can't imagine alone because of this family. Now he has touched himself by saying this. Xin Xuan.

"It seems that I'm still much worse than my father." Xiao Liu suddenly raised his head, obviously pressed his tears, and then smiled faintly, making people feel a trace of warmth like the sunshine after the rain. The expression of forbearance was covered up by him. "Dad, you can find your mother like this. A confidant, and then two people stay together for life, and I just missed it again and again, and then nothing."

"Bad boy, make fun of me again." Xiao Liu's mother smiled, but paused while laughing, as if she suddenly understood something! Although Xiao Liu said it was a joke, why did he make a joke like this? He said that he didn't have it. Is this the point? Xiao Liu's mother could feel that her son might be troubled by emotional things at this moment, so he gently asked, "How's it going!" Do you want me to introduce some dolls to you? I used to conclude that the dolls were close to you, but now you can walk through the door. Maybe there is a suitable one for you?

"Ha ha" Xiao Liu smiled, just smiling gently, and his expression was just a little loose. This point gives people the feeling that if you want to loosen everything, it's like a fantasy, just the tip of the iceberg. Such a touch can only be changed for a while, and it is impossible to change what Bailey should have.

"Bad boy" Xiao Liu's mother seemed to be chatting with her friends, "Hasn't she caught up with the girl she likes!"

Xiao Liu waved his hand, indicating that it was not like this. "Actually, if I chase it, there is still a chance. I just missed the time and the place."

"Then catch it back." Xiao Liu's mother is righteous.

"That's so simple," Xiao Liu said, "If you want to chase, you can chase it. There is only one chance. If you really catch it back like this, what's the point? This is grabbing, just a momentary struggle. Finally, thinking about it is also a momentary impulse. Nothing will be included in it. What do I have now, nothing."

My mother was very disdainful. This surprised Xiao Liu. I really don't know what my mother did. She actually refuted herself like this. Xiao Liu looked at my mother puzzledly. My mother smiled strangely and said, "Do you know how your father chased me at that time?"

"..." Xiao Liu just opened his mouth, but didn't make a sound. In fact, he wanted to know this a long time ago, but his mother didn't tell herself. Let's wait for my mother to say.

"At that time, your father had nothing, and at that time, I didn't know him at all. He suddenly appeared from me and smiled at me and said, 'Let me raise you.' I was so scared at that time that I almost called the police." Xiao Liu's mother said, as if she loved you so much that she was immersed in her sweetness and warmth. In memory, there was a little joy at the corners of his mouth. "In the end, he was still the same, always smiling and always made me feel so happy, but when I was in college, I thought that such a simple and honest person was just so simple and would not think too much, but later I learned that I was wrong. He was like Like a two-faced person, he always hides the most painful side and always smiles to face people. Later, I fell in love with this gentleness and can never come out, but I am willing. This smile seems to be inherited from you, which is the feeling I felt in your father at that time.

"This..." Xiao Liu just found out that he didn't seem to understand his mother's intention, that is to say, he and his father are very similar?

"That is to say, as long as there is this," Xiao Liu's mother said, "It doesn't matter if the time and place are wrong. If you have your own capital, you are not afraid, you can still chase it."

"Mom, things are never that simple," Xiao Liu said, "There are many things that I won't have a second chance, and I don't know what can do to me like this."

"You stinky boy," Xiao Liu's mother scolded, "It's exactly the same as your father. He always plays riddles with me, but he doesn't listen to me. Isn't my opinion right?"

"Without my mother, this is a personal problem, not my mother's problem, but we are too stupid to understand my mother's far-reaching opinions at once. This is our fault, not my mother's fault," Xiao Liu explained, just to make my mother happy, but this mother always finds her own problem at critical moments, really It is superior observation. If Xiao Liu said a little more, my mother would fully understand.

"It's almost" Mom said that she ate, and Xiao Liu also ate lightly. After a few bites, she looked at the mother in front of her and said "Mom" lightly

"What's wrong!"

"Thank you"

"Bad boy, you have to finish this table"

"Ah, no, mom, how can I do it this time? How can I have such a big belly!"

"Why not? If you can't finish it, I'll use it and pour these into your stomach little by little."

"Ah, no! Mom!"

"Why not? I'll try to show you later." It seems that everything has returned to calm again. At least Xiao Liu's mother feels this way. As usual, Xiao Liu is the same as usual. That's what she saw.