Chapter 32 Extra Question
Forgive the bug's laziness. It's really going to crash recently. The teacher doesn't want students to have a better time. It's been two days since the bug downloaded a software and almost crashed the computer. He will never be satisfied with the director's video. In the end, he can't direct it at all. There is a lot of homework, and it will be handed in tomorrow, so he really doesn't have time to code. Please forgive me!
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From your eyes, looking at yourself, the happiest reflection, the tacit understanding in the palm of your hand,
is the guide for tomorrow, whether it is near or far, what century, hugging in heaven, or drifting in the wilderness,
I love you, I dare to go, unknown, any fate, I love you, I will,
You are allowed to make a domineering decision, the world border,
Sometimes I really don't understand you, and who really knows himself? Often how close two people are,
It is proved by injury, like anxiety, I am self-willed, afraid that you are afraid of leaking, so you are angry,
I love you, let me listen, your fatigue and fear, I love you, I want to kiss, your stubborn heart to the limit,
I hold up all the forbidden places surrounded by wind and rain. When there is a storm, I want you to take a breath,
The sadness of being cut takes time to heal, the dream is haunted with doubts, and the future can't be seen clearly,
Just hug tightly to pass on, energy and courage, I love you,
I love you, I want to go, unknown, any fate,
I love you, let me listen, your fatigue and fear, I love you, I want to kiss, your stubborn heart to the limit,
Go everywhere, look up at the stars together, walk out of the forest together, and taste memories together,
We misunderstood and were jealous together, we knew more about ourselves together, and found meaning together. I love you,
I don't want to be without you, I can't be without you, I can't be without you!
--------------I Love You s`h`e
I, a lonely soul in another world, came here from modern time travel, from strangeness to adaptation, groping step by step, adapting little by little, influencing and being affected little by little...
I thought that I could hide in the solid fortress I built all the time, thinking that I could keep my heart without distractions, but there are always some things in the world that are so unpredictable and unprepared.
Meeting him and knowing him makes me feel unprecedented happiness and satisfaction.
Happiness, this word that I never dare to expect, squeezed into my heart and mind for the first time. A faint joy after panic.
As I expected, he is not a simple man. I don't know how to describe him, as if any gorgeous words on him, I think it's a deep stain on him.
It's very simple and clean. This is my overall impression of him.
I don't like the too prosperous decoration. His simplicity and thoroughness makes me happy when I first meet him. Maybe fate is doomed in the dark.
It is undeniable that I am a controlling person, and I don't like to be manipulated or manipulated by others.
My fate is up to me, and this is my creed.
Perhaps the reason why he attracts me is another layer of his own charm.
He cherishes each other, which is that he is even not inferior to my stubbornness and arrogance.
I appreciate him, not only because of his general temperament, but also because of his transparent and indifferentness that is not in the world.
The world is prosperous, and the clouds are passing by. Life is just a void road, and the white head of Shaohua is also a flash.
It is rare not to be tired of the secular world!
However, I also seem to have miscalculated something.
He is not anyone I have met before, but a person with a free soul.
Such a person is also uncontrollable. He also has his own independent ideas, the same self-awareness, is used to the kind of mastery, and is used to the bowing of others... In addition, the innate domineering.
His feelings came sincere and fierce, and that was the only determination that made me retreat for the first time.
Yes, in the face of him, I want to escape.
I don't want to respond to his same reciprocal feelings, and I don't want to change the lone mode I'm used to, so I resist him and hurt him, and he endures it alone.
Oh, how ridiculous, that fool!
I'm very angry because I know that even if I deliberately don't look at the strangeness in my heart, it has already spread into blood like cinnabar in my chest.
Pride is like me, and it is also a shame to think so.
So, I did it harder.
Over and over again, I have become almost not me. I can hardly recognize the person who is trapped by love.
That day, his subordinate came down to me and said that he was ill, and I didn't promise to see him at first. But they won't know how much courage I put into it to resist the idea of not rushing out.
Feng Xue was anxious and cursed angrily. To be honest, that was one of the few people who was scolded.
But I'm not angry. I know that I don't have that position, let alone that qualification.
After all, I'm still distressed. Otherwise, how could I suddenly change my mind and follow Feng Xue to see him?
He has lost weight, as if he hasn't been in good health since he met me. Now, because of my deliberate intention, he is tortured both physically and mentally, thin and pitiful.
He didn't take medicine and smashed the bowl.
I was a little caught off guard. In my impression, I have never been so angry with me.
I thought I would be pissed off, but in fact, I did leave the room with him.
I don't want to deny it. Until I walked out of the door, I was still angry, but as soon as I took a few steps, I hesitated, gritted my teeth, and walked to the kitchen.
Laugh at your own insibility. After all, I can't let him go.
And he couldn't believe it because he was worried.
There seems to be another layer of embarrassing care between us.
Bo both of them understand, but they didn't break it. Later, I thought, was it that if I made it clear to my face at that time, there would not be so many twists and turns in the future?
On second thought, if it hadn't been for those twists and turns, how could I have realized so clearly the deep-rooted importance to him?
Turn around and entangle. My fate with him has changed from a missed star to an inseparable branch. It is destined or something. I can't guess or investigate it. After all, I have got the answer I want, right?
I want to give him an explanation, a real explanation, and tell him my heart.
But God's will to play with people, but what he waited for was my ruthless knife.
He stabbed straight into his chest. He didn't hide and just looked at me and smiled.
That smile, with deep sadness, I dare not look at it again.
I can't express my bitterness. I leave the bitter fruit to myself. From then on, I hope he will be fine. Without my world, he will live better.
Maybe God can't see the wicked continue to be in charge and give me a lot of punishment.
I used wine to drown my sorrow, regardless of his wounds, and tried to find another place of relief, but Haozi brought the bad news that he was about to die.
A bolt from the blue, who can tell me what an irony it is that the person I was trying to save was killed by myself?
At that moment, I didn't dare to see his so-called last face. I really didn't have the courage and face him.
A person who has deeply hurt him and even wants to take his life, but is he still qualified to appear in front of him?
Haozi scolded me, but I ignored it. He didn't find that my trembling heart was so scared and at a loss.
Until I really saw that the wrench finger he gave me rolled out, I was electrocuted and woke up and repented.
Wrong, really wrong.
It's just that the dying man can still accept my apology and give me another chance to explain?
This time, people are clear and desperate!
Feng Xue stopped and said bad words to each other. I understood the hatred that I couldn't wait to cut me with thousands of knives, and I hated myself more and more.
If I can, I am willing to save everything I have, but who calls me a "if" theorist, regret is really not suitable to appear in me.
But I understand the truth of blood for blood.
The moment I handed the dagger to Fengxue, there was a faint relief in my heart, thinking that I owed him, which finally repaid a little.
Fengxue still didn't do it in the end.
I know it's not that he doesn't hate me, just because his master, the fool who was hurt by me has already been strictly ordered to protect me.
I can't tell what it's like in my heart. I just want to see the man I miss in my heart.
When I really saw him lying motionless and quietly, the relentless smile that allowed everything to ignore made me shocked.
Panic spreads from the soles of the feet.
It's not easy to take that difficult step. How can he give up?!
I called him, he ignored me, I yelled at him, and he ignored me.
At a loss, powerlessness, helplessness, and deep condemnation of myself.
The left chest has no heartbeat. Although I already know the reason for this, I can't help trembling. The living dead who will sleep forever at any time are all caused by me!
Feng Xue said that there was no possibility of severance. I didn't believe it, but there was nothing I could do.
At that time, I made the worst plan. No matter what, I decided that it was a lifelong follower. I couldn't leave him, so I would never give up.
It's cost-effective to exchange one life for another.
Even if it's love, I don't want to owe it.
Hope always appears in despair, a mysterious man, bringing all the gospel.
I have never seen him, but intuitively, I believe what he said, and I can't believe it without reason.
Anyway, this is the last chance. Just take a bet. If you lose, I will go to Huangquan Road with him, and I will not be alone in the future.
Love blood.
This is what he said about detoxification, which I have never heard of, but I have no way out.
I don't want to care about anything. I owe him, everything can be repaid.
If this is destined, cold, please live well, because I live in your body...