Chapter 280 Break the cocoon into a butterfly

A few days later, Qin Mubai and Princess Gaoyang set off together with Li Xun's army and rushed to Chang'an.

There are different men and women with strict military law. Before the case was finalized, Princess Gaoyang was also charged with a "court imperial offender". Therefore, Li Xun had to do business and "invited" her to the middle army, dedicated several maidservants to serve, and sent some sergeant escorts.

As soon as she left Dengzhou, Princess Gaoyang suffered a serious illness. She was dizzy and weak all day long, and her face turned yellow and her spirit was depressed. When I woke up, the tea and rice were not good, and when I slept, I shouted in my sleep.

Please come and have a look. The curative effect is not great. Finally, they said that Her Royal Highness Princess Gaoyang was a heart disease. I'm afraid the medicine stone is useless, and it must be treated with heart medicine.

About human life, if the princess goes wrong again, Li Xun can't afford it. At this time, he had to break the rules and invited Qin Mubai's "heart medicine" to take care of Princess Gaoyang.

Seeing that the lively, lovely and watery little beauty in the past turned into a wither yellow cauliflower, Qin Mubai was not sad. So I didn't care about avoiding gossip, and I took care of it in Princess Gaoyang's driving account all day and night. You don't need to be a maidservant to handle all the tea, and they are fed by yourself. Tong Xiaodadan waited beside her, talking with her to relieve her boredom and relieve her.

A few days later, Princess Gaoyang really recovered. Although the mood is still depressed and unhappy, it is obvious that the condition has improved significantly.

Qin Mubai knew that Gao Yang was really embarrassed this time and hurt his heart. When she was still in Xiangzhou a few months ago, she was in great pain when she heard that Li You and Yin Hongzhi kidnapped Qin Mubai and wanted to rebel, but she had been pretending to be strong and endured without attack, and tried hard to save it. Then, the two brothers and sisters rushed to Chang'an thousands of miles away, but they were kidnapped in front of the Xuanwu Gate of the Daming Palace and returned thousands of miles back to Dengzhou. Then, she was placed under house arrest, went on hunger strike for several days, and witnessed the tragic death of Li You and Yin Hongzhi under the gate of Xiangcheng...

If he is a strong man with a strong heart, I'm afraid he can't stand so much fatigue and torture, not to mention the weak and delicate Princess Gaoyang?

"Linger, after returning to Beijing, no matter what, even if there is a big deal, I will accompany you until you return to your old appearance." Qin Mubai said to Princess Gaoyang.

Princess Gao Yang snarled in his arms and closed her eyes with a shallow smile: "I'm sorry, Mu Bai, I finally worried you and hurt you."

"Stupid." Qin Mubai stroked her face and said softly, "Actually, I know that for many days, you have been pretending to be strong, trying to reduce my burden and pressure, and trying to help me bear more. However, I'd rather bear it myself than see you like this now, you know? Men are born destined to bear something, which is unavoidable. Otherwise, why such a wide shoulder?

Princess Gao Yang put her hands around Qin Mubai's waist, shrank her head in his arms, and whispered, "I'm so useless. Really. Compared with Mei Niang, I'm really useless.

Qin Mubai smiled helplessly: "Why did you suddenly say this?"

"It is." Princess Gaoyang said, "Do you remember that I have an appointment with Mei Niang?"

"Well, what's wrong?"

"In fact, our agreement is very simple. That is, if both of us marry you in the end, I am the mother-in-law and the wife inside. Princess Gaoyang smiled shyly and said, "What's more, in any case, we don't want you to worry and trouble because of our affairs. We will do our best to help you share more pressure.

Qin Mubai couldn't help laughing and said, "As a family, we should advance and retreat together. In fact, if a happy three people share, there will be three happiness; if there is a worry shared by three people, there is only one third left. Do you understand?"

"After going through this, I understand." Princess Gaoyang nodded seriously and said, "After arriving in Dengzhou, I once felt really desperate and helpless. I was looking forward to you appearing beside me day and night. At that time, I thought it would be better if Mu Bai was here at this time. He must have a way. Really, I have never needed you as much as I did then. I felt my incompetence, and my pretended strength and ability were all shattered. Mu Bai, am I really useless?

"No. You are very strong and brave." Qin Mubai said, "I have this feeling when everyone is weak and powerless. At this time, I also feel that I am useless. Just like when I was under the city, I witnessed the king of Qi taking poison. At that time, I also thought I was incompetent. It seems that I can't control everything. All I can do is watch a lot of things and develop in the direction I don't want to see the most.

"It's helpless, isn't it?"

"Yes." Qin Mubai nodded, "There is always so much helplessness in life."

Princess Gao Yang's body trembled slightly, holding Qin Mubai tighter.

"Mubai, I suddenly have a kind of fear."

"What are you afraid of?"

"If at that time, I was afraid, gave up, and gave in... Today, can't I lie in your arms?" Princess Gaoyang closed her eyes and muttered, "I admire my stupid simplicity and stubbornness at that time. If it were me today, I'm afraid I would choose to report and abandon myself at that time. Maybe I would really agree to my father to marry to Tubo... It's terrible!"

Qin Mubai frowned gently and said secretly: It seems that this incident has left scars on Princess Gaoyang's heart. She has become a little lack of self-confidence and insecurity.

In fact, it's not just Princess Gaoyang, who is not like this?

After rolling around in this world for a long time, seeing more and hurting more, it gradually becomes indifferent, timid, tactful and sophisticated. He lost the sharpness and courage of the newborn calf, and was replaced by suffering from gains and losses and thinking about it. Or it can be called mature and steady.

Especially at the age of Princess Gaoyang, growing up is like a metamorphosis for her. Remove a layer of old skin and put on a new one.

Every transformation is like a new life.

And every transformation is so bloody.

At the beginning of a person, whether it is good nature or evil, it is in such a transformation that there is a difference between personality and life.

It's just that the transformation of Princess Gaoyang is too vigorous. Such a series of upheavals and misery happened to her.

This may make her heart have the strength and resilience that ordinary people can't reach, and embrace the incomparable maturity and rationality of her peers, so that she can break through the cocoon and become a butterfly. Maybe it will completely defeat her and go to the extreme of self-abandonment or other extremes.

In other words, Princess Gaoyang is actually very "dangerous" at this time. Either break the cocoon and become a butterfly, or go to extreme.

So along the way, Qin Mubai used all his strength, and his lips and tongue kept giving her all kinds of ideas of relieving emotions and releasing her mind. When he was idle in his previous life, Qin Mubai read a lot of inspirational books like Carnegie. Although there is no need to copy it for Princess Gaoyang, she finally has a conceptual basis and can flexibly compile out all kinds of short stories to comfort and enlighten Princess Gaoyang.

In this way, thousands of miles away, half a month trip, Qin Mubai turned into a "teacher", and Princess Gaoyang became the only student, listening to him tell all kinds of stories, and subtly accepted Qin Mubai's "brainwashing".

"It is said that there are people who always want to know the difference between the legendary heaven and hell. Why do people always regard the legend of hell as terrible and painful as it is, and heaven is the pure land of bliss? Later, the gods invited his soul out and took him to hell.

"This man went to hell and found that there was no legendary bull-headed horse noodles and knife mountain fire under the oil pan. On the contrary, every soul sits at a huge table full of all kinds of delicious food. However, these people have no hands. Their hands have turned into thin and long chopsticks. They can pick up food with these chopsticks, but they can't put it into their mouths. Therefore, every soul is very hungry, with yellow skin and thin face. Therefore, a hungry wailing and painful moan in hell is full of helplessness and sighs.

"Later, this man went to heaven again. He found that the situation here was very similar to hell. Everyone's hands have turned into extremely slender chopsticks, and the middle of the huge table is also full of food. But they are all singing and dancing happily, and it is full of joy and pleasure. Later, he found that the people here used chopsticks to pick up food and feed each other. In this way, everyone will be full.

"I see, Mu Bai!" Princess Gaoyang's bright eyes overflowed with wisdom, and she smiled and said, "In the future, if I have something to do, I will not hide it from you. If there is anything that needs help, I will tell you early. Similarly, if you have difficult trouble, you must tell me. If there is anything I can do to help, don't hide it. We are not allowed to be stingy and selfish and pretend to be strong, okay?"

"Of course." Qin Mubai smiled happily, "Because we are a family."

"Mu Bai..."

"What?"

Princess Gaoyang looked at Qin Mubai's eyes and said calmly, "Marry me!"

"Good!" Qin Mubai smiled and said firmly.

Princess Gaoyang nodded and smiled, but her eyes were hazy.

"After that, we will be relatives! I won't leave you, and I won't allow you to leave me!"

"Yes, relatives." Qin Mubai gently held her in his arms and said to himself, "At this moment, I'm afraid no one can understand the meaning of the word "parents" better than Princess Gaoyang, and no one cherishes relatives more than her.

If you have a wife like this, what does your husband want?

Chang'an has arrived.

Li Wei led the army to station and rectify the army first. Let's go to see the saint with Qin Mubai tomorrow. Princess Gaoyang insisted that she would help Li You Lingshu with Qin Mubai and go to the palace to visit the emperor first.

The princess insisted on doing so, and Li Wei naturally couldn't insist.

The two, accompanied by Li You's Lingshu, accompanied by several guards, left the Dajuntun, 15 miles outside Chang'an City, looking at Chang'an.

Qin Mubai clearly felt that every step closer to Chang'an, Princess Gaoyang's face added a trace of solemnity, and at the same time, there was more perseverance.

At this moment, the little devil who specialized in nonsense seems to have lost the comprehensive film. She still has a childish face, always revealing the maturity and courage beyond her age.

"Mu Bai, I have made up my mind." Princess Gaoyang looked at the familiar Kyoto city and imperial palace and said calmly, "It's always useless to escape and cry. I have figured out everything I might encounter after returning to the palace later. Anyway, I will face it calmly. My brother and uncle have left, and I want to make them feel at ease in the spirit of heaven. I will live a good life in the future. Be kind to your relatives and yourself. I will cherish every day I live and cherish every piece I have.

Qin Mubai nodded gently and said nothing.

He understands that Linger has really grown up.

Breaking the cocoon and becoming a butterfly... Although it hurts, after becoming a butterfly, she is more and more beautiful and touching!

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[I've been sick recently, and the update is not good. Please forgive me!]