chapter 98

"Xian, where are you? Are you all right? I haven't found you since last night. What happened? He didn't answer the phone all night. Shen Xiu and the god didn't know where he was. At Rong Chengli's place, Shu Xing also called for the first time, but it turned out that Rong Chengli would never know about his brother's whereabouts.

For this simple question, as long as you answer it directly, but in the current situation, Rong Chengxian holds the phone in his hand, but doesn't know how to talk to Shu Xing and answer 'I'm fine'? Physically, in addition to the lipstick marks on his body and face, as well as the smell of female perfume that washed down after taking a shower, Rong Chengxian did not suffer any physical injury, but his mood was quite bad, almost reaching the point of pain.

"Xian, can I pick you up and tell me where you are?" In many things, Shu Xing is quite keen. Rong Chengxian will not return overnight. In addition, there is no words left for him. Such a situation will definitely not be a good thing. The reason why there is no city to find Rong Chengxian is that he has no clue. If he could know where he is, Shu Xing would have rushed out to take him. I found it back.

After saying a word 'good' with difficulty, Shuxing finally asked Rong Chengxian's position. From hanging up the phone to Shuxing appearing in Rong Chengxian's sight, it took less than 40 minutes. Usually, Rong Chengxian drove by himself, and it took an hour to drive, but Shuxing could be shortened. One-third, as can be imagined, he almost galloped at a fairly fast speed on the basis of ensuring safety.

The outdoor sun is very dazzling, and the brain after the hangover is also quite tingling. I don't know whether I am in a dream or live awake in reality. However, based on what happened last night, Rong Chengxian really hopes that everything is a dream.

has taken a shower in the hotel, and Rong Chengxian does not have a particularly concerned smell. If it hadn't been for Shu's awakening on the way and receiving a phone call from the god, the situation observed with the naked eye would not have made him think of that specific direction.

I learned from the phone that Rong Chengxian had just come out of the hotel room. The first thought of waking up was that it was very impossible, but even if the god was rarely joking with him, he would not be confused about the situation at this moment that made Shuxing anxious, and what made Shuxing more concerned was that the god said He also met An Qiong.

That woman is really a disaster, and there will be no good things where she is. Although she is not allowed to see her for selfishness, on the other hand, Shu Xing does not want Rong Chengxian to be hurt.

Rong Chengxian, who had taken a shower, did not leave any extra traces on his body. Although he had a vague idea in his heart, Shu Xing did not show any emotion on his face. He knew his virtuous and trusted him very much from the bottom of his heart.

"Let's go home first," there was no problem. Shu Xing raised the corners of his mouth and showed a soothing smile: "I cooked thick potato soup. Yesterday you said you wanted to drink it. I tried to drive. Maybe it would be warm when I went back."

To stop Rong Chengxian from wanting to speak, Shu woke up and took him to the car as if no one was around. Rong Chengxian, who was completely empty in his heart, had no extra strength to care about the eyes of passers-by.

always likes to joke with Rong Chengxian, but this time it is not a joke. Although it is 'try to race,' the number displayed on the mileage speedometer is not just the level of 'try'. In the range of not reaching the maximum speed, Shuxing is really racing. And on the straight fast lane that is getting farther and farther away from the city to the suburbs, Shu Xing has completely ignored what the 'maximum speed' is.

When was the last time you drove so fast? In Shuxing's memory, there is no event that can be compared with the present. Shuxing has never been out of control emotionally. At this moment, it is through this way to calm his mood. In the past, Rong Chengxian would definitely stop such a desperate driving Shuxing, but at this moment, he didn't say anything.

It's actually wrong to say that he doesn't want to say it. It's more accurate than he doesn't want to say it. In his feeling, what happened last night was a betrayal to Shuxing. Even if his heart was not betrayed, he betrayed him physically, and he didn't understand why he was with Ann. Joan did something like that...

It's better to say it. From your own point of view, you will definitely feel comfortable, but what about waking up? What will Shu Xing think after hearing such a thing? Say it... Is it really good for Shuxing?

One difficult question after another flashed through his mind like a flying saucer. The answers to those questions were both specific and ethereal, making people unable to catch traces at all. The painful mood had nowhere to arrange. Looking at the scenery outside the car window quickly swept back, Rong Chengxian's heart even had 'walking to the world like this. The end is good, or 'otherwise never stop' and other ideas of self-abandonment.

Although racing is very desperate, it is really good. The potato soup covered with a lid on the table really exudes a warm entrance, making the cold heart feel warm in an instant, but the place where you can feel the temperature is only the shell of the heart, and the temperature can't get deeper into the heart in any case. It seems that no matter how hot the water temperature is, it can't thaw the frozen heart to room temperature.

"Is the soup I made so delicious? Let Xian move like this, "Sitting on the chair next to Rong Chengxian, he woke up and stretched out his fingers, wiped away the tear lines that slipped from Rong Chengxian's cheeks, and smiled like a spring breeze: "Or does it taste so bad that it scared you to cry?"

The fault was on himself, but it made Shu Xing comfort himself so carefully. The tears that had dried up unconsciously fell down. In the fragrant potato soup, there was a small ripple, gradually dispersing into a small circle of dizziness.

"Last night, An Qiong and I seemed to..." At this point, Rong Chengxian did not have the strength to continue to complete this sentence.

has come to this point. He is so smart that he doesn't need to ask the following content at all. Moreover, he has already guessed nine points based on the words of the god. In fact, there is no need to guess the remaining one point at all, and there is no need for Rong Chengxian to tell him. In fact, it is completely dispensable.

"It seems?" Put aside the already cold soup and hold Rong Chengxian's hand: "Xian, what is 'seeming'?"

"I don't remember," Rong Chengxian said his confusion: "I have no impression in my mind, but it looks like it really happened."

"Don't you remember?"

Rong Chengxian, who lowered his head, nodded: "I don't remember at all."

Wake up and meditated for a moment: "Are you sure it really happened? After all, you don't remember at all."

"However," the voice of the weak mosquitoes and flies contained unspeakable feelings: "I don't remember the first time I woke up with Shu."

"............Xian, that time was not true in the first place."

"Ah?" Rong Chengxian, who was dizzy and extremely unconscious, didn't understand the meaning of Shuxing for a moment: "That time...isn't it true?"

This is the best time to tell Rong Chengxian about that matter. After thinking quickly in his heart, Shu Xing told Rong Chengxian the beginning and end of the matter. As for some unnecessary details, he ignored the past.

"That is to say..." After what happened last night, it was difficult for Rong Chengxian to digest the story of Shuxing in a short time, but Fortunately, Shuxing gave him enough time to think slowly. After thinking for a period of time, Rong Chengxian slowly tilted his head to one side and seemed to end the long thinking. Kathe: "We didn't do anything that night, is that so?"

"Yes, I lied to Xian."

"Why? You want to lie to me..."

Ignoring the real idea at that time, Shu Xing only said the conclusion that it can be fully verified at present: "Because I can't live without you in my life. As long as I can get virtuous, even if it's a despicable deception, I must get you."

The tears that came out of his eyes seemed to have never stopped. The guilt pressed on his chest did not dissipate because of Shu Xing's frankness to the past. Shu Xing regarded himself as a treasure so much. Even if he concealed the truth from him in that matter, it was completely impossible for Rong Chengxian because the reason given was too touching. There is room to be angry again.

How did things become like this... Rong Chengxian's mind was completely messed up.

There seems to be some emotional embankment in the body collapsing and rapidly collapsing. At first, it started from the position of the heart, but it spread to the whole body unexpectedly. Even the tip of the fingers could feel the overflow of emotions. Rong Chengxian, who bent down his upper body and arched his back, put his head against the awake heart and shed wantonly tears. The water quickly wet part of the black V-neck thin cotton T-shirt.

Fee the wet feeling from his shoulders, he woke up and stretched out his slender arm and wrapped around Rong Chengxian's body. Suddenly, he didn't know what to say. Rong Chengxian's current attitude at least reassured him that he was not blamed by Rong Chengxian for lying, and did not want to deliberately say sensational. Words to get the forgiveness of your lover are from sincere emotion, whether it is cheating or despicable, as long as you can get a virtuous person.

Last night, I was worried all night. Shuxing didn't even have a rest at all. I didn't get any news. I had to wait, and I was almost driven crazy by my own imagination. Shu Xing suddenly remembered that Xian had said that he wanted to make potato soup and had never done it. Shu Xing found a lot of recipes from the Internet to divert attention. Do it carefully step by step, but when the potato soup is ready, I feel very annoyed.

Thinking about the other party's food, it is said that the taste of food will be different. The more you do it, the more irritable you feel. I don't know if it has been added to the food and become a strange material. In a word, I don't want to experience it again.

Have you met a bad person? Did you have a terrible accident? Throughout the night when there was no clue and he didn't know Rong Chengxian's whereabouts, Shu Xing thought about all the possibilities, so that when he knew that Xian just slept with a woman, he became completely relieved, but a sigh of relief, which did not last long.

But - how can you not be jealous! After learning that Rong Chengxian was fine, Shu Xing was almost driven crazy by the feeling of jealousy. Like him, he actually drove at full speed in the motor lane at a lifeless speed. If he hadn't pursued the extreme stimulation of speed, he was afraid that he really wanted to strangle the woman.

"I'm sorry..." I'm not sure what I did last night. The reason why I can't help leaving tears of regret is that I blame myself for not really staying away from An Qiong. If I don't get close to her, nothing will happen later, and it won't cause his painful mood at this moment. He can't tolerate himself and comfort. Although he doesn't remember having sex with someone other than waking up, his behavior that is not aimed at love gives him an unbearable nausea.

Shu Xing's personality is never careless. Rong Chengxian knows this very well. What he is worried about is not that Shu Xing can't forgive him, but that he can't really let go.

"Fool," waved away the boredom in his heart and kept repeating self-psychological counseling in his heart: "It's not the fault of the virtu, it's never the fault of the virtu."

The tears flowing from Rong Chengxian's eyes did not fall from his cheeks again, but were swallowed by a comfortable and gentle kiss between his lips and teeth. The bright warm sunshine flowed through the soup bowl with potato soup on the table, and a shallow kiss printed on his cheek was irrelevant to eroticism.