Chapter 117 Both

Zeng Rou looked at him in a daze, as if she had lost all consciousness, and Yu Yan seemed to hear the broken voice of her heart.

Anger, sadness, despair, Zeng Rou's eyes contained too many things, and all Yu Yan could do was hold her hand tightly.

Zeng Rou is like a petrified statue. Her eyes are empty, and she no longer knows where her eyes should fall. She closed her eyes feebly, her long eyelashes trembled, and two crystal tears fell from her eyes. Her whole body seemed to have no strength. Her bright red lips had already bitten the blood marks. With a weak tremor on her shoulders, she finally couldn't stand crying and sobbed, "How can it be like this? How can it be like this? Why are you number one? Why are you number one?

She broke away Yu Yan's arm like crazy, and her delicate fists hit his familiar and powerful chest again and again. The familiar warm feeling made her feel like a needle in her heart. She felt hollowed out, and her hands were harder, as if she wanted to smash the once warm chest.

Yu Yan let her hit herself motionless. Even if she killed herself, she would never move her fingers. Zeng Rou had fallen into madness. She pressed her hands on his chest hard and threw herself on his arm and bit it deeply.

Yu Yan seemed to have lost all his feelings and did not frown. Looking at Zeng Rou crying into a tearful person, he felt even more uncomfortable. He was sorry for her. If she could, I really hope that none of this had never happened.

This unrealistic idea just passed by. Now it doesn't make sense to say this. Zeng Rou bit it down and hurt him.

I don't know how long he had tossed around. Zeng Rou's hair was messy, his face was full of tears, his bright red lips were stained with blood, and he had no strength all over his body. He fell into his arms and his body twitched gently. Yu Yan patted her gently on the shoulder and couldn't say a word.

The familiar person in front of her turned out to be the person her sister really loved. Zeng Rou was extremely confused. At the moment she learned the truth, she had an impulse to come out of the door. But she didn't know why she didn't rush out. Maybe when she stepped out of this door, she could really be with him, but is this what she needs? How can the love of these days be broken?

I was going to be warm with him tonight, but I didn't expect that it would be such a clear thunderbolt to meet me. Zeng Rou was not prepared at all. After venting a burst of pain, she only felt empty in her heart. It seemed that there was no shadow of anyone, but it seemed that there was a deeper shadow.

Zeng Rou's heart was tingling, and tears fell down again. In the hazy eyes, she saw him hugging himself tightly. The familiar embrace has a warm feeling of déjà vu, but at this moment, why has this warmth become so far away? Zeng Rou really hopes that she hasn't been here tonight. She really hopes that she forgets what happened today, and it's better to forget who she is.

Seeing Yu Yan's painful look, Zeng Rou's heart was dripping with blood. Finally, she gritted her teeth and struggled to sit up from his arms.

She had lost all her strength, and at this stop, she suddenly felt dizzy. Yu Yan hurriedly held her body and said eagerly, "Soft--"

Zeng Rou gently pushed him away, slowly stood up, and slowly walked towards the door. Yu Yan looked at her back and wanted to reach out to stop her, but he felt that there seemed to be a thousand pounds on his arm.

Zeng Rou walked to the door and shook her body. Yu Yan hurriedly grabbed her and said, "Rourou, where are you going?"

Zeng Rou looked back at him blankly and muttered, "Where am I going?" It's definitely not here. This place belongs to my sister. I can't rob her things.

Yu Yan took her in his arms and said, "Rourou, this is yours. I said that as long as you want, I won't let you go for the rest of my life."

Zeng Rou smiled sadly and said, "A lifetime? It's my sister, not me, that you should keep for the rest of your life. She leaned in his arms, and tears slowly fell on his chest.

"Bear Soldier?" Zeng Rou said with a pale smile, "Do you like my sister?" Yu Yan nodded without hesitation and said, "Yes, I like Qianqian."

"What about me?" Zeng Rou laughed at herself: "Am I a beautiful mistake you have encountered? It's like a soap bubble, which will break with a slight poke.

Yu Yan felt her body tremble gently, and his heart tightened. He held her tightly in his arms and said, "Yao Rou, I admit that it was really an accident when we first got together. But accidents are not all. People have flesh and blood and feelings. Do you really think I'm a stone when we've been together for so long?

Zeng Rou remembered the bits and pieces of being with him. Her heart was like a knife cut, and her eyes were full of tears. She looked at him and said softly, "Well, Xiong Bing, tell me if you have ever liked me, even a little bit."

Yu Yan stroked her soft hair and said, "Lou Rou, not a little bit, but a lot. Maybe it was because of responsibility in the past, but slowly I didn't even know myself. When did you start to enter my heart? We are a feeling of blood thicker than water. Don't you feel it?"

Zeng Rou cried again and cried intermittently, "A Yan, yes - I will be satisfied with your words in my life. I won't complain about anything anymore. Really, I have no regrets."

Zeng Rou covered her face with her hands and cried to her heart's content, and her weak shoulders kept trembling. Yu Yan could only hold her tightly and let her vent.

Zeng Rou hugged him and cried loudly: "A Yan, what should I do? What should I do? I can't live without you. What should I do? Why did you tell me this and why? I'd rather hear nothing, and I'd rather you hide it from me for the rest of my life.

Yu Yan sighed and patted her on the shoulder and said, "Yao Rou, in fact, I've always wanted to tell you, but I'm really worried about you. If it weren't for my mistake, you wouldn't be as uncomfortable as you are now. All the mistakes are caused by me alone. It has nothing to do with you. You shouldn't bear this kind of pain.

Zeng Rou shook her head firmly in his arms and said, "A Yan, I don't blame you. Thank you for your confession. It's not your fault. I will never regret what happened that night. Really, I'm very happy. At least we have such a happy day. I'm really satisfied."

Yu Yan pulled her shoulder, gently wiped the tears on her face and said, "Yourou, I said that as long as you want, I will never leave you, and I will always be with you."

Zeng Rou shook her head desperately and cried, "No, I can't be so selfish. You belong to my sister, not mine, I, I--" She couldn't go on. She cried desperately, and the suppressed low cry made Yu Yan's heart like a big stone.

Yu Yan grabbed her shoulder, stared at her eyes and said, "Rourou, look at me." Zeng Rou stared at him with red eyes. Yu Yan grabbed her shoulder and said, "I said that as long as you want, I won't leave you. Now you tell me if you would like it or not?

Zeng Rou shook her head desperately and screamed with tears: "I don't want to, I don't want to. I can't be sorry to my sister. You and your sister have been together for so many years, and you are the best match. I can't be sorry for her.

No matter what she said, Yu Yan hugged her tightly in her arms and said, "No matter what you say, I won't let you go. I won't let you go in my life."

Zeng Rou felt that he had a pain in his shoulder, but he was very satisfied. His domineeringness made her feel a little submissive. She unconsciously leaned her head on his chest and sobbed gently, "But if we are really together, what about my sister? She likes you so much! You like her too!" Speaking of this, even if Zeng Qian is the biological sister of her mother, she still can't help but feel a sour feeling in her heart.

Yu Yan was silent for a long time and suddenly looked at Zeng Rou and said, "Rou Rou, maybe I'm delusional, but I hope you and Qian Qian will not be hurt. I won't give up either of you or Qianqian.

Zeng Rou was stunned and said, "What do you mean?" Yu Yan looked at her, summoned up all his courage and said firmly, "You and Qianqian, I want it."

Zeng Rou was stunned and suddenly screamed, "You are shameless!" She struggled from his arms, and Yu Yan hugged her tightly. Zeng Rou couldn't move, but her little fist kept falling on him. Zeng Rou was really angry, and her hands were completely hard. Yu Yan suffered a few times, but she did not dare to let go. At the critical moment, I'm afraid that if she let go, she would really give up all her previous efforts.

Zeng Rou's anger this time was different from just now. She was sad and desperate, but now she is pure anger. She has survived from the state of heart death, and her attention has been successfully diverted.

Yu Yan waited until she was tired of fighting, then held her hand and said, "Yourou, whether you believe it or not, I have never had such an idea before. Although everything is my fault, I have tried my best to remedy it. I can't live without Qianqian, and I won't leave you. If you leave me and let Qianqian know this time, will she be happy in her life? If she leaves, will you be happy for the rest of your life? In that case, why can't the three of us be together? I will definitely find a way. I will marry you openly. If China doesn't work, I will go abroad. If the earth doesn't work, I will go to Mars. Anyway, I have made up my mind. I want both.

Yu Yan said it in one breath and took a long breath. How could such a shameless thing become so righteous from his own mouth? It seemed that it was really to solve the problem of happiness in the next life of the three of them.

Zeng Rou was stunned by his idea and could hardly believe her ears. Is this what modern people living in a legal society say? Yu Yan didn't care what she thought. He took her hand and said, "It's only been a few decades in my life. If I spend 20 years in sadness and despair, it's better to live my life as I want. You can laugh at my absurdity, but I just want to do it, and no one can stop me.

Zeng Rou shook her head and said, "Is this what you call the solution? It's ridiculous. This is a modern society in the 20th century. Do you think there will be two women who are willing to share a husband?

Yu Yan sighed and said, "There are all kinds of strange things in this society, and I don't need to list many things. I really like you and Qianqian. I can't lose any of you. If it's painful to choose three people, why don't you think of a new way to make everyone happy? We are aboveboard. There is no need to sneak around. I must marry you and Qianqian. I have decided to do it. I went to say to my brother and sister-in-law that even if my brother broke me with a machine gun, I would never regret it. Yu Yan felt more and more admiring himself. Obviously, it was his own shameless idea, but it was said so high-sounding that it was really clever.

Zeng Rou didn't expect that what he said was so righteous, not like his usual elegant and gentle appearance. Although this idea is a little "beast", it is also as he said, so that the three of them will not have to be separated for the rest of their lives. If there is really a way to marry him openly with his sister, then Maybe it's true that no one has to suffer.

Zeng Rou was shocked when she thought about it. Is this still a highly educated modern female surname? How can she be so influenced by him? What's more, even if she agrees, can her sister agree? What's wrong with me? Under the influence of this bear soldier, is it true that those who are close to the red are close to the ink are black? Zeng Rou unconsciously or unconsciously remembered that he was strong in some aspects. She really couldn't bear it alone. Although she had thought of turning a blind eye to him and Yu Zitong, it was really difficult to accept that she would replace Zitong with her own sister.

Zeng Rou thought about these messy things, her face turned red, and she was also strange. When she first heard about him and her sister, she was very sad. Why did she feel much more comfortable at this time? Did she really believe in his solution?

Zeng Rou's face turned red for a while, and she stared at him fiercely and said, "Don't dream. No matter how much your sister likes you, she will never allow another person to exist."

Yu Yan looked at her and said, "What about you?"

Zeng Rou blushed and said hurriedly, "Don't even think about it. Humph, I've never seen such a shameless person as you."

Seeing that Yu Yan had successfully attracted her attention, she was also secretly relieved. If this matter was so easy to succeed, the men with three wives and four concubines in the world would have really piled up. Naturally, Yu Yan did not have the illusion of easy success.

Zeng Rou's attention has been successfully diverted. Thinking of Zeng Qian's Yuyan again, although she is still sad, Yu Yan's idea of "beasts are not as good" will suddenly emerge in her heart, causing her to be upset and has a faint expectation. Maybe her hope has not been completely dashed.

The current scene is obviously no longer suitable for staying. Zeng Rou's heart is confused. This warm hut is arranged by herself, and every corner is full of her happy smile. Do you really want to give up like this?

Yu Yan looked at her nostalgic eyes, and a gentle smell flashed in his eyes. He took her hand and said, "Soft, don't go, okay?" Zeng Rou shook off his hand fiercely and stared at him. Why is this guy getting thicker and thicker?

Yu Yan didn't expect this little pepper to stay tonight at all, just to test it. Seeing that Zeng Rou's reaction was so great, she was also a little surprised. I hope it was still there. At least it was not so sharp, and it was obvious that the road was not blocked. Yu Yan also wiped a cold sweat. How can this man and woman be more tired than going to the battlefield?

Yu Yan sighed and said, "Rerou, if you really want to leave, I won't leave you. I will go directly to Hong Kong Island in a couple of days. Don't miss me too much."

Zeng Rou couldn't laugh or cry. Why did this guy take an inch? Yu Yan looked at her and said softly, "It's dark. Don't wander around. Go straight back to the dormitory. Be careful on the way."

Zeng Rou didn't expect that before she proposed to leave, he actually drove people away directly. He was angry for a while. Thinking about his grievances, she burst into tears in her eyes and suddenly pushed the door and ran out.

On the night of September, it was not hot. Walking under the quiet and dark groves, the dim yellow street lamps flashed with faint light. Zeng Rou remembered the secret of driving him away, and infinite grievances rose in her heart. She simply stopped and sat on the roadside, hugged her legs and cried gently.

The evening wind blew by, with a faint cold air. Zeng Rou cried sadly and unconsciously held her hands tightly to her chest. Compared with her grievances, what is this coldness of early autumn?

A thin coat gently put on her, and a soft voice sounded in her ear, "Where did Little Red Riding Hood come from? Aren't you afraid of being taken away by the big gray wolf?

As soon as the familiar voice fell into Zeng Rou's ears, a stream of heat rolled down her eyes, and her nose was blocked from crying. Zeng Rou choked and said, "Don't worry about it. Go, go quickly. I don't want to see you."

Yu Yan said softly, "It's so late. I don't trust you. I'd better send you back." After saying that, he couldn't help holding Zeng Rou in his arms and slowly walked forward.

Zeng Rouming knew that it was not very useful, but she still struggled in his arms, as if she wanted to prove that she couldn't help leaning on his arms. The warm feeling made her infatuated and woke up. Now it's not the past. How can I be worthy of my sister like him?

One voice told herself to leave his arms, and the other voice told herself that she needed his warmth. The opinions of the two factions were deadlocked. Until the downstairs of the dormitory, no final opinion was decided. Zeng Rou also "reluctately" surrendered all the way in his arms.

Yu Yan watched Zeng Rou slowly go upstairs, curled the corners of his mouth, but did not laugh. If he lost Rourou, I'm afraid he and No. 9 will not feel at ease in their lives.

Yu Yan leaned against the big tree in front of the building and took out a cigarette. The long-lost smoked feeling slowly calmed his heart. In this way, he leaned on the tree motionless, and the sky in the east slowly showed a glimmer of dawn...

Zeng Rou hid behind her window and secretly looked at Yu Yan leaning against the tree. She was sweet and flustered, and her heart was in a mess...

(to be continued)