Chapter 287 Reasons for Leaving
"Myself?" Xiao Liu's eyes suddenly became blank. Does this depend on himself? But Xiao Liu doesn't know what he thinks!
"En" Xiao Chen said, "What I can do is to help you, and the future is the same. It depends on yourself. What I can do is to help you as much as possible, not to influence you!" You have to make your own decision. Whether you stay here as a professional player or go to Jingda, I have arranged it. Jingda is already waiting for you to go there. As long as you go there, I will help you get rid of it. It's up to you. It's up to you. You have to make your own decision."
Xiao Liu looked at his father and suddenly understood. He began to think about how to tell his father what he thought and how to tell his father if he decided to stay in war3. But in this way, he understood that even if he made a wrong decision that his father reluctantly, his father would If you can understand, then it's really up to yourself.
"Dad" Xiao Liu sat down on a stone platform next to him, and his tone was a little heavy. "Do you know? I don't know how to say the current situation, those students! We are very kind to me. It's completely different from what I thought before. So are the seniors. They make me feel like good friends for many years. Now I really don't know how to tell them that I'm leaving like this, so what will they think?
"Maybe it was a mistake at the beginning," Xiao Chen said. "It was wrong at the beginning. You mistakenly entered e-sports that you had never come into contact with, and you should not hide it from them. This is a mistake, but this can't be an excuse for you and an excuse that you can't speak. The more thing If you drag it back, then the matter will become more serious. I respect your opinion, but I don't support you hiding it from them now. If they can understand, I believe they will understand your opinion. Now everyone can understand war3 and understand the situation of e-sports."
Xiao Liu was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't have it at that time! At that time, I said it, and there was a misunderstanding in the middle, but Mr. Han and others were like that. I didn't have a chance to say it. When I had a chance to say it, I didn't want to say it and didn't dare to tell them such a thing. I knew that they couldn't accept it.
"Maybe I carried too much," Xiao Liu said lightly, "I carried too many things and accepted too much of their good to me. The first time I went to the stage was in this e-sports hall. The game with Haolong and I actually carried the dignity and honor of war3 in the college and won the game. I For the first time, I felt that I could do things like this, and for the first time, I felt that I was so excellent. At that time, I thought I was different from Dad! A talent that no one knows, but now I know that Dad used to be such a character, the ghost king in the past, now I understand how small I am. It seems that I have never had it. Now I don't know what to do with this. Dad, I still can't compare with you. I think I still can't understand Dad's intentions. Si, Dad, I really don't know what to do"
"I can't blame you for this" Xiao Chen is beside Xiao Liu and patted his son's head, like a kind of doting. "This society is like this. What we can do is not to complain, but how to overcome and how to be ourselves, but we also have to think that it's right for us to do this. We can't go our own way. In fact, you have done a good job over the years, good grades, and a sensible son. I have nothing to ask for."
"Doesn't it matter if it's a decision you don't want to see?" Xiao Liu may have thought of a sudden change in his choice at this time. At this time, he actually said such a thing. Xiao Chen lowered his head and did not look at Xiao Liu. He knew what his son meant, that is, Xiao Liu wanted to stay here, thinking about his last smile. That smile was a little ironic. After a long time, his whole People are relaxed. "No matter what decision I make, I will be happy. War3 is also my dream. I don't have a dream that I can realize, so let my own son realize it! There is nothing wrong with staying, at least I can go to my son's game in the future."
"Dad, I want to know one thing." Xiao Liu looked at his father and became a little confused in an instant. So many changes, so many changes in expressions, as if he was experiencing the damage of his memory. Xiao Liu had never seen why his father did this.
"What's the matter, tell me! Anything else can be asked. Xiao Chen has determined that his son has decided to stay in e-sports and stay in war3 at this time.
"You have made great achievements before. You have developed your own world in e-sports and become a generation of ghost kings. Why did you choose to quit in your peak era, mysteriously withdraw, which makes people forget your existence and enter the workplace instead?" Xiao Liu wondered why he started at the moment he heard what Mr. Han said. Why did he break at such a good time? If others were satisfied, but Xiao Chen's departure was an incomprehenible choice.
"E-sports, WCG" Xiao Chen looked at the poster at this time. How meaningful the WCG poster is. "I think you also understand! This is a society. E-sports is like an unreal dream. Does it intersect with reality? At that time, I thought that when I became a professional player, I was to intersect reality and dreams, but later it proved that I was wrong. Most of this was because of your mother!"
Xiao Chen's voice was very slow, and the slow Xiao Liu felt a little tired. Curiosity was tracing, "Mom?"
"Yes, when I became a professional player, I actually dated your mother, but I never told her, because at that time, the profession was not a stable job. At that time, unlike you, professional players have been recognized, and our profession is only full. Weather, in the eyes of many people, is not doing their jobs, especially in the eyes of our previous generation, e-sports is a group of sick Internet addicts.
Xiao Liu suddenly laughed at this time. In this case, this view seems to be the same as when he did not enter the e-sports college. He was also a player who looked at e-sports in this way. As a result, his father was subject to his own view. Xiao Liu couldn't but laugh.
"At that time, when I was thinking about going out to live by myself, your mother always wanted to have a family. He hoped that I could go home every night and that someone could accompany her all the time. At first, I thought about telling him that I was a professional war3 player, and then took him He walks in every part of the country, participating in competitions and traveling, but your mother doesn't like a wandering life. He wants a home, a decent home, which is the same in the eyes of many people. If I don't have a formal job, it's impossible to get a family. If you go around the country like this, there is no way to buy it. After buying a car and buying a house, I finally decided to leave war3 by myself. I told the boss of my team that I had a car accident, injured my right hand and trembled when I took the mouse, but this matter was confidential. I didn't even know Lao Han, who I had been partnered with, so they asked me to quit the team."
"Mom..." Xiao Liu suddenly couldn't understand and didn't want to believe that his father was all because his mother gave up his war3 dream like this, but his mother didn't know it at all.
"Later, because my major was quite good, and the interviewer was also a very good friend company. He promised to see the contract with me and let me be the management of the company's marketing department, but he should buy me a house after two years, and there is the current dividend, so I agreed." Xiao Chen told his story lightly. He The tone is a little unstable, like the story that has been immersed in my heart for many years and finally found a place to tell.
The voice in the middle of "Dad" Xiao Liu was a little shaken, and he seemed to be moved. "So, have you ever regretted it since then?"
"Hehe" Xiao Chen seemed to be indifferent this time. Maybe he said it! I have let go of "At first, it was really painful, but later after living with your mother, I realized that there was nothing wrong with my choice. Happiness is the life I want. My performance in the company is good and I have a good future! Your grandfather and grandmother are also very satisfied with me! Your grandparents are also relieved. You should know that I haven't been as sensible as you before. I used to be sensible. I used to have not very good grades at the beginning, and I knew how to do bad things all day long. I always worried your grandparents, but they will be fine after graduation. They won't worry about my affairs. I also married your mother. After that Soon there was you. Seeing your growth, I really don't know what to say. The first time I was proud, you were so sensible. Even if you were a little younger than others when you were a child, you learned to walk and speak, which was a step more than others. Sometimes you were said to be an incompetent child, your mother Because I still cried and went home when I heard this, I was often bullied when I was in kindergarten.
Xiao Chen said, and his voice became trembling. Xiao Liu looked at his father and saw his eyes red. In his memory, his father was a very strong man and his idol, but now he can call these things like this when he was a child, but he doesn't know these things. Xiao Liu patted his father on the shoulder at this time and comforted himself, the father who cried for himself.
"At that time, I wondered what would happen when I was no longer." Xiao Chen continued, "At that time, I firmly believed that my choice was right. At that time, your mother and I took good care of you at home. If I participated in any competition during that time, would I only leave you and your mother at home? I don't think that It's a man's work, but fortunately, I gave up before. Fortunately, I could be by your side. Later, you really didn't let me down. Later, you slowly caught up with those classmates. You were not as ignorant as when I was a child. You wouldn't do bad things. Later, you behaved better than someone older than you were. It makes me feel that my efforts have not been in vain. I believe that I have been at home and with your mother, so that you have not given up on yourself in adversity like other children, so I have never regretted it until now."
Hearing this, Xiao Liu's eyes were already full of tears. His things were so proud in his father's eyes. When he didn't know anything, he was so disappointing. I just remembered that he was so strong in many aspects when he was a child. I am competitive, so I didn't give up. Looking at the image of a person as strong as my father at home, it has become my goal.
The two big men were tearful under such circumstances. Xiao Liu and Xiao Chen had never had a father and son before.
"But why didn't you tell me, Dad, why didn't you tell me these things before? You have so much for me!" Xiao Liu's voice choked.
"Hehe" Xiao Chen smiled in distress. Maybe he felt that he was not so good! Then he smiled, so indifferent, but Xiao Liu could see that he laughed between his own pain. "Are you stupid? When you see that parent will say this, and I know that you have the same mentality as your mother and will always attribute mistakes to yourself. If you know such a thing, you will think that you have affected my dreams and will feel guilty. Your mother will definitely be like this. How can I say that? Both of you have this A kind heart is too weak"
"Thank you, Dad" Xiao Liu shook his head faintly, and tears splashed out of his eyes.
"What's the boy crying about?" Xiao Chen scolded, "Isn't it good for me to be like this? I also think for myself. If I am really a professional, I will retire when I am almost 30 years old. At that time, I don't have a team. If I can't get a good commentary career like some people, then I have nothing. Now I'm very good. I will watch your game in the future, no I want to talk to you about this matter. I will say what your mother said, but the premise is to give me time. I will say it slowly. What you want to promise me is that you can't tell your mother about me. I'm afraid that he won't accept it."
"Thank you, Dad, I know," Xiao Liu said again, "I know what I should do!"
"Well, go, do what you want to do, complete the mission of the dead, and complete the mission that I haven't completed before. You must be a WCG champion. I only need a WCG champion that year. Now you can complete it! I will watch you all the time."
"En" Xiao Liu nodded and then stood up. Xiao Chen also stood up at this time. Two people, two fathers and sons, walked side by side, like two friends, and walked into the e-sports hall.
(This good plot was written so poorly by me. I feel that I am really useless. Many times I don't know how to write it. I'm sorry, everyone, I haven't become better with your support)