Chapter 53

Phoenix felt a little ridiculous. Her eyes were full of despair, and the love she exchanged for freedom was so vulnerable. It was not a long distance from Fengluan Hall in the imperial study, but she felt that she had walked for a long time, and even her feet were numb.

Xiaoyuan wiped her tears and carefully helped the sad Phoenix back. She could understand the pain in Phoenix's heart, but she didn't know how to enlighten Phoenix. She was afraid that she would be clumsy and accidentally mentioned Phoenix's sad things.

"Xiaoyuan," Phoenix suddenly stopped. "Go and ask someone to prepare hot water for me, prepare more, and put it in my room. I want to take a shower. I'm fine."

"Xiaoyuan is better to accompany the queen. Let others prepare the hot water," Xiaoyuan was worried about leaving Phoenix alone.

"You'd better go. I'm fine. I know how to go back. Don't worry about me. I know you often worry about me. Now you can rest assured. I'm dead now. I'll be fine. Go ahead. I can do it alone," Phoenix ignored whether Xiaoyuan listened or not, and left by himself. .

Xiaoyuan followed for a period of rest assuredly. Seeing that everything was normal except for Phoenix's loss of soul, she left to do what Phoenix had just explained. When she asked someone to put water into the Phoenix room, Phoenix just came back.

"Go out," Phoenix asked everyone to go out. She washed it over and over again until her skin was red or even broken.

There was the smell of blood in the water. After bathing, she asked people to move the water out, opened the window, and let the smell of blood in the air disappear. Watching everyone finish handling things, they let everyone go out. She lay quietly alone **. Xiaoyuan was worried about her and stayed with her. Phoenix did not drive her. She had a lot to say to find someone. Say, Xiaoyuan is the best listener.

She smiled, "Does Xiaoyuan still remember the first time we met? At that time, I was thinking that this girl was so beautiful. It would be good if I could be with her, so I begged my father to treat you as a maid. I was the only child in the family. Suddenly, I met a girl of my age. I was so happy, but you were very wary of me. For that, I didn't I know how many times I cried, and finally I don't know why we suddenly got better one day. Do you remember anything?

Xiaoyuan is also in her memory. Thinking that she was really afraid of Phoenix at that time, she was told by people that the children of large families were very bad. Tell her to be careful, and she would be like that. "Xiaoyuan remembers that it's all Xiaoyuan is not good, breaking the master's favorite thing, and being beaten by the housekeeper. It was the young lady who saved Xiaoyuan. Life, Xiaoyuan will never forget that the young lady rushed to beat Xiaoyuan. At that time, Xiaoyuan was still thinking that this young lady was really stupid. It was really not worth it for such a humble maid as Xiaoyuan. But from that time on, Xiaoyuan regarded the young lady as something more important than Xiaoyuan's life. The young lady is very kind to everyone. After the master is gone, Xiaoyuan doesn't know what the young lady will do in the future. Fortunately, the master has..."

"Yes, my father is also worried about you, so he found the richest and most powerful person for me. He thought that if he did this, my future would be guaranteed. I don't know whether he overestimated my innocence or underestimated Zilong. You should know that Zilong is a charming person. If he falls in love with it, he will eventually hurt. The end of the heart, hehe."

"Miss, don't do this. Xiaoyuan is very worried." Xiaoyuan looked at the Phoenix who had been smiling and was very worried.

"Xiaoyuan, I haven't heard you call me a young lady for a long time. Sure enough, I'm not suitable to be the mother of a country. No, I'm not suitable to be a wife. I hate to share my husband with others. I hate that my husband's heart is not on me. I hate being alone in such a big place. I hate... Ha ha There seem to be a lot of things I hate," Phoenix may not know what he is talking about. He just wants to spit it out quickly. "If possible, I would rather be the daughter who doesn't go out of the door, or I shouldn't go out. If I don't go out, I won't meet him. Maybe I'm still carefree now. The name is the Queen. It's actually not bad when you're in the palace. It's also good to eat after eating. But think about it, hehe, it's good to meet Zilong, at least let me know what love is. There are also many happy things to do with him. For example, in the house outside the palace, I always remember that the two of us spent the night quietly under the peach blossom tree. That night was really happy, but I would be greedy and hope that the time would stay at that moment. Speaking of the outside of the palace, I remembered the first time I went out. At that time, didn't we go to buy clothes together? I wanted to buy men's clothing, but both of you disagreed. At that time, I thought that you two were actually a good match," Xiaoyuan wanted to explain something, and Phoenix smiled, "Listen me, and I heard the boss in There were some things over there. I was very angry, so I ran away angrily. Fortunately, I looked like I was loved by everyone, and I was very happy there, hey hey..."

"Miss is very happy, Xiaoyuan and..." Xiaoyuan stopped for a moment. She felt that she should not mention Zilong. "Xiaoyuan was worried and looked everywhere, but... Xiaoyao didn't let me go. In the end, I didn't find the young lady."

"Ha ha, yes, you found me," thought of the Phoenix and smiled bitterly. "When you haven't found me, the place where I live is surrounded by snacks. Every day as soon as I open the window, I smell a lot of different food fragrances. Now I think about it, I'm drooling. When I meet Xiaozi's mother there. Xiaozi's mother also wants me to be her son-in-law. Ha ha, now it's really good to think about ordinary. By the way, Xiaozi also gave me a dress. I don't know who put it where it was. I can't find it. It's a pity. If there is a chance, I will ask her to make one for me. Xiaoyuan can also find her. Her handicrafts It's really good. Xiaozi also asked me Baihualou. Xiaoyuan, do you know what my name is in Baihualou? Xiaoyuan shook her head, and Phoenix continued to say, "It's a peach blossom. Only there did I know that my piano art can also be sold at a good price. One day, when I was kicked out of the palace, we will go to Baihua Tower. My piano skills are enough to support the two of us. Maybe Xiaoyuan will find your lifelong partner, take care of your husband and children. What a wonderful life. At that time, I will have some children. Don't worry, I will take care of your children and teach your children to read. If I have enough money, I also want to open a store like Baihualou, but if the boss's wife is willing to have a joint venture, it's best because it's a good place. The more Phoenix thinks about it, the happier she is, so that she can stay away from the things that make her sad. After a long time, she will definitely forget it. Ai Da is too heartless. She really gave up. But when she thinks of giving up on him, she feels that her soul is about to leave her body. She can't let Xiaoyuan know, "Xiaoyuan, go out, I I'm tired. Let's take a break first.

"Yes, Xiaoyuan quit," Xiaoyuan retreated when he saw that Phoenix's mood had calmed down a lot.

As soon as Xiaoyuan left, Phoenix felt that her strength had been drained. She was so tired that she couldn't even open her eyes. After a while, she felt light.

"Phoenix, you can open your eyes," a worried voice came from your ear.

"Who are you? Where am I?" Phoenix asked the doubts in his heart.

"I'm the matchmaker. Yue Lao is busy with something, so I will replace him. Sure enough, the red line between you has disappeared." The matchmaker was very sad. She waved her hand and appeared the golden step she was holding at that time. Now it's all cracked. " Even that treasure can't save your relationship. By the way, I forgot to tell you that we are in heaven now. Do you remember the old man who brought you here at that time? That man should have told you that he was Yue Lao. Forget it, that doesn't matter. The important thing is that your soul is out of the body now. Do you want to go back to your original world or stay here.

"I want to ask, what will happen to me if I leave," will it be strange to say this? Phoenix explained, "I mean, what will happen to that Phoenix?"

The matchmaker thought for a moment and said, "Permanent coma, because your soul is gone, which is equivalent to that vegetable."

"That's good," as long as you don't die. "Then can I ask you something?"

"Tell me first, if I can help," the matchmaker doesn't know what Phoenix is thinking.

"I want to forget everything here, and then go back to the 21st century and be a happy single aristocrat." Phoenix may be more sad if he continues to live here. Maybe he will die in a short time. That may live more, less pain, and everyone will feel better.

"Don't force yourself to smile at me," the matchmaker hugged Phoenix. Zilong really hurt her deeply. This time, she didn't want to help them together. "I'll get you the forgetful grass. Wait here."

"Okay, thank you."

"This is the forgetful grass. As long as you smell it, it will automatically delete what you want to forget," the matchmaker held a golden grass in her hand. "I hope you can live a better life in the 21st century."

"Thank you again, matchmaker," Phoenix took the forgetful grass and smelled it hard. The grass smells good, sour and sweet. I want to forget everything about everything in Longxiang Country. Goodbye Zilong, goodbye to Xiaoyuan, goodbye to Xiaoyao, goodbye to Ziyu, goodbye to Xiaozi, goodbye to everyone. I hope we will never see each other. Phoenix's face was full of tears.

"Dingling," the phone kept ringing.

Sparrow stretched out his hand, groped for it, and found the phone, "Hey, who?"