Chapter 5 Old Things
The real hatred is engraved in the bones, and the face is not hurt, but the pain in the heart is twitching. There seems to be a cool breeze sweeping over the muscles and bones, permeating the cold air.
Wei Fuyan never mentioned her hatred to anyone, but every time she desperately wanted to see Zhou Huaiyi's face, desperately wanted to call Liu Qingzhou a brother, desperately wanted to hear Qinghe speak, and desperately wanted to escape from the palace, her heart was full of bloody and tearful hatred.
It ruined her family, caused her to marry far away from home, made her difficult to recognize her blood relatives, caused her to go from luxury to thrift, caused her most brilliant and cherished 17 years of princess career to turn into jokes, and caused her to live in fear and anxiety every day after the age of 17, now, she is cruelly poisoned and blind!
Xiuji looked at her with compassion, and more than half of the deep smile on her face was received, and even the dimples became less and less obvious.
"Princess, 'God' controls everything, you are chosen, is--"
"Thank you for telling me that he has completely missed the past!" Wei Fuyan interrupted Xiuji and said, "The Three Kingdoms will be in chaos, full of scars, floating in all kinds of states, and life like ants. At this time, it's better not to see clearly than to see. I'm happy to be blind. You don't need to bother!"
Xiuji seemed to think that she would have this. She stood up quietly with a smile. Yao Ji immediately protected Wei Fuyan behind her, but found that Xiuji stood in front of the Guanyin statue, with pious and peaceful eyes, not like a killer at all.
"Why did you fall in love with Huaiwang?" There was real confusion in Xiuji's words. She stared at Guanyin and said, "I counted everything, and you really have to fall in love with the king!" He is cold-hearted and has the animal nature of a wild wolf, not to mention his own heart. For a long time, I have been sure whether you two are true love or just work together to show me? It was not until today that on the street that King Huai almost died for you.
It turned out that I pulled her away on the street today to shield her! Wei Fuyan's heart was warm, and his previous hatred calmed down a little, and his heart was full of care for a moment.
"If people drink water, they know how good my man is. Replace Fuming for me to leave him, Xiuji, are you kidding? What do you think if I poison you and exchange the antidote for your 'god'?
Xiuji stared at the stiff figure of Guanyin, and sighed lightly after a long time, "So he is already your god in your heart?"
Wei Fuyan smiled but did not answer.
"It's a pity, it's a pity..." Xiuji shook her head and sighed, as if she regretted, "Princess, if the reason why you love the king is wrong, it's false, and it doesn't exist at all. So is such a deep love still love?"
Wei Fuyan paused and reached out to let Yao Ji help her up before laughing, "Is it true or not? I know better than you!"
Xiuji suddenly asked in sharp words, "Do you know what's in front of you?"
Wei Fuyan was stunned, and there was a piece of space in his heart. Seeing that she did not answer, Xiuji smiled mysteriously and sighed, "It's the princess who sent Guanyin!"
This empty, but what comes in again is all miscellaneous things.
There is no shortage of Wei Fuyan and Zhou Huaiyi**. In private, she often laughed at him. Zhou Huaiyi's eyes were cold and occasionally violent outside. He was not good to anyone and hated physical contact very much, but he was very greedy when he lingered with her on the bed. Laughing at him, he pointed her nose and said that he had wasted so much time that he wanted to make up for all three years that had been neglected her.
Such a life has been more than a month. Although the time may not be happy, Zhou Huaiyi has almost never mentioned the child. After playing with Chuqi last time, she vaguely felt that he regretted saying something wrong.
But Zhou Huaiyi also wants children and their children.
Counting by, Zhou Huaiyi is 25 years old and childless at the age of 25, which is really rare in the royal family.
Thinking of this, Wei Fuyan intuitively didn't want to hear Xiuji go on, but it was too late. Xiuji asked another question she had doubts about.
"The eyeliner of Huaiwang Mansion told me that since Luodu's serious illness, every meal prepared for you by Huaiwang Mansion is a medicinal diet. Do you know why?"
Wei Fuyan was tired of being led by Xiuji's question, so he simply replied, "He is very sick and weak, and needs to be recuperated."
Xiuji squeezed her lips and smiled, and her cheeks showed deep dimples. She asked again, "If even the reason is wrong, how can the result be true? Princess, the reason why you were deeply trapped in Huaiwang was that Huaiwang cared about you during Yanjing's serious illness. Later, he also took good care of you all the way to Luodu, didn't you?
Wei Fuyan's footsteps were floating and he almost couldn't stand still. It turns out that others have seen through this kind of thing early.
"Don't go on, you just want me to leave Zhou Huaiyi--
"It's not that I want you to leave, but once I tell you the truth, you will choose to leave!" Xiuji's eyes were inseparable from the Guanyin statue, but her eyes were erratic and her smile was strange and mysterious.
"Xiuji——"
Xiuji said harshly, "You must listen! You have no choice! You are infatuated with Huaiwang because he is by your side when you are most desperate, but that's not love but guilt!"
"Do you feel guilty?" Wei Fuyan's heartbeat missed half a beat, guilt?
"Yes, I feel guilty!" Xiuji suddenly turned around and pressed her ferociously, "Do you know why I brought you to see off Guanyin? Because you need to say goodbye! Because you will never have children in your life!"
Yao Ji was in front of Wei Fuyan, but Wei Fuyan was so shocked that she couldn't speak. Xiu Ji said, what did she say?!
"The warmth of the king you miss is just the way for the king to mourn his first son! On that day, the Huaiwang Mansion was in chaos. You were forced to fall into the lotus pond and shed your first and last child! The last one!"
Wei Fuyan's brain seemed to have been blown by thunder, and his hands unconsciously stroked his lower abdomen, and his mind was blank.
"Wai Wang doesn't love you, but he is ashamed of his child's mother! He protects you for a whole month, doesn't let you eat cold things, doesn't allow you to step on the cold ground barefoot, and doesn't even allow you to jump into the stream all the way to Luodu! I also want you to take a medicinal diet every meal! Why do you say? What else can it be?!"
Everything in the past shuttled through Wei Fuyan's mind. She seemed to jump into the picture of the old days, and Zhou Huaiyi was talking to her.
"Cool, don't dive!"
"Wei Fuyan, don't eat the fruit from Jingshui Town!"
"Put on your shoes and don't barefoot!"
"Huh? Didn't you eat today's medicinal diet? How good is it to eat without medicine? I'm really afraid that you will get sick..."
... A voice and every sentence are all his sometimes angry and sometimes gentle words. Wei Fuyan liked that he frowned and said words of concern, and also liked that he suddenly softened his tone and lit the tip of her nose and said, "Little child, be obedient!"
Wei Fuyan held the corner of Yao Ji's clothes in front of her tightly and said, "I don't believe you! I only believe in him!"