Chapter 182 Mystery 9

How can she forgive?

How to forgive the hardships of this person who destroyed everything with his own hands?

Forgive him for his dilemma at that time?

When he sacrificed others for himself, he should have thought that there would be everything today, and that he would be condemned by his conscience, and she could not forgive or forgive all this!

Dai Zhi's fist clenched tightly. It turned out that fate had been arranged for a long time. He arranged for the daughter of the person who had been framed by him 20 years later to appear beside him, and then let him find that she was the person he had been guilty and blamed himself for more than 20 years. Even if he was about to walk into the coffin, he would not get her understanding and her father who had been killed by him. Mother's understanding!

She has no eyes, is so close to her enemies, and she calls his grandfather wholeheartedly and is so filial to him.

She dared not listen to the story after

. Every word will make her imagine her parents being forced to die in pain. She dared not... She can't stand it.

Master Ding sighed and asked, "What happened after that? After you told the man the whereabouts of Master Xiao, what did the big boss do to Master Xiao and his wife? Why has Master Xiao been anonymous for so long? Where has he been going for so long?

For a person who participated in this stormy past at that time, this secret is naturally his most curious part. All the deeds of Master Xiao, as a loyal but infinitely regretful admirer, are of his interest.

Mr. Jin almost knelt on his knees in front of the tombstone, looking at the traces of the face of the person who should have had a great future but was ruthlessly sharpened by the years. He felt very uncomfortable and said in a trembling voice,

"At that time, I was really helpless and had no choice but to sacrifice Mu'er, but I couldn't watch the man kill him, so before I compromised, I asked him what he wanted to do to Mu'er. He said he reassure me that he would never do anything to commit murder. He just gave him a A small lesson makes him unable to return to the jade carving world again. He is a legitimate businessman and abides by the law. Although I scolded him hypocrisy in my heart, I finally compromised. I thought he would not be crazy to do anything to hurt the shepherd, and then he was very reluctant to give him the address of the shepherd couple..."

Mr. Jin beat his chest regretfully and said hatefully, "I was so stupid at that time that I actually deceived myself and believed that this crazy man would really kindly let go of the animal husband and not hurt him... It was me who hurt the pastoral life! It hurt your very happy family of three!"

***Time Machine****

Since he told the boss of Mu'er's whereabouts and the big consortium, Mr. Jin has been frightened for a day. He doesn't even dare to read the newspaper every day. He is afraid to see any news about Mu'er. He is afraid that the news is a tragedy caused by himself and that his helplessness will make himself. He always lives in the condemnation of his conscience and dares not watch TV, but he is anxious to know what's going on with Mu'er. He wants to receive a letter from Mu'er's hand to report his safety as before.

Because of guilt and self-reproach, he did not accept the large sum of the man's promise, let alone go to work in the company that he hated. Even with his endless glory and wealth and the high status he dreamed of, he has betrayed his conscience and can no longer be a ungrateful person.

After three days of sitting on pins and living like a year, he received an anonymous letter from nowhere. When he opened it, he immediately recognized the letter from his precious apprentice Shepherd who had frightened him in the past two days!

After reading the letter carefully word by word, Mr. Jin, a majestic old man who had never shed tears, suddenly cried at home, and then fell ill for a whole month...

The story came to an end here. Mr. Jin raised his head and looked at Dai Zhi with regret and prayer. His face was full of tears, and then slowly took out a yellow cowhide envelope from his arms and handed it to Dai Zhi with trembling. His voice choked.

"Kid, this is a handwritten letter sent to me by your father Xiao Mu. I have collected it until now. In the past 20 years, my conscience has never been better. This letter is like a devil, devouring me one bite at a time, reminding me of the mistakes I made in those years, which are getting worse day by day. I know I can't redeem it in my life. Sin, I can't repay the mistakes I made in those years. I have no face to face Mu'er anymore, and I don't have the face his daughter who should have lived a happy life in three... At that time, after reading this letter, I knew how much mistake I had made. Only then did I know that I pushed him personally because of my selfishness and greed. Abyss, I really deserve to die, and my God! How can you be so blind? The shepherd is kind-hearted and has never made any mistakes, but you want to take him away cruelly. I am deeply guilty. I have been condemned by my conscience for 20 years. I finally found the shepherd, but I can't say to him personally - I'm sorry..."

Mr. Jin's gray hair became more messy in the air, and his hoarse cry cut through the whole sky, making the already cold and desolate cemetery more gloomy and sad.

Dai Zhi's eyes just stared at the envelope of brown paper without blinking, and did not dare to reach out to answer it.

Dad's handwritten letter...

The letter written by my father 20 years ago will return to his hands again in 20 years. Has everything been arranged for a long time?

Open it, you can see all this, see what happened to Dad 20 years ago, and why Dad took her to the small town of Antique Street, hiding her name and living a life that did not belong to him at all.

But why? She doesn't have the courage to get the truth of all this. For 20 years, Dad has never mentioned a few words to himself, but now she has to face it after all, but she doesn't have any courage.

She has never met her mother. From birth, she doesn't seem to have any memory of this term, but in her heart, how much she longs for her mother's love and how much she wants to know when her mother will return to her.

It turned out that she almost had a happy and complete family, but all of this was broken. She always thought that when her father died, the sky and the earth collapsed. It turned out that her father 20 years ago was the real experience of the destruction of the family. Everything happened, and the original good future and good marriage became overnight. Clouds and smoke.

Dai Zhi trembled his hands and slowly took the letter that obviously had a lot of history, which seemed to have lasted for a century...

She got the letter and slowly opened it in front of her father's tombstone, just like opening the old story, opening the most real past about her father and the mother she had never seen before...