Chapter 335 Breaking the cocoon

Gu Jinzhi knew that Zhu Zhongjun was crying.

She didn't move.

She also likes to cry, but it's hard to shed tears at this moment.

Zhu Zhongjun was moved, and Gu Jinzhi was difficult to respond, which made her feel very frustrated.

There are too many things in my heart...

Gu Jinzhi thought that the burden in his heart is the burden on his back. It's very heavy, so it's hard for her to be moved. If you want to relax, you have to throw it away one by one, instead of hiding by yourself.

Gu Jinzhi is no longer as negative as being hurt by Chen Chen last time...

After hugging each other for a moment, Zhu Zhongjun let go of Gu Jinzhi.

After Zhu Zhongjun left, Gu Jinzhi took the golden book and looked at it for a long time.

She carefully wiped it with a silk handkerchief, which was clean, and then handed it to the maid and put it away carefully.

After the guests at home were sent away, Song Paner was called Gu Jinzhi.

Gu Jinzhi called Nishang: "Take the gold book with you, and let's go to your wife."

Song Pan'er really wants to read the golden book.

Seeing the gold book, Song Paner held it in her hand and looked at it. The smile on her face was too melancholy: the girl who had been raised for more than ten years sent such a gold book, and she was no longer a family...

"It's done." After reading it, Song Pan'er returned it to Gu Jinzhi.

Gu Jinzhi said with a smile.

She is as usual.

Song Pan'er is always a little uneasy.

From her disappearance to now, Gu Jinzhi is too quiet, which worries everyone in her family who cares about her.

Her reaction is completely different from what everyone expected.

"Did you sleep well at night?" Song Pan'er asked Gu Jinzhi.

Gu Jinzhi said, "It was a little hot last night. After sleeping for a while, I woke up with sweat. When I woke up, I couldn't sleep anymore. It was probably because I had something in my mind after reading today's book.

She always tells the truth, but the reason is so legitimate that she never hides it.

Song Pan'er doesn't know much about Gu Jinzhi.

She loves this daughter, but she can't understand her.

Song Pan'er didn't understand many things about Gu Jinzhi, just like her medical skills and her quietness at this moment.

"... After lunch, go back and have a rest." Song Pan'er cared about it.

Gu Jinzhi nodded and said with a smile.

When he came back from the main room, Gu Jinzhi lay down and took a nap.

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In late August, Xiao Suo gradually revealed.

The autumn light is beautiful, the maple leaves are dyed red, and the sycamore trees are falling. Before he had time to be high-willed, he was lazy and lonely.

After the book was published, Zhu Zhongjun lived in the palace.

On August 21, the Empress Dowager invited Gu Jinzhi to the palace.

Gu Jinzhi left in formal attire.

When she arrived at Kunning Palace, Aunt Cheng came to receive her.

The Empress Dowager was promoted to the main hall, and Gu Jinzhi made a big gift.

After that, the Empress Dowager retreated around and only left Gu Jinzhi to speak in the nave.

But she was silent for a long time.

After a while, the Empress Dowager's voice was a little hoarse and weak. She said to Gu Jin, "Xiao Qi, Ai's family loves you, but Zhong Jun takes you to life. You should treat him kindly. My son is a little stupid..."

When the king of Luyang was stupid, the empress dowager never had the heart to describe him like this.

When he is ready, the Empress Dowager will say this word in a metaphorical way.

"Yes." Gu Jin said, "Xiao Qi also did his best to be good to the prince. Don't worry, Empress Dowager.

The Empress Dowager nodded.

Gu Jinzhi understood it in his heart. She did such a big thing that almost ruined her reputation, and the court still gave her a book, far from caring about her reputation.

Probably Zhu Zhongjun forced him to death in front of the Empress Dowager.

On Gu Jinzhi's question, Zhu Zhongjun never cares about whether he is a man or not. He often tells the Empress Dowager by life and death: If there is no Xiao Qi, he will not live.

Gu Jinzhi clenched his fist gently.

She added, "Empress dowager, Xiaoqi will follow the prince and treat you as a mother to repay your great kindness. Your kindness is unforgettable, Xiaoqi. Xiao Qi will take good care of the prince..."

She knew that the Empress Dowager had made a force.

The Empress Dowager felt a burst of sourness in her heart.

In this matter, Gu Jinzhi is not at fault.

But it ruined her reputation, which is her big mistake.

This is secular injustice to women, and the Empress Dowager has no choice.

Gu Jinzhi always didn't have a word of explanation, but just showed loyalty, which made the Empress Dowager feel that she was very sensible.

It's heartbreaking to be so sensible at this time.

The Empress Dowager has always liked Gu Jinzhi very much.

"Good boy." The Empress Dowager praised.

After Gu Jinzhi left, the Empress Dowager sat on the bed and did not get up.

Her head hurts a little.

Aunt Cheng brought a cup of hot tea and handed it to the Empress Dowager.

Seeing that the Empress Dowager was upset, she comforted her and said, "Your Majesty, the prince is still a child. Where can a child distinguish right from wrong? You should not follow the prince's wishes and ask the emperor to send her a book. Now, you are in a dilemma..."

Of course, the Empress Dowager is in a dilemma.

She is still reluctant to give up Gu Jinzhi.

And the King of Luyang is not a false threat. He really cares about Gu Jinzhi, and the Empress Dowager has seen it.

That time, the Empress Dowager asked him not to follow him. When the king of Luyang arrived at the Gu family, he sneaked away.

Knowing that the situation was critical, the King of Luyang also ignored it.

He said that he took Xiao Qi to his life. If he can't marry her, he won't even die. It's better to wipe his neck clean with a knife, or simply feel drowsy. Don't wake up...

The Empress Dowager was a little angry at that time for such a threat.

When she calmed down, she felt sad again.

"The Ai family has suffered so much, and it has come to this day, in order to make the son of the Ai family suffer the pain of losing his beloved wife?" The Empress Dowager said, "What the mourning family wants is not what you want, but whatever you want. If you can't do it, just let Zhongjun be wayward. It's hard to buy two people who love each other..."

How many people in the world can do whatever they want?

Aunt Cheng didn't dare to say anything more.

"The life of the mourning family was saved by Xiao Qi." The Empress Dowager said again, "My family also saved her life..."

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Gu Jinzhi came back from the palace, and Song Pan'er picked her up.

"What did the Empress Dowager say?" Song Pan'er asked.

Gu Jinzhi made up some good words.

"Mom, I have met all the nobles in my life." After Gu Jinzhi finished speaking, he suddenly got up and snuggled into Song Pan'er's arms, like a child.

After she said this, her eyes were hot.

The Empress Dowager is the nobleman of Gu Jinzhi.

If the royal family withdraws from the marriage, ordinary girls have no choice but to die. Gu Jinzhi is not looking for death, but it is hopeless to get married in his life.

The marriage in the previous life was a failure. In this life, Gu Jinzhi wants to run a good business, and she wants a complete family.

The other party is familiar with Zhu Zhongjun, which is naturally the best.

If you ruin your reputation, be a traveling doctor, but you will be free.

But what's the difference between that and the previous life?

Song Pan'er listened to her words and understood a little in her heart.

She gently touched Gu Jinzhi's cheek and whispered softly, "My son, you are kind-hearted. There will always be rewards for a good relationship. God is watching.

If Gu Jinzhi hadn't saved the Empress Dowager in those years, how could there be a reward today?

Song Pan'er felt that his life was not as good as Gu Jinzhi.

She doesn't seem to have had a good relationship.

"Good-hearted?" Gu Jinzhi repeated this sentence, and then all her tears disappeared. She smiled in a low voice and said helplessly, "Mom, I'm really kind-hearted. This is not good, kind-hearted, and the burden is too heavy. I don't want it. I live a better life. Don't be so kind-hearted. My mother's heart is also kind, and I still live happily. I want to be like my mother..."

Song Pan'er was confused.

But her daughter's words confirmed Song Pan'er's person.

Song Pan'er smiled and said, "You child, your mother is good at everything?"

"Mother, everything is fine." Gu Jin said, "You are the best person I have ever met."

Suddenly thinking of her mother in her previous life, Gu Jinzhi's face to her was a little blurred.

In the past, she knew that she had no fate with her mother in her previous life.

I didn't dare to admit it at that time.

Filial piety is a hurdle in Gu Jin's heart.

After living for two lifetimes, she still can't let go. There are too many moral bottom lines in her heart, which makes her dare not fantasize about what she really needs.

She is a hypocrite.

Now, Gu Jinzhi suddenly doesn't have so many scruples anymore. She has figured out a lot of things in the past few days.

She and Song Pan'er are like mothers and daughters who have been predestined for several lifetimes.

As a mother, if she uses rules of educational concepts to cover Song Pan'er's parenting experience, she is not perfect. But family affection, not those rules and regulations, has only a simple bond: love.

Love, you can ignore all the shortcomings.

The mother in the previous life also loved Gu Jinzhi, but Gu Jinzhi's feeling was not obvious. She feels that for her mother, she is only a small part of her life.

And Song Paner's love for Gu Jinzhi is strong and deep, which can fill Gu Jinzhi's heart.

She loves Song Pan'er, and she also knows that Song Pan'er loves her very much.

Once something happens to her, Song Pan'er can't live. She is not part of Song Pan'er, she is all of Song Pan'er.

This is love, which can affirm each other's position in each other's hearts.

"Nonsense." Song Paner listened to Gu Jinzhi's words and laughed, "You are like your father. You are kind-hearted. God cares about such people.

Gu Jinzhi didn't feel that God favored her.

If she really cared for her, she would not have met Tan You and Chen Chen.

Chen Chen left so easily that Gu Jin couldn't let go of his shadow for decades.

Tan You, Gu Jinzhi is not going to let him leave so easily. The shadow in the heart needs to penetrate the sunlight.

"Mother said to take care of you, just take care of me." Gu Jinzhi laughed.

Then, she asked Song Paner, "Can I go to King Jian's Mansion tomorrow?" I don't know if Princess Jane's illness has recovered last time, and I can't let it go.

Song Paner deliberately turned coldly and said, "People who are about to get married are still thinking about their illness."

Gu Jinzhi smiled: "Neither. Isn't Princess Sirou at her mother's house? I want to see her. Many friends will come and go in the future.

Song Pan'er was stunned.

"Do you want to go out with her?" Song Paner asked, "There are so many people in Beijing, why do you suddenly want to associate with her?"

"King Jian's Mansion is the prince's uncle's house, and Princess Sirou is the prince's cousin. It's right for relatives to interact with each other. Gu Jinzhi smiled and said, "Can I go?"

Song Pan'er was suspicious.

Did the Empress Dowager say something?

What happened in the palace, Gu Jinzhi has always been concise.

But Gu Jinzhi's heart is clear, and he can't suffer losses. Song Pan'er is not worried about her.

She had to say, "Oy. If you are free tomorrow, just hand in the post to visit them.

Gu Jin's way is.

She didn't wait until tomorrow.

When she came back from the house, she sent a post to Princess Sirou.

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