Chapter 265 Reluctance

The capital in March is still cold and windy, not like the bright spring in the south of the Yangtze River.

Gu Jinzhi was very stubborn about his grandfather's missing and refused to stop. She knew in her heart that her grandfather would never see her again.

The more you think so, the deeper you are, the more difficult it is to extricate yourself.

In the whole family, she is the only one who has been sad for so long.

When her grandfather left her in the previous life, she already had a son Rongnan, and she had a sustenance in her heart. But now, in this world, including her mother Song Pan'er, can replace her grandfather and become her pillar.

She doesn't read, doesn't write, and embroiders all day long.

It's not well embroidered.

Zhu's mother said to Song Pan'er, "The girl pretends to be with a needle and thread, but I'm afraid that we will worry about it."

This is enough to describe Gu Jinzhi's state.

She just pretends to be dressed with a needle and thread.

Song Pan'er is in a hurry.

She persuaded Gu Jin several times, and Gu Jin agreed absent-mindedly. Song Paner remembered that she had not studied medicine with her grandfather a few years ago, and she was often in a daze alone.

That appearance, letting the Buddha have nothing to do with her.

Now it's like this again, Song Pan'er is very scared.

She was afraid that Gu Jinzhi would be suffocated.

Her worry has not recovered, and she heard that Zhu Zhongjun will return to Luzhou on the fifteenth of this month.

"Are you leaving?" Song Pan'er was stunned and asked Zhu Zhongjun.

Zhu Zhongjun said yes.

"Oh, what about Sister Jin?" Song Pan'er was anxious and blurted out.

Zhu Zhongjun is always here and can also play with Gu Jinzhi. Now that he is going to leave, Gu Jinzhi doesn't even have anyone to play. Isn't it worse?

"The mother said that I will come back next year to marry Xiaoqi. I will still come back." Zhu Zhongjun said to Song Pan'er very firmly.

Song Pan'er was amused by his serious appearance and said, "Yes, the prince will come back."

In a blink of an eye. It's March 14.

Time flies.

Zhu Zhongjun saw that he was about to leave, and Gu Jinzhi was still immersed in her emotions and was very annoyed.

On the fourteenth day, he was in Gu Jinzhi's yard all day long.

Gu Jinzhi didn't talk to him and buried himself in the needle and thread.

I didn't go to my room for dinner.

The maids brought the food, and Zhu Zhongjun accompanied her to eat.

When the maids withdrew the dishes, Gu Jinzhi went back to the inner room to do the work.

Zhu Zhongjun followed in.

Zhu's mother and Nishang all knew that Zhu Zhongjun was leaving tomorrow. I'm afraid the two little people also had some thoughtful words to say, so they didn't go in to disturb them.

There are only Gu Jinzhi and Zhu Zhongjun in the room.

Zhu Zhongjun sat on the kang opposite Gu Jinzhi. He snatched the needle and thread in her hand.

Gu Jinzhi looked up at her.

"I'm leaving tomorrow. Why don't you say goodbye to me?" Zhu Zhongjun's tone was not good.

Gu Jinzhi was stunned and asked, "Is it fourteen today?" She was a little uneasy. She stood up and said, "I thought it was still early. Nothing has been prepared for you..."

Zhu Zhongjun's heart suddenly softened.

He pulled Gu Jinzhi, let her sit next to him, and said softly, "It's okay, it's okay. You don't have to prepare anything. Your mother has asked someone to fight.

After a pause, he asked again, "Are you reluctant to give up?"

Gu Jinzhi took a look at him.

Zhu Zhongjun looked at her with burning eyes.

"Yes." Gu Jin's way. For two years, they have been mixed together every day, just like when I was in junior high school. Of course, I can't bear it.

Zhu Zhongjun laughed.

His eyebrows are flying. It's beautiful and handsome.

"Very good." Zhu Zhongjun said, "You still have a heart."

Gu Jinzhi also smiled.

She asked Zhu Zhongjun, "Do you give up on me?"

Zhu Zhongjun pondered and said, "I don't know... I'm not willing to give up. I don't have any feelings in the first place. Six relatives don't recognize it.

Gu Jinzhi smiled helplessly and beat him gently.

Zhu Zhongjun took the opportunity to catch her hand. He pulled her up and sat on his lap.

He hugged her waist tightly, and as soon as he looked up, her lips were in her breath.

Zhu Zhongjun's heart beat a little fast.

He tried not to show anything strange, and said to Gu Jin in an ambiguous voice, "Do you like me?"

Gu Jinzhi smiled again.

"Say you like me." Zhu Zhongjun said.

Gu Jinzhi said obediently, "I like you."

Zhu Zhongjun raised his face slightly and kissed her.

Her lips and teeth depended on each other, and her breath was sweet and seductive. Zhu Zhongjun sucked her, and his tongue had already poked over, entangling her in her mouth.

Gu Jinzhi also responded.

The two of them are a little confused.

Zhu Zhongjun turned over and overwhelmed Gu Jinzhi on the kang.

"My last proposal..." Zhu Zhongjun gasped a little, drilled up Gu Jinzhi's skirt, and remembered the proposal that Gu Jinzhi rejected last time, "It's not that we haven't slept. Is it okay, Gu Jinzhi?"

Gu Jinzhi pressed his restless hand.

She pushed Zhu Zhongjun.

Zhu Zhongjun did not move and still pressed her tightly.

Gu Jinzhi turned his head aside and said, "It's not good. If you say this again, I will be angry.

"You are very stubborn." Zhu Zhongjun said with hatred.

"It's not that I'm stubborn." Gu Jinzhi turned his face, looked at him, looked into his eyes and said, "I'm still in filial piety. It's unreasonable for you to ask me to do things. You know that my grandfather is very important to me..."

Zhu Zhongjun kissed gently and fell on her forehead.

"I'm sorry." He said.

Gu Jin's face slowed down slightly.

"Gu Jinzhi, wait for me." Zhu Zhongjun said.

" OK, I'll wait for you." Gu Jin said, "Remember to come back and marry me, because I like you."

Zhu Zhongjun smiled and was satisfied. He pecked gently on her lips and let her go.

At night, Gu Jinzhi lay in **, thinking about Zhu Zhongjun.

She felt that she would not bear to part with him.

But when he saw him off the next day, he saw his carriage parked at the door. Thinking about his company for two years, Gu Jinzhi was in tears.

She felt sad.

It may be her grandfather's death, and she has accumulated too much sadness in her heart. Zhu Zhongjun's departure was just the last straw to crush the camel.

Anyway, she cried fiercely that day.

Zhu Zhongjun and Song Pan'er are coaxing her.

Finally, Zhu Zhongjun's eyes were also wet. He didn't pretend, he just felt uncomfortable. He clenched her hand tightly. He whispered, "The last time I left you, I won't leave anymore. Don't cry. Don't cry. When I come back, I'll marry you when I come back.

Song Pan'er was surprised that this fool could say such a thing.

She immediately looked at Zhu Zhongjun with new eyes.

Gu Jinzhi still kept crying.

She cried so fiercely that no one else dared to rush her.

So Zhu Zhongjun left the city two quarters late.

Maybe Gu Jinzhi cried too much, and the matter soon spread to the Empress Dowager's ears.

The Empress Dowager was also uncomfortable, so she invited Gu Jinzhi to the palace to talk.

She advised Gu Jinzhi: "This is the ancestral system, and Zhong Jun wants to return to the fiefdom. Good boy, I know you can't bear it. Come to the palace more in the future, let's talk..."

Gu Jinzhi nodded, and his eyes were wet again.

The Empress Dowager comforted her for a long time before letting her out of the palace.

My grandfather passed away, and Zhu Zhongjun returned to Luzhou. Gu Jinzhi spent two days to calm down his ups and downs.

After crying once, the depression in her heart eased a lot.

On March 19, Jiang Xin posted to her and asked her to go to the Yuanxing Temple outside the city. Gu Jinzhi agreed.

Although she has nothing to ask for.

Song Pan'er accompanied them.

It happened that Mrs. Jiang was fine. Let's go together by the way.

Gu Jinzhi and Jiang Xin are not in time yet. It's still a girl. After worshipping the Bodhisattva with their mother, they took their respective maids around the temple.

Song Pan'er did not stop it.

Today they came to make incense. Mrs. Jiang said hello to the host early. At this moment, there are not many idle people in the temple.

Song Pan'er is very relieved.

She hopes that Gu Jinzhi can dispel the haze of the old man's death as soon as possible.

"What did you ask for?" When the two wandered around the Yuanxing Temple, Jiang Xin asked Gu Jinzhi what he had just asked for.

Gu Jinzhi's smile. Don't tell her.

"Is the marriage proposal smooth?" Jiang Xin said.

Gu Jinzhi was afraid that she would ask endless questions, so she never answered. It was also disappointing, so he took the opportunity to nod and said yes.

Jiang Xin laughed and said, "Sure enough. When I heard that the king of Luyang left, you cried and fainted. Did the Empress Dowager even ask you to comfort you?

Gu Jinzhi's eyes widened: "Who said that?"

"Everyone is talking about it." Jiang Xin blinked his eyes, "Is it true?"

"I cried, I didn't feel dizzy." Gu Jin's way, "It's really abominable. How did it spread?"

Jiang Xin laughed and said, "If you don't want people to know, you can't do it..."

The two of them laughed while talking, and Jiang Xin smiled very cheerfully.

A few ladies and daughters not far away, surrounded by their families, are also the daughters of the family in the capital, who came to incense.

Jiang Xin is more indifferent to the people in Beijing than Gu Jinzhi.

She doesn't know anyone.

Gu Jinzhi recognized the first lady of the Tan family.

Mrs. Tan also saw her.

The two met each other.

When Jiang Xin heard that he was from the Tan family, he casually blessed his body and called Mrs. Tan, and his attitude was very cold.

In this capital, indifference does not offend people, but makes people dare not despise you. So Mrs. Tan was not unhappy, but just thought to herself, whose girl is this?

So arrogant, it should be a noble status.

Mrs. Tan can't remember Jiang Xin's identity, but she feels familiar...

The rest of the Tan family did not dare to look at Gu Jinzhi for fear of showing strangeness again.

Mrs. Tan said hello and said nothing more. She passed by Gu Jinzhi and Jiang Xin by mistake.

When the host greeted him, Mrs. Tan asked him by the way, "Are there any other people in the temple today?"

"Mrs. Jiang, Marquis of Yuanping, and Mrs. Gu San of the Gu family are here..." The host said.

Mrs. Tan knew that Jiang Xin was from the Jiang family.

Jiang Xin looks like her mother, Mrs. Jiang. Mrs. Tan and Mrs. Jiang are familiar with each other. No wonder they think Jiang Xin is familiar...

After fling out Jiang Xin's identity, Mrs. Tan thought she was literate.

She didn't think much about it.

Today, I made a wish for my ancestors, and Mrs. Tan went to the incense.

She didn't plan to meet Mrs. Jiang for a while.

"Didn't the uncle promise his ancestors yesterday, and he also wants to help his ancestors pay their wishes today?" After worshipping the Bodhisattva, Mrs. Tan asked the people around her, "Is he still coming?" If you don't come, we'll go back, too."

The second grandmother beside him smiled and said, "The follower is outside. Why don't you ask someone to have a look?"

Mrs. Tan nodded with a smile.

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This is yesterday's update... I'm sorry I'm late again. My schedule is chaotic again. As a deep house, it is more difficult to adjust my state than everyone thinks... Unfortunately, I have something to do tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, and I can't be stable. I'm so bored that I'm bored to go out.