Chapter 9 The Camouflage She Needs
The days have passed quickly, and it has been some time since the last time the bamboo forest was out of control. In the past few days, the sunset garden is still quiet without silk
milli
Abnormal, it seems that the abnormality of Xi Xinmiao last time did not cause much **, and it seems that the shadow has never appeared in the bamboo forest. Everything is like an illusion.
However, they all understand that some things, although not broken, are real.
Under this normal and somewhat excessively calm appearance, silence is the best interpretation.
Although the sunset garden is big, it can't hold everyone's thoughts inside: some people are scarred but forced to pretend to be unimped; some people are full of doubts but dare not ask each other; some people know and cherish each other
but no
What can I do...
Today, it is rare to clear up, the snow melts, and there is a cold warmth. In this way, contradictions can't be separated.
While making people feel a little warm, they have to bear the piercing cold.
Even the weather is so complicated!
In the room, Xi Xinmiao sat alone in front of the dressing mirror. In addition to her peerless face without powder, she was also a piece of blue and gray that was difficult to hide her eyes. She looked at it so stunned
Bronze mirror
In my appearance, looking at the contradictory look of sharp and fragile in the mirror, looking at my hand stroking my cheek, scratching from my forehead, and scratching my slightly frown
, scratch
Over the chin, stop there.
Is this you? So, do you still show such a puzzled expression? So, is this what it feels like after being fiercely exposed by a person?
Thinking of what he said that day, he was so cold and cruel that he could see through the depths of his soul at a glance. The water is cold, good!
Self-esteem? Cowardly?
The woman's eyes in the mirror were dark, and her eyes were unconsciously empty, leaving only a fiasco.
Yes, she is inferior, she is cowardly.
He is right, feelings, because of inferiority, so he refuses, because of fear, so he resists.
In order to hide this humbleness and cowardice, she disguised it with coldness and indifference.
She disguised herself desperately for so many years, deceived herself and everyone, but it was a "poor" sentence of his compassion and ridicule. That's a good thing to say!
He stretched out his hand in front of him, looked down and quietly, unconsciously raised the arc of mockery: these hands belong to hell, and this soul is an evil spirit.
placed in
I don't deserve it...
After he took her away that day, no one continued the topic. The taboo ends in the ending that is not the ending. It's just that she can feel that there are more between them
a
A vague tacit understanding: they are all avoiding uncovering it.
How long can it last in an unknown time in the future? When the old things are finally inevitably mentioned one day, she has to go through it again
li yi
times?
She thinks that she has always been patient, and a lonely person should be used to bear rather than vent. However, that day, in front of him, she still put herself
Secret
The side ofis shown without hesitation. So hearty, so desperate, just because, is it his guardian?
and Joan, what do you think? The original persistence is still sticking to it?
Slowly close the fist, a little light in the black eyes slowly condenses in the closed force, firm...
"Dong Dong Dong" Someone knocked on the door gently.
"Miss, the master asked you to get together in the cabin." Bing Ning whispered outside the door, but she didn't go in, waiting for the woman in the room to answer.
"What do you know?"
"Bing Ning doesn't know. She just read the description of the maid in the message. She seems to be in a hurry."
There was no sound in the room, but after a moment, the door "squeaked" and the door opened. Bing Ning looked up, "I'll go and come back. When the shadow comes back, I will go straight to the study and wait for me."
stroking
Take away the sleeve and take away the silence.
Bing Ning nodled and looked at the thin and straight figure leaving alone. The bottom of her eyes seemed to surge a little, and an imperceptible sadness flashed.
Along the way, all the maidservants who met Xi Xinmiao bowed to her. Xi Xinmiao was full of momentum, and the servants stopped and bowed their heads wherever they went. She just wants to be small
Walking through the house
Go.
"Xi Xin Miao." A female voice that was not loud inserted abruptly and did not ignore the implicit sharpness. Xi Xinmiao paused slightly and ignored it.
"Hey, I told you to stop!"
A fiery red figure quickly stopped in front of Xi Xinmiao and opened his hands to occupy the only channel.
Xi Xinmiao frowned and looked at Lei Qingqing, who had been stained with thin anger in front of her, but her steps had stopped.
Yun'er, who trotted to catch up, was in a hurry and hurriedly saluted Xi Xinmiao, who was not happy and angry, "Good, Miss Xi."
After that, she pulled Lei Qingqing and wink. Her aunt, why is she still so calm?
Being dragged by Yun'er, Lei Qingqing was a little restrained and afraid, but the arrogance in his bones was not nothing, and then he raised his chin slightly and said disdainfully, "I don't
It's up to you
What's the relationship with him? I advise you that you'd better not rob other people's things!"
The corners of his eyes looked thick and didn't take her into his eyes. "Go out of the way." She said in a low voice.
I don't know why the faint unhappiness that only she knows is. Other people's? Is it just because of this?
I didn't ignore the coldness in Xi Xinmiao's eyes. Lei Qingqing trembled uncontrollably, and his mind suddenly reflected the scene where he flew away with her in his arms that day, one
The stock is difficult
Xiao's jealousy went straight to his forehead, regardless of Xi Xinmiao's terrible eyes at this time, struggled to shake off Yun'er's hand, and replied not afraid of death:
"Xi Xinmiao, he is mine. Let's admit defeat!"
"Would you like to die?" Xi Xinmiao just glanced back faintly, and suddenly surrounded her with a murderous spirit. She hated the dog in the way most.
"You!" Lei Qingqing was angry, but he was stagnant because of Yun'er's desperate obstruction.
"Miss Xi, Miss Yun'er will compensate you. The young lady was just thought by the general that there are still many righteous women who are not used to it. Your adult has a lot. Please forgive me."
Yun'er desperately circled the riot's Lei Qingqing and earnestly showed weakness to Xi Xin.
It is rare for Xi Xinmiao to look at the talking girl with her eyes, and a deep meaning flashed in her eyes. This girl is a little interesting.
Withdrawing her eyes without a trace, Dad was still waiting, and she let her go once.
Seeing that Xi Xinmiao had no intention of making things difficult, Yun'er quickly pulled the stubborn cow-like Lei Qingqing aside and gave way to Xi Xinmiao.
Looking at Xi Xinmiao gradually fading away until she disappeared, Lei Qingqing suddenly broke away from Yun'er's imprisonment, and it was not too hard, and she didn't know how she was just killed
Xiaoya
The head was hugged to death.
"Yun'er, you are itchy, aren't you!" Lei Qingqing stared angrily with Yun'er's collar.
"Miss, calm your anger." Yun'er did not panic when she just saw Xi Xinmiao. Although the neckline was dragged by Lei Qingqing, she looked calm. And
Listen to the cloud
I'll explain it to you."
"Humph, what's there to explain!" Lei Qingqing pulled her skirt angrily and shook it. She withdrew her hand. She was so angry that she put her hands on her waist.
"Do you know where she is going, Miss?"
"Where?" Lei Qingqing pouted and said angrily.
"It's the general's."
"You mean..." Lei Qingqing suddenly lit up and looked in that direction again.
"Presumably the general also heard some comments. Today, I came to her to understand the situation." Yun'er lowered her voice, as if with some kind of mystery.
There has never been a shortage of gossip in the bustling city. A little spread is a hot topic for the hot population.
"Haha, she also has today!" Lei Qingqing couldn't hide her pleasure, and there was a trace of sinister in her eyes. Is that bitch worthy of robbing a man with her?
Robbing other people's fiance, grabbing love with a knife, corrupting the door style, being brazen... What would it be like if these topics were put on her?
They spread these rumors out in private. Sure enough, it spread from one to another. Now who in the capital is not the heart of the topic
Miao Jin
Do you like it?
Being pushed to the forefront of the storm and becoming a shameless bitch in the crowd, that feeling makes people feel comfortable when thinking about it!
Lei Qingqing suddenly swept away, and the smile that went straight to the bottom of her eyes was shining. "Yun'er, you can't do your contribution this time. Let's go out for a walk. Miss has a reward!
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"Miss Xie." Yun'er bowed at the woman walking in front of her, raised the corners of her mouth, and trotted all the way.
On the other side.
"What do you want to say?" Looking at the old man who had been fiddling with flowers and plants in front of him, Xi Xinmiao was a little inexplicable. I called her, but I put her aside. Emotions
She is
To observe how to cultivate these plants?
"What do you think of this orchid?" At that end, Xi Aotian finally said something, but the work in his hand did not stop, and his hand dipped in water ejected gently
,
Eject the water droplets on the plant.
Looking at the dark green and shiny Molan (Note 1), there are still crystal water droplets on the flowers and leaves. Under the light, the light is slightly clear, "Beautiful and delicate, fragrant • Four
Overflow,
Qi, color, god, rhyme, four • clear are all, but it is the best.
Hearing this, Xi Aotian nodded with a smile, "You can say such a comment. It seems that you know it very well."
Looking at the father in front of him who is dressed simply like a gardener, Xi Xinmiao sighed: After this battle, the father has seen through a lot, which seems to be good.
micro
frown, but what does this have to do with him calling her to come?
Looking at Xi Xinmiao's puzzlement in his eyes, Xi Aotian stood up and patted the dust, poured a pot of tea for himself, and sat shallowly.
"Woman, have you ever heard some rumors outside?"
"What, is it for this?" Raise your eyebrows and be surprised by your father's solemnty. In contrast, Xi Xinmiao really doesn't care. His mouth grows on other people's mouths, leisurely
Public mouth
, how to block it?
"There is no wind in the hole." Having said that, he was much more relieved when he saw the girl, but the reputation of his daughter's family could not be ignored.
"Do you believe it?" He glanced at him faintly, and Xi Xinmiao also sat down by herself, squinting and sipping tea like him.
"The father believes in your character, but..." Xi Aotian fell into a difficult color, and a trace of hesitation appeared on his face.
"If you have any questions, just tell me, so as not to add trouble to your heart."
Putting down the teacup, Xi Aotian put away the casualness just now, and the look of Xi Xinmiao was serious:
"Woley, tell me what's going on with you and the Blood Valley Lord?"
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Note 1: Spring orchid opens in spring, Huilan opens in early summer, Jianlan opens in summer, cold orchid opens in winter, and Molan opens at the end of winter.