13, we are all growing
13, we are all growing
(No adult is still out of town, in the middle of the night! Poor me, I have been staring at the comments and found that there is one comment. It's sad! I continue to roll all over the ground today. Can you ask for comments? Guys, comment! Comment hard, I'm not afraid of being scolded! My heart is very strong!)
This meal is destined to be unhappy. Xiaobai was very worried about Bao'an, but this night, Bao'an kept smiling at her. She is worried about her, and she knows it, so laugh at her, right? But the more so, the more worried Xiaobai is. How simple she is, like a piece of white paper, but she has to face such a scene. Is it destined to take more time for a good thing?
"Bao'an! Do you really want to stay here?" Despite Yu Ying's sign, she insisted on talking to her first.
"Hmm. Sister Xiaobai! I know what you mean." Bao'an seemed to be making up her mind. Her eyes were firm. Xiaobai knew that she was growing up and she was becoming mature. For 15 years, I have thought about seeing my father day and night. Now, I have seen it. Since he is so unfilial, I should stay by his side. The firmness in Bao'an's eyes is stronger, "Sister Xiaobai, if it were you, you would have made my decision." With that, she smiled and said, "Sister Xiaobai is actually a person who value affection more than me. She should be able to understand!"
"I'm just afraid that Bao'an will suffer here!" Xiaobai's worried way. Yes, if it were her, she would definitely not leave. Although this father is not, he also has all kinds of difficulties. As a child, the most important thing is filial piety. If you can't fulfill your filial piety, you will leave because you are afraid of difficulties and injury. In the future, you will definitely regret it.
"Sister, don't worry. My father, he will protect me. Bao'an smiled confidently. It seemed that she was fearless when she found her father.
"Okay! Bao'an, if you can't hold on, you can go to Fengcheng to find me. We are good sisters." Xiaobai smiled. Some things don't need to be so thorough for some people. One look is enough. Yes, she fully understands, just like she can't put aside Yang Happy now. Of course, now she still can't leave behind her previous mother, Song Qiulian. Thinking of this, Xiaobai's heart became sad again.
She clearly remembers that it rained heavily when she took the high school entrance examination. Other parents have been picking up their children outside for a long time, but she didn't. She still had to set up a stall. One less day, the life of the two of them will be difficult. No matter whether it rains or not, she never stops. However, on this day, although she failed to send her to take the exam and wait outside like other parents, it was raining heavily. When Xiaobai finished the exam, she suddenly saw her mother outside the teaching building. She seemed to have never straightened her body. She held a broken umbrella in her hand. , but holding a very beautiful and cute little flower umbrella, as soon as he saw her come out, he ran over and ran so fast that he actually fell down. Because Xiaobai ran out to help her, he quickly got up again, rushed over, and waved his hand, meaning to tell her not to come out. Wait, and she came over immediately.
She still remembers this picture all her life. Her mother has never given her any caring words or actions, but this time, she was deeply impressed. The black umbrella, the slightly curved thin body, and the waved hand seemed to take root in her mind. That's maternal love.
If Bao'an's father doesn't have that kind of reason, he will only love her better, right?
Yang Xiaobai's heart ached fiercely. Yes, she can't do it. If there is a chance, no matter how much she is hurt, she is willing to stay with her mother and do her best to help her do something. Even if it's just a small matter.
Only when you lose can you know what it feels like to lose. She has only been here for three years, and she has such a mentality towards her mother, not to mention Bao'an? She has been looking forward to her father for 15 years. What kind of mood is this? The only thing she can do is to silently support her and help her.
Maybe it was Bao'an's topic. It was too serious. Xiaobai couldn't fall asleep at all after comforting Anbao. Looking at Bao'an's sleeping appearance, she was very jealous. This girl has her own dream. She knows how to walk and where to go, so she is very comfortable. She is also confident. Because now, she can lose everything except her father.
But what about her?
Yang Xiaobai slowly walked to the window and looked out. The water in a window was imprinted with the moon that seemed to not change anywhere. The moon was actually a full moon, full, as if it was about to overflow and flow into the muddy water. Just like Xiaobai's mood now. There is no calm, only boredom.
Mom, how are you now?
Something suddenly fell into the lake, splashed everywhere, and the moon disappeared. Yang Xiaobai's heart hurt fiercely. For a moment, I only felt that I was really sad. Why did she come to this world? What did she come here for? What is her life goal? Who is she going to live for? It seemed that there were a lot of questions that suddenly came out, slammed her fiercely, questioned her, and tortured her.
Yang Xiaobai hugged his head and squatted down. She felt very painful. That was her dream in her last life, what she had been pursuing in her last life, but all of a sudden, it disappeared. She died, she became Yang Xiaobai, and Yang's father.
Wait, wait a minute, Yang is unhappy.
Yang Xiaobai suddenly seemed to think of Yang's smiling face again. This time, before leaving, he deliberately talked to her. Yang Bule's behavior was very simple. He took out a lot of gold coins and said to her, "Xiao Bai, be careful when you go to the capital this time! The capital is so big that there must be many bad people. You should pay more attention. Things in the capital should also be more expensive than those in Fengcheng. You can take all the money, spend what should be spent, eat what should be eaten, and buy what you want! If you have no money, send someone back to tell Dad that Dad will send it to you!"
Yes, this is her father in this life. Compared with her mother in her previous life and this father in this life, his concern is very direct. He always gives her a lot of money and buys a pile of interesting things. This is new and that is rare. Anyway, he seems to be eager to give her all the best things in the world.
Yang Xiaobai was stunned. Why should she be sad about the past? In this life, she also has a good father. She still remembers that the last time he was seriously ill, when she went to find a rootless flower for him, at that time, although she was more of a mentality of filial piety for the real Yang Xiaobai, who said that she was not actually moved by Yang Bute? In fact, in her heart, she has long regarded Yang Bule as her father.
She asked herself that if something happened to Yang Beile, she would definitely not be able to do it.
Yang Xiaobai thought of this and suddenly stood up. Maybe, the past should be let over! Mother, if there is an afterlife, let me continue to be your daughter. I will do my best. Now, she is already Yang Xiaobai, and what she wants to do is actually Yang unhappy. She wants to fight for Yang. This is her present.
In the past, let it go with the wind. Never remember the past again! She wants to live in the present, she has to work hard for the present. Well, that's her direction.
(Sorry, it's very late. I have to get up early tomorrow morning, so I'll update it today. I owe you a big guy. I'll definitely make up for it when I go back. Roll for comments again.)