Chapter 177 The Return of the Heart

Guan Yani didn't seem to hear his cry, and there was no expression on her pale face. She slowly walked to Yu Yan and sneered, "Okay, good, I finally saw your true face."

Yu Yan said strangely, "Yani, what are you talking about? What's your true face?"

A miserable smile appeared on Guan Yani's face and said in a low voice, "Don't you understand your own face? With your own ability, you don't know how many girls you have cheated and played with? These people are so stupid. They are deceived by you, but they are willing to pay for you. I just don't want to, so today I want to see what kind of person you know. Unfortunately, I saw something that I would never want to see. I hate people who play with feelings the most in my life. Do you know how they feel when they are played with you? Their whole life will be ruined by you. Do you still have a little pity?

In the cold moonlight, a few tears fell on Guan Yani's pale cheeks, as if she was lamenting that the infatuation of the girls was being played with, but she was also lamenting her own life.

Yu Yan frowned. He knew that Guan Yani had seen everything that happened tonight. She had always thought that Yu Yan was with Zeng Rou, so when she saw him and Wan Ru's intimacy tonight, she definitely couldn't accept it. Thinking about her own personal experience, she must have a deep feeling that she regarded Yu Yan as a big liar who played with her feelings.

Guan Yani has been hit by her mother's abandonment by her father since she was a child. Her surname is cold, and she has a natural preconcept for men. She finally met a boy she fell in love with, but she came late when she needed him most. All of this made her surname more extreme, so she had the moment when she became a saint. Yu Yan rushed over. She jumped into the holy pool with a smile. She wanted him to regret it for a lifetime. At that moment, she actually had a pleasure to revenge on her. However, what she saw today completely overturned the conclusion in her heart. He was so intimate with every girl that he didn't seem to be affected by himself at all. If he really had his own words in his heart, he should have come to him long ago. Her surname is extreme. If he thinks he is good to him, he must treat himself well. Under this preconceived concept, she is naturally more angry with Yu Yan's behavior.

Due to family reasons, Guan Yani's surname is cold and arrogant but introverted. She has almost never expressed her feelings in her relationship with Yu Yan, but she thinks that he must feel that the person he meets is in a lot of trouble. She respects the girl, so he has Today's ending.

Yu Yan can probably guess her thoughts. In addition to sighing, she still sighed at her previous dullness in her heart. At the same time, she was also a little sure that no one dared to tell Guan Yani that she was the Holy Lord of the Demon Sect. She was afraid of stimulating her, so she still did not know Yu Yan's real identity. Although Guan Minqing and others are for her good, they are afraid of irritating her, but the more this matter is delayed, the more she is, the more exciting it may be for her.

Yu Yan also knew this well, but he didn't know how to explain it to her, not to mention that it was not appropriate to explain it by himself. It was true that Guan Yani saw that she was with different girls, but she only saw the surface, but she didn't know the inside story in the middle, and she didn't know the many twists and turns in the middle. Even if she knows all kinds of inside stories, judging from her surname and performance at this time, I'm afraid it's difficult for her to accept to accept being with so many girls. It's ridiculous that she has also had a shameless dream of two generations of saints. Now it seems that she is not only shameless, but also ignorant.

Think about the fragile Du Wanruo, who may die in front of her eyes at any time. The infatuated No. 9, the sweet smile when sending her away, the delicate Zeng Rou, the tearful eyes, and Guan Yani in front of her, the cold and painful face, Yu Yan suddenly had a kind of not very The real feeling. Life and death, happiness and suffering, as if they are just one step away. In the face of the almost cruel reality, with these beautiful things now, I still don't cherish them, and how much do I expect?

Thinking of this, Yu Yan is completely open to some things. If they are happy and they are also happy, then it must be a happy thing for everyone to get along with each other. But if she doesn't like this kind of life, even if she forcibly pulls her over, what's the point? Whether you come or go, as long as you fight for it and have a clear conscience. If you force it too much, you will make yourself tired.

Looking at Yani, who was full of tears but with a strong look, her eyes seemed to be full of hatred. Yu Yan sighed gently and said slowly, "Yani, I'm glad to see you appear in front of me. No matter how you look at me, I have no problem, because what you see in your eyes must be the facts you have determined."

Guan Yani looked at him with a trace of pain on her face and said, "Really? Have you finally admitted that what I saw is the truth? "Wo, is this the truth I see?" There was a soft cry in her laughter, and there was an indelible feeling of broken intestines on this quiet path.

"Yes, I want to be with Wanru. Compared with what she paid for me, I can't repay it all my life." Yu Yan smiled gently. He was handsome in the moonlight, with intoxicating charm in his self-confidence.

"I still want to be with Rourou, because she is a little stupid girl," Yu Yan's face showed a warm smile.

"Of course, there are two girls. You haven't seen them, and I want to be with them. As long as they want, there is nothing wrong with them."

"Shameless!" Guan Yani looked at his demeanor and bit her lips and scolded angrily.

"Yes, I also know that it's shameless. There are too many sanctimonious people in the world. Even if it's a little shameless, as long as you have a clear conscience and don't hurt anyone, why not?" Yu Yan smiled and threw out a strange theory.

"The greater a person's ability, the greater the responsibility. This is not only a moral responsibility, but also an emotional responsibility. Each of them and I have a long story, which can't be erased by simple and shameless words. If we are together, we can all be happy. I am willing to make this kind of attempt. Even if it fails, we will return to the original appearance. At that time, someone will cry sadly, which is better than being in pain at the beginning. Yu Yan's strange talk was endless. She was naturally shameless in Guan Yani's ears, but she also had a trace of curiosity. What made this person so shameless?

"Yani, what do you think of me?" Yu Yan suddenly stopped talking and looked at Guan Yani with a smile.

Guan Yani was shocked by his shamelessness. Suddenly, when she heard his question, she was stunned for a moment and gritted her teeth and said, "You--"

"You don't have to say, I know," Yu Yan interrupted her with a smile, "I'm completely shameless, aren't I?" His thinking seemed to be irrelevant. Although she repeatedly warned herself not to think about his fallacy, Guan Yani still felt that her brain was a little insufficient under his unconscious traction.

"Yani, do you believe your feelings?" Guan Yani was about to answer his last question, but she couldn't help but be stunned when she heard another headless word from him.

"What are you doing?" Guan Yani suddenly felt that her soft palm fell into a rough but soft palm. Her heart trembled slightly, but her reaction was particularly strong: "Let go of me, let go of me."

She tried hard to throw away his palm, but she felt that the palm was getting harder and harder, and she couldn't break it. In anger, Guan Yani seemed to have forgotten that she was carrying martial arts. The warm feeling from the friction of her palm seemed to return to the warmth of her heartbeat when she was healing his wounds in R country. At the same time, the struggle became more and more fierce.

Yu Yan ignored her struggle, firmly held her hand, stared at her eyes and said, "Yani, tell me, do you believe the feeling in your heart?"

His eyes are sincere and clear, and there is no false forgery in the middle, like a quiet pool. In his frank eyes, Guan Yani somehow couldn't resist his bright eyes at all. She forgot to struggle and slowly lowered her head and whispered, "I, I don't know. Don't ask me."

"Yani, maybe I ignored a lot of things before, but I understand now. Anyway, I still thank you." Yu Yan let go of her hand and said sincerely.

Guan Yani looked at his calm face, and her heart was completely messed up. He obviously didn't say anything. Why was he completely confused? Where did the hatred just now go?

"What do you understand? Don't thank me. I won't listen. I won't listen. Guan Yani covered her cheeks with her hands and sobbed helplessly.

Yu Yan sighed and said, "Yani, we haven't been together for a long time. You should know what kind of person I am in your heart. If you still believe in the feelings in your heart, maybe you can understand me. Believe me, I'm not the kind of person you think, at least--" Yu Yan smiled bitterly: "It's not that bad."

Guan Yani didn't seem to hear him at all. She covered her face and cried, and her thin shoulders trembled fiercely.

Yu Yan gently stroked her hair and said softly, "There are many things that have consequences because of the cause. I can't predict it, and it's also something you can't imagine or even accept. If you don't know what to do, then ask yourself the most real feeling in your heart. Where my heart goes, what I want is just like me--"

Yu Yan smiled gently and no longer looked at Yani. He stepped up and went straight forward, as if he had forgotten her in the blink of an eye.

(to be continued)