Chapter 174 The Truth Buried by Time 3
After the three people in the room were deadlocked for a moment, Fang Rulin, who looked embarrassed, finally turned his head to the blue eyes and said, "Henry, go downstairs and wait for me first."
The blue eyes had to get up and leave. When there were only two of them left in the room, Fang Rulin looked up. A pair of beautiful eyes surged, as if they had hidden countless unspeakable secrets and entanglement. After a struggle, he said in a low voice, "Shu'an, there is no one in the world except you who has this qualification. I'm going to inherit Luo's legacy, and this is also Chairman Luo's last wish.
"Qualification?" Bai Shu'an sneered, and her calm tone finally fluctuated, but she tried to suppress it and replied painfully, "Rulin, maybe you don't know that the night before he left, he had terminated his marriage contract with me."
Laughing, the laughter was sad and tragic, which made people couldn't bear to look directly at it. "He said that he wanted to return my freedom; he said that he never said that he would really marry me, nor did he say that he would live with me all his life... So now I have nothing to do with the Luo family."
"Shua'an, Han Feng has a hard time." Because of her painful and determined face, Fang Rulin, who had always been calm, was emotionally excited, her beautiful eyebrows beat fiercely, her tone was rapid, her eyes were blurred, and she roared this sentence almost crazily.
"Yes, he does have difficulties." Bai Shu'an's smile is oozing bitterness and hatred. She holds the white porcelain bowl with one hand, as if she can hold the one she is eager for in her heart.
"In order to take revenge, he made a desperate bet. He actually put his life away, and even gave up on me."
For 7 years, every helpless and desperate day and night in the past 7 years, how she hopes that she can hate him more, and how she hopes that she can slowly forget him because of hatred...
However, whenever the night is quiet and dreams come back at midnight, the vivid scenes of the past clearly appear in front of him, all about his voice and appearance, and everything in his memory is beautiful. Day after day, year after year, she finally knew that the deep lovesickness had already penetrated into the bone marrow. Because of love and hate, because of love, as long as her life is endless, this love and this missing will not stop...
"Shuan, listen to me." Fang Rulin's tone has turned into a crying voice. The twilight in his eyes is heavy. Looking at Bai Shu'an, who became stunned in an instant, he said anxiously and anxiously, "Han Feng's bitterness is not that simple. I also learned the inside story clearly through the mouth of Chairman Luo a month ago.
It turned out that after Hanfeng woke up with a brain injury caused by an explosion in a warehouse by the river 7 years ago, his body did not recover. Instead, it worsened further. At that time, a malignant tumor was detected in his brain. It was in the late stage and the position was awkward. Domestic medical technology did not dare to perform such an operation at all.
Han Feng was so frustrated that he made that difficult decision. Maybe that night, he did make the decision to die with Ruan Lingqiu, but he was not ruthless to you.
He just doesn't want you to keep each other's memories and vows and walk alone for the rest of your life. He just wants to give you back your freedom. In order to completely return your freedom, he even did not hesitate to hurt his already weak body. In that car accident..." The hurried tone became choked, and Fang Rulin, who was already in tears, finally couldn't say it because of the fierce fluctuation of emotions.
In the face of this late honesty and truth, Bai Shu'an's wounds that have been precipitated for many years were torn apart fiercely again. The blood in the blood was raging, and a heart that had been frozen over the years and had been old and depressed, but at this time, it trembled with difficulty again.
Her face was pale, her body was cold, and her empty eyes fixed on the endless light blue sky outside the window. After a long time, she whispered to herself, "Doesn't he really know that there will be no freedom in the world without him? My heart has long left with him... A dead heart, no matter where it goes, it faces darkness and cages. Where else does freedom come from?"
Tears slipped silently, silently scolding, complaining, and scolding, "How can he have the heart to leave me? After walking the dark road alone, how can he bear to..."
In the broken flower frame, several tissues were slowly pulled out and handed directly to her. Fang Rulin pressed his throat and said unbearably, "He expected your determination to choose the last step. However, I'm afraid even Han Feng himself can't imagine that after so many years, you still have a chance to see him again.
The white porcelain bowl suddenly fell off, because it was too unexpected and unbelievable. Because of the message clearly revealed in the words, her dead heart, after a moment of loss, finally raised hope, but did not dare to speak. With only a pair of confused tears, she looked at him for a moment through the heavy water curtain.
"Yes, Han Feng is still alive." In such a short and affirmative sentence, Fang Rulin said without warmth. From his sad tone, he could not even see a trace of joy.
"In fact, seven years ago, Han Feng was also very clear in his heart that although he said such ruthless words to you, it was impossible to deceive you to leave. Therefore, when he saw Ruan Lingqiu's vehicle fall down the hillside, he suddenly thought about it and did not choose to brake, but watched his car fall down the hillside with the vehicle in front of him.
Death in a car accident is the ending he set for himself. That illusion blinds the eyes of the world, and it is also to make you believe the fact that he has completely left.
In fact, before his car rushed down the hillside, he had jumped in advance and returned to the United States with Chairman Luo two days later.
At the beginning, Han Feng was unwilling to undergo surgery because the doctor had made a final judgment on his life. It is said that there is only one layer of hope for the operation. Even if the operation is successful, the sequelae are very serious. The mild one is paralyzed and becomes a plant state, and the serious one is death. Later, it was Chairman Luo who knelt down and begged him that he had to undergo an operation.
Shu'an, so you should have guessed that in the past seven years, although Han Feng has not died, he has been in a coma. That day when I went to the hospital to see him, his face did not seem to have changed, but he has lost the consciousness of ordinary people.
As Rulin said, he took out a letter from the document bag, "This is a letter written to you before Han Feng entered the operating room. After reading this letter, you will understand everything."
The trembling hands took the light blue letter paper, which seemed to exude a familiar atmosphere, and a line of delicate and elegant handwriting, spread in the soft spring breeze and clearly came into her eyes.
"Shu'an:
Life is like a dream, wandering around for 16 years, but we didn't expect that we went back to the original starting point.
If life is just like the first sight, the beautiful figure under the cherry tree on the shore of the Moon City Lake was thought to be the first sight of life, but I didn't expect it to be a reunion 15 years later. Once dependent on each other, the little sister who is proud of me and has a pink and beautiful face has become the most important tie in my life again after 15 years.
Maybe everything is doomed. We are destined to entangle and rely on each other from the moment we meet again.
When you rescued me from the Moon City Lake by mistake; when you came to Yuncheng alone and fell in front of me; when you listened to me to make fun of you simply stubbornly and unguardedly...
I have to admit that from the beginning, I designed to marry you just to satisfy the desire in my heart. Because of you, I began to yearn for warmth and happiness, and I began to believe that maybe there is still true love in the world.
I ignore your plan and your plan, and try my best to get the heart of the sea and blue from my father; I don't ignore the wind and rain all over the city and exhaust my energy to build Chunhua, just to make you laugh. You pretended not to know, but I enjoyed it. I indulged myself deeper and deeper, thinking that God had mercy and finally got a reward...
But in the end, I found that it was just a big joke from God.
He gave me a gift that had been lost for many years, but when I finally woke up and regarded her as the most precious existence in my life. When I wanted to spend all my life, I tried my best to protect and never give up, I took away all my hopes.
Shu'an, I thought I was a perseverance and indomitable person, but when I heard the terrible bad news, I still felt scared.
Looking at the smile and happiness between your eyebrows from time to time, I become more afraid. I'm afraid that you will be heartbroken and painful for a lifetime because of my departure, but after all, you are still very young and prosperous...
Shu'an, forgive me for making that cruel decision selfishly. Forgive me for not being able to say the heavy vow that weighs in my heart to you.
At this moment, I'm lying in the New York hospital. It's raining outside the window, and it's another cold night. I thought about it over and finally wrote this letter. Maybe you will never see it. Maybe this is just a desperate release in my heart, but I still want to tell you silently that you are the only love in my life. Faraway wife, if I go to heaven after death, I will definitely look at you silently and protect you. From now on, your happiness and your peace will be my only wish and satisfaction.
The last signature "Hanfeng" penetrates the back of the paper, and the handwriting becomes scribbled and slightly blurred, as if it is stained by water.
A string of tears fell rapidly on the already blurred handwriting, slowly disintolling, and a misty water mist, like a lotus blooming in the rain...
She was still sitting on the sofa, but held the thin paper tightly in her chest, as if to rub it into her bone and blood. Her thin body trembled violently, tears couldn't stop falling, and soon soaked the back of her hand.
At this moment, the door on the left was opened again. A little girl about 5 or 6 years old came out of it. Her hair was messy and she was wearing a pink princess pajamas. She still looked sleepy. She held her mobile phone in one hand and a plush toy in the other. She went straight to her arms and shouted crisply. "Mom, I'm hungry. Can you call your aunt and ask her to make delicious fruit dumplings for me?"
Seeing her mother crying sadly, the little girl's soft and sweet voice became low, "Mom, why are you crying?"
Bai Shu'an hugged the child into her arms and put her wet jaw against her shiny forehead. After a long time, she slowly stopped crying and choked and said, "Mom is fine. My aunt will come over in a moment."
"Shu'an, she is..." The voice of a strange man immediately aroused the interest of the little girl. She overcame all difficulties, got out her little head from her mother's arms, flashed her big eyes, and asked cowardly, "Who are you?"
"I..." Fang Rulin hesitated for a moment, but finally learned everything from Bai Shu'an's expression and behavior. His eyes suddenly turned red, and he replied in a calm voice, "I'm your father's best friend."
"So, you are also from heaven. Are you also an immortal?"
Fang Rulinton was speechless, thought for a while, and began to try his best to explain, "Your father is indeed far away, but that place is not called heaven, but the United States."
"The United States?" The little girl seemed to hear this new place for the first time. She was very interested. She had already broken away from her mother's arms and walked around the coffee table and came to Fang Rulin. On her pink and beautiful face, a pair of watery big eyes released a dazzling light. She boldly asked, "Uncle, is there a princess castle and a magic forest in the United States?"
The next moment, he was held on Fang Rulin's lap, and his voice was extremely loving. "You have all you said. Do you want to go?"
"I want to." The answer was quick and loud, "I'm going to the United States. Let my father take me to the Princess Castle."
"Yes, but you have to answer your uncle's question first."
"Good."
"What's your name?"
"Ryufang!"
"How old are you?"
"6 years old."
"Well, if uncle gives you a gift, what do you want?"
"Well, I want a Barbie doll, a princess growth manual, a sleeping beauty dress, and, and..."
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The sun is shining outside the window, and a large area of blooming peach forest, bypassing the elegant pavilions and water pavilions, rendering and coloring all the way. The cloud fragrance house with red walls and tiles seems to have fallen into the red fog of Xianshan Mountain in an instant. I don't know if those thousands of tourists who stop to enjoy it have found that the piano sound flowed faintly only in the dead of night. This It was slowly coming out of the ebony window in the backyard.