Phoenix falling mortal dust

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The eldest son looked at the returned Yue Siyi. Although there was a smile on his face, everyone could see the worry on his face.

What kind of place is the palace? Although the eldest son has never been there, he has never understood what a rich and dirty world it is.

A trace of melancholy on the eldest son's face soon disappeared from his face, replacing him with a warm smile. He walked towards Yue Siyi, but saw the bright girl beside him. He couldn't help wrinkled his face and looked at her with a smile. "You are not in the palace..." But after the eldest son opened his mouth, he asked again. Do you really want to ask what the emperor has for him? No matter what happens, he can't do anything to the emperor. If something happens, she won't go back to the brothel. Besides, the emperor and he will go with him to discuss the obstacles of medicinal herbs, and he will not embarrass her.

Yue Siyi saw the worry on the eldest son's face, smiled slightly, walked to him, looked at him and asked, "Your body hasn't recovered yet, don't go outside to get in the wind. What if you have a cold?" Although there was a little blame in his words, the eldest son felt very warm.

The eldest son hugged him in his arms and walked into the house together. After all, the weather is a little cold now, unlike the warmth of spring and summer, and she is pregnant and can't stand for a long time in the cold.

Yue Siyi followed him in his arms, and Xiao Zhao followed him. Everyone's expressions were different.

Yue Siyi returned to her room and had a long-lost feeling, as if the palace missed her, which took away the strength of her whole body and made her feel weak. The eldest son still had a warm smile on his face, and his eyes were full of affection.

"She is..." The eldest son looked at the girl standing beside Yue Siyi and asked with a smile, but a trace of melancholy flashed in his eyes, and even Yue Siyi, who was facing him, did not notice it. Yue Siyi buried her in her arms and said, "She is a friend I met in the palace, Xiao Zhao." She didn't tell the eldest son that Xiaozhao was the daughter assigned to her by the emperor, and the eldest son would not be so stupid that a business girl would take her out of the palace if she wanted to meet someone, unless... He didn't know the reason, but there must be a reason, and he didn't know anything.

At night, Qing's mother suddenly came and saw a happy look on her face, but Yue Siyi was inexplicable. I don't know what's good about her coming to her today.

Seeing the doubt on Yue Siyi's face, Qing's mother laughed even louder and hurried to her voice. She whispered a few words in her ear, and Yue Siyi also laughed.

"Mother Qing, thank you for bringing me such great good news." The bigger this matter is, the more beneficial it is to her, and as long as Qing's mother is good, she will be full of skills. It seems that they can temporarily become the closest partners.

"I also hope you promise me to help him well." After all, Qing's mother is an old Jianghu. She faintly felt something from her eyes and said, "I hope you don't let me down and lie to me." After saying that, Qing's mother gave her a mysterious smile and turned around, but the smile conveyed too many messages to Yue Siyi, which made her stiff from her still smiling face.

Ambition, who doesn't have it in the world? It's just that not everyone has the ability to dominate the world.

The belly has become bigger and bigger, and it is gradually difficult to move. Yue Siyi's sleep will gradually increase tomorrow, but it is difficult to get up early today. After washing up, she called Xiaoju and Xiaoxue and asked them to take Xiaozhao to various places to familiarize themselves with them so that they could understand the environment of the double building. After all, Xiao Zhao and Xiao Ju are young girls. At first, they were a little shy and a little shy, but they soon became friends and happily went away, leaving Yue Siyi alone in the room.

There have been too many things that have happened recently, which makes her unable to digest, so today she needs to stay quietly in the room, sort out the things in her mind, and make an ideal plan for the future.

I don't know if she has found the place she is looking for. I hope they won't let her down.

Thinking about it, the troublesome things made her unable to think any more, so she simply didn't think about it. She went to the brothel to see her lovely son-in-law.

When she saw the mistress, the eldest son was teaching him to read, listening to the crisp sound of reading, which reminded her of her days in the orphanage.

"What's the matter?" When he came to his senses, he saw the eldest son staring at him in front of her with a book in his hand.

"Looking at Xiao San's appearance reminds me of my memory of reading when I was a child." She smiled reluctantly, quickly passed the eldest son, came to the mistress, and held him in her arms.

"Sometimes, I'm afraid to remember when I was a child." She wants to forget everything in that world the most, so that she can live a happy life here, but can she really live a happy life after forgetting everything?

"Is there anything unpleasant about you?" Suddenly, the eldest son asked. When Yue Siyi heard the eldest son's question, his body was shaken. Hong Kuai said calmly, "I can have unhappy things right away. I miss you and the mistress, and I don't have to worry about food and clothing." However, that's just superficial happiness. Is she really happy inside? Even she herself can't answer, although she knows what she thinks.

"Although I can't bring you real happiness, I will do my best to make you happy." The eldest son walked in towards her, stood in front of her, and looked at her seriously. "Tell me how you can be really happy?"

Real happiness? What is it?

Yue Siyi was silent for a while. Does she need to be happy? But she still doesn't know what the nihilistic happiness is, but she has always longed for happiness in her heart.

Yue Siyi smiled helplessly and smiled at the eldest son and said, "I don't even know what kind of happiness I want in my heart. If that happiness is at the price of letting me give up my superior life now, I would rather give up the happiness I want. I'm not alone now. I have you, my mistress, and my future children. I have to think about their future. I can't be so selfish and ignore you and their happiness.

"I understand, but I want to know your so, including your inner world." The eldest son moved forward slightly and held her in his arms. The faint breath hit her forehead, making her nostalgic body tremble slightly.

"Did you tell me what you think?" The eldest son was so gentle that her almost unbearable tone sounded in her ear again, and Yue Siyi only felt a little numb all over his body.

"I think..." Can it be achieved? She was a little melancholy. Should she tell the eldest son that she wanted to travel around the world?

"What do you think?" The eldest son continued to ask in her ear.

"Travel around the world."

Travel around the world? When the eldest son heard her answer, he was obviously shocked, but he quickly laughed and said, "It's a good idea, but you can't go now. You have to wait until you give birth to the baby."

"After I give birth to my child, will you let me travel around the world?" Yue Siyi looked into his eyes with a slight fetal qi on his head.

The eldest son laughed and said, "You are free. Where are you going without my consent? Although I will be very worried about you, for your happiness, I have to accompany you to travel around the world."

"Actually, I want to walk alone." She whispered her thoughts. Although a person is dangerous, she can fully experience the fun of playing in the mountains and rivers, rather than she hates traveling around the world with the eldest son.

"This... How can I rest assured that you go out alone? This is impossible." The grandfather's smiling face immediately pulled down, with a serious face, regardless of her. Whether she wants to or not, he won't let her travel around the world alone.

The cold current between the two was wandering one by one, so that the two resolutely had nothing to say for a while. Only Xiao San looked at the eldest son and Yue Siyi, but he could only touch his little head. He couldn't figure out anything. Why didn't his parents say anything? Just now, there were talking and laughing. Why did they look like the two people? It's all ugly. He really can't figure out why.

After a period of silence, the eldest son finally lost and said to Yue Siyi, "If you want to travel around the world alone, you absolutely can't, or just the two of us?" The eldest son suggested. Yue Siyi shook her head gently. She didn't want the eldest son to go out again. He hadn't fully recovered and couldn't run around.

"I know you're worried about my body, but I'm a man, and it doesn't matter at all." The eldest son stretched out his hands to show that his body had gradually recovered, but Yue Siyi understood that the eldest son's poison was so strong that it was a miracle that he did not make him crippled. She didn't want him to take risks outside for her, so she would never let the eldest son accompany her around the world.

"But..." The eldest son still wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Yue Siyi, "I know you don't trust me to travel around the world alone. That's good. I'll take a few people to accompany me around the world."

The eldest son sighed for a while, and it seemed that he had no choice but to do so. I hope this was only temporary. Before she set out, he could think of the best of both things.

After Yue Siyi came out of the eldest son and returned to his residence, there was no smile on his face, only a heavy sigh.

Journey to the world.

Is it really just to travel around the world?

"Miss, there is a young man looking for you." Xiaoju hurriedly approached and said next to her.

The prince? What kind of prince will come to him at such a time.

"Then you can invite him to the living room. I'll be there later. You go to the strait first and treat him well. Don't neglect the guests." After Xiaoju left, Yue Siyi also put away his thoughts and went to see who came to her at this time. I don't know if it was someone he knew.

When Yue Siyi appeared in the living room and saw the man, he was really surprised. It turned out to be him. I haven't seen him for a long time, but I don't know why he can appear here and look fearless. Has he... not been involved in there?

"Yes, Mr. Fei, I haven't seen you for many days. You are getting more and more handsome." The young man in front of him was Fei Qianyou, the son of Jiuxichen, but after he came out of the North Palace, he had not seen him for a long time. Yue Siyi originally thought that he was still staying in Kyoto because he had returned to Jiuxi City.

"I also want to think that I should be in Jiuxi City at this time, but I do stay in Kyoto." He took a sip of wine, looked at Yue Siyi, and then continued, "Actually, I'm homeless. Sooner or later, Jiu Xichen will take it down. It doesn't matter whether I go back or not. It's just one more human life to go back. It's not that I'm greedy and afraid of death, but that I have something to find out." He didn't continue to explain what he wanted to find out, and Yue Siyi didn't ask. She was not that stupid.

"Then you come here today..." Yue Siyi asked carefully, but didn't know what to say next.

"I'm really going to leave Kyoto this time, but it's a long way. I came to see you for the last time before I left, so that I won't forget what my mother looked like. There are many bitterness in his words, but no one can complain. He used to be the son of Jiuxi City, but now he is not as good as an ordinary person, just because he is the son of a traitor.

If it hadn't been for the mercy of the Holy, I'm afraid that he would have been a pile of loess under the ground now.

"Can I call you mother when I leave?" He knew that such a request was very difficult for her. Although she was on the double floor, she was not a prostitute, but he really wanted to lie in the arms of this woman who was exactly like his mother for a while.

"Come on." She didn't say much. She just opened her arms to let him feel the embrace of his mother, who had been lost for many years, and to grab the hug that had no temperature.

Yi Ziluo, once the queen, you are me, I am you, we will never be divided into two people again. Everything about you is everything to me, including your relatives.

The moon is hazy, and another fifteenth is coming.

I don't know him in the distance. It's good at this time.

Although the night is short, her life is extremely long. I don't know if her road in this life is easy.