It's wonderful to be calm

Chapter 077 I don't want you to face it with me!

"Where?" Yang Xuan's mother looked at me with a little astonishment and asked.

I don't know why Yang Xuan's mother had such a big reaction - I didn't think much about it. After all, it is not easy to be admitted. Many boys and girls squeezed their bodies and did not squeeze in, but Yang Xuan was admitted by others without any effort. No wonder Yang Xuan's mother was a little stunned.

"It's the Conservatory of Music." I still explained to Yang Xuan's mother.

Yang Xuan's mother didn't say anything, but lowered her head.

I don't know what Yang Xuan's mother is still thinking - after all, this is good news. If my child is admitted exceptionally, I don't think I will agree.

Yang Xuan's mother pondered for a while and then said, "Can I not go?"

I didn't expect this answer - Yang Xuan's mother gently said the answer in her heart.

Is it worthless to be admitted now? Why do Yang Xuan and his mother look the same? What a good opportunity, why don't you know how to cherish it--?

Well, I admit that I still want Yang Xuan's mother to agree now - after all, I don't want Yang Xuan to stay with me anymore, because now Yang Xuan is a little different from the previous Yang Xuan, which is obvious - it's all brought by me...

"School means to let you think about it. If you don't want Yang Xuan to go, of course you don't have to go. But what a good opportunity it is. It's a pity not to go. I said to Yang Xuan's mother with a click.

But Yang Xuan's mother looked at me in surprise.

"..." Well, I'm a little explicit in this way. My mother is not in a hurry. What's the hurry for an outsider like me? It's not surprising that Yang Xuan's mother is a little surprised.

"How do I feel that you really want Xuanxuan to go to that music academy?" Yang Xuan's mother couldn't help saying to me with a little meaning.

Why don't I want Yang Xuan to go? What a good opportunity. Maybe Yang Xuan will become a generation of singers in the future - at that time, I can't eat and drink spicy food with Yang Xuan?

Of course, I'm just thinking about it in my heart - I can't really say that, can I? Yang Xuan's mother didn't split me?

"No, auntie, I'm just thinking about Yang Xuan in the future." I blushed and I don't know when my flushed face explained to Yang Xuan's mother. After saying that, he didn't forget to take a look at Yang Xuan.

"..." This he was stunned again.

Yang Xuan's mother covered her mouth and smiled.

My face is redder than just now - because I think, no! Yang Xuan's mother must have seen something. The IQ of adults cannot be ignored.

I don't know why Yang Xuan's mother saw something between me and Yang Xuan and smiled - after all, Yang Xuan and I are not from the same world, and I am bigger than him. If I put it in my previous thoughts, I may be kicked out by Yang Xuan's mother.

But Yang Xuan's mother smiled and looked at me with a little ambiguity and said, "Isn't it far?"

"Uh!" I just paid attention to Yang Xuan's mother's eyes and didn't pay attention to what she said. I lost my mind for a moment: "It's not very far, but I usually have to live in school." Of course, I know what Yang Xuan's mother is talking about - I'm not that stupid!

Yang Xuan sat quietly drinking tea and watched the conversation between me and his mother without words.

I don't know why Yang Xuan is so calm. After all, now I'm going to send him away, not to talk to his mother about some home. Of course, I know that doing this will hurt Yang Xuan's young heart a little, but I also have no choice but to. I hope Yang Xuan will not complain about me in the future.

"Then there is a little problem, as you can see. I live alone. How lonely I would be if Yang Xuan lived in school." Still with a little ambiguous eyes and a little joke - but a little loneliness in Yang Xuan's mother's eyes still made me feel a little sad. How difficult it is to pull a boy alone! But I believe that if Yang Xuan's mother really loves Yang Xuan, then she will definitely let Yang Xuan go.

I'm a little happy when I think of this - but the sour water in my heart is still pouring out. After all, I really can't bear to give up this little. But won't it pass as soon as the heart is hard? So now it's better to harden my heart to finish the most cruel things in my life.

"Then you'd better think about it. After all, this is related to Yang Xuan's future way out. This sentence is not that I softened - I just let Yang Xuan's mother think about it herself. A qualified mother will not refuse. I want to give Yang Xuan's mother some time to make up her mind.

"Well, all right. Yang Xuan went to see your teacher off.

"..." Is this the expulsion order? I haven't said enough yet! After all, I don't know what Yang Xuan's mother thinks now. I still want to stay and continue to talk about this matter with Yang Xuan's mother, so that Yang Xuan's mother can make up her mind to send Yang Xuan out, so that I can feel at ease. But what is the current situation? Direct eviction order?

"I know. I'll be back later." Yang Xuan said to her mother.

Come back later? Humph! Do you know that you are scared? You are still a little humane - if Yang Xuan has really been sitting there all the time, I will be surprised. Because when did Yang Xuan become so calm? He didn't even say anything about asking his mother to send him away.

"You won't be angry, will you?" Yang Xuan's mother stopped Yang Xuan and said when Yang Xuan and I were about to go out.

After listening to this sentence, my mood really changed. In this way, it means that Yang Xuan will go to the Conservatory of Music for further study? So...?

"Why am I angry? Did you see that I didn't say anything just now? Don't worry, my mouth hurts a little today, so I didn't talk. Let's go. Yang Xuan foolishly waved to his mother and asked me to walk in front and walk out of the house.

I doubt if there is something wrong with Yang Xuan's brain - what your mother said is clear enough, right? It means that you are allowed to go for further study. This fool.

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"Why don't you talk? I found out why you are a little dumb today? I drove the car to see Yang Xuan ask in a little silence.

It's not my fault for thinking so - Yang Xuan's silence today is really not ordinary. I haven't said a few words since morning, and he didn't say much when I just tutored him. Even when I told his mother to go for further study, he didn't say a word. What happened to Yang Xuan today? I couldn't help asking myself.

But if I knew, do I still need to ask myself? My heart is entangled enough.

"No, I'm just a little tired. Have a good drive." Yang Xuan patted his forehead and said to me. Why do I feel that Yang Xuan is a little helpless?

Do you know that you are about to leave?

I don't know what Yang Xuan thinks now, but if he doesn't hear what his mother just said, then he deliberately doesn't hear it - in short, he must have just heard the meaning of his mother's words. I just don't know why he pretended to be stupid.

I have to say that he is really stupid--!

I know that I do this a little too much about my feelings, but who knows how I feel? I pretended to be happy in front of Yang Xuan, but how could he know the sadness in my heart, maybe the pain?

People often say that they have been in love for a long time, and I am more than just in love with Yang Xuan for a long time. Yes! I like this kid very much, but what can I do? I have already foreseen how difficult my life will be. Do I still want this little P I like to face it with me? Yes! I'm very selfish. I haven't thought about Yang Xuan's feelings, but I won't feel sad for Yang Xuan like this.

To put it bluntly, I just don't want Yang Xuan to accompany me to face Prince Su Ge - maybe there are still many hardships.

Yang Xuan can say that I'm selfish, but he can't say that I don't love him - although he hasn't said it now...

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