Chang'an romantic

Chapter 559 Bury Me

The autumn wind is blowing, and there is a colorful fallen leaves in the royal flowers behind the Penglai Hall.

Yin Defei stood in front of a withered peony flowers, her clothes fluttering, and her white hair is better than snow.

"Spring goes and autumn comes, and the sun and the moon are like shuttles... Time goes by so fast!" She muttered, picked up a withered petal and put it between her nose and sniffed it, leaving a lingering fragrance.

Everyone in the world has a sad autumn feeling, not to mention the Yin Defei with a rough fate?

In the past two days, the weather has turned cold in autumn. She felt depressed for no reason, and the past events of many years have also come to her mind, making her a little depressed.

"Your Highness, Her Royal Highness Princess Gaoyang is here." The maidservant behind him said.

Yin Defei looked back and saw that Princess Gaoyang was walking quickly from the end of the corridor, walking lightly and happily.

"Why is Linger so happy?" Yin Defei asked.

"Recede, all retreat!" Princess Gaoyang retreated the left and right maidservants, and happily grabbed Yin Defei's hand and whispered, "Mother! The third brother let me go back to Lanzhou and reunite with Mu Bai!"

"Really?" Yin Defei was also overjoyed, "Is there such a good thing?"

"My father asked him to be a lobbyist and wanted me to go to Lanzhou to persuade Mu Bai to return to the court. The third brother took the opportunity to let me go back!" Princess Gao Yang said, "Mom, the third brother still loves me!"

"Silly child..." Yin Defei stroked Princess Gaoyang's face and said, "Can't you see that this is exactly what your father means?"

"Uh...this..." Princess Gaoyang was stunned, "Is there? The former father also tried to persuade me, but I refused. At that time, he was still very angry and said that my girl was outgoing.

Yin Defei smiled and said, "For so many years, don't you know your father? He is the king of a country. In order to take into account the dignity of the emperor, he is always stubborn and soft-hearted when doing things. Think about it, how can you hide this little trick between you and your third brother? If it hadn't been for his acquiescence, even if the King of Wu had great courage, he would not have dared to act so arbitrarily.

"That's right..." Princess Gaoyang understood and nodded and said, "So my father is also willing to let me go back?"

"He has never detained you. What is he talking about?" Yin Defei smiled and said, "You have already married a woman, and you are from the Qin family. It is not reasonable to keep you in Chang'an so that your mother and daughter will not be reunited. Although your father is strict, he has always been reasonable and will definitely not do such an illegal thing. Besides, what are the benefits of detaining you in Chang'an? Can you come to Qin Mubai and let him come back? Even if he has a deep affection for you, if he comes back, this method will be too disgraceful and unintroverted. Your father is determined to be a wise king of a generation. Isn't he teaching the people of the world to be criticized by future generations?

Princess Gaoyang nodded, "I understand..."

Yin Defei smiled, raised her hand, gently stroked Princess Gaoyang's face, and said softly, "Linger, the more you grow up, the more you look like your mother. Seeing you, my mother seemed to see my young self. However, your life is much better than your mother. You should cherish it..."

"Mom, I have something to say!" Princess Gaoyang suddenly said.

"Say it!" Yin Defei smiled.

"It's better to...you! ..." Princess Gaoyang gritted her teeth and summoned up her courage, "Come with me!"

"What?" Yin Defei was slightly shocked, "Why did you say this?"

Princess Gaoyang held Yin Defei's hand tightly and said, "Mother, I don't know if I can come back to serve you. From then on, you have no relatives in Chang'an! I can't bear you staying so alone in the palace, staying in the cold every day for the rest of your life. Mother, come with me! Chang'an and the palace, like a cage, have imprisoned you for half your life! Let your daughter spend the rest of your life with you, carefree and free, okay?"

"Confused!" Yin Defei's face changed and scolded, "As one of the four concubines, I am the mother of a country. How can I leave with you privately?"

"One of the four concubines! Mother, can't you put aside this false title?" Princess Gaoyang was anxious and took Yin Defei's hand and said, "In recent years, hasn't your father been spoiling Xu Hui? Go and tell your father that you are willing to give up the position of Concubine De, follow his will, and let him establish Xu Hui as Concubine De!"

"Presumptuous!" Concubine Yinde was angry and reprimanded in a low voice, "This is a national event. How can you talk nonsense?"

"Mom, don't pretend anymore!" Princess Gaoyang pleaded bitterly, "Do you want to spend your life like this and finally die in this palace alone?"

Yin Defei turned around, narrowed her eyes and looked at the remnants and leaves full of the pool, and sighed, "This is the fate of my mother!"

Princess Gaoyang hurriedly turned to Yin Defei and said, "Mother, don't you want to live with your daughter? Don't you want to see Xiao Dier?

"Of course I want to..." Concubine Yinde frowned gently and whispered, "If there is anyone else in the world who cares about your mother, except your mother and daughter?"

"Don't you want to... look at Mu Bai?" Princess Gaoyang said.

Yin Defei's eyebrows flicked in shock, but she regained her composure in an instant. "What do I think he does?"

Princess Gaoyang was stunned and knew that she had said something wrong. She hurriedly said, "Aren't you a bosom friend? Don't you like to listen to him play the pipa?"

"How can such a trivial matter be said? Can you risk the world and elope with you?" Yin Defei turned her face and continued to look ahead, "Linger, you go! I went to Lanzhou to live with Mu Bai. He is the man in your life. In this life, you are destined to be happy and complete. For a woman, meeting a man in her life is a hundred times more precious than the honor of a princess.

Princess Gaoyang's heart suddenly became extremely depressed. She bit her lips and said, "What's better than the honor of Defei?"

"What are you talking about?" Yin Defei was immediately angry and turned her head and stared at Princess Gao Yang. "When did you become so unreasonable and full of nonsense?"

In the bones of Princess Gaoyang, the innate rebellion was inexplicably stimulated. She blurted out, "Mom, do you think I don't know. Have you always liked Mu Bai?"

"Papa--"

A heavy slap in the face was thrown on Princess Gaoyang's face.

Princess Gaoyang was stunned!

"Go away and never come back again!"

Gentle as water has lived for half of her life. Today, Yinde Concubine was angry for the first time, and it was also the first time to hit Princess Gaoyang!

After scolding this sentence, she brushed her sleeves and walked quickly and hurriedly, as if she were running away.

Princess Gaoyang covered her hot face and stood in front of the flowering. She looked at the back of Yin Defei and muttered to herself, "Mom, why are you suffering? ...In fact, what does it matter? Although it is impossible for you and Mu Bai to really be together due to the ethics, isn't it a blessing to get out of the bitter sea of the palace? Being able to live with the person you like, even if you can't get married, it's better than being trapped in this cage! In the eyes of my father, you are already dispensable. My brother died, and I left again. Even Mu Bai, the only one who made the harem afraid in the past, resigned. How can you stand still in this palace in the future? ...Mom!"

A few days later, Chu Suiliang and the officials of Zongzheng Temple, who were ordered by the emperor to go to Lanzhou, were ready, so they came to the palace to welcome Princess Gaoyang and set off for Lanzhou together.

She was slapped by her mother that day, and Princess Gaoyang didn't dare to see her mother again these days. She was leaving today. From then on, she didn't know when she would meet. She was very worried, so she ran to the Yindefei bedroom to say goodbye. However, Yin Defei was not in the palace. After careful inquiry, she knew that she had lived in the Huguo Tianwang Temple in the past few days.

So Princess Gaoyang came to Huguo Tianwang Temple to see Yin Defei.

Yin Defei refused to see the door and said to Princess Gaoyang outside through the door, "Let's go! Cherish it all the way and take care of yourself!"

"Mother..." Princess Gaoyang's tears came out of her eyes. She knelt down outside the door and cried, "You have raised me for so many years, and we have been dependent on each other. Now that your daughter is leaving, won't you show up to meet her?"

Yin Defei did not respond in it.

Princess Gaoyang couldn't cry and knelt down.

For a long time, the door opened, and Master Qingshan came out of it, said a Buddha's name, and said to Princess Gaoyang, "Your Highness, please get up. There are thousands of years of trees in the mountains, and there are few hundred-year-old people in the world. There is no distant lovesickness and tears, not as good as thinking about your son.

Princess Gaoyang was stunned, "What does the master mean?"

"The flesh and blood are separated, and the Empress Defei's heart is broken. I can't bear to say goodbye to the princess again. It hurts the scene." Master Qingshan said, "Princess, don't cry here, otherwise, the Empress's heart will be more and more difficult!"

Princess Gaoyang nodded and stopped crying, but tears still fell like broken beads. She choked and said, "Mom, I'm leaving. I will live a good life with Mu Bai, and you should take care of yourself!"

"Let's go... Let's go..." Master Qingshan waved his hand gently, and then put his hands together, "Amitabha!"

"Mother!--" Princess Gaoyang shouted, "I'm leaving!!"

Then, he turned around and ran without looking back.

Master Qingshan shook his head and sighed.

In the room, Yin Defei knelt in front of the Buddha, closed her eyes and cried silently. Tears wet the futon in front of her.

Master Qingshan returned to the room, closed the door and sat down beside Yin Defei. He said, "Your Highness, Your Highness is gone."

"Well...thank you, Master."

"The princess is here, I don't know when she will return. The mother and son are connected, and the poor Ni deeply understands the suffering in the mother's heart. Master Qingshan said, "And in this life, I'm afraid that the Empress will not have the opportunity to meet him."

The Yin Defei, who closed her eyes, trembled gently and said, "My disciple's heart has long been like ashes."

"If my heart is really like ashes, the Empress may really go with the princess." Master Qingshan said, "Although poor Ni is a foreigner, he lives in this palace. He also knows that the world has been full of events and chaos recently. In the harem, there is also a sudden and turbulent undercurrent. A generation of people, who knows what it will be like in a few years? If the Empress is not out of the whirlpool at this time, it is not a bad thing.

"I am the imperial concubine, how can I leave? Except for the maid of honor who was expelled from the palace wall, has the master ever seen that any emperor's concubine can go back to the people or remarry another woman? Women like us, even if they are disgraced or abandoned by the emperor for mistakes, will enter the cold palace for the rest of their lives. Yin Defei opened her eyes and smiled bitterly, "Actually, why don't I want to escape from here? Who is really willing to be a bitch? However, the common people are still angry when their wives are taken, not to mention the king of a country? If I really go with Linger, it will not only touch the face of His Majesty the Emperor alone, but also the dignity of the whole Tang Empire and the bottom line of secular morality! At that time, instead of enjoying any quiet freedom, I will harm Linger and Mu Bai!"

"Oh, that's right." Master Qingshan also sighed, "The world is like a shackle, and the world is like a cage. Madam, this is the fate established in your previous life. In this life, you can't take it off or leave it.

"The past life... Master, do people really have a past life and this life?" Yin Defei looked up at the statue of Buddha on her head, put her hands together and said, "Will there be an afterlife for a person like me?"

"Amitabha..." Master Qingshan sang together, and there was a lot of bitterness and helplessness in her voice.

"I thought about a story in a Buddhist scripture that the master once told me... For example, in my previous life, it was probably my corpse wilderness. When he passed by me, he put on a corpse for me."

"In this life, we are destined to be the end of fate, and there will be no more day to meet..."

"Well, if there is an afterlife, the disciples sincerely pray here--"

"The disciple is willing to incarnate the stone bridge and be blown by the wind for five hundred years and the sun for five hundred years. I only hope he will look back once!"

"Disciples are willing to look back 500 times for a meeting!"

"Even if the disciple meets him, he will be corpse in the wilderness again, and the disciple is also heart, willing, affection and wish!"

"Just beg him...bury me!"