Chapter 434 Go

Fang Liwei came to the door of his bedroom and stood for a while. He took a deep breath, gently pushed the door open and walked in. He found that Shen Kexue was lying on the fire kang, staring at the roof with big eyes, as if he was thinking about his mind, but did not find his arrival.

When closing the door, he deliberately made a noise, just to tell her that she was coming and let her be prepared.

Shen Kexue is confused now, thinking about her relationship with Fang Liwei for a while, and thinking about what Aunt Xuan said for a while. Hearing the sound of the door, he immediately turned over and looked up. His hand reached under the pillow, as if he wanted to grab something, but there was nothing, so he remembered that it was someone else's house.

"You... why are you here?" I didn't expect that Fang Liwei would come back after a rest.

Fang Liwei walked to the kang with a smile and went straight up.

Shen Kexue stared at him, subconsciously tightened the quilt and shrank inward.

"This is my bedroom. Of course I'm going to sleep." Fang Liwei took out the quilt from the cabinet next to him and spread it.

"Then where do I sleep?" Shen Kexue asked weakly.

"Sleep here! There is no extra room."

"This... That's not good. Shouldn't you sleep in that room?" Shen Kexue pointed to the direction of Aunt Xuan's bedroom. Since both of them are his wives, it should be more reasonable for him to sleep there. Although it seems ridiculous to her, this is the truth.

Fang Liwei wanted to sleep in that room, but Aunt Xuan and the others disagreed.

"Isn't you afraid that you are afraid alone?" Fang Liwei said and lay down, still facing Shen Kexue, just a little farther away, almost a meter away.

"I'm not afraid. I've been used to sleeping alone since I was a child."

Fang Liwei felt a little sad when he listened. Once upon a time, he also slept alone in an empty house. That loneliness could not be described in words. Of course, he could understand her mood. Lying down flat, with his hands behind his head, he couldn't help sighing, "I'm also alone!"

"What do you mean?" Shen Kexue looked at Fang Liwei's slightly lonely appearance and couldn't help asking curiously.

Fang Liwei briefly talked about his experience, "We are almost the same, but I am luckier than you. I enjoyed a happy childhood and met Aunt Xuan..."

Seeing Shen Kexue looking at herself with a complicated expression, she smiled and asked, "Is there a feeling of being connected to life?"

Shen Kexue nodded unconsciously.

Fang Liwei smiled, stretched out his arm, patted his arm, and motioned Shen Kexue to lie down.

He hesitated for a moment. Shen Kexue blushed and moved in the direction of Fang Liwei and put her head on his forearm.

How can this work? Fang Liwei raised her head, approached her, and let her head rest on her upper arm, so that the two bodies were very close.

Shen Kexue quietly stared at Fang Liwei, who was close at her big eyes. Her eyes were a little complicated, not only a little emotional, but also a little helpless and sad.

"With me, you won't be lonely in the future." Fang Liwei said affectionately.

When Shen Kexue heard this, tears overflowed uncontrollably from her eyes. She stretched out her hand and hugged Fang Liwei's waist and buried her head in his arms.

Gently stroked her soft hair, "Go to bed early." She has just recovered, so don't stimulate her too much.

Raising his head, his big eyes full of tears of affection looked at Fang Liwei for a moment, as if to imprint him deeply in the bottom of his heart. He got up and boldly came up and kissed him gently on his lips. As soon as he was about to lie down, he was hugged by Fang Liwei and gave him a deep kiss.

"Honey, take a rest, or I can't stand it." Fang Liwei said with a bitter face.

At first, Shen Kexue did not find anything abnormal, but when she heard Fang Liwei's words, especially the name, she lay in his arms happily and sadly, and glanced at the big tent. Surprised and very shy at the same time, she immediately closed her eyes and dared not look.

Fang Liwei didn't dare to move. It was really a little painful. He meditated on the three-character scriptures and didn't think too much. Fortunately, the beauty in his arms did not move. She was very quiet and seemed to fall asleep, which made him much more relaxed.

I don't know how long it took, and both of them fell asleep in a daze.

In fact, Shen Kexue did not really fall asleep. She had been lying in Fang Liwei's arms thinking about her thoughts. After a long time, she slowly opened her eyes and looked at Fang Liwei, who had already fallen asleep, and felt uncomfortable. Why did she touch him at this time? Why does he have more than one woman?

Reaching out and gently rubbing his face, he was already in tears and did not dare to lie in his arms again. He was afraid that his sobs would wake him up, quietly move some distance, sit up, cover his mouth with his hands, and cry silently.

For a while, wiped away the tears, bent down, gently kissed Fang Liwei's forehead, and then kissed him on the face. It didn't seem to be enough. He pecked his lips three times in a row.

At this time, Fang Liwei had already woken up. At first, Shen Kexue's movements. He thought he would secretly do something like Li Ruolan, but he found that after she kissed, he burst into tears. He soon understood that his idea was very obscene. She must not be able to accept the fact that she already had a woman.

Give up? That's impossible. Fang Liwei can't do it. In this regard, he is indeed a little male chauvinism. Since what should not have happened, it has happened. It's time to express it. Let him continue to develop. It is impossible for him to let go. After a short contact, she is also deeply in love with him.

But what to do? For the time being, he couldn't think of a good way, but even if he was obsessed, he would continue. Just as he wanted to sit up and hold Shen Kexue into his arms to comfort him, he found that she quietly went down to the ground while wiping her tears.

Stop your impulse and see what she is going to do.

After Shen Kexue went to the ground, he found his package, found the paper and pen, and the flashlight from it, quietly turned on the small flashlight, sat in front of the table, and wrote with a pen.

Fang Liwei noticed that it was written to Aunt Xuan, which was nothing more than words of gratitude.

After writing, put the paper on the table, and then took out another one. He looked affectionately at Fang Liwei lying on the kang and wrote with tears, "Dear Wei, please allow me to call you like this. Forgive me for saying goodbye. It's not that I don't want to say goodbye to you in person. I'm afraid that I will regret my decision after seeing you. Yes, although it is a short time, I can't help falling in love. I really want to say 'I love you!' boldly, but it can only be deeply hidden in my heart, because this kind of behavior is unfair to my sisters, and at the same time, it is unfair to me.

It is undeniable that you agreed to my unreasonable request in order to save me and comfort me. I can also feel your affection for me, but at the same time, I also know clearly that you love them.

I want to fight for it, but how to fight? Do you want to fight with your kind sister? I can't share your love with them? I still can't figure it out and I can't accept it.

You can't have both fish and bear paws. Now I deeply understand the meaning of this sentence. When my life is coming to an end, I find love, but when my body recovers, I am about to lose love now. I really would rather not cure my illness and let me leave the world with a smile. Maybe I will be more uncomfortable. Yes, when I made this decision, I felt very uncomfortable and really felt a little painful.

But this is the reality, and we have to face it. Don't worry about me. After these years, I have learned to be strong.

I will remember the position of this family, and I will return what I owe you, but your life-saving kindness, maybe I can't repay it in my life. I want to treasure this love for a lifetime. If there is an afterlife, I hope you are just the true destiny of me!

Don't let your love overflow in the future. Treat your sisters sincerely and sincerely wish you a happy life! Love you, Xue."

Shen Kexue's tears wet the letter paper one after another. Finally, she picked up the paper, folded it a few times, folded it into a heart shape, came to Fang Liwei, quietly stuffed it into his hand, kissed him gently on the forehead, suppressed his excited crying, and quickly turned around. Go and put on your own clothes.

Fang Liwei's heart was very confused. Knowing that she could not accept the reality that she had a woman, she finally chose to leave. Even if she forced her to stay, would she be happy in the future? Do you want to destroy the happiness of her life for her own selfish desires? He can't do it, but is he separated like this? He was confused again.

It was not until the raindrops fell on his face and hit him on the face with tears that he woke up. Shen Kexue was really leaving.

Fang Liwei really wanted to sit up, hugged her fiercely in his arms, and told her loudly that he would not allow her to leave. But can you stay for a while, can you stay for a lifetime?

Shen Kexue turned off the light, walked to the door, and suddenly turned back to Fang Liwei's side, grabbed his big hand, and the soft sobs clearly reached Fang Liwei's ears. It was really hard to part.

Heartache, it really hurts. A tear has flowed from the corners of Fang Liwei's eyes, but the light is turned off, and Shen Kexue can't see it.

After crying for a long time, Shen Kexue got up reluctantly, took a pendant from her neck, identified it, put it in Fang Liwei's hand, and muttered, "This is one of the only pair of jade pendants left to me by my parents. No matter how difficult it is, I didn't sell them. I just want to give them to me. The lover. I thought that after I finally died, Brother Dong cremated me for the couple, but now I can't. In the future, it will be you and me. I hope you can stay with me all the time, just as if I have been with you.

Knowing that Fang Liwei can't hear it, he just seeks psychological comfort. He wiped his tears, picked up the bag again, and kissed Fang Liwei's forehead for almost a minute. He got up and quietly opened the door until he got out of the room. He closed the door and covered his mouth and cried for a while.

When he saw Shen Kexue go out of the courtyard door, closed the door, ran a short distance, and squatted on the roadside and cried, Fang Liwei was like a knife. He opened his hand and looked at the heart-shaped letter paper and a dragon-shaped jade pendant in his hand. His eyes were a little blurred. He picked up the jade pendant and put it directly around his neck. He put it on his heart for a while. He quickly jumped off the ground, put on his clothes and went out of the door.

No matter what, you can't let Shen Kexue leave alone. It's not safe in the middle of the night.

It's not so much that he can't let go at all. This kind little nurse has entered his heart. The word "give up" was completely thrown out of his mind. Since he loves it, he is not going to let go, but he has no specific way to do it, so he can only do this. Let's see what she wants to do first, or to know more about Shen Kexue. Maybe it needs a long-term perspective.