chapter 128
Before entering the 'Noah's Ark', Shu woke up and stopped more than a dozen steps away and looked at the dazzling signboard of 'Noah'. At this time, it was still early. The flow of people in front of the 'Noah's Ark' door was sparse. It is estimated that there were someshu ke. Raw guests would not come at this time. After all, the business hours hanging on the sign are At nine o'clock in the evening, it was still bright.
If there is nothing else, Yun Qingzhou will come every night. Although there is a general manager in the store, this is home for Yun Qingzhou, so he always comes late and is bored. If he goes in now... Maybe he will meet him.
Although Yun Qingzhou feels careless, his feelings are quite delicate. Everything has two sides. In dealing with emotions, he is the type of type that is difficult to get out of once he falls into it. Shu Xing has known this a long time ago, but at that time, Yun Qingzhou did not fall in love with him.
Don't go in. There are actually many places to go. There is no need to add trouble to others. Thinking of this, Shu Xing planned to turn around and leave, but accidentally met the person standing behind him.
Just now, I was too involved in thinking about things and didn't notice when a person stood behind me. I habitually wanted to say 'sorry' and left, but I turned around and saw a familiar figure.
"Long time no see," the first thing he realized was Shu Xing. As long as it has nothing to do with Rong Chengxian, he can deal with other things with normal feelings. Even if he meets someone he doesn't want to see at all, Shuxing can be like a nothing.
"You're really cold," I haven't seen you for almost two years. Originally, I just passed by here. When I saw a familiar figure, I somehow came over and warned myself that I couldn't step into the field of awakening. I couldn't have any more contact with this man I had loved, but in the end, I still came by myself. Look for suffering.
That's why some people say that the more outrageous thing than being hurt by others is to take the initiative to accept abuse.
After greeting, Shu Xing didn't want to stay at all. Hearing his ex-boyfriend's conclusion, he stopped in the position where he was about to pass by him. Today, he is not in a bad mood, but he has not yet developed to the point where it needs to be passed on. Their past has faded into clouds and can no longer be left a trace: "So, What do you want?"
The neon lights flashed, and the dazzling colors flew by the two people's faces, but they didn't look so abrupt in the night. The first time they met was in 'Noah's Ark'. At the first sight of waking up, he already knew what doom is.
A very good friend once said that Shuxing is not the kind of man he can keep. He is like a cloud and may float somewhere. He is just a gust of wind, not a refreshing blue sky. White clouds will not be out of the scope of the blue sky, but will be blown to the sky by the wind.
"How are you and that person?" It's really humiliating to ask this question. I warned myself not to ask it from the beginning, but in the end, I was still a little unwilling.
I didn't ask him how he knew, but nodded awake: "The world is really small."
Before he went abroad, he didn't know about it. After meeting Shen Tong abroad, he occasionally got the news of Shuxing. Unfortunately, Shen Tong did not know the exact beginning and end. Although he came back this time, he took a summer vacation, but he also wanted to find out some ideas. As for which one is the most important, he didn't want to think about.
The streets and alleys that were relatively quiet just now are a little crowded. Two men with quite good faces stood in this place, just to attract attention. They woke up and parked the car far away and walked from the parking position to 'Noah's Ark'. In fact, it was just to use a I set a time to think clearly about the adoption of a child. I didn't expect to meet my ex-boyfriend. After walking for a long time, I stood for so long. Suddenly, I felt a little tired physically and mentally.
"Find a place to sit," he ignored the surprised eyes of the other party and looked around. He was familiar with the nearby bars, one or two of which were quiet places, which should make his mind clearer.
The other party had no objection to Shuxing's choice of place, and he did not expect that Shuxing would be willing to be alone with him, which was also an unexpected shock.
In the small room surrounded by a large sword orchid, you can smell the fragrance of orchids. Unlike ordinary bars, the atmosphere here is quite quiet, and the attendants are also light, all in the same bar area, but it is so different, which is very quiet.
"It's the first time I came here," put down the wine glass in his hand. The other party looked at Shuxing sitting opposite and couldn't see much emotion from his face. He felt that although he was here, his heart was completely wandering elsewhere. However, there were too many such situations. Even in his previous identity, he had no choice. Not to mention the current relationship, and there are not too many positions.
"You seem to be an adult, don't you?" His eyes swept over the glass of wine, and there was no special emotion in the quiet tone: "Can you drink?"
If it hadn't been for Shuxing's words, he almost forgot that when he dated Shuxing, he was still a minor. Thinking of this, he couldn't help thinking of Shen Tong's words. Shuxing's current boyfriend seems to be a person of the same age as Shuxing.
"You can practice drinking, right?"
"There are also people who can't practice," Shu Xing unconsciously remembered Xian. He is the kind of person who can't practice. Thinking of this, Shu Xing shook his head vigorously, swallowed the whole glass of wine in one breath, and his head buzzed.
"Ah, that's right," he gave himself up and took another sip of wine. He put the glass on the table angrily: "Is it your pleasure to hit me?"
"How come, I want to say - even if you drink well, it's not something to be proud of, right?"
"But I've always envied you for drinking so well..."
The four eyes were intertwined in the air and knew that he was speechless. He quickly staggered his eyes, pretended to watch the orchids beside him, and said that. He simply regretfully wanted to bite his tongue. This was clearly admitting that he could not forget his feelings for Shuxing. He had been dumped enough. He even said such words, but when he said Come on, the reason for breaking up seems to be your own mistake, but...
If Shuxing is a candlelight, then you are a desperate moth, or Shuxing is a wine. Then you are a traveler who is lost in the desert and can't find water. Although you have been warned by your friends, you can't easily be attracted to Shuxing. It doesn't matter if you just play. If you are moved, it's difficult to pull it out. Come out.
Is emotion generated by the heart? Seeing such an object, especially for people like their own appearance associations, they can't let go. At first, they did have a playful mentality, and it's not that they didn't know Shuxing's character, but gradually, their feelings developed in a direction that they could not control themselves.
'Let's get along seriously' - the person who made such a request was not wrong. Suddenly, he couldn't allow other people around him to exist. Whether it was naive or possessive, in short, he couldn't stand it and stopped.
It was made clear at the beginning. Shu Xing did not intend to hide it from the beginning. Both of them are very clear about the principle. The so-called relationship cannot be without the rules of the game. Shu Xing is a devoted lover, but not a wholehearted lover.
As long as you can take a step back, don't be so much. If you are not too greedy, maybe you will still be with Shu Xing today. After all, Shu Xing has never persistently liked anyone. Five years, ten years, 15 years, and long-term fetters are not a long time after a habit.
But I was greedy and wanted to cause Shuxing's jealousy through others. As a result, I set myself on fire and knew that it was impossible to be forgiven, but I didn't expect that Shuxing would be so resolute and think that people I knew could be so strange.
"What kind of person is he?" It seems that after a long time, I finally found my voice. Now that I have a beginning, it's better to go on with such an atmosphere. It's already very stupid, and I don't care about it.
"What kind of person..." There are many advantages of waking up, such as being frank and straightforward: "Honely? Don't know how to be mutable? Unreasonable stubbornness?"
"............Are you sure you're not summarizing the types you hate?"
"With what you said, it seems that they are really the kind of people I didn't like before."
"Do you want to change your taste?"
"No, it's true."
That's why everything has two sides, and frankness can become a shortcoming at some point. Hearing this, it is inevitable that you will want to sigh: "It's really surprising."
With a touch of gentleness in his voice, he woke up and concluded: "People will always change."
Looking at Shuwake for a while, the other party held his forehead and sighed: "It's really unwilling. You are obviously a person who says that you will not change."
"It seems so."
"He even said, 'It seems to be..."
"It should seem that, after all, no one will become completely different for anyone, otherwise feelings will become one person's subordinate to another person."
After drinking the wine in the glass, the other party feels a little dizzy. He says wherever he thinks of it: "You are always right, but the feelings always need to be compromised. Although it is not subordinate, there is no surrender in the equal relationship, but there are concessions. If you don't know how to make concessions, you can't go on. Isn't this wrong?"
paused for a long time, thinking that the air was still, but suddenly heard Shuxing laugh twice: "That's right, you have finally grown up."
"Don't always think I'm a child!" It's a little vague in front of me, but I don't know why, as long as I wake up beside you, I feel very relieved. I know that it's useless to think so, but only today is good. Maybe I don't come back here to know anything, maybe just to say 'goodbye'. Life used to be gorgeous because of your existence, but without you Life must continue to be colorful.