The passing of Shaohua
After the red smoke receded, Su Nianwei just glanced at the man beside him and said coldly, "Did you hear it?"
"Yes!" His eyes became so soft and affectionate that Su Nianwei didn't recognize the former Dongling Xiu.
"Isn't it ironic that I will choose to find a little comfort in the red smoke?"
"No, I just felt that I shouldn't have done this to you at the beginning!"
Su Nianwei raised her eyes and stared at him without any expression; "Are you here to confess to me?"
"If you need compensation, I will..."
"Compensation? Put away your fakes. How do you want to compensate? The lost face, or the ruined reputation, or the torture?
"If you want, I can abolish the woman who betrayed me. The throne of Princess Yu is still yours."
"Haha... Is the abolition the same as abolishing me at the beginning?" Su Nian laughed loudly, but there were tears in his eyes.
"What on earth do you want to do? Tell me!" Looking at her smile, Donglingxiu knew that he might not be forgiven by her in his life, but subconsciously, the more he hoped that she could forgive him.
Su Nianwei's eyes became sad and fascinated; "I don't want anything. I just hope you will not appear in front of me in my life. The feeling of being closest to the enemy but unable to kill him is really more uncomfortable than death."
"Is it true that I am your enemy in your heart?"
"What do you think? You killed my whole family first, and then made me look like this. Do you think we can still become husband and wife?
"You..."
"Am I wrong?" Su Nianwei stared at him coldly, and his eyes were full of hatred accumulated over the years.
Dongling's back stiffened, and the sharp light in his eyes gradually dissipated and finally turned into a grain of dust; "Today, I'm not going to argue with you. I just want to tell you that Princess Yu will only belong to you from now on. If you want, you can come back anytime."
"Then I tell you, except for my death, I'm afraid I won't return to that place more terrible than hell."
"You... Su Nianwei, you will regret it!"
"Then wait until the day of regret, and you will humiliate me again!"
She turned around indifferently, without a trace of nostalgia in her eyes.
The faint eyes, as easy as clouds, are as unprehensible as before, but deeply fascinated him.
He wanted to grab her at this moment and roll her in his arms, but he remembered her sick eyes, but his hand never stretched out.
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In the afternoon, the weather was slightly dry and there was a light rain.
Soon, it cleared up again. Facing the fickle sky, Su Nianwei lay in front of the window and looked at the faraway geese. His heart was sore and his eyes were slightly wet.
Years of grievances seem to have finally come to an end, but all this is not so happy for her. Over the years, she used a shackle to make her heart so small that she thought she would no longer hurt, but she didn't expect that tears would fall so easily.
At this time, the red smoke quietly came from behind, put on a coat for her, and then said in a worried tone, "Girl, you haven't been well recently. You'd better blow less wind. The weather is too cold, which will make your illness worse."
"I know!" Su Nianwei leaned and answered gently.
"Also, Princess Xiao came..." Speaking of this, Hongyan paused slightly, as if the next words were a little difficult to say.
"Oh!" Su Nianwei answered faintly and got up and closed the window; "Are you talking about Xiao Yuxue?"
"Well, it's Princess Xiao!"
Hongyan's answer made Su Nianwei stunned, and her hand holding the table trembled slightly; "Where is she?" A seemingly casual sentence contains a trace of depression that is difficult to find.
"In the front hall, if the girl doesn't want to see her..."
"Became me!"
"Yes!"
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When she saw Xiao Yuxue again, she was dressed in a lotus-colored gauze shirt. Although she was not as beautiful and pure as before, she can be said to be graceful and charming now. But I have to say that the years are old, even if she uses more rouge to cover it up, she can't beat the small lines under the corners of her eyes.
Su Nianwei doesn't have a house, and a beautiful woman like her will be old. Is she really old and ugly, and even one-thousandth of hers can't compare? Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel a little confused, but there was no expression at all.
Following Xiao Yuxue is a clever girl. She is about 13 or 14 years old, wearing a green dress, her skin is snow-white, and her face is beautiful and cute, which is quite a bit of Xiao Yuxue's shadow.
"What a rare guest. I didn't expect you to come too." Facing Xiao Xue, who also looked at himself, Su Nianwei first broke his silence.
At this time, Xiao Yuxue looked at her with a smile on her face, with a trace of resentment on her mouth; "Sister... How have you been recently?
Sister? Call me? Am I the sister of Princess Yu? This spread out to be a joke. Princess, don't be so demeaning people in the future!"
"You know I'm calling you. I know you've been having a bad time over the years, but I'm also not doing well, sister."
"Have I had a bad time these years? I'm fine. I don't know how many times better than my years in the royal palace.
"Don't lie to me. We are all women. Youth is fading day by day. At least I still have a prince, and you go to this palace cage..."
"Well, I really sympathize with you. If you can never tell your own situation, just criticize others at will. Let me tell you, I live alone, and I don't know how much better it is than living by his side. I can clear my mind, unlike you who have tried your best to fight. I don't have to worry about old age. But you have to worry about your lost youth and are afraid that one day everything that belongs to you will suddenly disappear. What can I do alone? But you can't help but suppress yourself to lose yourself in order to worry about your identity. So, I'm lucky that you can't compare with me anyway. Because in my eyes, you are so pitiful and pathetic!"
" Shut up!" This re-turned words deep into her heart made her extremely painful. She didn't know what Su Nian meant, but she would rather be confused.
"Xiao Xue, this is not the place where you shout. Remember, this is not the territory of King Yu!" She reminded her in a low voice, and there was no doubt that she was not warning her that she was no longer Su Nianwei.
"If you say you don't care what you just said, why do you seduce the prince again?" She stared at her, and the sharp light in her eyes was so strong.
Su Nianwei's eyes raised, showing an extremely disdainful smile; "Seducing? Xiao Yuxue, who else do you think I can seduce with this face destroyed by your own hands? Did the king Yu once kill me three or five times for you? Haha, this is ridiculous!"
"I..." Speaking of her face, Xiao Yuxue seemed to recall what had happened at the beginning, and her eyes suddenly dimmed and looked full of shame.
Su Nianwei was not soft-hearted because of her poor appearance, but said contemptuously; "If Xiao Yuxue was a spider that has just learned to bite people, Xiao Yuxue should be a python full of great poison."
Whether I'm a spider or a python. I just want my sister to leave the prince. Now I can't do it without him!" Speaking of this, Xiao Yuxue couldn't help but feel sad and burst into tears.
Su Nianwei did not look at her like pitying Hongyan, but said in disgust; " put away your hypocrisy. Instead of pestering him, it's better for you to tell him in person that I hate to see him the most in my life!"
"Really?" Hearing this, Xiao Yuxue's bright black pupils seemed to see a glimmer of hope.
"Do you know? You are old. You are not the former Xiao Xue. Do you think it is useful for you to beg me? How he abandoned me at the beginning, you will have the same end. However, you are worse than me. Because I already knew my way back, but you didn't know that you just wanted to squeeze out a trace of vitality in the narrow cracks that were difficult to walk. Unfortunately, everything around you can't resist. If it goes on like this, you will only die difficult to survive!"
"You...you talk nonsense..."
"Real?"
"I'm not old, I'm not old. How can I be old? The prince loved me so much at the beginning, how could he not want me?" She suddenly collapsed to the ground and shouted out of control.
Su Nianwei just smiled coldly and said, "You know it was at the beginning, and that's not now!" Once, you were indeed one of the most beautiful women in the Eastern Qin Dynasty, but now you have to admit that you are old. Moreover, you look so tired now, and all the struggles make you exhausted, so will you choose to beg me today?
"You..."
"Do you remember? When you and Donglingxiu treated me like that, I didn't bow my head and ask you for any sympathy. Because I think people should live with dignity. And you, for that man, not only lost your dignity, but also made yourself worthless, you know? Now you make me spit on you very much.
"What the hell are you trying to say!"
"I want to say, you go, I won't be with Dongling Xiu. Instead of spending some time begging me here, you might as well wake up and wake up the sins you have created in your life!"