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Softness appeared from the bottom of my heart. This man used to be so unruly that he had to go to the Ministry of Ceremonies every day. Xuan Yizhai doesn't have many users, but for her, he is willing to be a husband who can make her face worth showing off in front of others, but she doesn't care about these. She just wants him to have a happy life. I'm afraid that kind of worldly wisdom in the government office is the most intolerable for people like him.

turned around, snuggled closer, leaned his head on his shoulder, thought for a moment, and kissed him on the cheek.

His body shook and raised his hand to hold her arm... It was so hot that it trembled, but... he slowly put it back to her side.

What's going on?

She was a little surprised, but heard him say in a hoarse voice, "Go to sleep."

As if she had been poured cold water on her head, she looked at the person lying quietly beside her and turned around.

was still aggrieved, and he became more and more self-pity, and finally couldn't help sucking his nose.

One arm came back, but just hugged her.

became more and more sad and refused to pay attention to him.

He seemed to sigh and kissed her hair gently.

I felt that his body was tense and stiff, strong and unintentionally collided with her body, but he refused...

What the hell is going on?

I was about to ask a question, but I heard him trembling and called out: "Yan'er..."

Only at this time would he call her so affectionately and spoiledly, but he only called her, suddenly hugged her tightly, suddenly let go, and sighed, "Go to sleep."

She slept very uneasily this night. Not to mention her insomnia, even Gu Haoxuan turned over and over her side. He didn't sleep all night and woke up before dawn, but he didn't get out of bed and just sat aside to stare at her. It made her pretend to be tired until Xiaoxi knocked on the door and cried, and he tiptoe out of bed.

She breathed a sigh of relief and looked at the empty room in the morning, with deeper doubts in her heart.

In the day, after Gu Haoxuan left, she did not go for a walk in the garden as usual, but sat in the bamboo forest with her green eyes in a daze.

In a short time, I saw a beautiful peony flower moving rapidly to Xuanyizhai.

She stared at her disappearing into the carved door, counting "one...two...three..."

Sure enough, as soon as the door opened, the peony flowers flew out again and went straight to the bamboo forest.

"Well, sister-in-law, why did you come here?"

Qin Manhe shook the fan and covered her chest to breathe.

Cheng Xueyan sneered secretly, and she knew that Qin Manhe was definitely coming to her today. Although the relationship is not deep, it is not difficult to guess what she is thinking. This person is not dangerous, but why is the mind of the person sleeping in the same bed so elusive?

"How cold it is in this forest. My sister-in-law is not in good health, and this woman is afraid of catching a cold..." She patted Cheng Xueyan's arm with concern: "In fact, I don't usually come here, but I am thinking about my sister-in-law. I only look forward to the love of my third brother and sister-in-law and take care of the family as soon as possible. But my sister-in-law is too young to take care of herself..."

She shook her head with regret: "My brothers and sisters are beautiful and have good hearts, but they lack calculations, so that others take the lead..."

finally got to the point. Cheng Xueyan looked at her with a smile, and the bamboo leaves swayed the light and shadow on her face, which blurred the slight sarcasm and looked particularly beautiful.

"This is not comparable to that one, and I don't know what to do. I'm actually pregnant. For my own sake, I actually ignore my second brother's body. It's really... People often say that dogs bite people don't bark, and I really see it this time. You said that I'm old and have never been in the mood to compete for this and that. I just hope that my brothers and sisters can get ahead, but I don't want to... Alas, you have suffered a loss once. Why don't you have a long memory?"

With that, she poked Cheng Xueyan on the forehead.

"No matter which one, they are the descendants of the Gu family, why do you care?" Cheng Xueyan then brushed a thin bamboo branch and swept the palm of her hand with the pointed bamboo leaves.

"Oh, you are so open-y! What is the identity of that purple and blue? You and I were both brought in from the main door... Of course, I can't compare with my sister-in-law from a famous family, or the emperor's marriage... We are all dignified lieutenant's daughter-in-law, and she is just a house girl who has not even worshipped heaven and earth. In the future, she will still have a son, one level higher than Gu Xun, everything in Gu's house. Isn't it going to fall into her hands?"

Cheng Xueyan is already a little annoyed: "Second sister-in-law is a benevolent person. Even if one day, she will not treat us badly..."

"Why are you so ignorant?" Qin Manhe stamped her feet repeatedly: "Don't you think about it, can the bones of the second brother... work?"

Cheng Xueyan was too lazy to think about this kind of thing with her and got up to leave. I wanted to find a secluded place to think about Gu Haoxuan's strangeness, but it was not quiet.

Qin Manhe didn't care about her mind and grabbed her: "I can trust the people in this house, and I might as well tell you the truth. In fact, as last year, I found her and the housekeeper Yang in the house..."

Housekeeper Yang? Yang Zhoucha? The man who is not tall but burly and also has a pair of smiling eyes but always has an angry look?

"Think about it, who is this housekeeper Yang? That was brought back by the master from the countryside. Don't say anything else, just look at those eyes... People say that it was when the master was young..."

This is a high-level gossip!

"... The master went to Beijing to take the exam and separated from his cousin, but he didn't expect that the cousin had been secretly knotted. The day of the master's middle birth was the time when the child was born. The cousin alone was not blessed and died in childbirth, but the child survived. The master went back once after becoming a lieutenant, and then brought him back. Although the surname is Yang, who is not like a mirror in his heart? And as soon as he came, he directly became the housekeeper... Duan Zilan is a smart person. At that time, he will be the grandson of the Gu family or the direct son, but I don't know if the second brother knows..."

"You don't want to talk to the second master about this, do you?"

"I'm stupid?" Qin Manhe poked her on the forehead again.

Cheng Xueyan felt that she had become a fool in her eyes. Well, pretending to be crazy and saves a lot of trouble in this kind of complicated high-door courtyard.

"I only talk about this with my sister-in-law, but I can't believe others. Besides, I am dedicated to my sister-in-law and can't bear to be deceived by others. However, I also gave an idea to give my sister-in-law an idea. While she is young, give birth to one quickly. If it really doesn't work..." She pouted in the direction of Yutao Pavilion: "If you have a ready-made one, you might as well take it. Your mother is not as big as your mother. Besides, you also praised her. Besides, I heard that my wife also meant it that day..."

"Xue Yan has always liked boys, naughty and difficult to discipline. How about... Sister-in-law sent Tingfang to Xuanyizhai to accompany me for a few days?" Her expression was extremely serious and sincere.

Qin Manhe's face stiffened and reluctantly smiled, "A girl film, how can it be good for her brother-in-law's heart?"

"Sister-in-law, people say that the child is the mother's heart. I just said casually that the sister-in-law is so heartbroken, so it is not difficult to miss how sad it will be to miss peaches..."

"If you think about others like this, they may not be for you... Do you still remember Dr. Nie's words?"

"Thank you for your concern. I don't have any ambition, as long as I live a smooth and comfortable life. As for whether there are children or not... Let it be."

Although what she said was sincere, the listener didn't think so. Instead, she felt that she was unfathomable and had no other intentions, so she grinned: "My sister-in-law's heart is really unmatched. After so long, my sister-in-law is tired, right? My sister-in-law said goodbye first, and Tingfang didn't know whether she had finished practicing the big characters..."

After saying that, he twisted away, but went in the direction of Yutao Pavilion.

I don't know if she has offended her this time. Anyway, she can't say anything good.

The day has moved to the middle sky. Last night, I was sleepless. I just heard Qin Manhe talk for half a day, and I was tired. He went back to his room, had dinner, and went to bed.

In the haze, it seems that I heard Bitong say, "I will sleep after eating..."

Gu Haoxuan's voice: "Next time you look at her, or you will have something wrong if you accumulate food..."

The fatigue is so strong that I fell asleep after listening to these two sentences.

When I woke up, it was already full of night light, but I found a person by the bed and was shocked.

The man hurriedly took her hand: "Are you scared?"

She was relieved: "When did you come back?"

"It's been a while..."

"Have you eaten yet?"

"I've eaten... Don't get up, I have something to discuss with you..." Gu Haoxuan seemed to hesitate for a long time, and slowly said, "I want to... move out..."

Cheng Xueyan opened her eyes wide.

"It's still in Xuanyizhai, just change rooms..."

Cheng Xueyan understands, but... why?

Gu Haoxuan patted the back of her hand. Even in such a dark night, she could see his smiling eyes bent. But he just smiled and then got up and left.

"When it's cold in autumn, remember to cover the quilt."

Gu Haoxuan's footsteps were stagnant, but he did not look back.

Within two days, the whole house knew about the "departing". Naturally, there are people who are infinitely happy, and then they want to press on Cheng Xueyan, but every evening, the little couple eat together, which is really confusing.

Bitong has seen that this is unusual, and Xiaoxi is even more anxious. She can't say anything, so she has to rush Cheng Xueyan to wink.

Cheng Xueyan is extremely calm, but she is dazed at the nightlight of the room every night and is drowsy in the daytime.

That night, she couldn't sleep as usual, and finally got out of bed to pour tea.

As soon as my hand touched the cup, I heard the window ringing. Looking back, I saw a dark shadow sticking to the window, like a woman's head...

She screamed, and the cup broke to the ground.

The woman's head suddenly disappeared, but there was a muffled and soft cry from outside the window, as if she had fallen to the ground.

At the same time, the curtain suddenly flew up, and a man rushed in and held her in his arms: "Don't be afraid..."

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