53. Make up your mind

Back to the new home in Jinyuan Community, as soon as I opened the door, I saw nothing in the empty room. Standing at the door, I suddenly felt an indescable sense of loneliness.

Finally, I changed my shoes, went into the room and put aside the things I had packed. I was going to watch TV. But thinking that there was no love breakfast for the chief in the morning, she could only buy something on the street at will. Unexpectedly, in just a few days, the food I usually like to eat has become tasteless.

Is it that the chief's craftsmanship has nourished his stomach?

Thinking of the leader's rare good cooking skills, Zhong Qing had to think that the things she bought were even more tasteless, so she didn't eat much today, and even the secret abalone in the small restaurant felt no appetite.

By the way, speaking of the chef's cooking skills, Zhong Qing remembered that the chef seemed to have bought a lot of things before, so she touched her hungry stomach, and Zhong Qing walked to the big refrigerator.

The large refrigerator accounts for most of the ingredients, including fresh vegetables, meat, a neatly arranged egg, and some Zhong Qing's favorite pastries next to it.

Taking a closer look, Zhong Qing found that the things in the refrigerator were actually divided into different categories, neatly arranged, and indeed very much like a leader, which reminded her of the quilts with edges and corners like folded tofu, which she couldn't learn anyway.

At that day's painstaking efforts**, Zhong Qing still learned to look at it. As a result, it was soft and collapsed after a long time, and there was no three-dimensional sense of angularity like the chief. Therefore, the chief stood aside, looked at her with laughter, and demonstrated it to her in person, making her embarrassing.

Oh, now that I think about it, Zhong Qing still feels embarrassed. She won't misunderstand herself, will she? In fact, she is really just curious!

Her face turned a little red. Fortunately, no one saw it, and then Zhong Qing tried to make something to eat. Anyway, she was not good at nothing. The chief can't suffer when he is not at home, can he? Thinking of today's lack of appetite, Zhong Qing decided to make something to reward herself.

Take out a piece of fresh meat, a few bamboo shoots, shrimp, eggs, and a few other vegetables from the refrigerator. Each serving is not a lot. Anyway, she eats alone.

When she took everything to the kitchen and was ready to do it after washing, it was difficult for Zhong Qing. It seems that she hasn't done it for a long time? There is almost no need for her to do it at home, so she only occasionally tries it when she is interested.

However, this difficulty is still difficult for Zhong Qing. She washes her hands, washes vegetables, cooks together, and cooks. Even if she is sometimes born, the general taste still can't run away. Therefore, after nearly an hour of struggle, Zhong Qing's dinner was finally finalized.

Braised pork with bamboo shoots, braised shrimp, a plate of egg and leek. There is also a bowl of tomato egg soup. Looking at the good-looking dishes on the table, Zhong Qing was very satisfied. Her depressed mood was relieved all day long. Who said that the chief was not here, she couldn't eat well, so she didn't admit it!

I eat happily, but I always feel that the taste in my mouth is not right...

After dinner, she could only stay on the sofa and watch TV to pass. Her words were stuffed with pillows and looked at the position around her. She remembered that the leader was used to sit beside her and looked like an education. Zhong Qing's heart surged up with a sour taste.

The TV that I couldn't watch simply turned off, and then huddled on the sofa thinking about everything since I got married.

It seemed that when she knew the little entanglement between herself and the chief at the beginning, she was disgusted and only felt that he wanted to be a ruffian. But she has always been a very well-behaved child, and her parents and grandfather naturally have eyesight, and the majesty of the chief is not pretending, so she is entangled.

The certificate was unexpected to her. It can be said that it was carried out in a confused way. It was not until she held the red book in her hand that she had a feeling of waking up. At that time, she had become his nominal wife.

I still remember that night, when she came back from her grandfather on the nominal wedding night, she was always nervous for fear that the leader would be beastly. After all, there were people who kissed her before marriage. Can you still expect him to be honest after he has a reputation? But the result...

Well, it actually proved that she was worried, but Zuo Hanze was surprised by her. She didn't know what he thought. She was so close every night, and she felt it. Such a leader moved her very much.

This time, if the chief had not arrived in time, how would he have been embarrassed? Even now, she still remembers how important the generous embrace was to her at that time, as if the drowning man had caught a piece of driftwood.

With a deep sigh, Zhong Qing put her head on her knees, her sharp little chin against the pillow, and a pair of big eyes stared at her toes in a daze.

Alas, did you really not notice the heart of the chief before, but it is actually fragile? Maybe compared with the head of a husband, is your wife a little unqualified? I didn't even know how to pay attention to his emotions.

If she knew that the leader cared so much about the other men around her, she might have kept a distance from Lu Tian. Really, she didn't say anything. How could she think of this?

Actually, Zhong Qing doesn't understand that the chief is not just worried about this. The biggest concern of the chief is the gap between them. There is a big age between the two, and there are common memories of those childhood sweethearts. It can be said that Zuo Hanze has only the relationship brought about by a red book.

What he is worried about is that after so many years of absence, will her heart already belong to others? What's more, his identity is destined that even if they get married, he can't be with her all the time, which makes the patriarch more worried and afraid that he can't hold her heart...

It can be said that the leader left with anger and a trace of fear of losing her, but in Zhong Qing's opinion, he left angrily.

Therefore, when he remembered that when Zuo Hanze left, he didn't say a word and didn't even answer his own questions, he turned around and left, which made Zhong Qing a little guilty and couldn't help but be annoyed.

What? Aren't soldiers all energetic? Why is her head so stingy? Forget the inexplicable jealousy, but you still vent your anger on her! Thinking about it, the cherry lips pouted, like an angry child.

Humph, do you think you can frighten her if you leave like this? However, even if he was the leader, she was still angry when she left like this!

Zhong Qing, who recovered from refreshment, remembered that today was a little depressed because of this matter, and it was not cost-effective, so she remembered it for the leader in her heart.

However, Zhong Qing, who figured everything out, disarmed and surrendered in one person's loneliness before her anger with the eldest man lasted for two days. At that time, it looked at a house that was obviously not very big, but at this time it suddenly became empty. Even if a person walks from here to there, it seems to take a lot of time.

So, it was only a few days, but in Zhong Qing's view, he hesitated for centuries. Zhong Qing quit her job, in order to avoid her parents worrying about living here alone, she just looked at the emptiness in the room and felt infinitely wronged.

Finally, all the dissatisfaction broke out on this day.

At noon, I received a phone call from Lu Tian, which was still a blessing. The other party booed and asked for warmth on the phone as before, which made Zhong Qing feel very heartwarming. Why do even others know that they care about themselves, but the chief has been out for so many days without even a phone call or a greeting!" Qingqing, next time I'm going to cooperate with work in B City, I will probably leave for a while. If you and the chief have time, why don't you come out and get together? I'll order the one you used to go to the most often?

At the other end of the phone, Lu Tian asked hopefully. Even if he knew that there was no possibility between them, he still wanted to watch from afar, even if he cared as a friend.

"This..."

Zhong Qing did not immediately agree. When Lu Tian made this suggestion, the first thing she thought of was the black face of the chief, so she hesitated. Even she herself did not find that when she encountered problems, she could actually consider the mood of the chief at the first time.

It's a pity that our leader doesn't know about it.

"What? Do you have any difficulties?"

On the other side of the phone, he heard Zhong Qing's hesitation. Lu Tian opened his mouth nervously and did not notice that the knuckles holding the mobile phone were clear. His face, which looked majestic in police uniform, was also a little stiff, as if waiting for the sentence.

"Well, the chief has returned to the army, and I still have something to do. There are still a lot of things to prepare here, so... he may not be able to go..."

Thinking about it, Zhong Qing still refused. In fact, she was still worried that if the chief knew, he might turn over the vinegar jar again.

Of course, it's just an excuse to prepare things for the new family. The chief has prepared everything here early in the morning, and she doesn't need to worry about it at all. However, she does have other things to do, and this matter is still closely related to the leader!

"Well, there's nothing we can do. Let's get together later if we have time..."

Hearing such a result, Lu Tian's heart was instantly lost, but in order to avoid his flaws, he still reluctantly smiled and said. Listening to Zhong Qing's ear, he felt a little more guilty. Alas, but for the sake of her family's awkward leader, she can only wrong him.

Zhong Qing, who put down the phone, immediately called her grandfather, then cleaned up and hurried to Biwan District. Today, she has something to help her grandfather...