Sewing 4

After Dongling Xuehan had no choice but to retreat, Su Nianwei lay quietly by the bedside, motionless, and the water pupils of the half-cage were a little empty.

At this time, the door was pushed open, and the two little girl sent by Dongling Xuehan to take care of her were the alert girl who took her home today. Maybe she came into contact with Su Nianwei first, so she looked calm compared with another timid girl.

I saw her slowly walk to Su Nianwei, and then gently bent down and called out, "Girl...girl...are you all right?"

Su Nianwei turned his back to them and shook his head without answering. After all, what you say now is meaningless.

When the girl saw that Su Nianwei should not answer herself, she said kindly, "The prince ordered the slaves to make some stew for the girl to eat. I don't know what the girl likes to eat?"

"I don't want to eat anything. I appreciate his kindness!" Su Nianwei still did not turn around, but answered coldly.

The little girl listened and sighed; "Girl, why do you have to do this? It's the first time that the prince has been so kind to a woman, and for you, he even made the princess..."

Hearing what the little girl said, Su Nianwei suddenly softened. Yes, born in the royal family, he was used to the ugliness of people's hearts, deception and conspiracy. Therefore, Dongling Xuehan has learned to be competitive since he was a child. He is cold-hearted to everyone and always uses a hard shell to fake himself. In fact, he is more afraid of being hurt than anyone else and eager for someone to care for him.

And this time, he completely protected himself, which led to the tragedy that had just happened. Thinking of this, Su Nianwei couldn't help but feel even more sorry for him.

For a long time, Su Nianwei slowly got up and said with a little shame on his face, "Go to Han Wang's study and tell him that his skirt was inadvertently damaged by the princess. Ask him to bring it over and I'll help him mend it!"

When the little girl saw the words, Su Nianwei wanted to "pretame" this moody young prince, and immediately nodded hurriedly; "Okay..."

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After dinner, Su Nianwei curled up alone on the couch and couldn't sleep.

Yes, the little girl has been there for more than two hours, and it has only been about ten minutes from here to Dongling Xuehan's study, but she hasn't heard back for so long. Does that mean that Dongling Xuehan refuses to forgive her?

Thinking of this, Su Nianwei smiled bitterly. Yes, what are you? Obviously, you are nothing. Why should you get his forgiveness? And how can he see his kindness in his eyes? In his heart, he may have had his own shadow in the past, but now he is just a brothel woman. He is so strange to him that there is no need to pay attention to himself.

She gradually lay down and no longer lay down with any hope.

Open your eyes and stare out of the window. The bright moon outside is very round and beautiful, surrounded by a faint halo, like yarn, like fog, but there is no anger at all. It is just like this meaningless life, which makes people confused that they can't find their way home.

For a long time, she was tired, gently closed, and suddenly woke up when she dreamed back at midnight.

After the false alarm, she shrank her whole body tightly, held her tightly, and sweat dripped down her snow-white cheeks. Her beautiful face is always full of indelible horror and sadness. At this moment, he looks like a child who has lost his family, and even dreams are looking for the traces of his relatives. Who in the world knows the pain of being abandoned and left behind?

In this way, in the hazy, I don't know how long she slept. A high chicken song, accompanied by a strange itching, made her involuntarily wake up from her dream. When he opened his eyes, a cold face magnified several times looked at himself with a comforting and sad smile.

Su Nianwei was shocked and wanted to sit up. Unexpectedly, she didn't react, so the man comforted her hand and pressed her down and said, "Don't be afraid, it's me..."

His deep and magnetic voice instantly expelled the uneasiness and panic. Su Nianwei nodded to him faintly and said, "Why are you here?"

Seeing his red eyes, he was already a little tired. With that little blue handsome face, Su Nianwei concluded that the kid must have not slept all night.

Dongling Xuehan gently rubbed her silky hair, slowly put his head close, and said hoarsely: "I miss you!"

Never heard such intimate words from Dongling Xuehan, Su Nianwei was at a loss in an instant. It turns out that Dongling Xuehan, who pretends to be cool on the surface and usually wants to lose face, will also say this? It's like being coquettish, and it's like missing her through these words.

I always thought he was omnipotent, but Su Nianwei felt warm and moved when he heard it at this time. Yes, after all, this child is a child, and his heart is also tired one day. Finally, he knows how to release it and no longer avoids people as far away as before, allowing himself to devour the bitter fruit alone.

Su Nianwei stretched out his weak and boneless slender hand, gently stroked his resolute and perfect face, and whispered, "Isn't it? I haven't slept all night!"

"Hmm!"

"Did you stay with me all night?" She asked lightly in a tone that she didn't care.

"No, I just came back from the palace, and the emperor summoned the council of ministers this time, so I just learned your message this afternoon from the maid!"

Speaking of this, Dongling Xuehan raised a strange smile at the corners of his mouth, and his smile was a little happy, satisfied, and a little sad.

"So you went to the palace. I thought you ignored me!" Su Nianwei seemed to breathe a sigh of relief and laughed on both sides of his mouth.

The moonlight shone on her blushing face, which was a little intoxicating. Her eyes were so confused, and her red lips were so**, which made people want to bite fiercely.

He looked at her determinedly and said lovingly, "No, no... never..." At this moment, her shadow and her voice and appearance came to his mind again. In his life, she is his most cherished person. How can he ignore her?

"Well, what you said, don't ignore me. Also, take off your clothes!"

"Hmm?"

Looking at Dongling Xue's surprised appearance, Su Nianwei knew that he was wrong and immediately complained and laughed, "I mean, your robe was torn today. Why don't you take it off and I help you mend it?"

"You?"

"Yes, don't worry, I promise you won't see any flaws!"

"Real?" He muttered to himself, "Do you know this? Unfortunately, she won't..."

"..." Su Nianwei was gloomy. Did he talk about herself in the past? Yes, in the past, she never embroidered or sewed clothes, but in those days in Yanyu Tower, in order to get rid of boredom and prevent others from saying that she ate and lived for nothing, she learned a lot of needlework. Although I practiced less, I was also very skilled. Now, it just comes in handy.

"Oh, that's all. I shouldn't have regarded you as hers!" After saying that, Dongling Xuehan's face was a little lonely. He got up slightly and untied his neat robe.

Su Nianwei, who has been hanging his head, said for a long time; "Actually, you can think of me as hers!" Yes, when she saw that he was so painful and missed herself so much, she could only hide it from him. Her heart was not much sad compared with him.

"No, you can never be her. She is just the only one in my heart!"

When this sentence fell, Dongling Xuehan had put the ice blue silk robe covering him outside in a corner of the case. Then, his straight and handsome voice escaped from her sight without a trace.

He walked out with such panic, hesitation and panic. Perhaps, subconsciously, he was unconsciously talking to her. Or, he will always tie the unhappy knot and refuse to admit his heart!