Chapter 574 The Past, the Future, the Present!

A figure came to her side. She looked up and it turned out to be a yellow warbler.

"Why don't you sleep?" Ning Shishi asked lurely and glanced at Huang Ying's slightly raised stomach, and there was actually a surprise in his heart.

Huang Ying sat down on another soft chair beside her, looked up at the starry sky and sighed.

Ning Shishi frowned slightly and said unhappily, "What's the reason for running away from me for no reason?"

Huang Ying looked at Master Ning and said lightly, " Since you have entered this family, why don't you calm down? My husband is not a cold-faced and ruthless person. If you are soft, he will treat you better."

"Huh, are you here as a lobbyist?" Ning Shishi snorted coldly, and there was a trace of disdain in his eyes.

Huang Ying was not annoyed, but just sighed and said, "Speaking of these women in our family, only you, me and Sister Qingyan have the same background. It can be said that they once had a period of fate. Now they have entered the door of the family and look at the child who sometimes shows a lonely look. We are also distressed when we look at it. After all, he is a child.

When he touched the child, Master Ning's expression became a little gloomy, and he didn't make a sound for a long time.

She is a smart woman, but in fact, she just can't soften her face! If you persuade the soft, in fact, when she didn't choose to break the net, she was also convinced, but later Song Yi deliberately snolded her, so that she could not find the steps to go down again. During this period, she occasionally listened to the laughter in the courtyard. It was lively outside, and sometimes she wanted to go out to see what was outside. It's lively, but I dare not walk out of the yard.

Even if she just takes a step out of this yard, she finds it difficult to accept her self-esteem. Over time, it will be more difficult to find a step.

And Song Yi seemed to be deliberate, but he never stepped into this yard.

Although there is no need for food and clothing, what is the difference between the yard without men and the cold palace in the deep palace?

The night is an empty pillow, and the meal is a lonely shadow... After such a long time, it is inevitable to have resentment and loss psychologically.

"As long as Pan'er is good, I don't care about anything, but how can he not know that this is not good for Pan'er? He is a man, but he wants to argue with me. What can I do as a woman?"

Ning Shishi said like this, although it was a word with resentment, it actually showed weakness. Just because for so long, Huang Ying was the first person to take the initiative to talk to her.

And if it weren't for Huang Ying, who could be a little arrogant now, and she really liked the child of Pan'er, she would not dare to talk here against Song Yi's intention.

But she is also exquisite. She heard the weakness in Huang Ying's tone, so she smiled and persuaded her, "He is angry with your past, but if you change a little, how can you have this line of hope, and you are such a great beauty. How can he keep care of it? You should know that his resentment against the seventh prince can be eliminated, let alone you?

"Do I change? Ha ha... So it's all my fault?" Ning Shishi sneered and didn't know whether it was sarcasm or self-deprecating.

Huang Ying sighed, "In fact, you and I have a recent background. Why can't we understand your thoughts? It's just that as a woman, it's not a good thing to be too high-minded. If you used to be worried about suffering, can't you see it now? At present, it's not the suffering and suffering that others have given you. These are all self-receiving..."

Ning Shishi meditated and returned to the Cold Food Festival for many years...

My father has just died, and the severe cold in winter has not receded. The new buds on the old tree have sent out some tender yellow, and my mother took the paper bag to prepare for the tomb during the Qingming Festival...

Suddenly, the dilapidated wooden door was broken, and the most rampant bully in the village broke in.

Compared with her young body, the bully body is like a dark cloud covering the sky, filling the whole narrow room.

The man broke in and tore his mother's clothes in front of her... Looking at her mother's white body exposed and making a horrible sound under the bully, she was stunned!

On that day of the Cold Food Festival, her mother also died, and she was sold by the bully man.

It was that day, and there was always a shadow in her heart.

Therefore, she really wants to have a supreme right and doesn't want to be a woman struggling under a man like a mother.

So, on that day, she got drunk and occupied Song Yi's body in a way she thought she was proud of...

However, no one knows these secrets, and it may be even more impossible for her to talk about the dirty things in those years in her life. The more she grows up, the more she understands that it is a shame to say that kind of thing even after many years.

Therefore, in the days when she was sold to Qinglou, she actively learned more things and spent several times more hard to learn martial arts that others could not think of.

One day when she grew into a body, she finally got the opportunity to return to the small village of that year, and then killed the bully who was old but still disgusting in the most ferocious way.

Naturally, she won't say these things. She has always believed that women have to rely on themselves and be more ruthless than bullies to live with dignity.

However, at present, she has a lovely child. Looking at the uncheapparent mood of her child playing with other children, she feels aggrieved...

"Thank you. I'll think about it."

For a long time, she spit out such a sentence from her sad expression. Huang Ying was slightly stunned, and then smiled faintly. She stood up and gently patted her on the shoulder, and then left.

The night is silent.

The restless wild cat also seemed to be asleep in a corner. The starlight shone his eyes. Ning Shishi got up and returned to the room to look at the sleeping little boy. He lowered his lips with infinite tenderness and kissed the little boy's forehead, and his eyes were full of inexplicable tears...

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In the third year of the Song Dynasty, the sea division of the Song Dynasty found a city that had been slaughtered in a certain country, and there was a miserable situation everywhere. When the news reached the Song Dynasty, a line was quietly tightened.

When Wang Kui suffered a great defeat on the grassland, a man named Tie Muzhen finally pressed against the soil of the Song Dynasty with a fierce momentum.

Just as Zhao Jingxue was worried in Song Yi's arms and said that she was worried, a fragrant wind floated down that end.

Song Yi, who was originally extremely indifferent and lazy, suddenly moved his nose slightly, and then looked up at that end, with some surprise in his eyes.