Chapter 502 Back to the Past
"Xiaofeng, Dad is out for a few days. He is at home these days. You must be good..."
Lu Tao is no different from Lu Tao now. He, Lu Feng's father, has not changed at all. But at this moment, the father Lu Feng saw in his eyes was not the father he was familiar with. Because in Lu Tao's eyes, he only saw a kind of doting, and a faint loss, a faint pity.
What Lu Feng wants to say, his soul is in this small body. I don't know why Lu Feng saw such a real thing, such a real thing, and his soul did not appear any confusion. This is completely in a state of sobriety.
He wanted to say something, but when Lu Feng's voice came out, his words became other words.
"Dad, I know. Don't worry. Don't you know Xiaofeng's cleverness..."
Lu Tao nodded gently with a smile, patted Lu Feng on the head, and finally turned around and left here. Accompanying him was Lu Feng's mother, Yan Chenwei.
In a faint time, Lu Feng seemed to hear his mother's complaint. I heard her unwillingness to leave.
Gradually, the sound gradually faded, and finally disappeared completely.
Lu Feng stood quietly in the room, with a young face, and all the happiness and innocence before completely disappeared.
At this moment, he was full of a sad emotion.
This scene made Lu Feng in this young body endlessly silent, because this scene is so familiar! This is exactly what he remembered after his seal disappeared.
"So this time, I'm just a spectator..."
He finally understood that he existed and was just a spectator. He wanted to see what he didn't want to face in the depths of his mind. Everything he didn't want to face happened again and everything he experienced...
The young Lu Feng got up, hesitated for a moment, and finally walked out. Lu Feng knew that he was often bullied by those cousins at that time. In the Lu family, he is not happy at all. Although he also knew at that time that it was the best not to go out at home, he quickly forgot that he was unhappy when he was young. Because at that time, he was still very playful.
He walked out of the house and walked slowly outside. Lu Feng remembered that when he was young, he was used to hiding alone in the corner, quietly looking at the clouds in the sky and the great and solemn buildings in the city.
And this time, it's the same.
Quietly walked to the familiar attic, took an hour, and finally reached the highest place. This is not the highest place in Renwang City, but the highest place that Lu Feng can climb.
The whole city is extremely quiet. Those who can live here are the real peak of the Wang Lu family or have a great identity. Most of the time, these people are practicing quietly, and they rarely hang out.
In this king city, the real frequent figures are the blood heirs of the Lu family.
Of course, this bloodline is not all the direct bloodline. After all, the direct bloodline of the Wang Lu family is really rare. Most of the children who appear here are children of the side branches. However, although it is a side branch, the bloodline still contains the blood of the human king, which is just incomplete.
Looking at his young self, he finally climbed to the highest place with all his efforts. Lu Feng in his body sighed gently. At that time, I naively thought that as long as I didn't provoke anyone, I could be quiet. But when Lu Feng recalled, he knew that he was the biggest enemy in the minds of his cousins!
This time, the quiet and alone is actually seen by many people.
Finally, when Lu Feng reached the peak, he habitually sat on the broad platform.
Around me, the wind is blowing quietly. The young self lay gently on the ancient stone slab, looking at the clouds surging in the sky and the ancient majestic and solemn buildings around him.
At this moment, Lu Feng can clearly feel his young self, the silence of his soul, and the emptiness of his heart.
With a gentle sigh, Lu Feng knew that something had happened, and it really happened like this. Moreover, it is about to happen...
I don't know when the young Lu Feng has closed his eyes. It seems that he can fall asleep more easily in such an environment. However, when the young Lu Feng seemed to be about to fall asleep, more than a dozen figures appeared beside him.
At this moment, the young Lu Feng opened his eyes. When he saw those figures, there was a trace of panic in his eyes. Lu Feng could even feel the deep panic and the restless anxiety in his heart.
Gradually, the leading person came to Lu Feng, with a kind of spitting, a kind of contempt, and even a kind of hatred on his face!
Lu Feng knows that these cousins have understood a lot at this age. They have understood the secret of their bodies. They know that because of Lu Feng, they have lost their brilliant future and the great ladder.
So, they hate Lu Feng and hate Lu Feng so much!
The eyes, so sharp, easily stung Lu Feng's eyes.
At this moment, Lu Feng really can't hear anything. He just felt the excitement, sadness and despair in his heart when facing these cousins and cousins!
Lu Feng's ontology, in the face of hundreds of millions of deaths, can laugh crazily and easily break through. But this time, he seems to have become a young self, and his ability to bear it seems to have returned to his previous state. When I was young, all the voices in my heart were affecting me and constantly changing myself. Unexpectedly, there was despair and countless sadness and pain.
This process is obviously not a long time, but the feeling for Lu Feng is so long that he can't describe it at all.
Lu Feng can feel his young self, the despair in his pupils, the stubbornness, the sadness, and the pain. He could clearly feel the tears that he had worked hard for a long time, but still couldn't stop the tears...
Finally, it's all over.
All the cousins and cousins left here. On the rooftop, Lu Feng was left alone again. But this time, he was no longer in the mood to see any scenery and clouds. What he saw was only confusion, only everything after tears were blurred.
"Why, why did they treat me like this..."
"I just want to be alone. I don't want to hurt anyone. They said that I lost everything to them, but I really didn't hurt them. I really didn't bully them once..."
"Why are they like this..."
"Why..."
The crying has gradually stopped. At this moment, Lu Feng has even lost the power to cry. He sat on the rooftop in a daze, looking at everything in the distance and everything around him, and his eyes were dull.
After a long time, the sky gradually darkened, and the young Lu Feng had gradually woken up. He looked at the sunset and finally walked down the high platform and returned to the place where he lived.
Lu Feng looked at these quietly, and his heart gradually calmed down. Although this kind of experience is something I don't want to encounter. But Lu Feng knew that what he met was not once or twice. My childhood memory is full of such a painful experience. This is not the first time, nor the last time...
Fee that the young Lu Feng entered his sleep and felt his young self, and he still looked painful in his sleep. Lu Feng's heart gradually calmed down.
Although, these painful experiences are what Lu Feng is unwilling to face in his heart. But these will never knock him down! In the face of these, Lu Feng may suffer, but he will never collapse.
"What on earth is this fantasy going to do..."
This is a kind of assessment. Lu Feng doesn't know what the specific standard is. But he knew that in such a fantasy, he would not collapse at all! Such an experience, although painful, is nothing compared with everything you have faced before.
Everything experienced in the ninth generation is more painful than this, and it is hundreds of millions of times more difficult to accept than these. At that time, he experienced so little and still bravely broke through. And now that he has experienced so much and suffered endless pain, how can he be afraid of these...
In the following days, everything seemed to be repeated. As long as the young Lu Feng went there, there would be those cousins and cousins, who would see their desperate look, listen to their painful curses, and even be insulted by them.
Waste, shame, scum, garbage!
All kinds of the most unacceptable words appeared beside Lu Feng, and all of them were accepted by Lu Feng, which made Lu Feng unbearable at all.
Gradually, with the continuous progress of time, with the continuous emergence of such pain and suffering, Lu Feng's heart is also becoming more and more peaceful. The previous pain and despair have gradually disappeared. And in the depths of Lu Feng's heart, he gradually understood the pain of those cousins. Although Lu Feng still hates the humiliation they gave him, after so much experience, he gradually sympathized with his blood relatives.
The heart has returned to complete tranquility. Lu Feng looked at all this plainly. I looked down on my humiliation, my own sadness, and my despair.
"If it's just like this, really, I can't be turbulent at all..."
Lu Feng doesn't know when his head is, but he has been sure that if this is a test, then he must have passed.
It's just that Lu Feng's idea disappeared on that day...