Chapter 139 Whose Obsession

Fu Boxuan was hindered by the call that sounded from another world. Unexpectedly, he was deeply immersed in the confused past. For a moment, his heart surged and he couldn't say a word.

Just two meters away, the cold face in front of him at this time is a little more old and haggard than before, and even the sound is calm and quiet after several years of precipitation.

She looked at his eyes, and the alienation was mixed with a little sadness, but she was determined and determined.

Although more than 20 years have passed, when she recalls it again, the cruel past is still vivid in her eyes. Her heart is filled with sad moods, and her eyes are faint. It seems that she can see the graceful woman in a light green plain cheongsam and pretending to be quiet, but in fact, she is still childish. Jump into your own mind.

The bloody scars in her youth are really a powerful medicine to promote people's growth. After the shocking pain, she embarked on a completely different path in life.

"In fact, at the beginning, the reason why I chose to leave was half because of anger, and the other half because of disappointment." At this time, she finally held it in the bottom of her heart for many years. She should have said it as early as the beginning, but she has been buried until now.

"That year, just when I learned that I was pregnant. My parents from my hometown wrote to me. My father said that he had set up a good marriage for me. The man is the young master of a rich family in Qiuxian Town. His family is rich and has a good reputation. I hope I can go back and get married as soon as possible, but it's on their mind.

The singing industry is really not a girl's way to go in the long run. At the beginning, she had no choice but to send me into the troupe. Now that the marriage has been settled, I don't need to continue to work hard to make money outside.

At that time, I was so anxious that I didn't know how to talk to you... So I tried out that night, but I found that you really didn't mean to marry and have children with me and stay together. You don't even want to give me a promise..."

Lin Manyin sneered, and her long figure trembled slightly in the sun, and her clenched slender palms showed ferocious blue veins: "But I was already an unfaithful person at that time, so how could I remarry?

What's more ridiculous is that I love you so much that I can't bear the child in my stomach so much. I imagine that he grows up in it day by day. I imagine that I can breathe and share the same fate with him, and there are thousands of reluctance in my heart...

So I risked being kicked out of the house by my parents and went back to my hometown with a big belly. My parents were desperate for me, but they couldn't resist my death, so they had to tolerate me giving birth to that child.

The next spring, the child was born. It was a girl with beautiful big black eyes, pink skin and a delicate mouth. I watched her grow to 6 months.

That year, the family's harvest was very poor. My father was old and weak, and he didn't even have money for the Spring Festival. In order to make a living, I had to return to Yuncheng to sing. Fortunately, Mr. Wang didn't care and took me in again. I sent all the money I earned home, because the child was fostered in my brother's house and also needed living expenses.

From then on, I began to hate you, that you didn't come to me, or you also looked for me for a while, but finally gave up... The year I returned to the theater, you never appeared... I tried hard to control myself not to come to you, nor to the place where we used to live... I hate myself for falling in love. You, hate you from beginning to end, hate your selfishness and ruthlessness..."

Two drops of hot turbid tears fell far away and hit the back of her cold and trembling hand...

The surrounding world was silent, and the needles were audible. Everyone held their breath and did not dare to look directly at the poor woman immersed in the sad past...

"I thought hating you was the most painful thing, but I didn't expect how cruel God treated me. The little life I tried to maintain even left me forever...

He suddenly raised his head, as if he was enduring thousands of tangled and helpless pains, as if there were countless reasons to refute. Fu Boxuan was like a lost beast, staring at a pair of terrible eyes covered with red blood, and staring at Lin Manyin with a cold expression.

"You heard it right. She was indeed dead. She was only two years old when she died!" Lin Manyin took a deep breath and raised her head to let tears flow back into her heart, but her tone was still cold and calm. "The high fever has not subsided for days, and the cough is getting worse and worse, and then it has evolved into pneumonia. In order to see her, I spent all the money around me, but those were far from enough. As a last resort, I could only enter Nishang Liying to be a dancer. However, when I raised enough money, the doctor said that it was too late..."

"Impossible, this is absolutely impossible..." The trapped beast curled up in the corner of the wall seemed to be crazy, constantly tearing and pounding its chest.

"If you don't believe it, you have to believe it, because that's the truth." He lowered his head slightly, looked at him with no expression on his face, and continued, "So, when you meet me again in Nishang Liying, our child is dead...

I think the most outrageous thing I've ever done in my life is that I would choose to forgive you. At that time, I forgot the old saying that the country is easy to change and its nature is difficult to change. In your heart, the future and power always come first.

When you decided to marry Zhang Jinhui and throw me behind again, I have sworn that I will no longer have anything to do with you in my life...

Thinking about this, I gradually understood that maybe the reason why our children left so early was to fulfill my obsession.

There was a low whimper from the corner, like a burst of muffled thunder in the summer afternoon. It looked like nothing, but it was wrapped in endless shocking popularity, which shocked people's hearts.

In such an amazing and dull atmosphere, no one dares to take the lead in breaking the silence. Lin Manyin took a step forward, slowly squatted down, and hugged Bai Shu'an, who was pale and tearful, with a weak voice with a little weak voice: "Shua'an, it's really true that you know Aunt Man's real past. Is it? Can you forgive me?"

Bai Shu'an called "Aunt Man" and lost her voice in pain. She never blamed her. How can she forgive her? There has always been only gratitude, so why do you have doubts? And at this moment, there are more heartache, pity, and countless sorrows!

"Shuan, don't cry. Aunt Man is already very tired." It was Luo Hanfeng's gentle words that reminded her, yes, the unbearable past that should have been hidden by Aunt Man in the bottom of her heart has now been exposed in front of everyone. At this time, it should be Aunt Man who needs to be comforted, so she tightened her hands tightly and choked and said, "Aunt Man, let's go back."

"Okay." Lin Manyin straightened up and looked at Fu Boxuan, who was hiding in the corner of the wall for the last time, who kept trembling and his eyes were wandering, and said goodbye silently! Then, he turned his quiet eyes to Zhang Jinyan, nodded his head remotely, and then turned away with Bai Shu'an and Luo Hanfeng.

Zhang Jinyan looked at the distant figure, and his eyes gradually deepened...

The three of them took the elevator and came to the door of the hall. Suddenly, a sad and terrible scream came from the building. The sound broke through the wall, like a ghost's roar, which was creepy...