Chapter 168 Let go
Lingyue's eyes have been staring at Xueyan's face, and her eyes are extremely quiet to death. Although she was reborn after death, her soul did not seem to have the ability to wake up. She didn't even have the ability to vent her emotions. Only a tear slipped from the corners of her eyes and gradually dried by the wind. The winter was not near, and the spring plum blossoms bloomed and snowed. The big white petals fell from the sky, and a layer of loose snow fell on the skirts of the three of them, and the sound of Feicheng had become dry. When the jade hand stroking Xueyan's face appeared in his sight, he did not dare to look up. Was it a careful expectation of miracles or cowardly fear of despair...
The wind roared, and Lingyue's green silk was rolled up and swept messy on Feicheng's face. Feicheng finally couldn't help moving his eyes to Lingyue's face inch by inch. He saw that although Lingyue stood alive in front of him, it was also like a soulless body, just like a statue squatting on him. Next, it condenses into a beautiful picture with time.
Yeer, you are finally fine, and finally let me see you again...
However, in this case, I can no longer say it. Maybe what I expect is only this moment. Seeing you safe and sound, I can rest assured, which is enough!
The past has become unrepentant memories. I don't regret that I worked so hard and almost abandoned everything for you. However, maybe you really don't belong to me. Love will only hurt you more.
I really can't afford to lose. Every step I take is like stepping on the soul and blood of the person I love. Every step I take will pay ten times more. Even if I go to hell, it doesn't matter if I get hurt again, but I will never see you hurt again.
Since that person can save your life, I will definitely protect your life. Oh, in the end, I finally chose to give up. I didn't expect that my book Feicheng would be afraid to admit defeat one day.
Xue Yan is the wife that my media is marrying. Her greatest wish is to spend a happy life with me in Bishui Cottage and be an ordinary couple. That's our home and belongs to us...
"Yeer, I'm going to take her home. We...may not see each other again... You must take care of yourself..."
Thousands of words finally turned into a break-up and parting words. Lingyue was still quiet and silent for a long time. When Feicheng thought she would not speak again, a gust of wind swept over and blew her green silk on his face.
"Creasure..." Gently, faintly, she only said these two words, without retention, no resentment or hatred, or even no love. It turns out that in the end, love is to exhaust life and lifelong feelings, so that she can't love...
Feicheng picked up Xue Yan, closed his eyes, held back the tears that penetrated his eyes, and walked heavily to the corridor outside the Bingce Mansion. At every step, he wanted to turn back, but he could never look back...
Hua Che didn't mean to send someone to stop him. It seemed that everything could be put down. As long as she was enough, he walked to Lingyue, took off his robe, put it on her, and slowly picked her up.
"Yueer, you see, how beautiful the spring of our musk moon country is. The new leaves are long green, the flowers are flying, and there can be this butterfly-like snow all over the earth. Whether it is flowers, snow or moon, it is like you..."
Why does it snow in spring? Isn't it because you changed your life? The people I love left one after another, and my only sister also died. Although you saved me, you also sacrificed other people's lives. Do you think I will still be happy?
"Yeer, can you talk to me..."
Hua Che said willingly, but the woman in his arms was still in a daze, and he didn't know where his eyes fell, and there was no focus from anything.
"Yeer..." He whispered and imprinted his lips on her eyebrows, as if he were afraid of the cold, and wrapped her tightly in a white robe, "I'm sorry..."
I'm sorry, I shouldn't have listened to your opinion before. I'm sorry, I shouldn't ignore your feelings and selfishly occupy you. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have killed so many of your relatives just to protect you. I'm sorry, I shouldn't be so persistent in holding you and hurt you. If I love someone, I can't give her happiness. Then you must let go...
It turns out that sometimes, love is to learn to let go!
"If you are reluctant, I will stop him and let him take you away, okay?"
Although this sentence was heartbreaking, there was a sense of relief, and Lingyue finally seemed to be awakened by him. She looked at him, grabbed his hand, and said a decisive word: "No--"
"Let him go--" She added seriously, her tone firm and irrefutable. Hua Che didn't know whether it was more surprise or pain in his heart, because he hurt her too deeply, so even the love he already had in his heart been buried?
But at this time, there was an earth-shaking roar in the palace, which was a woman's cry. Because of this call, the snow fell more, the leaves floated, the flowers fell on the ground, and the whole military government seemed to shake.
Hua Che's eyebrows were condensed, and Lingyue's look was also shocked.
A white dress flew from the roof of the Bingce Mansion, like a most beautiful cloud, falling on the ground. Her white hair fluttered like snow. Her white veil seemed to be tattered, and the messy cloth could not cover her like a pair of slender **. Her waist was like a lizard, with a jade and earrings. In the bright moon, the snow-colored ribbons on the fragrant shoulders and headdress flew in the wind. In the falling snow curtain, her figure was also hazy like an ice sculpture.
No, she is an ice sculpture. In the past, Lingyue never saw her face clearly, but she would never forget the figure and dress of the goddess statue in the shrine.
"Moon God--" Lingyue blurted out an exclaim, Hua Che's face slightly, and even the flying city, which had gone far away, stopped. The white-haired woman stood still and shouted at the back of the flying city: "Don't go, prince, please put down my daughter--"
Feicheng was suddenly shocked. He looked back with Xue Yan in his arms and saw another face similar to Ling Yue. However, although the white-haired woman's face was like a 17- or 18-year-old girl, there were some old vicissitudes in her eyes, and there were some tenacity that Lingyue or Xue Yan could not compare with.
"Put down my daughter, I want to save her--"
The white-haired woman said with tears and sadness in her eyes. After hearing her words, Lingyue was even more stunned and surprised. Is her daughter?
"Who are you?" Feicheng also asked in surprise.
"I'm Linghui, the owner of the previous generation, her mother and prince. Could you please give her back to me?"
Smart? Feicheng looked at the woman in white in shock. There are rumors in the history of the musk moon country that Linghui, the master of the moon, was expelled from the musk moon country because of the marriage with the enemy man. How could this white-haired woman be... However, she looks very similar to Lingyue Xueyan!
"Mother..." Lingyue also broke away from Hua Che's arms, ran behind her, and called down with tears, "Are you really our mother?"
When the white-haired woman turned her head and saw Lingyue, she also jumped over, held her in her arms, and sobbed, "I used to have three daughters, but now you are the only one left..."
"Three daughters?" Lingyue was stunned and asked in a low voice. She once entered the dream of Flying City, and also saw everything that Feicheng and Xueyan lived together in her sleeping dream. What's more, she learned from Xueyan's words that she and Xueyan are twin sisters. Does she have another sister besides Xueyan?
"Yueer, I am the goddess you often go to worship. I am your mother, but you don't know, but I watched you grow up with my own eyes. No matter where you are and what danger you encounter, your mother will feel it and find a way to save you. You have been poisoned by my sister and your aunt. After the curse of reincarnation, the soul flew everywhere. Mother finally gathered your soul with the highest spell of fog and snow silkworm, so that you can return your soul, and your two sisters..."
"It turned out that my mother had been blessing me..." After her death, she thought that she would no longer have feelings, but she didn't expect that her mother's appearance would bring her strength to give birth. "Mother, I always thought... I always thought that what they said was true, and that you were killed by your teacher after giving birth to me 18 years ago, no I thought that you actually..."
I didn't expect that she was still alive. It turned out that she also misunderstood her teacher Hua Che.
"Yeer, your teacher Hua Che didn't hurt me. In fact, he has been helping me. His mother is actually my best confidant. Although she has a different surname, she is more sincere than her own sisters. Since childhood, all my sisters have wanted to kill me. Only his mother Hua Shiqin sincerely treats me like a biological sister and helps me. I assisted me, and even married the Royal Dragon Kingdom of the Central Plains for me. Unfortunately, my good sister is also a beauty..."
Hua Che stood in front of the gate of the palace of the Military Strategy Mansion and looked down on all this. Eighteen years ago, he did participate in the court struggle, but others did not know that although he was a military division of Lingyun, he had always stood on the side of Linghui. Therefore, after Linghui gave birth to Lingyue and Xueyan, when he fled with Xueyan, he also sent someone to Helping her, it was all secret, because he was still a military division of Lingyun at that time, and had no military power. He did not dare to do whatever he wanted blatantly. However, there were too many people chasing Linghui that time, and he was also a step late. It was also five years later that he knew that Linghui had disappeared, and Xueyan was adopted by Lingyun and Trained killer. Since the age of 12, he has protected Lingyue and grew up. Although he has not seen each other day by day, he knows the growth process of this girl. Over time, he actually fell in love with this girl. When did he start? When I taught her to play the piano, when I taught her to read the book of war, or when I took her to watch the sunset rainbow...
"Teacher, it would be good if Yueer could be as smart as his teacher when she grows up!"
"People may not be good if they are too smart, just like Yueer, just be happy!"
"Is that right? However, Yue's grandmother often told Yueer that she should learn the skills of a teacher and become as smart as a teacher.
"Yeer, do you like to be with your teacher?"
"I like it! Yueer likes her teacher very much!"
"Well, we will always be together..."
I always hope that she will always be pure and transparent, but forget to give her the freedom to grow up. Is he too selfish?
Because I just like that clear and transparent heart! That was the only mirror given to him in troubled times. He also took care of her in his own way, hoping that she would always be spotless and always wash his heart like the cleanest spring, so he bound her and possessed her love, freedom and everything about her. What was wrong!
But now, it's good to see her smiling again, crying and laughing, and he can't help smiling.