Chapter 303 The Life I Want

"You are very smart!" Murong Ya said, "Why didn't you think of it? You are also better than many people. Why don't you know that someone treats you well?

Xiao Liu thought quietly that it was so quiet that there was only one person left! But I can't figure it out. I still feel less. It's the same. It seems that everything comes too fast and I can't accept it. I feel that all this is unreal. Can I give up so much and then give myself such a good future? What has been lost still needs to be made up for yourself, so this kind of compensation is too big. Xiao Liu can't believe it. It's unreal to think that it's unreal.

"Senior sister" Xiao Liu finally figured it out and calmly said to Murong Ya, "I think this is just an unreal thing, you know? We haven't known each other for a long time, as if we don't know each other. I don't know anything about you. I don't know how to contact you, as if you just understand me. I don't know how to coax you at all. Is all this true?

"Then you have only known Zhao Qing for more than a month!" Murongya said, "But you two can be together, and it's so good. If you didn't break up yesterday, it would be her who came to your house today! Why can't she? I can't, and he's similar to me! Why can't she be with you before?

"She is at least real!" Xiao Liu said, "If I don't want to do something and leave war3, then I think she is worth protecting for a lifetime, but I feel a lot of helplessness now. I have to do my own things and then give up something I should protect. That's it. The real me, I seem to be You can think about it when you don't know what you can do."

"How old are you now!" Murong Ya sighed, "You shouldn't think about so many things at this age, but you have suffered so much now. You are now like a person in your 30s. What do you think? You and your father are almost done. Why do you bear so much for yourself? Now you can be yourself. No matter what, people can chase and do it in front of you. Why do you have to bear those?

"Ha ha" Xiao Liu smiled and smiled so lightly, as if he had seen through something. After saying such a thing, people always let go, "How dare I? For me, I just want to find someone who can live a life, work hard together, and live a small life. I don't want to play so much. I I feel that it's a waste of time. I don't have much time. After graduating from college, everything will end. Now I don't start thinking about it. When that time comes, I can think about it and I don't have time to figure it out."

"Have you ever had such an experience before? Murong Ya has emotional trauma, and then has a shadow on people with that mentality, and they don't want to be that kind of person"

Xiao Liu shook his head and smiled, "Now I am such a person, a person who wants to live with you. I am also a person who wants to live a quiet life. As you think, I just want to live in the same family and life as you do now. Simply understand that my feelings about you are very real, really All"

"No, it's different," Xiao Liu said, "You are different. You are a successful woman. You have a lot of futures. Now you are a little famous. Your future is very big. What kind of big star and world famous model you may become? Your future is unlimited. If you want to give up your dream for a small life, you can do a lot of things!"

"But I just want this kind of life." Xiao Liu interrupted Murong Ya's words just now, and now Murong Ya also interrupted Xiao Liu's words and then said, "I just want this kind of life. I want an ordinary life. I want a family like you to have dinner with my parents and joke together. , it doesn't matter if you can fight together, and commute all day. If you can wait and watch, I want someone who knows the person in charge, a man in the family, to do his own things well, know how to guard his woman, and give happiness to his woman. This is enough. In fact, I don't want anything else."

"This will only hold you back," Xiao Liu said, "Such a family will only hold back, only like our family. Don't you feel so sorry? You are a good person, a perfect and unreal person. You can find someone who is better and can support you well. Why do you do it yourself?

"What do you think of me as?" Murong Ya said that she stared at Xiao Liu and Xiao Liu smiled. Maybe she was impulsive. A strong woman would not like to be raised by others, but would find someone she liked. No matter what the situation, she would be with that person. This is the real Murong Ya! Xiao Liu thought.

"Every woman is a woman," Murong Ya said, "No matter what achievements she has, she is still a woman. Even if she is regarded as a goddess, she is still a woman, a real woman. She wants a normal woman's life, instead of pursuing an unreal life. Happiness is the most important thing. Why do I Go after that unrealistic"

"You can think like this at the beginning." Xiao Liu shook his head. "At first, you can do this. You will think so, but in the face of changes in life, like my family, if there is often the influence of external forces, you can accept it at the beginning and will be a normal struggling woman, but 5 years and 10 years later, it will still be like this. What about it? Your heart will change. Remember that you have given up so much before and then got such a life. It is difficult to stick to it. You have to think about it."

"So can Zhao Qing accept it? If you think she can, then I believe I can." Murong Ya asked back. Xiao Liu suddenly didn't know what to say. Murong Ya continued, "Your mother can accept it too!" She can be like this. Under your father's care, she makes me feel that her mentality is the same as ours, that is, the mentality in college. Because of your father's care, why can your mother not believe it? Your father can do so well. I believe you can do better. In short, you just don't believe in yourself and are not confident enough in this regard, so that's why you think that you can do better. No matter what aspect, you can do better."

"Thank you" Even if many people have said this and his father has said such a thing, Xiao Liu still has little confidence. Even if he sticks to it, he still feels that he is not as good as others, because now Xiao Liu feels that he can't do it well at all. Maybe it's Zhao Qing! She can not have the mentality of Murong Ya, so that she can see clearly. Maybe Zhao Qing is not as good as Murong Ya. Xiao Liu thinks so. Sometimes she is forced to do it. Maybe she is alone. The real one is herself, and the unreal one is herself. Xiao Liu suddenly smiled, as if he had suppressed too many things. On themselves, and then to others, they make themselves so demanding of their partners. Maybe many people can, but they just believe it.

"Why do I feel like I'm begging you now?" Maybe Murong Ya laughed like that when she saw Xiao Liu. She should have figured out something, and then joked, "I've said that I'm not used to chasing others, and I'm more used to being chased by others, but why do I feel like myself now? I begged you to accept me again. That's not right! Give me an answer! Accept it or not, otherwise let me endure it here, it's not good!"

Xiao Liu continued to laugh and didn't speak immediately. At this time, he also felt like this! It was Murong Ya who was enlightening herself and letting herself accept her, but Xiao Liu felt that there was still something missing. Even if he accepted this, what could he do? Xiao Liu couldn't feel it. Even if it was the great ** of the great beauty in front of him, Xiao Liu felt a little unreal because of him. Rong Ya is so good.

"Well, do you want it? If you want it, we can do whatever we want tonight." Murong Ya's tone was charming and had a demagogic momentum.

"No" Xiao Liu shook her head. Murong Ya was surprised, and there was such a difficult man. She doubted whether Xiao Liu was a man. When she really wanted to ask why, Xiao Liu continued to say, "Time is too fast. I feel that it's so unreal, and if you** me like this, I really don't feel real. Actually, it seems that you have a conspiracy. It's unrealistic to think of this. You won't really have any conspiracy! It's so cheap, and I'm not ready yet?"

Murongya giggled and said, "You're really the first time! But what! At your house, I won't ask you for money even after doing it. I really like you. I feel that you are a real person and just want to live with you. What are you afraid of? You don't seem to lose! It doesn't make sense to say that you are at a loss when you find a beautiful woman like me!"

"Because you are so perfect," Xiao Liu said, "I feel that it's really difficult to explain to myself that I can get it like this, and the fishing line is not like this! It's too fake"

"First of all, you are not fishing wire," Murong Ya said, "You have that ability. I want no one to accept it, so no one can accept it, so tell me why it's too fast!" We can also take our time"

"First of all, I haven't known you for a long time, right?" Xiao Liu said, "Second, I know you know me, and you keep saying that we have known each other before, but I really can't remember. When did we meet?"

"It seems that you still don't remember who I am." Murong Ya stood up and said, "It's time for you to remember who I am and our past."