Chapter 071 Maybe this is called dependency--

In my sleep, I dreamed that my parents cooked a baby chicken for me and a bowl of very delicious rice. Gaga! The taste really makes me out of reach - let's not talk about the taste of the meat, let's talk about the smelly taste first. Tut! I really want to eat another one... In fact, this is what an ordinary person pursues, right? I turned around to find my parents, but I couldn't find my parents...

"Don't you really know me?" Liu Tao's face floated into my dream.

Have I seen him? I can't remember when I met him. Do I know him?

Do I know you? I really want to say it, but in my dream, my mouth is like glue - I can't spit out a word.

Watching him float out of my dream, time seems to return to the time when I quarreled with my parents. At that time, it was a nightmare and a nightmare in my heart.

Then my parents once again accused me of doing what I had done before, but now I am not as frivolous as I was at that time. I dare not talk back to my parents, because I am afraid that I will lose them again - I have lost my parents for several years.

My parents accused me of my mistakes with tears, and I knew that my parents loved me. I wanted to say that I was wrong with tears, but my mouth couldn't open like a thousand pounds. I don't know if my parents will drive me out of the house in anger if it goes on like this. But I heard a very familiar name in my parents' mouth: Liu Tao! But I can't remember any intersection between this person and my life - or does the name have nothing to do with me? I really don't know how this name came from my parents' words.

I can't remember. My head hurts. Now I want to run out of the house by myself and shout: I don't know! What did I do wrong? Why did everyone treat me like this? Su Ge, my parents... But I saw Piggy and Yang Xuan standing beside me together, and I saw the dawn.

Looking at Yang Xuan as if he had returned to the past and waved his mischievously to me, the little pig gave Yang Xuan an angry, but still patted Yang Xuan's slightly gray clothes on his clothes and waved to me with a slight smile.

My eyes are wet and I really want to run to them. But behind me, Suger and my parents are looking at me resently. I want to shout desperately, but I can't make a sound. It's really aggrieved - even more aggrieved than being bullied by Yang Xuan.

My tears flowed down, but when I thought of Yang Xuan's bullying of me, the little pig was heartless - although I was crying, my mouth still grinned. I wanted to laugh, Yang Xuan and the pig. But I still can't do it. Is this the suppression of me in the environment I live in? Are there only Yang Xuan and Piggy in my life?

Although there were Su Ge at that time and my parents at that time, I feel that these three people are the most important people in my life. Of course, only at that time.

If this is the case, then congratulations to Yang Xuan and Piggy - they have become people I can't give up in my life.

Although I know it's a dream, I'm still immersed in the dream and I don't want to get up. Because the things in this dream are the most real - no intrigue, no life and death. But the only shortcoming is that my mouth is sealed - it makes me unable to express everything I think about them.

Ideas? I don't think so - in fact, I just want to tell Yang Xuan in my dream that I love him very much.

If I can speak now, I will definitely say: I love you, I love you, I love you! Anyway, I just love you. Don't talk!

I hope Yang Xuan won't blame me, because I can't say such a thing to Yang Xuan now. Because my mission has not been completed yet. If it were that time, I would still be lucky to live. I will definitely say it to Yang Xuan, but now is not the right time. Now I want to try my best not to affect your life - I don't want you to be harmed by me.

I repeatedly told myself that this was a dream, but I was still deeply immersed in it and didn't want to extricate myself - I really don't want to leave, because no one knows what will happen after leaving and tomorrow...

Why did you drink at that time? If you didn't drink, could you have an accident? Can I be alone for a few years if nothing happens to you? It's all yours. How can I harm you? Why are you willing to leave me alone like this? Don't you love me?

How I want to say your name silently in my heart. Although your name is something I don't want to mention, isn't it? So: teacher...

"Hey, what are you crazy about? Is there anyone like you? You just go to sleep. Where have you pushed me? Sleep over there! Shit! I think I'm the only one who can stand you. If it were someone else, I'm worried that you will also be kicked down by others. Yang Xuan's voice came to my mind, and all my voices were disturbed by Yang Xuan's sound. Everything turned into nothing, and there was only Yang Xuan's complaining eyes in my eyes.

It's already bright. It will be sunny today, but my mood is cloudy than cloudy. Although I can see everything clearly, there is only Yang Xuan's eyes in my eyes.

Although I complain, there is still pity, distress, a trace of pain and some impurities that I can't understand...

I can't laugh or cry, and now there is only I can't laugh or cry - because Yang Xuan seems to have been kicked out of bed by me, because I saw a faint layer of gray falling on his hair. But I don't know why Yang Xuan was kicked down and still **. Maybe I have been kicked down for a long time.

Look at my current posture - in a big shape, which has occupied three-quarters of the bed. Yang Xuan is alone guarding only a quarter of the position and fighting against me - Yang Xuan is good at this and doesn't mind me sleeping and squeezing him.

My hand involuntarily fell on Yang Xuan's hair, wiped the faint gray stains clean and gently pressed down.

"Hear." Only Yang Xuan's inhalation sound, but my eyes were wet, because there was obviously a big bag on Yang Xuan's head, which must have been dropped when I just kicked him down.

"Fool." I was very annoyan about Yang Xuan.

Yang Xuan grabbed my hand and put it tightly on his chest. I felt the temperature of his chest, which was very hot.

"I'm a fool." Although it was a little joke, he looked at me firmly.

"You are a big fool!" I was so low that I was about to roar out. But my tears have come out - as if I have suffered so much grievance.

"So do you want this big fool to be like this with you all your life?" Yang Xuan said to me softly. Although it was frivolous, the voice was trembling - afraid of my answer. But there is a trace of expectation in it.

I don't know how to answer Yang Xuan's words, so I chose to be silent.

What else am I insatiable now? There are people who love me, and the people I love also love me. I got back together with my parents, a close friend of the piglet, and the flower people accompanied me. What else am I insatiable? The only regret may be that I still didn't call out that person's name...

But it was dramatic enough that it was going to be shouted out, but it was disturbed by Yang Xuan's roar. Is this God's will? Get out of here, I never believe in God, I only believe in myself! I don't know if Yang Xuan heard my dream words, but I must have said it, because I have the habit of sleeping - grinding my teeth and burping in my sleep.

Only Yang Xuan can stand it. I really don't know if I can stand it.

Thinking of this, I held Yang Xuan's hand tightly in my hand, and I obviously felt the sweat in Yang Xuan's palm.

I hugged Yang Xuan's body tightly and sniffed lightly. Maybe this is called dependence...

I hope this moment will never pass...

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