Chapter 64 enlightening

Mo Ziyao listened, and her heart was full of mixed feelings. Li Wei and Liu Er finally came together. They were really happy for their lovers. This reminded her of Gu Moli, who hurt her deeply but couldn't stop missing her.

At this moment, Mo Ziyao's suppressed emotions surged out like a volcanic eruption. Gu Moli, how brave do you have to be before you can forget it? Mo Ziyao muttered softly in her heart, her eyes were astringent and uncomfortable, and her heart was blocked and difficult to breathe.

After reading the letter, Yueer gently folded the letter paper and handed it back to Mo Ziyao's hand.

Mo Ziyao took the letter paper and held it tightly in her hand. A trace of fatigue flashed on her face, reached out to support her smooth forehead, and said to Yueer, "Yeer, I'm tired. Go to the things I'm going to bathe!" I want to clean my body."

Yueer wanted to ask something about Mo Ziyao before from the side, but when she saw Mo Ziyao's tired face, she swallowed the words that slipped to her mouth.

"Yes, miss. Yueer is going to prepare. If anything happens, call me loudly, and I will come over soon. After saying that, Yueer got up and walked out and reached out to close the door.

Mo Ziyao in front of the table couldn't help bursting into tears. She lay on the table and cried.

The thin body couldn't help trembling slightly.

"Why, why did you hurt me so deeply, but I couldn't forget you? Is it that I owe you in my previous life to repay it in this life? I really want to know if you really care about me in your heart? Have you ever loved me?

"Oh, Mo Ziyao, Mo Ziyao, you are so stupid! It's really stupid. He doesn't love it at all. Everything is just your own wishful thinking. Forget it, he doesn't belong to you and never. Mo Ziyao asked herself in a painful voice, and after saying this, she shook her head vigorously.

Mo Ziyao sat up straight, took out a hand towel from her sleeve to wipe away the tears on her face, and then took a long breath.

At this moment, there was a slight sigh at the door. Mo Ziyao was shocked and did not find anyone at the door with her keen hearing. She couldn't help tightening herself and shouted in a low voice, "Who is outside?"

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Mo Ziyao pricked up her ears to listen to the movement outside the door, but half of the sound passed, only the sound of the wind and the sound of the branches gently swaying in the wind, and there was no other movement. No one, alas, it seems that I'm too **. After saying that, she collapsed into the chair again.

Her eyes stared at a certain part of the room without focus, and her heart began to think of Gu Yanmu, who could not even want her life. From his first acquaintance to his reckless elopement despite the opposition of his family, he himself suffered a serious injury and an unknown fate.

Somewhere in Mo Ziyao's heart will also have a faint pain, which seems to have nothing to do with love, but it is like losing a relative around her.

After carefully sorting out her feelings for Gu Yanmu, she found that her heart was full of guilt. Yes, this infatuated man has done so much for me without regret. How can you repay you?

"I don't want her as a concubine, she is my destined wife! I only want her in my life!"

"Two wishful thinking? ...Zi'er, I'd like to wait for you to fall in love with me, okay?" Gu Yanmu's resolute expression at the family banquet at the villa flashed in her mind.

This man who always affectionately calls me Zi'er is always so gentle and affectionate to me. But I really don't love you, but I still promised to marry you. What a contradiction. What should I do?

Mo Ziyao patted her head, "What should I do? Haven't you already promised? They don't know whether they are dead or alive for you now. Do you want to make a promise too much? If you don't have feelings, you can cultivate it slowly, but don't be a heartless person.

"Alas! If Gu Moli can be good to himself one-tenth..." Thinking of this, Mo Ziyao's body trembled fiercely. Ha ha, Mo Ziyao, you are so promising. Why do you want to have his pity? Mo Ziyao laughed at herself and became silent.

After a while, Yueer prepared something to bathe and came forward to help Mo Ziyao, who was tired, walk behind the screen in the inner room...

Yueer looked at Mo Ziyao's slightly red eyes and knew that she must have cried just now, but it was not easy to inquire about her master's thoughts. I had to find a topic and say, "Miss, I heard that taking a lavender bath can calm down, soothe the mind, eliminate worries and have the effect of smooth skin! It happened that there was a large blooming fumourn on the back mountain of Shangwu League, and I went with other maidservants to pick some back. Miss, do you want to try it?"

Mo Ziyao smiled gently and said, "Well, okay, Yueer has a heart."

"You're welcome, Miss. I'll get it for you right away." Yueer had broadened her clothes for Mo Ziyao and helped her into the bathtub. Then she quickly stepped out of the screen and soon came in with a basket of lavender flowers.

She gently sprinkled the petals around Mo Ziyao, and the room was soon filled with the faint fragrance of lavender.

After all this, Yueer came behind Mo Ziyao and gently kneaded her shoulders.

Mo Ziyao slowly relaxed and gently closed her eyes. For a while, I sighed infinitely, thinking that I was also a lowly maidservant who served the masters, but now it was others' turn to serve me, and I was still a maidservant. Isn't this ironic? If Yueer knew her true identity, I'm afraid she wouldn't be so good to herself! Ha ha, it's really fate!

Nowadays, I can only take one step at a time...

Yueer helped Mo Ziyao knead her shoulders while looking at the curling white fog slowly rising from the surface of the water.

After half silence, Mo Ziyao suddenly said, "Yeer, do you have someone you like?"

"Ah!" Yueer's hand moved a little, and then returned to normal. Her eyes still stayed on the curling white fog and said faintly, "What if there is? I'm just a lowly maidservant. I'm not good-looking and don't deserve all this.

Mo Ziyao sighed in her heart, "Who said you were ugly? You are actually very good-looking, but you don't usually pay attention to dressing up. You have to have confidence in yourself.

Yue'er listened and didn't say anything.

Mo Ziyao said again, "If someone says he likes you and is willing to marry you, will you?"

Yueer's body trembled and soon returned to normal. What?! Marry me? Ha ha, miss, don't make me happy. I know in my heart that I won't have this day.

Mo Ziyao suddenly grabbed Yueer's hand and said softly, "Erquan has liked you for a long time." At this point, Mo Ziyao could obviously feel Yue'er's body trembling gently.

"Happiness is to be fought for by yourself. Erquan is a good man. Don't miss it, and you are not young. You should find a good man to marry. Think about how happy it is to marry and have children! Why don't you give yourself the power to enjoy once?

Yueer gently broke away from Mo Ziyao's hand. She sighed, "Miss, I know that you worry about me for my good, but you won't understand my past."

"I already know everything about you." Mo Ziyao suddenly said.

A trace of panic flashed on Yue'er's face, and then said with some shame and anger, "What does Miss know?"

"You don't have to be nervous. I don't mean to poke your wound. I just want to help you."

"Help me? How can I help? Is it to turn back the clock?" Yueer's expression on her face was very ugly, and she sniffed at Mo Ziyao's words.

Mo Ziyao knew that Yueer would have such an idea. She smiled and said, "Actually, it's easy. As long as you can put down the burden in your heart, happiness will open a warm embrace to you."

Yueer was silent, and for a moment she said sadly, "Let it go, it's not easy to talk about it. This is the truth. How can it be changed?

Mo Ziyao knew what she thought, so she said, "In fact, not everyone cares about whether their wife is perfect or not. People in my life do not deliberately require women to be perfect before marriage, but care about whether the other party loves them wholeheartedly, if it is sincere. If you love, how can you care about this small flaw? So you don't have to care about this. I don't think he will care about it either.

"He...doesn't he really care? Are you...re you sure? Hearing this, Yueer was a little incoherent.

Mo Ziyao smiled gently, "Well, Yueer, please believe in Erquan and yourself. Give everyone a chance!"

After Mo Ziyao finished speaking, Yue'er was silent again. The water in the bucket gradually became cold, and Mo Ziyao stood up from the bucket. She silently handed the towel to Mo Ziyao and dressed her clothes.

At this time, Yue'er's face was complicated. She hesitated for a long time and finally said to Mo Ziyao, "Miss, can you help me... ask what Erquan means?"

Mo Ziyao patted Yueer on the shoulder and smiled, "Of course, you can find someone to call Erquan over!" You can just listen behind the screen later.

Yueer was stunned, then knelt down and kowtowed in front of Mo Ziyao, and said sincerely, "Thank you, Miss!"

Mo Ziyao didn't expect Yueer to give her such a big gift. She quickly reached out to help Yueer and said, "Yueer doesn't have to be like this. As long as you two lovers can stay together in the future, I will be very happy!"

Yueer was excited for a long time and then asked doubtfully, "I don't know where Miss's hometown is?" Yueer thinks it must be a beautiful place!" Yue'er said while looking forward to it.

"Well, my hometown is far away, which is very beautiful..." Mo Ziyao said, and couldn't help thinking of her hometown that she had gradually chosen to forget - the modern 21st century.

"When will Miss go back? If you go back, remember to take me with you. I want to see the beautiful place that is completely different from here!"