Chapter 317 Dreaming of Reality
However, no matter what, Xiao Liu is not very popular in the class. This is not because Xiao Liu is not excellent, but that Xiao Liu does not feel who is popular in the class. Many people do their own things. This is different from the university they heard, and it is different from what they are hearing about than themselves. What I said is different. It's different from what I saw in the movie, but Xiao Liu feels quite relaxed. At least it doesn't matter when I go to play basketball or when I go to read a book. It's all arranged by myself. No one pays attention to it, and others don't bother to pay attention to it. Xiao Liu's favorite is those Cheerleaders, they all appear during their own competition. Xiao Liu feels that this is the most beautiful scenery of this school. Girls will always be a part of life!
Xiao Liu is starting to feel comfortable! However, Xiao Liu really felt very uncomfortable. He often remembered the scene of playing war3 with Zhou Ping and Yang Yi at the E-sports College. It was more fun at that time! I don't know what I'm going to do like now! Let yourself think about everything and fantasize about it. Maybe it's some unreal things. Xiao Liu will also think about it, but it's too simple.
One night, Xiao Liu just finished practicing in the basketball department and returned to the accommodation to take a hot bath. Xiao Liu watched it early, and then watched a movie. He just felt that he had watched many movies by himself and had nothing to do. Xiao Liu logged in to the online game that the previous three roommates taught him to play. Xiao Liu happened to have The activity is to be done, and it is also necessary to form a team. The three roommates are ready. Xiao Liu saw this and formed a team with his roommates. As a result, it took two hours, but Xiao Liu felt quite good. For the first time, he felt that he was doing a very interesting thing with his roommates. He had never been with them before. What have you done? It's just that they shouted one by one in the game, which was very lively. Xiao Liu didn't feel much excitement in this accommodation for so long. This is the first time. Xiao Liu felt that they were suddenly active, but after that, they did their own things, and so did Xiao Liu. After a secret break and quit the game, Xiao Liu understands that there will be a world in everyone's heart. In e-sports, when their major is them, war3 class, war3 is their world, their roommates, these online games are their world, and he walks into him. They will be very enthusiastic in their world. If they leave, they will have an unreal side. They will not show it. This is a person and a group of people.
Finally, Xiao Liu looked at them and smiled faintly. This is not true! Sometimes I can't walk in at once. Time is a problem, and so is it in the class. No one knows what kind of person I am, because no one enters their own world.
Xiao Liu's activity is over. I really don't know what I can do. It's already 10 o'clock. Xiao Liu wants to watch some news and so on. When he was watching the news, his QQ flashed up. Xiao Liu looked at his avatar and knew who it was. Yue Chuan, that boy, since that day and After playing snooker, the boy disappeared and just appeared. What a stinky boy. Xiao Liu scolded in his heart and extracted information to see what the boy said.
"Handsome man, I'm a little lonely tonight. Can you accompany me?" Xiao Liu shook his head at Yuechuan's information. Yuechuan's old problem is that he always does some messy things. Xiao Liu also plays with them at this time, "Beauty, I'm also very lonely, but I'm a professional, * the fee is not low! Beauty, can you afford it?"
"Good! Handsome, there is no problem with this. I can pay any price. You can make a price! But I have a mysterious disease! Are you sure you really want me?" Yuechuan also played with Xiao Liu. Xiao Liu shook his head. The boy was bored. Xiao Liu typed and said, "Yes! I'm not afraid. I've won many times. I just want to die in ** now. Nothing else matters. Just come!"
In the end, Yuechuan felt helpless! Then he sent a sweaty expression, "Brother, if you really have a mysterious disease, can't I admit it? What are you playing now? I have nothing to do in the accommodation!"
"I'm the same as you," Xiao Liu said, "I also have nothing to do now. I'm playing the computer at the head of the bed. I was going to read the news and go to bed, but I was disturbed by you. What should you do? Do you want to set up dozens of tables to apologize for me? Otherwise, I won't let you go."
"What are you doing! "I put your head like this" Yuechuan is also rude, the same "I'll ask you! You have arrived at the University of Economics, right? How do you feel about where?"
Xiao Liu smiled faintly, "It's okay. I've got used to it. It's much more comfortable than I thought. I don't know many things to tell you. Really, it's real. What do I think it's difficult? It turned out to be quite simple. Now I'm in the basketball department, or the main force? After playing a few games, I feel good, and the exam is also relieved. There is nothing difficult."
"No," Yuechuan said, "It's quite fast to integrate! Have you been playing dark with your new classmates? Then I forgot my existence. Is there another girl around you now? Should I introduce two to me?"
"I don't know you, why did I introduce you?" Xiao Liu said, because Yuechuan has entered a brainless chat state again, and he can't follow Yuechuan. Yuechuan was directly helpless and came with a tearful expression. "Okay, I'm wrong. Let's talk about it! How have you been recently?
"Me? Didn't I say that?" Xiao Liu felt that Yuechuan's words were a little abnormal. Yuechuan continued, "I'm not talking about this, it's your school. I heard that Economics University is a very good school!" Tell me, what does it feel like to go to the dream place? Do you feel like dreaming?
Xiao Liu actually hesitated for a moment. He didn't know whether to say his feelings or not. Finally, he said, "I can say that if I dream, I really feel like dreaming, but this dream is that I feel like I have come to another world. You know that I don't like playing games, you know? Now I've started playing web games because of my three roommates. I don't know why. I feel that the people here are weird. Many people seem to take care of themselves and are not as crazy and free as I imagine. Why do you think? I always think of the lively feeling in the e-sports college. Sometimes I don't know what I'm going to do. Many people walk aimlessly and don't know why. I feel really uncomfortable. Why are the students in this school like this? Are they like this? It took me a long time to feel that I have integrated into their world. Am I too accommodating or am I stubborn?"
"The University of Economics should be normal!" Yuechuan said, "It's a very classic university, which is like this. Many people will play some online games, and it's crazy to play with their friends. Chasing girls and doing some club activities, right?"
Xiao Liu thought that what he saw was the same as his own. It was the same as before. It was the same when he heard others say it, but Xiao Liu felt different from his current feeling when he saw it. This is different from his unreal feeling. Xiao Liu only smiled, "I don't know why, but it's always a little lost. The feeling of falling, did I do something wrong? I feel that this is not the same as my world. Everything can be arranged freely now, but why do I feel uncomfortable, not what I want to do, and sometimes I feel more clumsy"
"The imaginary world is different from when I saw it with my own eyes," Yuechuan said, "It was the same when I was at the University of Science and Technology, that's why! I decided to do my own thing, but I don't have the feeling you. It will always be a little different. Adaptation is very important. Your adaptability is much better than me. I don't know why you feel this way. Can't you understand this?
"When I encounter such a situation, I also really laughed. I don't know what's wrong with me?" Xiao Liu shook his head and smiled. Maybe this is laughing at himself! Anyway, I'm not laughing at others. "I always feel a little missing something? Suddenly I found that I was a little indecisive, as if I was not my former self. How do you feel? Do you also feel that I have changed?
"Is this sentence again?" Yuechuan typed this sentence directly. Xiao Liu was puzzled. He didn't know when he said it. He didn't say it just now! Why was Yuechuan so surprised? Xiao Liu directly sent out a few greetings and waited for a while! Finally, I saw Yuechuan's reply, "In fact, I feel that you have really changed, not because you are in the University of Economics. I feel that you have changed when you were in the E-sports College. At that time, it was just not obvious! At the beginning, when you were in the e-sports college, you became the kind of person who wanted to become indifferent. After that, I found that the fierceness of what you used to do when you played war3 has become a kind of domineering. In the game, you can feel your strong atmosphere and give people a sense of oppression, as if you have a new look. Now you have left the e-sports competition. Technology, I found that you have become fierce again, but now the Xiao Liu I used to know is a little different. It seems that it has begun to become different from yourself."
Xiao Liu was surprised. Yuechuan said so much that he had changed. What's going on? Didn't he say this before? Many people have changed, and Yuechuan has also changed a lot, but why are they talking about this problem now? He also said that he can't feel what's going on. Xiao Liu became serious and "go on talking"
"You are really indecisive," Yuechuan said. "Many times it's different. It's really unchanged. I don't know how to say it. There is no fighting spirit. You won't be like this before. You won't say anything. It doesn't matter. You have your own goals, your own way, and you have your own goals, no matter who you are. , can't control you and won't let go of your own world. Although you didn't say that you don't care, why did you feel that you have no goal at that time? Maybe I don't know what is good or bad, but I can see this clearly that you didn't have the current mentality before. You won't lose anything. You are always so strong. No matter what can stop you, many times it will not be expressed as it is now. When you entered the e-sports college, you began to change a little, but at that time, you didn't think it was your dream! But after you played war3, your perseverance also showed, which was exactly the same as before. The domineering and domineering that blocked me from death seemed to be more powerful than before. Sometimes I was afraid. Fortunately, I was not in e-sports, otherwise I didn't know how I would be suppressed by you. If you become like this, it means that you are not in the place of your dreams, which means that you are now disappointed that you have missed something. Are you ashamed of them when you left e-sports, and now you are uneasy, but it doesn't matter! It's normal. In the past, you would do things well. Even in the University of Economics, you would do it well. No matter where you are, just like when you were in the E-sports college, even if you knew you were going to leave, you would still do these things well. Now it proves that you are not in your own situation. State, or didn't get to the position you want"
"Wait a minute" Xiao Liu interrupted Yue Chuan's typing, "You said I didn't get my own position. Isn't the University of Economics what I want? That's where I want to be. Do these people make me feel different? The enthusiasm in e-sports before makes me feel that this school has changed a little, which is different from what I want. All I want to do is to be myself. At that time, I can integrate a world that is not my own into my own world?
"Well, what kind of enthusiasm did you say?" Yuechuan said, "Is it the person you met when you were in e-sports? It's very good. Now you don't feel good, and then you are a little resistant to the current school, but you should know that universities are like this. University of Economics is the same as other universities. You are now fooling around. Very good, but it didn't match your mentality for a while. This has something to do with your rapid entry into the world of e-sports, because it was so good in e-sports that you forgot the real world. Maybe e-sports is just a dream, an unreal dream, and the people there are like a god. Think about the current university is the shadow of e-sports. Many students playing games in the dormitory is the epitome of e-sports, but it is the essence of college life. Of course, you will feel this when you walk into reality in your dream.
In the middle of "hehehe", Yuechuan's pause Xiao Liu only sent out these words. Yuechuan later said, "I believe you can do so well in e-sports without knowing anything at that time. I believe it can be the same good for the current situation with your mentality. Wrong, it must be possible"
(I feel why I have become so messy again, I'm sorry for this chapter!)