Chapter 321 Although people are there, love is gone

Ruan Lingzheng sighed slightly, lowered his head and leaned over, and his jaw pressed against Mo Ziyao's head.

Mo Ziyao had already felt his fatigue. She took his hand and whispered, "Can the emperor still hold on?"

I remember that at that time, King Ping Ren said that she was not by Ruan Lingzheng's side, and he was the hardest. But now, he still has to fight alone, and he really can't bear it.

He didn't answer, but said, "Do you know why I did this to you?"

Mo Ziyao was slightly stunned. Why did he do this to me? In the past, his attitude towards himself had always been inseparable and never touched himself. Last time, there was really nothing I could do. Now, he has put himself into the cold palace again. Seeing that she was misunderstood by the Empress Dowager and didn't come out to explain, it took so long to visit. He always thought that Yuzhi was tortured to death because of his own affairs.

unconsciously, holding his hand became tighter and tighter, and so many reasons flashed in his mind. His throat was sad and he nodded with choking.

Actually, she knows...

All this he has done is nothing more than that he doesn't want to be the target of public criticism. What snow, what snow concubine, are all fake. In the end, the person he cares about most is actually himself!

He put his face to his chest, hugged his body tightly, and finally couldn't help sobbing. Mo Ziyao thought that the most tears in her life were spilled tonight. Let yourself indulge once, only once.

Ruan Lingzheng breathed a long sigh of relief and said, "As long as you know, I can always hold on.

Mo Ziyao couldn't help crying, "Why did the emperor put me into a cold official? It's just to leave the palace without permission. You can completely cut my title and leave me in any corner, so I can still make suggestions for the emperor, can't you?" It's better than him being alone now.

One person...

She seemed to see the lonely him at the beginning. On the surface, it is so strong that it is invulnerable, but the endless loneliness in my heart always makes me feel pain...

Ruan Lingzheng smiled and said, "If you don't enter the cold palace, no one will let you go. At the beginning, I made you Yaofei in order to let you live. This time, it's the same. Yao'er." He sighed and looked at Mo Ziyao and said, "You must live well. I can't stand it again..."

He said for the second time, but Mo Ziyao still knew that the first time was Yu Chi Lianxue. The beautiful snow in his heart many years ago.

"Your Majesty, Xuefei..."

"I know."

Ruan Lingzheng signaled Mo Ziyao not to go on. Mo Ziyao looked up and saw a pain in his eyes, and he suddenly closed his eyes and said quietly, "She hates me."

But she still loves it.

"The original vow was too perfect, but now, I can't make it six palaces without concubines for her. You understand this, but she can't. In the end, I'm ashamed of her."

"Your Majesty..."

"I feel uncomfortable..." Ruan Lingzheng suddenly frowned fiercely.

Mo Ziyao only felt a dull pain in her heart. She understood everything she said. I understand his feelings.

He has loved her for so many years, no, he still loves her now. How happy he would be when he saw her come back alive. Because he thought he could finally make up for everything he owed her in the past.

But he didn't expect that today's snow is no longer that simple and beautiful snow...

"I want to treat her well, even if I spoil her all my life."

Ruan Lingzheng said slowly, but Mo Ziyao heard the pain. Holding him tightly, she knew that he would never be cruel in front of Xuefei. He still loves now, but that love is the love that has passed away. He knew it, but he didn't want to admit it.

She won't force him to admit it. At that time, it was pain and helplessness, and only he knew best. How painful it would be to give up the status of a prince for her? I can't deeply understand it in a few words now.

What hurts him the most is that although he is there, his love has passed away. It's a pity that Xuefei doesn't understand. She relied on his guilt and compassion for her and even did what she wanted to do unscrupulously, but she didn't know that she was hurting him again and again.

Ruan Lingzheng sighed: "But she doesn't understand, and she has never understood. Yes, I failed her."

"No."

Mo Ziyao reached out and covered his mouth, shook her head and said, "The emperor has never defeated her."

Whether it was forced as a prince five years ago, or now she has disobeyed the meaning of the empress dowager and left the princess who originally wanted to marry King Pingren as her own concubine. He has never betrayed her.

Ruan Lingzheng raised his hand and brushed Mo Ziyao's hand and whispered, "She and I have known each other since I was a child. At that time, I have always spoiled her and loved her. As long as she wants, I can give it to her. Everyone said that I and she were a perfect couple, and I didn't even want the status of a prince for her. I'm willing to elope."

Mo Ziyao listened without saying a word. This was the first time that Ruan Lingzheng described his past with Lian Xue in front of her. Every word is said by himself. Listening, she only felt pain and heartache. When she learned that Xue was going to marry the prince as a concubine, she was helpless at that time, but today, she covered her face in pain.

The identity of the prince, elopement.

Proud as him, such things can be done. There is no doubt that his feelings for the snow are naturally love.

"In order to break us up, the Empress Dowager cheated me out of the palace. When I knew that she was about to have a wedding with her eldest brother, I rushed back to the palace. It had been more than half a month later. At that time, she was already the eldest brother's concubine. When I left, I thought I was going to prepare for our marriage. She was also happy, but who knew..." Ruan Lingzheng suddenly closed his mouth, but deliberately turned his eyes to one side and deliberately didn't look at Mo Ziyao.

But who knows, Luan Xue married the prince, and it was not long after that he was accused of being a spy sent by Yutan and died. Everything developed so fast that there was not even a trace of room and opportunity, and she disappeared like this.

But Mo Ziyao heard how desperate he should be at that time. Holding him and listening to his forbearance breathing for a long time, I heard him speak again, but asked himself, "How do you think I felt at that time?"

Mo Ziyao was stunned, but Ruan Lingzheng didn't wait for her to answer and said bluntly, "I was so sad that I wanted to kill! But I hate myself more! If it hadn't been for my incompetence, maybe the result wouldn't have been like this!"

"Your Majesty!" Mo Ziyao hugged him tightly in fear.

Ruan Lingzheng suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly: "I thought I loved her to my bones, but until the time of the West Hunting Ground, I watched you fall down the mountain, and my chest seemed to be missing something. I can't wait to kill myself..."

Mo Ziyao finally had a fierce earthquake!

I thought I loved her to the bone.

I thought I loved her to the bone...

Oh, if I still can't hear the meaning of his words now, then I'm really stupid!

Ruan Lingzheng's breathing was deep, and it finally rained heavily outside.

The th sound passed for a while. Except for the sound of rain, everything is very quiet, and it will not thunder as Mo Ziyao originally thought. It's just raining heavily.

This rain rained smoothly. And Mo Ziyao suddenly felt relieved. As Ruan Lingzheng said, as long as he knows, he can hold on forever. And now that I understand his mind, what else do you care about? Even if he cherishes Xuefei as always, he doesn't care!

She can finally know for sure why he gave herself the "Yuyao" palace. Yuyao, in fact, the two words can be agreed, both of which refer to beautiful and flawless and cherish precious things. He hopes that he can be as gentle, delicate and hard as jade, and protect himself and live well in the weak and strong-eat harem. It also means to cherish. Ruan Lingzheng cherishes himself.

"I'm so happy to hear that you're fine. I'll go to Yuyao Palace early to wait for you. But you didn't go back to the palace and went to the post hall first for the sake of the king of Pingzhen. Ruan Lingzheng gritted his teeth and said that he was still worried about what happened that day.

But Mo Ziyao is happy, just like him, isn't she? Jeal does not mean distrust. He does so because he cares.

also became more and more guilty for the small eyes, lying in his arms and whispering, "The emperor knows that I won't return because of you. I thought the emperor didn't care, so I was angry. The last sentence suddenly became very quiet, as if to say it, and Mo Ziyao herself felt shy.

Ruan Lingzheng finally smiled: "When you came to Tianze Palace the next day, I knew it. I made up my mind to believe you."

Mo Ziyao was shocked. He said that he had decided to believe in himself, so this time, even if Chu Qingtian did not tell him about the token in advance, he also said that he did not doubt it.

Suddenly raised his head and summoned up his courage to say, "Do you remember that you just said that you want to reward me because there is nothing to stand?"

Ruan Lingzheng was stunned and nodded, "Remember, I also said that I will promise you whatever you want."

Mo Ziyao came out of his arms and saw amazed at his eyes. She took a deep breath and said, "If I want the emperor not to be angry, you just need to promise me not to be angry."

Ruan Lingzheng nodded, Mo Ziyao approached him with satisfaction, kissed him on the lips, and then left his arms with a smile in his surprised eyes before he could react.

He got up happily and walked to the window lattice to look out. The rain outside is still very loud, and the water flowing from the eaves is like a waterfall. But with him, it seems that even rainy days make people feel so happy.

Ruan Lingzheng came over, hugged her from behind, lowered his head, buried his face in her neck, and whispered, "Don't stand here. You are not feeling well. The humidity here is too heavy. Let's... go to the couch."

Ruan Lingzheng's words made Mo Ziyao's face suddenly hot. Somehow, she remembered the wonderful scene in the post hall that day. She was so ashamed that she turned around and hid her whole body in his arms and answered in a low voice. Then he couldn't wait to bite off his tongue and scold himself for what he was thinking. It was too useless.

The corners of Ruan Lingzheng's lips raised a slight smile, pretending not to see her embarrassment, and said solemnly, "When the matter has not been solved, I will reward you well. I also said, whatever you want, I will give it to you.