Chapter 42 It is not easy to return home

After that day, Qin Henglin buried his affection for the fish in his heart and pretended that nothing had happened in front of others.

Although Qin Henglin still cares about and helps the fish as much as before, since the fish euphemistically refused Qin Henglin, he began to subconsciously keep a certain distance from the fish. He will not take the initiative to find the fish until he has to find it. He looks like he does not want to put too much pressure on the fish. .

And Qin Henglin began to spend all his time studying hard, and only announced that the three-year imperial examination was coming soon, and he had to pay more time to prepare for the exam. In addition, Qin Henglin even moved to the city to live for a long time under the pretext of studying, and only went back to Baishi Village every three or five times.

Others may think that Qin Henglin is really preparing for the imperial examination, but Yuer knows that Qin Henglin did this for her - he moved to the city to reduce the chance of meeting at Qin's house so as not to make the fish feel embarrassed; he came back every now and then, and the real intention was to see the fish. Is there anything I can do for him?

All these fish are in my heart. To be honest, the fish is also very grateful to Qin Henglin for doing this. After all, after the layer of paper is broken, the two always feel a little embarrassed when they are alone face to face.

But even if Qin Henglin tried his best to pretend to be fine in front of the fish, the fish still realized that he had become more melancholy than before, and the warm smile that had always hung on his face in the past was rare. Even the fish was still inadvertently aware that Qin Heng's eyes looking at her had quietly become more bitter.

But even if Yuer feels uncomfortable because of Qin Henglin's change, she doesn't want to change the status quo. Maybe this situation is the best for each other...

Maybe after a while, Qin Henglin will forget her and return to the gentle and always smiling teenager.

Maybe after a while, she has enough of going home and leaving the Qin family, and everything will return to the original point.

The days slipped little by little in this silent embarrassment, and in a blink of an eye, more than three months passed at the end of the year.

December is a cold month. Because it snows a few times a year because it is north of Jianzhou. When the fish first arrived, they liked snow very much. After all, both in the past and this life, the fish are from southern Fujian and have never had the opportunity to experience the feeling of standing in the flying snowflakes.

The weather this year does not seem to be very cold, and the first snow after winter has been delayed. It has entered the twelfth lunar month and the weather is still very warm. Looking at the peach blossom-red plum tree, people are slightly distracted and thinking that spring is coming.

However, even if there is no snow this winter, it has not dampen the enthusiasm of the big guys to welcome the New Year at all. Just after Laba, Baishi Village has already resigned from the old and welcomed the new. Each family has begun to prepare for all kinds of things and prepare for the arrival of the New Year.

And the fish also celebrated its fourteenth birthday on the occasion of the New Year.

At this time in previous years, Liu would make some New Year's goods to prepare for the New Year, so that the fish on their birthdays could open their bellies and eat happily! In addition, Liu will cook two red eggs and a bowl of longevity noodles for the fish according to the customs in southern Fujian, and the family will happily celebrate the birthday of the fish.

Although it is the twelfth lunar month, every time it has just entered October, the fish will keep nagging in her father and several brothers, reminding them that their birthday is coming soon...

Yuer remembers that every time she acted coquettishly and reminded Yang Dazhu that her birthday was coming, Yang Dazhu always touched her head with a smile and said with a doting face, "Okay! Dad knows that our sister's birthday is coming, and she will soon be one year older! If you want anything as a gift, just tell Dad that Dad is ready to go to our sister early!"

Every time the fish heard Yang Dazhu say these words, he would smile happily. While saying the birthday gift he had already thought of, he told Yang Dazhu not to forget to prepare. Yang Dazhu had to repeatedly promise that he would never forget, so that the fish would let Yang Dazhu go and jump to find a few brothers.

The fish also remembers very well that she pestered several brothers for gifts every year - Yang Dalang and Yang Sanlang have always been easy to talk to, and they will give whatever the fish wants.

Only Yang Silang, who is the most naughty and always likes to sing against the fish. Every year, when the fish picks Yang Silang for gifts, Yang Silang will deliberately howl loudly -- the fish remembers that one year Yang Silang said that she, the debt collector, came again, and another year, he made fun of the fish and said that no one took the initiative to ask for gifts. There was another year I prepared what the fish wanted most, but I had to lie to the fish and say that I forgot it.

Of course, Yuer did not forget her little brother Yang Liulang. Yuer remembered that in the first two months of her birthday every year, there was no need for her to come to urge and remind her. Yang Liulang, who lived with Master Nian, would take the initiative to go home early and obediently ask the little princess Yu'er what birthday gift she wanted.

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The sweet past related to birthdays are vivid when I think about it, as if it happened yesterday. These kinds make the fish miss their relatives and hometown more and twice. In addition, as the New Year is approaching, every family is filled with a festive reunion, which makes the fish feel more and more lonely and lonely.

So after being tortured by missing, Yuer couldn't help but start to figure out many things about going home and told herself that she would be on her way home after the end of the year!

After careful calculation, the fish found that she had lived in Qin's house in Baishi Village for more than a year. She relied on three kinds of embroidery, embroidery and sculpture, and lived with about 200 taels of silver. Although these two hundred taels of silver are not much, they save some distribution and are barely enough for fish to hire a car to go back to their hometown.

It's just that Yuer has been practicing alone for more than a year. Although she has not only grown up much more than when she was cared and spoiled by people at home, but also became more self-reliant and more self-reliant than before, these can't change the fact that Yuer is just a weak woman.

Therefore, although the money saved by the fish can barely make her embark on the way home, the fish suffers from the escort of no familiar people and can't set a return date. After all, if there is no escort, the fish is likely to encounter bad people again on the way...

So the fish can be said to be homesick but can't go home at the moment. If she is rich, she can't go on the road. She can only be sad and unhappy day by day.

And the fish was unhappy for several days, and soon Qin Henglin, who came back from the city, noticed something was wrong. After Qin Heng sensed that something was wrong with the fish, he immediately quietly found the two sisters, coaxed them with a few words, and got words from their mouths. He learned that the fish was depressed because he was homesick but could not return home.

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Today's fourth update~(*^__^*), and the fifth update later! It's better to add it at the end of the month, right? Xiaoyun weakly asks for rewards and comments~