Chapter 445 [showdown with Qin Dongxue]
"Although, I really want to be your woman. But... I also know that in fact, you have made a choice in your heart - you will choose to reject me because you don't want to desecre the relationship between you and Qin Dongxue.
Look, look, Xia Yina stopped crying, forced a smile, and said, "You just said that, just because you got my first time, and you want to be responsible for me."
Pei Donglai sighed secretly.
As Xia Yuna said, after struggling for a long time, he finally chose to refuse Xia Yina.
Refuse, not because he is not attracted to Xia Yina at all. On the contrary... As Xia He said, Xia He has been silently paying for him and paying attention to him. Xia Yina, who is straightforward and dares to love and hate, has a lot of weight in his heart.
refused because he felt that although he had fulfilled his original promise to Qin Dongxue and openly took Qin Dongxue away from the Qin family, but... In order to fulfill that promise, they gave each other too much... so much that Pei Donglai could not bear to desecrate the hard-won feelings.
However--
When he saw Xia Yi Na ** riding on her body, leaving a red rose on the sheet symbolizing the woman's precious first time, when he learned that Xia Yina was willing to give herself the cleanest body just because she loved herself, and wanted to pretend after the event. After nothing happened and disappeared from his own world, Pei Dong came to waver.
Shaking is because the girl who dares to love and hate in front of her is infatuated with herself.
Shaky, even more because he feels the responsibility that a man needs to shoulder!
Responsibility.
This is the word that the crimp has taught him to remember since he was a child!
"Yes, it's not."
Pei Donglai smiled bitterly and wiped the tears off Xia Yina's face again.
Xia Yina is still laughing, but she laughs worse than crying. You really don't have to be with me in order to be responsible for me. That's not the result I want, really. Because... I didn't want to get your love in this way at all. I thought you wouldn't know if you were completely drunk..."
"If I'm not attracted to you at all, why should I try my best to help the Xia family? Why bother to save your father? Pei Donglai smiled bitterly.
"Uh..."
Perhaps she never dreamed that Pei Donglai would show her love in front of her. Xia Yina was so shocked that her mouth was open and she didn't say anything for a long time.
"You...re you really like me? Or did you like me?? After being shocked, Xia Yina asked subconsciously.
Pei Donglai patted Xia Yina's face angrily. Do you think men's chastity is worthless? An hour ago, I was still a virgin - if you were Sister Feng, I would definitely kill you!"
"Wow...Wow..."
Pei Dong's joking words sounded in her ears. Xia Yina was incomparably excited, her breathing became rapid, and her body shivered uncontrollably.
"But...but what about Qin Dongxue?"
After being excited. Xia Yina was not happy because of this. On the contrary, she looked at Pei Donglai with a worried face. She didn't want to bring distress to Pei Donglai because of herself and make Pei Donglai unhappy. If not, she would not have made the previous impulsive decision.
"I will explain it to her." Pei Donglai sighed with a wry smile. He accepted that Xia Yina had hurt Qin Dongxue, and he didn't want to deceive Qin Dongxue again.
Xiaina saw the situation. He gritted his teeth and said, "Let's do it. I'll explain it to her. If she can't accept my appearance, I will take the initiative to leave.
"Silly girl, don't you explain that it's getting darker and darker?"
Pei Donglai smiled bitterly, "Don't worry about it. I'll deal with it myself."
"And, I don't know if the noise was very loud just now. In order not to make your parents suspicious, you'd better go there."
Seeing that Xia Yina still wanted to say something, Pei Donglai said again, "Otherwise, it's not good to let them come in and see us lying naked in **."
Xia Yina was still worried about how Pei Donglai would explain to Qin Dongxue. When she was stunned to hear Pei Donglai's words, an expression called shyness could not help but appear on her face, and her face was also unconsciously flushed.
"Hmm."
She lowered her head, blushed, answered gently, and then walked into the bathroom like a frightened deer with underwear, underwear, sweater and cotton stockings, intending to change clothes in the bathroom.
Once, Wu Yuze once told Pei Donglai that women are always very strange. They will behave very frankly or even very [**] when they sleep with you, but after you finish shooting, they become reserved again. This will not let you see, then you will not touch...
Originally, Pei Donglai did not believe in the fallacy of Wu Yuze. At this time, when he saw Xia Yina's appearance, he not only believed it, but also looked stunned.
"Well... then I'll go back to my room."
After getting dressed and tidying up her hair, Xia Yina walked out of the bathroom and took a look at Pei Donglai. She saw Pei Donglai leaning against the head of the bed and smoking. She knew that Pei Donglai was going to explain to Qin Dongxue next, and she was very interested in leaving space for Pei Donglai.
"Hmm."
Pei Donglai nodded. After Xia Ina walked out of the room, she extinguished the cigarette butt, took out her mobile phone from her trousers pocket, and went straight to the window.
Although Pei Dong was very calm in front of Xia Yina because he didn't want Xia Yina to carry too many burdens before he came, but... After he picked up his mobile phone and saw the photo of Qin Dongxue in a white dress on the mobile phone screen, the self-blame that Pei Dong tried to suppress before coming appeared uncontrollably Diffuse... diffuse again!
In addition to self-blame, Pei Donglai did not hesitate, but directly dialed Qin Dongxue's phone.
"Pei Donglai, it's not a good habit to disturb people's dreams." More than ten seconds later, the phone was connected, and Qin Dongxue's voice accurately reached Pei Donglai's ears through radio.
Qin Dongxue's familiar, kind and gentle voice sounded in his ear. Pei Donglai's heart was completely occupied by self-blame. He looked at the dark sky in the north, blamed himself and said, "I'm sorry."
Gobble!
On the other end of the phone, Qin Dongxue, wearing pajamas and leaning against the head of the bed, was stunned to hear the word 'sorry'. Even if she had guessed something through Pei Dong's whereabouts in the past few days, but... her heart still trembled uncontrollably.
With trembling, Qin Dongxue lifted the quilt. I got up, got out of bed, stepped on the soft carpet barefoot, and walked slowly to the window.
"Why do you say sorry in a good way?"
A few seconds later, Qin Dongxue walked to the window, tried her best to adjust her mood, and pretended to ask easily.
"Wow~"
Pei Donglai exhaled a deep breath of sulk. He gritted his teeth and said, "For some reason, I accepted another girl."
"Buzz...Buzz..."
Although Qin Dongxue was trying to control her emotions, and although she had made a certain psychological preparation, when she heard Pei Dong say this with her own ears, her mind was blank. Her heart seemed to be pricked by a needle. The pain made her tremble all over and she couldn't help closing her eyes.
"I..."
The sudden silence made Pei Donglai feel very depressed, and he tried to say something again.
"It's Xia Ina, right?"
Before Pei Dong could say the following words, Qin Dongxue slowly opened her eyes. The eyes are slightly red. He bit his lip gently and whispered.
When Pei Donglai heard the words, he was slightly stunned. He was shocked at how Qin Dongxue knew it. He was relieved to think about what he had done in the past two days.
"Actually... I guessed it before you called - Xia Yina has liked you for a long time and has paid a lot for you silently. If you don't have any feelings for her, you can't help the Xia family eliminate the drug lord Xu Wanshan. She risked her life to go abroad to save her father.
Qin Dongxue did not know that Pei Donglai merged Xiao Fei's soul and Xiao Fei's instructions to Pei Donglai. When she learned what Pei Donglai had done in Yunnan and abroad through the Qin family's intelligence network, she just subconsciously thought that Pei Donglai did this for Xia Yina.
"I'm sorry..."
Although there was another reason for Pei Dong to go abroad, he did not explain, but apologized again.
"Wow~"
Hearing Pei Dong say the word 'sorry' again, Qin Dongxue bit her lips tightly and stubbornly did not let tears flow down. Instead, she opened the window and took a sip of dry and cold air outside the window.
"Come from the east."
The cold wind blew, and Qin Dongxue's mood gradually stabilized. "Even if you told me that you accepted another girl, but... I firmly believe that you didn't call me to break up with me. On the contrary, you called me because you didn't want to deceive me and let me be in the dark, so you called me and meet
"Hmm."
Pei Donglai is not surprised that Qin Dongxue can guess this. First of all, the relationship between him and Qin Dongxue has gone through too many tests. In addition, as the best of the fourth generation of the Qin family, Qin Dongxue's IQ and EQ are the best choice. With her understanding of herself, it is not difficult to guess
"Come on, since you are honest with me, I will also tell you how I feel in my heart."
The evening wind blew Qin Dongxue's hair. She did not close the window, but still stood by the window, felt the cold wind, and whispered, "Everyone is selfish. For women, they are especially selfish emotionally. No woman is willing to share her man with another woman and share that man's love for her. On the contrary, every woman hopes that her man can be loyal to herself and wholeheartedly.
Ping Donglai was speechless.
"I'm a woman, and so am I."
Speaking of this, Qin Dongxue's heart hurt again. "So, when I heard you say that you accepted another girl, my heart hurts... I feel very sad."
The voice fell. No matter how hard Qin Dongxue tried, she still couldn't stop the crystal tears from sliding down from her eyes.
"In addition to being sad, I'm also glad that you can tell me in person instead of hiding it from me."
When tears flowed into her mouth, Qin Dongxue's expression surprisingly quieted down. "Come on, in fact, I've been paying attention to you, and I'm also paying attention to the people around you. Military training incident, Hanghu incident, red pigeon incident... In these things, Xia Yina tried to use the energy of the Xia family to help you, which is enough to prove that she loves you as much as I do - because... Only when a woman loves a man hopelessly will she do everything at the expense of the family to help. It's about that man!"
"She not only tried to help you at the expense of her family again and again, but also accompanied you during your most helpless, lonely and most miserable time!"
Qin Dongxue sighed gently, "And I can't do anything except secretly following you and waiting silently through the Qin family's intelligence network!"
"Winter snow..."
When he was shocked to hear Qin Dongxue's words, Pei Donglai was shocked. He knew that Qin Dongxue did not want to help him, but that Qin Dongxue knew that he wanted to enter the Qin family through his own efforts. Correspondingly, if Qin Dongxue helped him, he could not straighten up and enter the Qin family
"Come on, as I said before, I am as selfish as other women, especially emotionally. So, if I say that I don't mind you accepting Xiaina at all, I will lie not only to you, but also to myself. But... Since you told me yourself, you accepted Xiaina for some reasons. Then I won't ask you the specific reason - I respect your choice!"
Qin Dongxue looked up at the sky and burst into tears. "Respect, because... I think Xia Yina has paid you less than me, and she has done what I haven't done! Respect, even more because... there is a woman named Qin Dongxue. She will only be the daughter-in-law of the Pei family in her life, and she will die without regret!! ( To be continued.