Chapter 236 Doubt
However, what she thought more about was that once the queen was involved, not to mention that the Empress Dowager and the emperor would not agree, even Lin Taifu would try his best to block it, right?
After all, her baby daughter is now pregnant with the emperor.
Although it is unbearable to watch the imperial descendants in Mrs. Yun grow up little by little, can she be better luck than Mrs. Ya?
It's hard for anyone to say what will happen in the future.
Ruan Lingzheng's eyes finally appeared in surprise.
"Yuer." He called Mo Ziyao, and his tone was really gritted.
Mo Ziyao was stunned. She didn't know why Ruan Lingzheng suddenly had such a tone. He just said that no matter what he said, he would not be angry.
But now, it doesn't look like real anger.
The wrist held by his big hand suddenly began to hurt. He lowered his head and saw his fingers gradually tightening. Mo Ziyao frowned in pain, "Your Majesty..."
When she was a little at a loss in panic, she heard Ruan Lingzheng suddenly ask, "What a virtuous Yao noble concubine, you asked me to take the position of other women. Are you actually not jealous?"
Mo Ziyao was stunned, widened her eyes and looked at him.
"Why aren't you sad at all? I'm no longer dedicated to you now. Isn't there a trace of resentment for me in my heart? You have to give up the back position to others. Don't you have any expectations for the back position? Or are you abandoning these at all? He approached Mo Ziyao and asked in a low voice.
Mo Ziyao looked at him in a staring way and didn't understand why she was still talking about the Liu family. As soon as the words turned, it came around to her. However, when I heard him ask, there was a tingling pain in my heart.
"You clearly know that you are the only one in my heart, and you clearly know that I am not that kind of person, but why do you say such words to slander me? If I really want to choose, how can I choose to push you to another woman? You don't know how afraid I am to lose you..." Mo Ziyao felt that her heart was broken into pieces. Ruan Lingzheng's words, like a knife, silently cut the skin of her whole body and hurt her heart.
Are those previous sweet words, loving words all deceptive? A few months ago, the picture of herself almost dying for him was played back in her mind crazily, and she suddenly felt so painful that she was almost numb, as if her heart had been pierced by a sharp arrow again.
Looking up, I couldn't see him clearly. I felt that the whole room and the whole world were spinning rapidly.
But at this moment, she held back her tears and replied with a smile, "Naturally, my concubine is not jealous."
"Mo Ziyao!" He roared angrily.
Mo Ziyao only smiled and said, "What kind of person does the emperor think I am Mo Ziyao?"
Ruan Lingzheng was stunned.
Mo Ziyao lowered her head, as if she still smiled without saying anything, "I hung the seat of the imperial concubine alone. Naturally, I hope that one day the government can be left to me." Is that what you want to hear? She laughed at herself.
In the imperial dynasty of Ruan Nan, there was also a imperial concubine, that is, his biological mother, Princess Xi. After her death, the honor given to her by the emperor was unprecedented. However, even if she was at a high level, she was not in the back position. In the end, she was just a concubine, and after her death, she only got the name of a imperial concubine.
Hearing this, Ruan Lingzheng's eyes lit up, but he still gritted his teeth and said, "I thought your ambition was bigger."
Mo Ziyao understood that he was referring to the back position. He quietly looked at the familiar but strange man in front of him, and his eyes flashed with a smile.
He hopes that he can grow up quickly and fight with those people in the future? Or do you hope that one day you will no longer rely on him to live, but become his right-hand man?
At this moment, although Mo Ziyao is still sad about his words, countless thoughts flashed in her heart, but she always firmly believes that Ruan Lingzheng's words are not his original intention.
He loves himself so much, doesn't he?
Just when Mo Ziyao's thoughts were confused, she was coldly hugged by Ruan Lingzheng. Naturally, she was surprised and instinctively wanted to resist, but he took a deep breath and said, "I'm actually an asshole, aren't I? Otherwise, why did you say such a thing to you?
Mo Ziyao lay in his arms at this moment and stopped struggling, and her heart gradually softened. Unexpectedly, she wanted to laugh. Imagine, how could an emperor scold himself as an asshole?
Ruan Lingzheng raised his hand and hammered the table hard and said angrily, "I'm sorry, Yaoer, I shouldn't have said that to you. But when I saw that you sacrificed so much without regret in order to stabilize my country. I hate myself too much, hate this emperor's cowardly, hate the woman who is unable to protect his beloved woman, hate..."
"Shh..." Mo Ziyao stretched out her index finger, gently pressed his lips, and shook her head gently. She didn't allow him to say anything more.
He just cares too much to get out of control, she knows.
Ruan Lingzheng took away Mo Ziyao's hand. He looked at her with a light flashing in his eyes and said, "That word made you angry, didn't you?"
"I'm not only angry, but also sad. I'm not only sad, but also jealous. Not only jealous of Mrs. Yun, but also Meng Xiuyuan, who has been favored by you these days, and all the concubines you have favored! Is this enough? Mo Ziyao answered honestly.
Ruan Lingzheng smiled when he heard this, smiling very proudly, and the light in his eyes was even better. "Good jealousy, good jealousy."
Jealousy, oh, Ruan Lingzheng, you said so well. Do I have to use this means to feel your heart?
After a while, Ruan Lingzheng still did not let go of Mo Ziyao's hand, but said, "In this case, you still gave me such a bad idea."
Mo Ziyao suddenly didn't dare to laugh. She only laughed a few times in her heart and thought to himself: It's a bad idea, but how do you listen to it? You think the same as me, but you just want to say it through my mouth. Whether I say so or not, the result is the same. The facts you have identified are just about to write them down.
She raised her eyes and looked at Ruan Lingzheng seriously. She said, "Because Zheng is Yaoer's day, Yao'er will be better when you are well." So sometimes, you need to take a step back to widen the sea and sky.
Ruan Lingzheng looked down at Mo Ziyao, raised his hand, gently brushed her face, and said slowly, "As long as Yao'er believes in politics, politics will always be Yao's day." The streamer in his eyes was like a trickling spring. Mo Ziyao saw him so tender for the first time.
Unconsciously, I was a little crazy. With a smile on the corners of her lips, Mo Ziyao lay on his chest nervously, calm and seemed to be looking forward to it.
Ruan Lingzheng smiled relievedly and said, "As soon as Yao'er comes, I'm in a good mood." After saying that, he let go of Mo Ziyao's hand, took the pen that had already been dipped in ink, and wrote it like a god.
Mo Ziyao looked at him and wrote down word by word, and there was still a faint discomfort in her heart.
She has always been proud, and so has he. And this time, she needs to compromise with him. He is in the Liu family and she is Mrs. Yuya. No, soon, I will call her elegant concubine.
Suddenly, Mo Ziyao remembered the short incense that Chu Qingtian wanted to check. If there is musk on it, then I will feel more relieved.
From the time Zier appeared in the Lingyi Palace, she began to suspect the empress dowager. The Empress Dowager may not want to spoil Mrs. Ya as superficially. She spoiled her, but only spoiled the Liu family and showed it to Liu Yanfei.
Perhaps, she once spoiled Yi Zhaoyi because she was her niece, and she spoiled Mrs. Yun because she was 'peaceful' and 'no dispute with the world', and Lin Taifu had a position and power that could not be ignored in the court. The Empress Dowager spoiled Mrs. Ya, not the power of the Liu family. On the contrary, she was afraid of the power of the Liu family. Therefore, she wanted to spoil Mrs. Ya, but she didn't let Ruan Lingzheng spoil her.
While alienating and favoring, the Empress Dowager, she is indeed a shrewd person.
And it may be because she is the most humble person in her life, but she has won the favor of Ruan Lingzheng, which makes the Empress Dowager hate it.
Mo Ziyao thought that this was actually quite good, otherwise she could not stand such a 'favor'. Thinking of this, I couldn't help shivering.
It turned out that the Empress Dowager was so terrible. Subconsciously, Mo Ziyao actually had some awe of her.
It is precisely because of the Empress Dowager's favor to Mrs. Ya that it can also explain why Mrs. Ya has been in the palace for two years and has been blessed with a handkerchief, and she can't get pregnant. It must have been secretly tampering.
So Mrs. Ya's pregnancy this time may be an accident, maybe just at the right time.
At that time, she was allowed to give birth to this child because she needed to rely on Liu Yanfei's military power, but now the external chaos has been calmed down, and Mrs. Ya's child has no meaning to exist.
Therefore, the Empress Dowager urgently sent Zi'er to the Lingyi Palace to find a way to remove the imperial descendants in Mrs. Ya's womb.
That's why nothing can be found in the Lingyi Palace. If so, I think Dr. Lin is not the reason for Mrs. Ya's stillbirth. He dares not say it.
Thinking of this, Mo Ziyao couldn't help but be moved.
The Empress Dowager's motive could not be clearer. She was afraid that once Mrs. Ya gave birth to a prince, especially a prince, the Liu family would become more and more unscrupulous. She was afraid that the Liu family would support the youngest son and that Ruan Lingzheng's country would be subverted.
All this the Empress Dowager did was for Ruan Lingzheng and the country of the Ruan family.
However, does Ruan Lingzheng know? Or is there his shadow in it?
Looking at the person in front of her, Mo Ziyao naturally won't ask. If it is verified by yourself, you will only keep your mouth shut.
Like the Empress Dowager, she doesn't want him to be in any danger.
Ruan Lingzheng sighed and said, "Tomorrow, this imperial edict will spread to every corner of the palace."
Mo Ziyao smiled and said, "Not only the palace, but also the whole imperial city, and even the whole world, even General Liu, who is going to northern Xinjiang, will know at the first time."
Ruan Lingzheng dropped his pen and laughed at himself: "Although I am the emperor of a country, sometimes I can't help it."
Mo Ziyao came forward, hugged him from behind, and smiled, "Your Majesty, it's a person. Who doesn't have an involuntarily time?"
Ruan Lingzheng was stunned, took Mo Ziyao's hand, opened it, turned back to face her, restrained his smile, lowered his head and asked, "I only asked you once today, only once."
Looking at his serious appearance, Mo Ziyao couldn't help but be moved and blurted out, "What's the matter?"
"Mrs. Ya's child, have you done it?" He asked without hesitation.
It turned out that he really didn't know how Mrs. Ya's child was lost. While secretly relieved, she still suddenly felt a chill in her heart and smiled desolately, "Do you doubt Yao'er? Oh, it turns out that Zheng doesn't believe in Yaoer.
Ruan Lingzheng's eyes tightened, but said, "I believe it. I just want to hear from you."
Mo Ziyao shook her head and said, "Yao'er didn't do anything."
Seeing his relieved face, Mo Ziyao added, "As long as he is a political child, Yaoer will not do anything to harm him. Even if that's the person Yaoer hates the most. When he said this, Qing'er's face clearly appeared in front of him.