Chapter 181 Cause and Effect
Zhu Zhongjun was in pain. He hugged Gu Jinzhi and cried silently for a while.
Then, he turned over, turned his back to Gu Jinzhi, wiped his tears with a quilt, and pretended to be nothing.
When people are sick, their emotions are also fragile, not to mention Zhu Zhongjun's pain like this?
It's not a shame to cry.
Gu Jinzhi didn't want to make fun of him.
Seeing that he was still embarrassed and awkward, Gu Jinzhi didn't say anything and lay down beside him.
She wanted to wake up and see his situation, but her eyelids kept trembling. After a while, she gradually lost consciousness and fell asleep.
After sleeping for about an hour, she suddenly woke up and got up and asked Zhu Zhongjun beside her, "Well, why did I sleep? Does it still hurt?"
Zhu Zhongjun couldn't laugh or cry for a moment.
He still hurts, but he doesn't have a fever.
It doesn't hurt as much as last night.
It's just faint, and the pain will be tighter when you move.
"It's better..." He said feebly, "You can sleep a little longer. I didn't sleep much last night..."
It has reached the beginning of Mao Dynasty. Gu Jinzhi got up at this hour every day and developed a habit.
She got up and got out of bed and said, "I'm fine. Let's go to bed at noon." You can't eat today, if you are hungry..."
Zhu Zhongjun felt that he could not be hungry like this.
He interrupted Gu Jinzhi's words: "I know, if you are hungry, put up with it."
Gu Jinzhi laughed.
You can already make a joke, which means that the negative mood last night has passed, right? Gu Jinzhi was also secretly relieved.
When you are sick, you are already depressed. If you add more sadness, the disease will become more incurable. The treatment process of traditional Chinese medicine often requires the patient's own efforts and expectations.
"What are you doing with it?" Gu Jinzhi smiled and said, "I mean, if I'm hungry, I'll ask my mother to cook some rice porridge for you. Hard things are not delicious, and you can still get some thin rice porridge.
Zhu Zhongjun nodded and said a good word.
Gu Jinzhi got up to clean up.
The maid Zhilei was helping her comb her hair when she heard the sound of Nishang greeting people outside.
For a moment, the begonia beside Song Pan'er came in.
She saluted Gu Jinzhi first, and then asked, "... What's wrong with the prince? Madam, let me ask. Do you want to invite another old master to have a look?
"No." Gu Jin said, "The prince's condition is almost stable. My sister went back and told my mother that there was no need to worry.
Begonia said yes, he turned around and left.
Gu Jinzhi's breakfast did not go to Song Paner's place, but took it to his yard to eat.
Zhu Zhongjun lay in **. The pain had eased a little, but he couldn't get up.
He is very bored.
When Gu Jinzhi had dinner, he asked Gu Jinzhi what he was doing.
Gu Jinzhi was ready to write. When he heard his question, he said, "Don't do anything."
"You talk to me." Zhu Zhongjun said, "I feel bad."
Gu Jinzhi took off his shoes, sat down to **, and asked him, "What do you want to listen to?"
In fact, there is nothing I really want to hear.
Zhu Zhongjun closed his eyes and said softly, "Whatever."
Any question is a difficult question.
Gu Jinzhi thought for a moment and said, "Would you like to listen to what happened when I was just born?"
Not interested, Zhu Zhongjun thought.
A newborn child can't move his head and his hands and feet are soft. What's the difference from a paralyzed patient? And you can't say...
is a little similar to Zhu Zhongjun's current situation.
"Change to another one." Zhu Zhongjun didn't want to hear Gu Jinzhi comfort him.
"Do you want to hear about Rongnan?" Gu Jinzhi asked him.
When their son Rongnan was a child, Zhu Zhongjun was often not with him, and then the father and son gradually became enemies.
Gu Jinzhi sometimes thinks that no matter how ruthless people are, they will always treat their own blood. Zhu Zhongjun doesn't care about Rongnan. Maybe he is a dead duck with a hard mouth.
Zhu Zhongjun's face was slightly gloomy.
"Change another one." He said.
Gu Jin was not very happy at one time.
She was silent for a long time before suppressing the emotions in her heart.
"No, you'd better continue to sleep." Gu Jin's way.
Zhu Zhongjun reached out and grabbed her.
He was silent and wanted to say something.
But when the words came to his mouth, he swallowed it again, just looking at Gu Jinzhi.
He seems to want to explain his father-son relationship with Rongnan...
But I don't know how to say it.
Gu Jinzhi thought that Rongnan did not regard Zhu Zhongjun as his father, and neither of them owed each other.
"Do you want to know about your mother-in-law?" Gu Jinzhi asked him again.
When his mother-in-law was ill, Zhu Zhongjun came back and sat in the ward. The mother and son were also silent. My mother-in-law didn't want to see Zhu Zhongjun. She smashed him with the cup on the bedside table and let him go out.
But Zhu Zhongjun is a politician. Even if his mother-in-law doesn't like him anymore, he dares not be unfilial and fall behind.
He came every day to ask the doctor about her mother-in-law, and then, accompanied by everyone, he looked at her mother-in-law and seemed to be very concerned.
In private, their mother and son never talk.
Until his mother-in-law died, Zhu Zhongjun had never heard her mother-in-law's last words.
Gu Jinzhi knows.
Zhu Zhongjun paused and remained silent.
He didn't speak for a long time, and then he closed his eyes and turned to sleep.
He is not interested in several topics mentioned by Gu Jinzhi.
"How can there be someone like you in the world?" Gu Jinzhi sighed, "You really don't recognize the six relatives. I don't want my parents, wife and children. Did you have a good time later? When you are sick, no one is by your side, alone..."
Gu Jin also resented him in his previous life.
But after a long time of resentment, it gradually faded away and accepted that he was originally such a person.
Today's exclamation is just a sigh, not mixed with joy and anger.
"It's not that I don't want it!" Zhu Zhongjun suddenly turned around and said coldly, "They don't want me!"
"That's your fault first." Gu Jin said, "You don't make Rongnan have a car accident, don't make him break up with Huainan, why doesn't he ignore you?"
Huainan is Gu Jinzhi's adopted daughter.
People in the capital know that Zhu Huainan is Zhu Zhongjun's daughter.
From a political family, it is impossible to make Zhu Rongnan and Zhu Huainan brothers and sisters **, even if they are not real brothers and sisters.
It is impossible for Zhu Zhongjun to allow his children to discredit his reputation.
"He doesn't have me as a father in his eyes!" Zhu Zhongjun said, "If he marries Huai Nan, what will others say about our family? Haven't you been drowned by spitting? There are many men and women in the world, but they choose their own brothers and sisters. And Huainan, her parents died in the flood. If you hadn't brought her back, she would have stayed in Hope Primary School. There was no guarantee of food and clothing. How could she have lived a later life? Has she ever been grateful to me? If she knew she was grateful, she wouldn't have done that kind of thing..."
From Zhu Zhongjun's perspective, the children are indeed not filial enough...
Gu Jinzhi doesn't want to quarrel with him.
Different positions have different views.
Compared with Zhu Zhongjun, Gu Jinzhi has always been on the standpoint of her son, and she feels more sorry for her son.
She knew that the exclamation just now was too superfluous.
She smiled, pinched the quilt for him, and said, "Okay, why are you angry? I was wrong..."
Zhu Zhongjun sneered.
He turned over and never paid attention to Gu Jinzhi again.
The right lower abdomen has been hurting, and he didn't say anything again.
No one will love him, and you have to put up with the pain. The warmth given to him by Gu Jinzhi is also short-lived. Look, he is still ill, and she is angry with him again.
What did he say that he "doesn't recognize six relatives"...
He has hurt Gu Jinzhi and Rongnan, and their mother and son have also hurt him.
Obviously, everyone was wrong, but when it came to Gu Jin's mouth, it was all his Zhu Zhongjun's fault.
All the next day, Zhu Zhongjun never talked to Gu Jinzhi again.
No matter what Gu Jinzhi asked him, he listened silently and did not answer.
Give him the medicine, and he got up and drank it.
I asked him if it hurt anymore, but he refused to say anything.
Several people in Zhu's mother were puzzled and asked Gu Jinzhi, "The prince's illness has been repeated? Why doesn't he talk? Is the sound lost?"
Gu Jinzhi naturally can't say that he messed with him.
She had to say, "No. He is tired..."
I wish my mother and others are worried.
Zhu Zhongjun is rarely like this.
He is usually in this yard. Although he doesn't say much, he answers everything he asks. Especially when Gu Jinzhi asked him, he always looked happy.
It's rare to be like this nowadays.
However, it's different when people get sick.
I wish my mother a few people will be skeptical.
At noon, Song Paner and Gu Yanzhen also came to see it.
Zhu Zhongjun pretended to sleep.
After lunch, Gu Jinzhi also took a nap on the kang in the inner room.
Zhu Zhongjun is in pain again.
Every time I take the medicine, the pain will be severe. Taking care of Jinzhi said that this is a good symptom.
It has to work on the injury, so it hurts so much.
It hurts a lot, but it's not as bad as last night.
He can be patient.
Gradually, the pain is getting worse and worse.
His moaning is getting more and more uncontrollable.
Gu Jinzhi woke up at once.
She quickly got up and took Zhu Zhongjun's pulse.
Although he hurts so much, his pulse has eased a lot.
Gu Jinzhi is also relieved.
She wants to hold him again.
Zhu Zhongjun pushed her and said, "Go away, my six relatives don't recognize me. You don't have to pity me!"
Gu Jinzhi is still attached to him.
Where does he still have the strength to struggle?
Slowly, the pain eased, and he was sweating all over, and Gu Jinzhi still served him to wipe and change his clothes.
His resentment against Gu Jinzhi was alleviated a little, allowing Gu Jinzhi to hold his head.
He lay in her arms, the pain on his body was relieved a lot, and the unhappiness in his heart was smoother.
After that, they never mentioned the past.
The past is full of holes, and it can't be changed. Looking at it, we can only see each other's scars, which is sad and useless.
On the third day, when Zhu Zhongjun went to the toilet, there was some filthy pus in his stool, like bruise in his body.
After the discharge, he no longer has such a heavy pain.
Gu Jinzhi also fed him some rice porridge for three meals a day.
When taking the medicine again, Gu Jinzhi went to the rhubarb in the rhubarb peony skin soup and reduced the amount.
After drinking for another two days, Zhu Zhongjun's pain was completely stopped.
He can also sit up.
After five days of torture, he lost a lot of weight, and his originally fair skin was pale with yellow.
After recovering from his illness, he thanked Gu Jin.
"If it weren't for you, I might have died of illness now." He said to Gu Jin, "You saved my life. I don't care about the bastards I said last time."
Gu Jinzhi shook his head helplessly.
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