The death of Xiaoyu

There was a drizzle in the autumn pond, and the coolness was refreshing. The zero petals swayed in the wind, with a trace of sadness and sadness. The crystal beads of water hit the lake and rippled again.

In the lake, his long and straight figure was reflection, and his smile was like warm sunshine, shining in her heart with a faint warmth.

He held her shoulders, and his bright eyes were full of happy satisfaction. He said attentively, "Wier, what's wrong with you these days? It seems that you have been depressed. Is there anything on your mind? Can I listen to it?"

She turned around and looked back at his smile, and she smiled bitterly; "It's okay. It's the Mid-Autumn Festival in two days. I miss my family a little."

"Are you homesick? But your father's old relatives have now been assigned elsewhere. I'm afraid... Speaking of this, Dongling Chutian couldn't help but feel a little guilty about Su Nianwei while worrying. Yes, when he saw that she was so sad, he couldn't help but feel a little sorry for her.

"Kid, I'm just saying, don't take it seriously!" She smiled and raised her lips, where she would never find a home.

He seemed to see the more gloomy sadness on her face and said when he was about to hold her in his arms; "wei er, I know you have suffered over the years, but I will definitely find an opportunity to compensate you. Do you think this is good? Tomorrow I will hold a banquet in the palace, so that you can also feel the excitement?

"I still don't want it. I don't like the bustle, especially in the palace."

"What's wrong?" Looking at her reluctant look, he kissed her on the forehead dotingly.

"I want you to come here tomorrow to accompany me." She looked up at him, and her eyes were as bright as stars.

He nodded irresistibly; "Okay, I promise you."

She smiled at him and stroked his hair with her cool fingers, but suddenly remembered something, and her eyes quickly darkened.

Dongling Chutian was slightly shocked. The next second, he held her softness tightly and asked with a melancholy face; "What's wrong? Is there anything wrong?"

Su Nianwei looked at the warm jade-like brightness, as if it had never been erased in the old days. She thought of another pair of eyes that looked like ice and dizzled cold light. She said with slight heartache, "Kid, I've always wondered what's wrong with you and Xuehan?"

Speaking of Dongling Xuehan, Dongling Chutian, who held her hand, obviously stiffened his hand, and a trace of complexity flashed on his face.

"Why did you mention him?" His words were so cold that she shuddered in the bottom of her heart.

"I just want to know why you two brothers are as incompatible as they are today?"

"You don't need to ask more about this. Everything will pass!"

"No, I want to know why this is. Both of you grew up with my watch. I don't want any of you to be hurt."

Now she has indescribable nostalgia. At that time, she could put aside everything and fight side by side for brotherhood to govern the world together. But now, they have met each other and can't tell the enemy from me. This is how sad it hurts her.

Looking at her resolutely firm eyes, Dongling Chutian could only bury his head softly, and then sighed long and said, "Do you really want to know?"

She nodded calmly; "Kibit, don't hide it from me."

After a moment of silence, he raised his head and looked at the lake with his eyes, his thoughts were a little far away.

Su Nianwei looked at him quietly and said, "At the beginning, Xuehan alienated me for a long time when you were not married. Later, after you married, he came to me several times and broke up unhappily. From that moment on, I knew that he began to resent me. Later, the news of your death came from Wuyu, which was the calmest and most depressed period in the Eastern Qin Dynasty.

"Why is that?"

He suddenly sneered, and his face looked at her with a cold breath; "Because he fell in love with you like me."

Su Nian's fingertips trembled, and his breathing suddenly tightened. Then he took a deep breath with a bitter smile; "That's not love."

Yes, they grew up with her. At best, they are just dependent on her, but definitely not love.

"I don't know whether Xue Han loves you or not, but I'm sure that I love you. At the beginning, when I saw you marry far away, I was disheartened and loveless. There was nothing in my heart, and I had an idea of abandoning everything, do you know?

Looking at his burning eyes and immersed in yesterday's sadness and pain, the tip of her nose was sore, and she threw herself into his arms fiercely, crying and scolding; "I didn't know you would love me, I don't know... At that time, I really didn't have the confidence to stay. I was not only a woman who had been destroyed, but also It's a woman who has been abandoned. I don't deserve your love, and I dare not expect your love..."

"Stupid woman, you are so stupid... In fact, I love you, not your face. From the first time I met you in Biyi Garden, it was destined to be good. From that moment on, my heart has never let you go.

"But Xue Han is with you..."

"It doesn't matter. Everything is worth it for you."

He pecked her eyebrows gently to talk about his thoughts and love for her over the years.

Her eyes began to get wet again. In order to prevent tears from dripping down, she kept raising her head to support her tears back. But at the moment when Dongling Chutian kissed her, she smiled beautifully and tears dripped. But the tears are very transparent and crystal clear. It can be seen that it is happy.

"Xue Han thought you asked me to go, so he blamed you for my death, right?" Finally, she knew why they turned against each other. It turned out that it was all for herself.

Dongling Chutian didn't say anything, but just restrained his eyes. It could be seen that he acquiesced.

Su Nianwei felt uncomfortable and gently kissed his face and said, "Since you two are not at peace, why would Xue Han be with Dongling Xiu? Why would you rather abandon his brother and be with Dongling Xiu?"

Don't Xue Han know that the man who hurt her the most was Dongling Xiu, not Dongling Chutian?

"Because Uncle gave him one thing."

"What?" She looked at him keenly.

"It seems to be a spiritual bead, one of the four legendary spiritual beads."

"Feng Chenzhu..." Su Nianwei's face turned white. Yes, she should have thought of this thing long ago. Dongling Xuehan actually abandoned Dongling Chutian and gave up his principles for this spiritual pearl. Does he really need this bead, or is it because of his own words? Instead of doing anything for himself, he has also learned to do whatever he can?

The heart twitched... The whole person was so powerless... It turned out that all this was caused by her...

"What's wrong with you? Why is your face so bad?"

"I'm fine. I just feel sorry for you. I shouldn't have come here." She was powerless to smile bitterly. Yes, if she hadn't come to this world, their brothers would have worked together to create this prosperous country, but now because of her, the country is not guaranteed, the brothers are separated, the dynasty is turbulent, and the people are uneasy. The capital responsible for everything is herself.

"No, you are not allowed to say such a thing. You should come. You are sent to me by God. I don't allow you to leave or say such a thing in the future."

He held her tightly in his arms and looked at her pale and almost transparent expression. How afraid he was of losing her.

Feeling his hug, Su Nianwei felt that her cold body was finally a trace of warmth. She gently buried her head in his chest and quietly listened to his heartbeat. It seemed that even if he didn't say this, she could feel the sincerity he brought to her from the steady and powerful heartbeat.

Yes, no one in the world may love her so much anymore. Unfortunately, why he was born in the royal family and why he became emperor again, which is doomed to have no perfect result between her and him.

She sobbed and said, "Okay, Dongling Chutian, I promise you that as long as I don't die, I will never leave..."

Next young master, her promise has not been finished yet. His hot red lips have turned over the river and kissed unstoppably.

Just as she was stunned, the tip of his tongue had reached into her red lips, lingering and sucking her clove tongue back and forth.

She hurriedly wanted to breathe, but in exchange for him asking more enthusiastically.

At this moment, her brain was blank, and her whole body was a little dizzy by his strong possession. After a long time, he was released and said with a child-like greedy smile: "With me, you won't die. You don't have to feel sorry for Xue Han. You didn't feel sorry for him.

"I know..." She told herself in her heart that although she had not done anything wrong to Xue Han, she would definitely make their brothers as good as before. She has thought that Xue Han asked herself to invite the little ghost emperor to come here alone. It happened that the three of them could get together on the Mid-Autumn Festival night of this month and let her take advantage of this opportunity to tell him all the causes and consequences. She wanted to let her know that she was not really dead, and also let him understand that it was also her own intention to leave Dongqin to marry Wuyu. Dongling Chutian has nothing to do with it. In this way, if the two can get back together smoothly, it will also be her heart disease.

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The day before the Mid-Autumn Festival, a bodyguard suddenly came to report that there was a musician outside the palace who wanted to see Su Nianwei.

When the maid told Su Nianwei the news, Su Nianwei was slightly surprised and remembered the musician. She didn't seem to know anyone.

Although full of doubts, she still asked him to come in.

For Qiushuifang, it is far less rigorous than Yongzheng Palace. After all, a place is today's bedroom, and ordinary people can come. Qiushuifang is just a different garden. Although it is difficult to enter, the emperor has already issued an order. As long as there is Su Nianwei's permission, both beggars and ordinary people can enter. From this, it can be seen that Dongling Chutian's tolerance and love for Su Nianwei.

The man came in a yellow robe, with long black hair softly attached to the back of his head and both sides of his face. His dark eyes radiated mysterious brilliance like a deep universe. He has a straight nose, ruddy and soft lips, and a flawless melon seed face. In terms of appearance, he is definitely a first-class beautiful man. Therefore, the little maid who brought in blushed when she saw him like this.

Su Nianwei looked at this handsome face without any flaws for a few seconds. She looked at his thick and clear eyebrows with a pair of shining like gems. The bright eyes showed wisdom beyond ordinary people, and there was a melancholy expression that could touch anyone in the silence, but it made people feel that the feelings were deep. Elusive

For a long time, all her consters returned to calm, and she asked shallowly, "Why did you come here - Mr. Xingchen!"

"Because you are here!" His short words were like old wine that had been brewed for decades. The moment he exported it made people a little intoxicated.

"Are you looking for me?" Her body trembled slightly and an incredible flash flashed in her eyes.

He nodded with a sad look in his eyes; "Yes, I'm looking for you. I haven't seen you for three months, and I find that I still can't forget you."

She laughed at herself with a wry smile and her eyes were cold; "If you remember me, why did you leave without saying goodbye when you were in the Yanyu Building?"

He looked at her faintly, and the corners of his mouth trembled slightly, as if he wanted to say something, and finally put it down. Finally, under her gaze, he seemed to be unavoid and did not shy away; "I left because... I went to look for something."

"What?" Yes, what will be more important than all this? Even if it's not for her Su Nianwei, shouldn't he say hello to Xiaoyu, who has been obsessed with her? She waited for him for so long, but finally got this result. Here, she still feels unhungratic and worthless about Xiaoyu's experience.

He seemed to see her resentment and the blame in her words. His warm black pupils flashed a trace of guilt; "What I'm looking for is what you want - Zhu Yanzhu."

Her eyes stagnated, and the words she was about to say were swallowed again. Her red lips trembled incredibly, and her whole body seemed to have been emptied, without any strength and thoughts.

Looking at her appearance, he smiled with a wry smile. "Why, do you also think I'm stupid? I've been struggling to travel around the Eastern Qin Dynasty for this thing for three months, but come back with nothing. It's like a waste, right?"

Su Nianwei looked up and met his slightly thin cheeks and the fatigue hidden in the depths of her eyes. Her pupils shrank rapidly and said with a trace of pity: "Why is this... I thought you gave up... I thought..." She thought that there was nothing between them. Why did he spend three months doing so much for her...

"You know, I'm not a person who gives up easily. A good man only recognizes one in his life, and once he recognizes it, he will never give up!"

"I'm not your beloved... You shouldn't do this to me." She buried her head and dared not look into his eyes. She was afraid that her stubborn eyes would hurt him again. He has always been innocent. And Xiaoyu is also innocent. Everything is caused by her.

He seemed to realize the meaning of her words and could only shake his head to deny it; "Maybe your beloved is not me, but my beloved is you, and he will only recognize you in this life."

"Star Prince, you..."

"Miss Wangchen, you don't have to say anything more. I know what you mean. You don't have to comfort me. Even if I can't get you, the stars are satisfied to meet you. So Xingchen also knows that it has taken so long for me to find Zhuyanzhu, which is destined for God to refuse to complete us. The relationship is mutual love, and I will embarrass you. This time, I just want to see how you are doing.

"I..." She saw the crystal beads in his eyes, but she resisted to hide it with a smile. The injured phoenix eyes and the helpless look deeply stung her.

"It seems that you are doing well and are used to living in the palace, so I can rest assured." Speaking of this, he couldn't look directly at the eyes that once made him flutter, and directly picked up the tea on the table and drank it all. His behavior seemed to want to use tea as wine in order to relieve his worries.

"How do you know I'm in the palace?" Su Nianwei knew that he was not feeling well, so he gritted his teeth and asked softly, so as to bypass the topic and break the embarrassment.

He put down the teacup and stared at the distance with narrow phoenix eyes, like a distracted puppet. He said, "Ten days ago, I went to Yanyu Tower."

"Have you been back to that place?"

"Yes, Jinhua's mother told me that you were picked up by a prince in Kyoto, and I rushed here to know that you had entered the palace and became the emperor's favorite woman today." Speaking of this, there is a flash of bitterness and despair in the eyes of the stars.

Su Nianwei's heart was a little stuffy by him, but there was no place to vent. She knew that Xingchen should hate her now. He must think that he didn't accept him because he had no identity and reputation, that's why. However, who knows the pressure and helplessness in her heart?

"Stars, I'm sorry!" In the end, she couldn't give him too much, so she could only mutter these words.

It can be seen that Xingchen's expression was a little too extreme when he heard these words. His eyes were slightly red and his smile was slightly astringent; "You didn't feel sorry for me, it's just that we didn't have a chance. It's good to enter the palace. It's better to be spoiled by the emperor..."

"Actually, it's not what you think..."

"What is that?"

She was eager to explain, but in exchange for his expectant inquiry.

She suddenly remembered that it was superfluous to explain anything. She and the stars should not have had an intersection in the first place. Why should she say more and explain what? Giving him hope in this way will only make him more painful in the future.

"Nothing..." After saying softly, he sighed, and there was no sound.

Xingchen suddenly stood up, took her hand and said firmly, "Tell me, you are not voluntary, they must force you. Shall I take you away? Even if I try my best, I will take you out of here.

Su Nianwei, who was shocked by his reckless behavior, quickly pulled his hand and stared at him calmly: "Xingchen, if I don't want to be in one place, no one can keep me. I want to stay here by myself, and no one has forced me. Moreover, even if I leave here, I can't be with you."

His black pupils darkened, he woke up, and then lowered his head in disappointment and said, "I understand, I understand, since you have told each other so clearly, I don't have to bother you. Miss Wangchen, let's say goodbye!"

After saying that, he turned around, and his movements were so light, but his back was always shrouded in a touch of sadness. The rain-like gray covered his back, making Su Nianwei's chest breathless.

She slowly rose up and involuntarily called; "Star Prince..."

He suddenly stopped, turned around with a hopeful face for a long time, and his black eyes bloomed endlessly.

The starry eyes made a scar on her heart again. She knew what he wanted to hear, but she couldn't tell him that.

She hesitated for a moment and said with red lips, "Since you have returned to the Yanyu Tower, you should also know about the tea city. Do you know that Xiaoyu got married?"

The shock on Xingchen's face flashed by, and then was covered by the strong bitterness and disappointment. After a long time, he nodded slowly and said, "Hmm!"

"Then you should know how she is now!" Don't blame her for being cruel. She didn't mean to torture him like this, but she really wanted to know everything about Xiaoyu, because she was a poor child.

When asked about Xiaoyu, a trace of difficult and unspeakable dark wound flashed on Xingchen's face. His black pupils were intertwined with endless pain and worries, and finally turned into a grain of earth and disappeared with the wind. Just when Su Nianwei didn't have time to think about his complicated expression, he said slightly hoarsely and lowly: "She died..."

She died - these words were like a thunderbolts bombarding Su Nianwei's head. She sat down with a "dong--" sound, her eyes were round, and her trembling fingers grasped her plain sleeves and twisted desperately.

"How can it be... impossible... That's not true, are you playing with me?" She stared at him with tears and laughter, suppressing the impulse to cry, but she tried hard to force tears back, because she didn't want all this to be true.

He was silent for a while, as if she had calmed down a little before saying; "She married Qian Dagui, the richest man in the tea city, and found out that she was pregnant, but Chen, the main room of Qian Dagui, was very smart and vicious. She soon found out that the child was not Qian Dagui, so they tied her up and tortured her, and finally did not follow the woman's way. The crime escorted her to the government, and the tortured Xiaoyu miscarried in prison because of her poor health and died of excessive blood loss.

He briefly described Xiaoyu's experience, but Su Nianwei saw deep grief in his eyes. She knew that he was not unsympathic to Xiaoyu, at least he still cherished her, even if he regarded her as his sister. Seeing her as usual today must be what he doesn't want.

"At such a young age, she also left..." Her eyes were sore, her fingers were clenched, and her nails were deeply pierced into the flesh, but she did not feel any heartache. Perhaps, the pain in my heart has completely paralyzed the pain in my body. In this life, she can no longer feel the pain.

Looking at her paleness and sadness, as well as her trembling shoulders, he stretched out his hand and wanted to hold her. Finally, he realized something, so he could only lower his head and put down his hands, which was sad; you also want to open up. This is still a long life. This is Xiaoyu's fate.

"I understand, but when she left the world so quietly, I didn't even see her for the last time, and I didn't even have a chance to burn incense for her. It turns out that people really say that if it's gone, it's gone. If you can live today, it's hard to know tomorrow.

"Forget the dust, you shouldn't be so negative."

"Don't worry, I won't be negative. I have seen through the world. Nothing makes me negative." She coldly wiped away the tears in her eyes, stared at Xingchen with a forced smile and asked, "Shenchen, what are you going to do next?"

He smiled sadly and his eyes were a little melancholy; "I'm going to look for something."

"Don't, that thing can't be found..." She frowned and stopped it in a panic. If she could find it, Su Nianwei would have found it long ago. What's more, she doesn't want to get it by the stars, because she already owes him a lot and doesn't want to owe him anything in her life.

Xingchen smiled and seemed to understand what she meant, and immediately said frankly, "Do you think I will still go to find Yanzhu?"

"Isn't it?" Su Nianwei, who was embarrassed by his blind guess, blushed slightly.

"Of course not, I'm looking for my heart."

"You...heart..."

"Yes, a broken heart. I plan to spend another three months traveling around the Eastern Qin Dynasty to find that lost heart!"

Su Nianwei looked up to meet his teeth as white and dazzling as a diamond smile. She knew that this time, he completely gave up. Her heart suddenly opened up and asked in a low voice, "Really? Then I wish you a happy future and hope your heart can heal soon.

At the end, he nodded lightly to answer him; "I will." There are infinite attachments and frustrations in the eyes.

Before leaving, Su Nianwei always thought that he would not turn back. Maybe if they left this gate, they would never see each other. Finally, he stopped and said, "Are you in love with today's emperor?"

She was shocked and looked at him inconceivably. But seeing the reluctant calmness in his eyes and the lonely and negative smile, she nodded silently and said, "You're right, I'm in love with today's emperor." Maybe she didn't dare to make such a conclusion before, but at this moment she can clearly feel her heart, and some feelings can't be avoided. Just like her feelings for Dongling Chutian, which has been planted in her heart for many years, although it has always been in a budding state, once it has taken root and sprouted, it is like the vine of an ancient castle, spreading all over the body, its prosperity and Madness is so indestructible. In this life, every moment, minute by minute, she can only tolerate him alone in her mind.

The corners of his mouth were clearly smiling, but Su Nianwei saw the boundless obscurity and bitterness.

He said, "God is so unfair. Obviously, the person you met first is me, but you fall in love with him, which is unfair... Unrighteously..."

When he repeated the word injustice, the swaying head made her heartache. But she was unable to explain, because the involvement of fate was too complicated for her to explain it clearly.

Yes, how can the relationship between her and Dongling Chutian be clear in a few words?

"Star Prince..."

"Needless to say, Miss Wangchen, take care of yourself. My star will no longer embarrass you and will not bother you from now on. At the same time, I hope you can be happy in this life and grow old with him in your heart. There will be no regrets in this life.

"Thank you..." The sour tears in her eyes flowed out again, and the astringent thank you made her heartbroken. It turns out that he doesn't love a person. As long as he is very sincere to you and refuses his feelings, it is more painful than death!