Chapter 341 Her Story
Everyone who has logged in to that forum can't remember its name, and so can Song Lin. She had to think that the forum really existed? Or is it just her dream? When she went to school the next day, she couldn't help trying to log in with her mobile phone several times in class, but failed.
She didn't know how to face Yuan Xiuli. Fortunately, after entering high school, the two of them were not in the same class. Despite this, Yuan Xiuli often came to her between classes and lunch breaks, and she would pretend that nothing had happened to deal with her like that.
In fact, she didn't give her a chance. Throughout the first half of her freshman year of high school, she was waiting for Yuan Xiuli to tell her about Yan Qin in person. She didn't even have to say three words of sorry. As long as she expressed a trace of apology, she would forgive her, but unfortunately she did not do so.
After sending Yuan Xiuli away between classes, Song Lin looked at her back and said in her heart, "Don't blame me, Yuan Xiuli. I gave you a chance. You did it so well!"
Throughout the day, what did the teacher say in class? She didn't listen to a word, just guessing how the mysterious forum owner would make Yuan Xiuli disappear from Yongchuan forever. But until the moment after school, nothing happened. She laughed at herself that she must have been cheated. Obviously, she could not rely on the strength of others to revenge on Yuan Xiuli. She had to rely on herself.
Usually, Yuan Xiuli took the initiative to come to her, but before the school bell rang this time, she hastily packed up her things and ran to the next class classroom.
"Are you waiting for me?" Yuan Xiuli asked with a little surprise when she saw her.
Over the years, she thinks that she has quite a good understanding of her friend. Her personality makes it difficult for Song Lin to express her true thoughts, so she is often misunderstood by other classmates. At this time, she needs to stand up and help her.
"Well, I... I'm thinking that we haven't sang karaoke together for a long time." Song Lin reluctantly squeezed out a smile and said.
"But I'm afraid I don't have enough pocket money this month." Yuan Xiuli responded with an embarrassed face.
"It doesn't matter. I'll treat you this time!" After saying that, Song Lin tidied up her hair.
If it were someone else, it would be easy for people to see through her err motives, but Yuan Xiuli did not doubt her at all. The reason is very simple, because Song Lin has always been like a frightened deer, and her eyes are always full of fear. When others want to get close to her, she will also subconsciously turn her face aside, so she is often regarded as a very gloomy person, but as long as she is firm, approach her little by little and try to treat her. If you deepen your understanding, you will understand her well.
Yuan Xiuli did not tell Song Lin why she was so nervous about her pocket money this month. The 5th of next month is Song Lin's birthday. She used the money she saved to buy a gift for her in advance. Of course, this matter should be kept secret from Song Lin for the time being, because she wanted to give her a surprise.
She smiled and said to Song Lin, "Then let's go!"
Song Lin couldn't help turning her eyes to one side. Yuan Xiuli's smile was too dazzling. Her facial features were very delicate, and the proportion was also particularly good. In the past, she always felt that it was enough to be proud to walk with a girl like Yuan Xiuli, but now she can't wait to reach out and tear her face to pieces. .
The two walked side by side on the way to the commercial street, Yuan Xiuli kept talking about interesting things in her class. Song Lin silently thought about how to teach the hypocritical friend in front of her. Somehow, she suddenly remembered the bridge not far from Yuan Xiuli's house. The bridge was about four or five meters away from the river below. She had a terrible idea of pushing her down the bridge, which shocked her.
The KTV they often go to has a buffet to eat. Yuan Xiuli brings a plate of food, which is Song Lin's favorite, and she also specially made a few more cups of her favorite lemon tea, but Song Lin doesn't seem to have any appetite. Each kind just takes a symbolic bite and doesn't move.
"Why do you have a bad appetite?" Yuan Xiuli asked with concern.
"Nothing, I'm not very hungry!" Song Lin looked at the food selected by Yuan Xiuli in front of her and felt very uncomfortable, but she quickly raised her head and said, "Go and sing. I haven't heard you sing for a long time."
"Let's sing one together. The theme song in the animation I watched before is in Japanese. I remember you hummed, so I learned it!" Yuan Xiuli excitedly did it in front of the screen of ordering songs and began to look for the song she mentioned.
"I still can't. I can't sing Japanese well!"
Song Lin stared at Yuan Xiuli's back, and her eyes were a little wet. She suddenly remembered the situation when the two of them came to sing K for the first time. Her heart beat so fast all the way. She never expected that someone would invite her to such a place. Yuan Xiuli's appearance was like a generous gift from God, which gave her countless pleasures. Happy memories.
When the music sounded, Yuan Xiuli handed over a microphone, her shoulders were close to her, her body swayed gently with the music, and the warmth came from her direction. Song Lin stared at the cartoon segment played on the screen and listened to Yuan Xiuli's wonderful and flexible singing the rolling Japanese lyrics fluently. Suddenly, there was a feeling of going back in time. There were so many beautiful clips that turned out to be just an illusion. Yuan Xiuli looked at her from time to time and smiled brightly. She could only lower her head and hope that the song would end soon.
After the music, Yuan Xiuli said to Song Lin, "The next song is also for you. It's the song you sing every time!"
Song Lin looked at the screen. Sure enough, Yuan Xiuli ordered the song she was most familiar with, and only that song she would not sing wrong because she was too nervous. In Yuan Xiuli's expectant eyes, she felt that the palm of her hand holding Mike had oozed sweat. The first time, she did not keep up after the prelude. After two or three sentences, she found the rhythm. She became more and more disgusted with her voice. Compared with Yuan Xiuli's, her voice was really unpleasant, hoarse and hoarse, as if she was old. The old man.
When she sang the chorus for the second time, her mood had completely collapsed and she shouted to Mike, "I don't want to sing anymore!"
"Song Lin, are you all right?" Yuan Xiuli asked.
She didn't know why Song Lin was suddenly unhappy. From her perspective, Song Lin's face was gloomy. Her eyes looked straight at the ground under her feet, and her hands holding Mike were also trembling.
"Why do you have to order this song for me?! Why do you pretend to be very happy?!" Song Lin questioned her.
"I..." Yuan Xiuli couldn't figure out the reason why Song Lin would suddenly lose control of her emotions. She was stunned and didn't know how to defend herself.
But Song Lin continued to shout at the microphone, "You despise me like everyone else, but you have to pretend to approach me kindly. Isn't it just for Yan Qin?"
When it comes to the name Yan Qin, Yuan Xiuli's heart seems to have been stabbed. She and Song Lin have not talked about Yan Qin for a long time. Since graduating from junior high school, she has tried to avoid the topic about Yan Qin, and Song Lin also seems to have a tacit understanding with her. She kept silent about Yan Qin's affairs. She thought that the two of them I will never expect the topic about him again.
She didn't want to mention him because there was a secret in her heart, which could not be seen. From the beginning of junior high school, she noticed a different girl in her class, who always hid behind thick books and was quiet as if she didn't exist.
If you want to choose a color to describe her, it must be white. She couldn't help being attracted to her. Although she was not beautiful, she had an indescribable temperament. She always silently observes her every move, but she doesn't know how to talk to her.
Until Yan Qin, a boy in the same class, became the first person in the class to take the initiative to approach Song Lin. Everyone could see that Yan Qin liked Song Lin. Yuan Xiuli was both regretful and a little jealous. She should have talked to Song Lin first. She knew that this kind of relationship was abnormal, but she could not stop herself from wanting to get close to her. The impulse.
Finally, she came up with the idea of using her class cadre to put forward an initiative in the class. Song Lin explained the difficulties of each subject in the self-study class. Since then, the relationship between Song Lin and other students has improved, and they are no longer excluded in the class, and the two of them have naturally become friends.
When girls become intimate, they will talk about the little secrets in their hearts. The fact that Song Lin likes Yan Qin was soon discovered by Yuan Xiuli. She didn't want to see Song Lin's expression when she talked about Yan Qin, but she had to be patient.
Before she became friends with Song Lin, she never thought of studying hard, because her family's conditions were very good, and she was also recognized as a beautiful woman in everyone's eyes, so she only needed to go to a similar art college. But after getting along with Song Lin, everything will be different. She must study hard so that she can be admitted to the same university as Song Lin. She should extend the time with her as much as possible, even if she has to face separation one day.
She didn't expect that Yan Qin would transfer to another school during the summer vacation after graduating from junior high school, so when Yan Qin asked her to find out if Song Lin liked her, she experienced a lot of ideological struggle, and finally her selfishness won. She hid this matter from Song Lin. She was afraid that Song Lin would become Yan Qin's girlfriend, so that she was no longer just The person who is close to her.
After learning the news that Yan Qin would leave Yongchuan with her parents after graduation, Song Lin looked very frustrated. At this time, Yuan Xiuli had begun to regret it. She should have told her, but if she said it at this time, she would definitely complain about why she had delayed for so long, which may even affect their friendship, so when it came to her mouth, it was still She swallowed it back.
"So you already knew it?" Yuan Xiuli asked, and she heard that her voice had become choked.
"Yes, I knew it when I graduated!" Song Lin stopped trembling, and her voice echoed coldly in the private room without music.
"Then why did you come to ask me now?"
"Because I've been waiting for you to tell me that Yan Qin asked you about this, but you didn't!"
"I..."