Chapter 154 Show your heart
Duoer tried her best to suppress the pain in her heart, and her slender fingertips were even pinched into the softness. The pain of her skin rushed against the pain in her heart and forced herself to calm down.
Duo'er raised her eyes and tried to make the tears in her eyes stop falling again.
But it hasn't been lifted yet, and the tears have stopped.
In a hurry, hide your face and decorate.
"Yes, Duoer really asked a stupid question. Duoer should have known it long ago. Qingxue's sister is so beautiful, naturally beautiful, intelligent, smart and extraordinary. She can't do what other women can do, and she is willing to sacrifice for the prince. Duoer is also ashamed of herself. Duo'er knows that her qualifications are dull, and she can't compete with Qingxue's sister, let alone get the favor and love of the prince like her. However, prince, I don't know if the prince can tell the truth about the last question?
"Dor..."
Mu Qingfeng stopped talking, but was afraid that telling the truth would really hurt Duoer's fragile heart.
Duoer clenched her lower lip, as if the delicate cherry lips oozed a trace of blood.
"Prince, Duoer knows that the prince is benevolent and doesn't want to hurt Duoer's heart. However, Dorr is really not afraid. Duo'er just wants to know the prince's true heart and wants to hear the prince tell Duoer what she wants to know. No matter what the truth is, no matter how cruel or painful it is, at least it is the real intention of the prince. As long as you know the prince's true heart, at least it proves that Duoer is a trustworthy person in the prince's heart. So no matter what the result is, Duo Er accepts it calmly. Because Duo'er really wants to know whether His Royal Highness has ever entered the prince's heart for a moment, even if it's just in an instant?
Mu Qingfeng naturally knows Duoer's thoughts and doesn't want to cheat, let alone hurt.
I know that Duoer is deeply in love with herself and has paid a lot for herself. Over the years, if it hadn't been for Duo Er's help, I'm afraid it would be difficult for me to be safe now. Indeed, I owe her too much. From the moment I know the truth, I have been thinking that I can compensate her one day.
However, what Duoer really wants is the simplest, easiest to get, the most complex and the most rare thing, which is love.
However, after all, she can't give her what she wants most.
Because of love, it has been given to one person, and it can no longer be given to another person.
But what should we do in the face of Dorr's such a brave confession?
If you tell the truth, you will break your heart. If you don't tell the truth and give her unwarranted hope, it will only hurt her more deeply in the future.
"Dor, listen to me, I never wanted to deceive you, let alone hurt you. I appreciate that you have done so much for me that I can't even repay you. From the day I met you again, I knew that I owed you too much. If possible, I just wanted to make up for what Duoer did for me, and even sacrificed my life to protect your peace for the rest of my life.
Mu Qingfeng paused and couldn't bear to look at Duoer's delicate face with pear blossoms and rain.
"It's just an emotional matter, and it's always just about fate. As a prince, there are always too many things that can't be done. Political marriage has been a means to consolidate national forces since the beginning. In the past, I once thought that I might never be moved by anyone in this life. I just wanted to do my job well and be dedicated to national affairs.
However, since you first married me, I also know that I am also ashamed of you. I may not be able to give you the love you want, so I will double your protection and care to make up for it and not to hurt you. So I have always loved you and cared about you as my sister and relatives. I don't want you to be hurt. I just want to see you live a happy life. Can you understand what I mean?"
"sister? Relatives?"
Two familiar and strange titles invaded Duoer's heart again.
"It turns out that the prince's love for Duoer all the time is just pity and sympathy for Duoer? Even in a political marriage, Duoer has never regretted marrying the prince. Because from the first sight of the prince, he has determined that the prince is Duoer's unswerving love from this life to death.
However, Duoer has only played the role of a little sister in the prince's heart. She looks like a relative, but she is not a lover, let alone a wife.
Duoer has been hanging her head, allowing the tears in her eyes to rage endlessly on her face.
"Yes, Duoer is just a little sister after all. Duo'er would rather the prince never love any woman. Because of this, even if Duoer is only the little sister of the prince, she always has a little hope to fight for that unstable heart. But now, how can the prince suddenly fall in love again?
Duoer's words trembled a little, and her eyes were mixed with too much sadness and disappointment.
"Dor, I'm sorry. Because some things come so suddenly and unexpectedly that even I can't predict and can't stop them. Perhaps it was destined to become the most beautiful accident in my life. Love, perhaps inexplicably, always happens inadvertently, when you think it can't happen to you. Duoer, I just want to tell you that I'm really sorry that I lost your heart.
Mu Qingfeng's voice was very soft and soft, but it contained hot love and affection, which made Duoer cry. At this moment, Duoer's heart can't help but surge.
It turns out that love is really so mysterious.
Sometimes it must be in life, and there is no time to force it in life. Maybe it really is.
Love is always unstoppable but unpredictable.
Some people may make more efforts in vain, but out of guilt and care, they will also mistakenly think that he has loved, but he really doesn't. It's just that when you make it clear, it makes you feel extra pain.
And others may not take any effort, and the destined love will come naturally. Even if the man clearly felt that he would not fall in love at all, he was already moved in the end.
"The prince's words are heavy, and Duoer can't stand it. Duoer thanked the prince for telling each other frankly. Maybe Duoer is lucky in her life, and she doesn't have this blessing to settle in the prince's heart.
"Duoer, don't do this. I delayed you and owe you too much. Now the war continues and everyone is in danger. I just hope to do my best to keep you perfect, stable and rich. If possible, I will find someone who really loves you..."
However, before Mu Qingfeng finished speaking, Duo Er interrupted.
"Don't, Duoer, Duoer has already been the prince's person. No matter life or death, she will never marry anyone else. Duo Er understood that there was only Qingxue's sister in the prince's heart, and she could no longer tolerate other women. However, isn't the prince like this in Duoer's heart?! This heart has been paid, and it can no longer be recovered. Duoer is now like a duckweed, and she has nothing to worry about except the prince. Even if there is no Duoer in the prince's heart, Duoer would like to accompany her in this life.
Duoer's sincere and deep attachment just made Mu Qingfeng's heart more and more ashamed. Suddenly, she frowned and was silent.
"Prince, Duoer only asks the prince to agree to one thing in the end, okay?"
Seeing that Mu Qingfeng did not say anything, Duo Er had tears in her eyes and slipped down from her pink cheeks.
Tears silently, leaving only a faint shiny water mark, but there seems to be a bloody mouth in my heart, and I can't stop the pain.
"Your Highness, Duoer knows that Qingxue's sister is now the real crown princess and the only one in the prince's heart. Duo'er can't compare at all. And Sister Qingxue has been paying a lot for the prince, and Duoer knows that she is not as good as herself. In addition, Duoer is now a ruined body and has been insulted, and she is no longer worthy of repairing with the prince. It is inevitable that the prince's reputation is damaged. I also hope that the prince will write a letter to divorce Duoer and avoid the title, so as not to stain the prince Wei De.
It's just that Duo Er's heart is the prince's, and she can no longer give it to anyone else. Therefore, Duoer only wants to follow the prince for the rest of her life, whether she is saddled or maidservant.
As long as Duoer can see the prince every day, even if there is only one look, it is enough.
As Duoer spoke, she released her arms, and then solemnly stepped back a few steps, moved her clothes gently, and bowed her head.
"Please complete the prince."
"Duoer, get up quickly."
Mu Qingfeng saw this and quickly reached out to help Duoer. But Duoer can't afford to be stubborn.
"If the prince doesn't want to, Duoer can only kneel down for a long time."
"Duoer, what are you suffering from? Why are you so wronged?"
It's just Mu Qingfeng's word "aggrieved", but it just pierced the bottom of Duoer's soft heart.
grievance, humiliation, pay...
Aggrieved, too many grievances, suppressing the heart.
People often say that they don't want what they can't get.
But don't you really want it?
Of course not, just because I have made every effort for this, but I really can't get it, so I just pretend not to want it. And the heartbreak and grievance that have gained nothing after giving are so profound, how can they not exist or feel them? It's just deeply suppressed, but whenever it is mentioned, the boundless feeling of grievance pours out like a flood, and the embankment overflows.
For a moment, Duoer's suppressed emotions at the bottom of her heart were a little uncontrollab.
Seeing Mu Qingfeng bent down to help herself, Duoer could no longer suppress the grievance and pain in her heart.
With his hands in one ring, he fell into Mu Qingfeng's arms. His hands wrapped around Mu Qingfeng's neck, his body was close to him, and the tears on his face were boundless.
"Aggrieved, Duoer also knows grievances, but she just can't control herself. I can't control missing you every day, can't control missing you, can't control the love in my heart. Because you can't give up, because you have taken root in Duo'er's heart and become too important. Duo'er would rather be wronged and hurt than accompany her. Prince, Duoer doesn't ask for any name and status, just beg you, let Duoer stay with the prince forever, don't drive me away, don't leave Duoer, okay?"
Deeply pleading and sincere, Mu Qingfeng had no way to refuse.