Chapter 109 Tearful Heart
And this purple-black blood stain is...
The afterglow of the man in the golden mask swept the same purple and black blood stains on his arm, and at this time, the wound on his arm had been wrapped with white cloth. Thinking of the scene when she was hazy, Su Qingxue leaned over her arm and felt wet and warm...
He already has the answer in his heart.
It turned out that when Su Qingxue was in a coma with a poisoned needle, she did not hesitate to inhale the venom one by one with her mouth in order to detoxify herself. Later, in order to escape from the fire, she moved step by step with her delicate body, but in the end she fell into a coma on the hillside due to the influence of the remaining poison.
Su Qingxue, you stupid woman! Unexpectedly, he didn't even care about himself for me!
At this time, the fire behind him had spread again, thick smoke rolled in, and the fire became more and more difficult to control.
The golden masked man's eyes darkened, and quickly got up and picked up Su Qingxue and moved straight to the top of the mountain. In order to prevent the fire from being swallowed up, the golden masked man hugged Su Qingxue and looked around for a safe place on the top of the mountain. Thick smoke rose and the fire rose to the sky.
A pair of deep eyes quickly searched around, frowned, and finally found a hanging hole on the cliff at the top of the mountain, and then flew over with Su Qingxue in his arms.
On the cliff hanging hole, it was empty. The man with a golden mask found a clean place to put down Su Qingxue. Then he leaned it against his chest and just looked at her quietly.
Yiren's eyes were closed, but his eyebrows frowned slightly because of discomfort. The next moment, I saw my fingertips gently touching it, pointing in the heart of Yiren's eyebrows, and gently touching the depressed sadness.
Su Qingxue, you are so stupid!
Do you know that this is dangerous? Maybe it will affect your life, but you are still so inseparable from me.
It used to be like this, but it is still like this.
You work hard again and again, and every time for me.
A bitter smile appeared at the corners of the man's mouth, stroked Su Qingxue's smooth cheeks with his big hand, gently rubbed it with incomparable pity.
Su Qingxue, you have guessed that it was me, and you really didn't take off my mask.
What is the reason?
Because you can't face deception alone, emotional deception, and the truth after the mask.
I'm sorry, Su Qingxue, I lied to you.
When I was in a coma, you didn't take off my mask, but you wanted me to tell you all this in person and give you a reasonable explanation?!
Just when his fingertips touched Su Qingxue's cherry lips, Su Qingxue opened her eyes slowly.
"Are you awake?!"
The soft call made Su Qingxue suddenly open her eyes wide.
Yes, it's still that familiar voice.
Su Qingxue just looked at the man in front of her quietly, and her eyes were full of mixed feelings.
The eyes revealed a trace of desire, full of tenderness and innocent feelings, and a faint sadness, which makes people can't bear to refuse but have infinite pity in their hearts.
After the golden mask, the corners of the mouth are slightly raised, with a touch of bitterness and apology.
Indeed, it's time for her to know the truth and everything about herself.
It's enough to hide it. It's not only hard to deceive her, but also to hide your true heart.
hides his love for her, care for her, and protects her.
In the bright place, she has to be protected by a woman as weak as her. In the face of a strong enemy, she can't even stand up to protect her. She can only clenched her fists aggrievedly, but pretend to be uninterested and ignorant.
I've had enough of all this.
Now, it's time to break through all these disguises and restore reality.
After a moment of silence, the hand of the man in the golden mask slowly raised.
"Su Qingxue, I'm sorry, I lied to you."
The mask slowly moved away, and the familiar and handsome face appeared in front of Su Qingxue again.
In an instant, time is like being fixed.
The four eyes are facing each other.
So familiar, but so strange.
We looked at each other for a long time and looked at each other without saying a word.
Outside the cliff cave, the fiery red sky reflected into the cave and showed a fluorescent red light, illuminating the side faces of the two people. The heat wave came, and the hot wind came, but it chilled Su Qingxue's heart.
Silent, silent until the next moment when you can't be silent.
Su Qingxue slowly lowered her eyes and held a faint smile at the corners of her mouth.
But that faint smile is so heartbreaking and bitter.
"Mu Qingfeng, I didn't expect it was really you."
Su Qingxue paused, took a soft breath, and then said:
"I guessed yes, I said how could I guess wrong! Why did you lie to me and refuse to admit it when I held you before... Why is it you, you are not... Why..."
Su Qingxue's voice is very light, and every sentence is lighter than the previous sentence, and the last sentence is almost so light that Su Qingxue can hear it herself.
However, the slightly moving cherry lips, the drooping eyes, and the injured expression have long revealed everything in her heart.
All behaviors and expressions only prove one thing:
Her heart is hurting.
The sad and painful expression was stubbornly covered up with a smile.
The bones are full of fragility and sadness, but they still have to pretend to be strong.
I can no longer bear to hold herself so wronged and pretend to be strong.
The next moment, Mu Qingfeng held Su Qingxue tightly in his arms for a long time.
"I'm sorry, I lied to you, I'm sorry!"
Su Qingxue, who was suddenly held in her arms, seemed to have a crystal substance in her eyes, and the embankment was about to collapse.
However, at the last moment, Su Qingxue still put up with the silver light.
"You don't feel sorry for me."
is still a light answer.
It's just that Su Qingxue knew one thing for the first time, and she knew it clearly, that is:
It turns out that I will also have heartache.
And this pain is really heartbreaking, which makes people cry.
"I'm sorry for you. I've been cheating on you. I'm sorry. Please forgive me for my love. I don't mean to deceive, just because there is too much helplessness.
Mu Qingfeng tightened her arms and tightened Su Qingxue, as if she was afraid that she would disappear out of thin air.
"Qing Xue, listen to my explanation. I have never dared to tell you, because I'm afraid that you will leave me after you know the truth.
Next, Mu Qingfeng showed his true side in front of Su Qingxue.
Starting from why he wanted to hide it, Lin Lin always talked with Su Qingxue one by one.
From the first time I had no choice but to pretend to be stupid, later I doubted Su Qingxue's identity and did not dare to expose it, and then I saw Su Qingxue desperately paying for herself and never gave up.
It turned out that in the slow relationship between Mu Qingfeng and Su Qingxue, Mu Qingfeng slowly began to change Su Qingxue. On the night of the wedding, Su Qingxue's behavior made her suspect that Su Qingxue was a female killer sent by the national teacher and had bad intentions. And temporary relief for yourself may only be a deeper temptation and bribery to relax your vigilance.
However, Su Qingxue took practical actions again and again to prove that she had a sincere heartfelt love for him, so that she gradually changed from suspicion to real trust in her.
Later, it was just that I was worried that Su Qingxue would go out to do business alone, so she secretly protected her many times and didn't want anything to happen to her. And the first time he stood up to expose his identity was when Su Qingxue was trapped at the gate in order to seize the thousand-year-old snow lotus. Last time the princess fireball hit, Su Qingxue fell into the water by Mu Qingfeng. It was not Mu Qingfeng accidentally tripped, but Mu Qingfeng foresaw the danger and threw Su Qingxue into the water to take refuge. And this time, she deliberately followed because she was worried that Su Qingxue was alone to deal with such a powerful man in black.
What you hide is all about, pretending to be stupid just to hide people's eyes and ears. Because the strength of the national teacher is too strong to compete with it, and the national teacher also puts the emperor under house arrest. I have been unable to sneak into the palace to meet my father, and my father's life and death are uncertain. All external conditions are not mature, so you can't expose your true things.
Mu Qingfeng hugged Su Qingxue tightly and explained everything softly in his ear.
But Su Qingxue's heart did not heal because of this.
Because in Su Qingxue's heart, deception is deception. No matter how many excuses and helplessness there are, it is also deception.
If the two really treat each other sincerely, there will be no so-called deception. No matter how many difficulties and difficulties there are, the two can be honest and work together.
and cheated, but in the end, it was because of lack of trust.
Since we don't trust each other enough, how can we talk about it for a long time?
"I'm sorry, clear snow. I hide all this from you. First, I don't want you to risk for me again, and I don't want you to be involved in the whirlpool of dangerous power. More importantly, because I am selfish and I don't want to lose you, so I chose to hide it. Seeing that you are so sincere about your innocence and stupidity, I am really afraid that I will lose you forever after telling you the truth. Please forgive me and don't leave me, okay?"
Su Qingxue was silent for a moment, and her lips moved slightly.
"You are not wrong, and you don't need my forgiveness. You hide everything from me, it's just your own choice. In this world, cheating is just because of lack of trust.
As soon as Su Qingxue's words came out, he obviously felt Mu Qingfeng's body stunned.
The previous tight embrace was also a little relieved. The next moment, Su Qingxue just took a deep breath and gently pushed away Mu Qingfeng's embrace.
Slowly raise your eyes, look at Mu Qingfeng's dark deep eyes, and continue to say:
"However, I know that you have your pains and helplessness. Nowadays, in the face of the national disaster, treacherous ministers are in charge, and you have too many responsibilities on your shoulders, so it is understandable that you pretend to be stupid in order to protect yourself.
As for leaving, don't worry, I won't leave for the time being. Because in this way, it is not me who protects you these days, but you secretly protect me. And you have saved me more than once. How can I not repay my life-saving kindness so many times?
So, I will help you get rid of the national teacher and complete the great cause. After that, I just hope you can return my freedom.
Because the relationship between us is already a deception at the beginning, the remaining superficial relationship is no longer important.
After saying that, Su Qingxue's mouth raised a faint smile. It's just that no one knows, but there is a tearing heart behind the smile.