Chapter 109 Return
Two months have passed since the days. At this time, I have fully adapted to the days without Shangguan Yiran. No wonder people say that time can heal the wounds. Even if it can't completely make people recover, people will adapt to all this in the passage of time.
The business of the hospital is getting better and better. I almost don't have to worry about it. The little slave can take care of it alone. Unless she encounters difficult and miscellaneous diseases and so on, she will not be sure to come and ask me. For the rest of the time, I am just a decoration, which is equivalent to an ornament in the hospital.
Maybe it's because of Luohua. There are no eye-catching hoodlums who come here to charge me for protection fees or something. Well, there was a person who pretended to be ill and wanted to blackmail a large amount of money from the medical center. He was recognized by the little slave on the spot. Under the pressure of Lan'er's violent woman, he paid a large amount of "disputation loss fee" for the hospital with a snot and tears, and raised his hands and feet to swear that he would be a good person in the future.
However, good days are always not long. Just when I just adapted to all this stable life, Luo Hua, who had not appeared for a long time, appeared in front of me with a heavy face. The first sentence I said made me trembling involuntarily: "Xiaomo, I'm sorry for you."
Looking at his appearance, I suddenly had a bad feeling in my heart. I hurriedly stepped back a few steps and looked at him with a vigilant face and said, "Are you really getting Hualiu and want me to give you a discount? Our store is a small profit!"
My joking sentence did not exchange for Luo Hua's smiling face, but made him look at me more meaningful. After brewing for a long time, Luo Hua slowly said, "Shangguan Yiran is seriously injured, life, death, no, Ming!!!"
My head buzzed, as if I had suffered a major blow. I didn't react for a long time, and the sentence "life and death unknown" echoed repeatedly in my mind.
"What's wrong with him?" I pretended to sit at the table calmly and wanted to pour myself a cup of tea, but my hands trembled so much that I couldn't even hold a teacup. Since the uncle of Luohua was stunned, I have changed everything in my room to normal. After all, it's awkward for me to live in a room full of traps every day.
Luo Hua took the cup in my hand, poured a glass of water for me, and comforted me softly: "Don't worry too much. He has been sent back to the Jin Kingdom Emperor for treatment. I guess he will be fine."
Send it to the imperial capital? I suddenly felt that something was wrong. Didn't Shangguan Yiran marry Qinyin? How can it not be in the imperial capital? I suddenly had a bad feeling. I raised my head and glared at Luo Hua: "What the hell is going on? Make it clear to me! Why isn't Shangguan Yiran in the imperial capital?
Luo Hua was scolded by me. As a prince, she has a high position and power. It can be said that she is more than ten thousand people under one person. But at this moment, he was scolded by me. There was no sign of anger at all. He just lowered her head and kept silent, which made me even more strange. Even if he treats me as a good friend, it is impossible for me to scold him so much, which proves that there is something wrong.
"You said it! Don't pretend to be deaf and dumb!" I was anxious. He was silent at such a critical time. Isn't he going to torture me to death?
"About a month ago, we launched a sneak attack on Jinguo. As a result, half a month ago, Shangguan Yiran accidentally participated in the war. I just got the news that Shangguan Yiran was seriously injured and was rushed to the imperial capital for treatment. The life and death are unknown. And... According to the detective's report, Shangguan Yiran just took Qinyin back to Jinguo and has been looking for excuses to delay the wedding.
Under my urgent urging, Luo Hua finally said a news that made me feel like being struck by lightning. How could Shangguan Yiran be hurt like this? Life and death are unknown? Why didn't he get married? Why did you run to the battlefield?
I remembered his unruly appearance when I first met Shangguan Yiran, with a trace of decadence in nature. I can't imagine the pale face of Shangguan Yiran, who is smiling all day long. I can't accept that kind of scene.
"Why did the sneak attack and go to war? Haven't you all been kissed? Didn't you say that if you get married, you won't have a war and you won't be in trouble? I shouted at Luo Hua, and my voice was distorted.
"I'm sorry..." Luo Hua lowered her head. I couldn't see his expression clearly, but I could hear the guilt in his tone: "The radicals in the court think this is a good opportunity to seize several cities while the Jinguo is relaxed, which can not only expand the territory, but also make the people richer."
"So you plan to ignore the life and death of Qinyin?" I looked at the Huahua with mockery. This is the royal family. Life is luxurious but there is no family affection. Sure enough, it is the most ruthless imperial family! Shangguan Yiran's father forced him to marry a woman he didn't love, and Luohua's father was even more cruel. In order to ignore his daughter's life and death, I had nothing to say except to send them the word "pervert".
"My royal sister will be fine. After all, she used to be a disciple of the peerless piano vein. Even if she is expelled, she is not free to move. At most, she is under house arrest." Luo Hua's explanation seems a little weak. Even if it's just house arrest, it's difficult for a royal golden branch and jade leaf to accept, isn't it?
No one knows whether he will be abused or not. Even if an ordinary woman and her husband's life and death are unknown, her mother-in-law will not have a good face. What's more, this is a national event. How many lives are involved? How many soldiers will die in the battlefield and their families will be destroyed?
"leave your explanation to your father." I looked at Luo Hua indifferently. He had known all this for a long time. He knew that even if Shangguan Yiran married Qinyin, there would be a war, but he never said anything. How can I forgive him?
Shangguan Yiran, Shangguan Yiran... I was full of his figure in my head. From quarreling with him at the beginning, to helping him drive away the wild bees and butterflies, to attending banquets with him and falling in love with him... Scene by scene are constantly repeated in my mind. Is this fate? I've been with him for only half a year. I forgot him, but I almost used him for more than half a year. In the end, I haven't forgotten it. I just buried it in my heart and didn't want to mention it.
Seeing that I didn't want to say more, Luo Hua could only sigh and leave. I don't know how long I've been sitting. Anyway, it was already dark when the little slave called me. I didn't eat anything. I threw myself in ** and cried silently under the quilt. What should I do? What should I do now?
The next morning, I became a panda again. I not only had two dark circles under my eyes, but also my eyes were red and swollen, which shocked Xiaonu and Lan'er. Sister, what's wrong with you? It seemed that something was wrong with me. Lan Er rarely didn't make a mistake with me.
"Help me buy a carriage. I'm going back to Jinguo. Shangguan Yiran has an accident." I didn't say much to them. After a brief explanation, I went upstairs again.
When everything was done, I was stopped by Lan Er with a small bag: "Sister, I also want to go back. I want to go home and see my mother. Lan Er looked at me with tears in her eyes, afraid that I would not take her with her.
"Next time, I'm going back to save people this time. I don't know how long it will take. I don't have time to take care of you. It's too slow to take you." I shook my head and refused. The water in the imperial capital is too deep. I was almost killed last time. I can't take Lan'er to take risks. Looking at Lan'er, who was about to cry, I couldn't bear it. After all, I had already told her that I would take her back to Jinguo if there was a chance.
"Well, I'll go first. You are with Xiaonu. If you are really homesick, let Xiaonu go to your house with you to see your mother, okay? If you think your mother is not doing well, you can also pick her up, but your gambler father will avoid it. I'm afraid I can't help but beat him. I'm telling the truth. A father who can even sell his daughter as a gambler, I can't help but do it.
Lan'er was amused by me. After all, it was a very strange scene for her god sister-in-gative who said seriously that she wanted to beat her father. Well... Sister, be careful and don't get lost."
It's broken! As soon as I heard this, I was immediately stunned. I only told Xiaonu to buy me a carriage, but I didn't tell her to hire a coachman for me. I, a person who can't drive a car and don't know the way, how can I go back to Jinguo? I'm so depressed. In the end, I went to the Prince's Mansion again and boldly borrowed two drivers from Luohua, intending to rush back to the Kingdom of Jin day and night.
"I'm sorry, I really can't help it. After all, I'm a fallen man." Luo Hua simply assigned me two drivers and gave me a silver ticket. He didn't explain anything much, but left me such a sentence.
I can only sigh about this. After a night, I am not so angry. After all, Luohua did nothing wrong. He is right. He is a native of Luoguo and the prince of Luoguo. He has the obligation to keep those secrets confidential. And as a friend, he has reminded me to grasp my own happiness several times, and even given me secret tips many times. It's just that I'm too stupid to know it until now. Who can be blamed?
It was my own unwillingness to grasp my own happiness. It was me who escaped from my feelings again and again, and even hurt Shangguan Yiran who chased me in anger. If I had forgived him at that time, maybe he would not have taken Qinyin away from Luoguo; if I had listened to his explanation at that time, maybe he would not have escaped to the battlefield; if I'm willing to go with him. Even if he is injured, he will have me to help treat him, at least better than those imperial doctors, right?
But how can there be so many ifs? Shangguan Yiran was injured because I escaped from marriage, went to the battlefield in despair, and was seriously injured because he begged to die. It's all my fault...
I'm going back to see him! With a firm look, I embarked on the road back to Jinguo.