Chapter 182 Love is over, decadent to freedom

After decocting the medicine, Zhao Qian fed Xue Qianwu. But the patient is too weak to swallow. Zhao Qian looked at it for a while, put the medicine in his mouth, and then fed it to Xue Qianwu. Although this method is not much effective, the juice eventually flows less. Rugu stood at the door and looked at this scene. Even though he was full of incomprehension about the whole matter, he could not bear the prince's personal suffering, because he came forward and said, "Let the maidservant come..."

Zhao Qian waved his hand and said, "Take a rest. I will never let you do the beggar's thing as far as I can.

Rugu stood there in a stunned place, not knowing whether to be sad or happy. I don't know whether it is fortunate or unfortunate for the beggar girl. Where is Dongfang Ye? What should Dongfang do?

I am so confused that I just hope that the beggar girl can wake up early and return to normal. She hoped that the beggar girl would be resourceful and wise and have a good way to solve this problem.

While she was stunned, she looked at the medicine bowl served by the prince and saw the bottom. On Xue Qianwu's head, there were grain of rice beads of sweat, sticking to the thin skin like paper, which was as transparent as a dream.

Rugu took the bowl and put it outside gently. Zhao Qian covered Xue Qianwu with a quilt and stroked her face lovingly with his fingers. Ru Gu couldn't stand it. He twisted his face and guarded the door.

I haven't seen the prince come out, and my heart went up and down. When I entered the room again, Xue Qianwu's eyes opened slowly. The eyes slowly turned around, as if they didn't know anyone, and they looked indifferent.

Zhao Qian said excitedly, "Beggar? Did you wake up?"

Xue Qianwu finally focused his eyes on Rugu in the distance and asked, "Where am I?"

Ru Gu replied in a low voice, "Prince's Mansion, Ganlin Courtyard."

Xue Qianwu trembled weakly, pulled his body that could not be gathered together, and his arms tried to support the edge of the bed and was about to go down. Unexpectedly, he didn't have enough physical strength and fell under the bed.

Zhao Qian hurriedly picked up: "What do you want to do? I'll hold you."

Xue Qianwu ignored him and completely regarded him as air. Stretching his arms, his white lips closed: "Rugu, pull me... I want to walk... I want to get out of the palace..."

Rugu stepped forward tremblingly and looked at the prince's face. Finally, he made up his mind and took Xue Qianwu's arm.

Zhao Qian stared, and Gu Deng shrank even more fiercely, but her inner affection with Xue Qianwu made her have the courage to imagine in her life. She gathered all her strength on that arm and resolutely did not let go.

Xue Qianwu's eyes were blurred and smiled at her. Ru Gu's tears rushed out and cried, "Prince, please let the beggar out of the palace. Otherwise, she will die!"

"Presumptuous!" Zhao Qiandeng was so angry that he hit Rugu's face with one palm. The pink and tender face is as swollen as a steamed bun, with blood-red finger marks.

Xue Qianwu looked at Zhao Qian coldly: "You... hit her again..."

Zhao Qian looked painful: "I'm sorry to scare my beggar. But... What I can't hear and fear the most is that you leave the prince's mansion and never see me again.

Xue Qianwu resolutely said, "If I stay in the palace all my life, I would rather die."

Zhao Qian wrapped around her shoulder and said, "Don't do this, okay? If you marry the prime minister's mansion, it's all a deep mansion. What's the difference from the prince's mansion?

Xue Qianwu shook his head and said confusedly, "With the people you love, all the suffering and all the constraints are also happy."

"If you don't try to accept my love, how can you conclude that you and I can't fall in love with me?" Zhao Qianchu's pain is deeper: "Dongfang brother's love for you, I don't say anything, and I have nothing to say. But only one thing, did he give up so easily? Even if he thinks that everything is true, will he no longer fight for it? Even if you think about it deeply, he knows enough about you? If he really understands it, how can he suspect that there is another reason for this? I guess he must think you are voluntary! That's why I retreated like this..."

Xue Qianwu's dusty heart sank to the bottom of the valley with his words. Yes, why didn't she expect that Master Dongfang thought that she had changed her mind, fell in love with her, and took the initiative to fall in love with Zhao Qian, so that she betrayed love!

If Master Dongfang didn't think so, if he knew what had happened, and if he knew her painful grievances, how could he leave like that?

My heart is getting greyer and greyer. It's not for the situation at this time, but for the lover's ignorance.

For love, in order to be together, I have struggled for so long, and I always feel that bitterness is sweet. Now the feelings are extremely fragile. The people she loves and the people who love her go without saying a word. No longer recalling whether the previous persistence was meaningful, Xue Qianwu closed his eyes and was tired of everything in the world: "I want to leave the palace, which has nothing to do with anyone. It's just to get out of the palace."

Zhao Qian saw that she was stubborn and had no choice. He was more worried about disoing her wishes and making her add more symptoms. He had to say, "According to your current physique, what if I let you out of the palace? Can you walk? If you really want to be free, take care of yourself first and wait until you are healthy. Are you afraid that I won't let people go? With your cleverness in those years, I'm afraid you can escape.

Xue Qianwu was silent. Zhao Qian deliberately flattered and said, "Can I bring you some porridge and drink some?"

Xue Qianwu said lightly, "No need. Let Rugu go. I'm more used to her by my side.

Rugu saw Xue Qianwu wake up. Although he was not as positive and cheerful as before, he was finally relieved. She forgot the slap that Zhao Qian hit and went to serve porridge in a panic.

Warm red dates and lotus seed sweet porridge, drunk in your mouth, has no taste at all. After a few more sips, he aroused the bitter taste of the soup in his stomach and hiccuped. The strong smell of the soup rushed out of his throat. Xue Qianwu couldn't help coughing for a while.

Zhao Qian hurriedly patted her on the back to make her feel relieved. Xue Qianwu lay down for a while, frowned and finished a bowl of porridge. Zhao Qian raised his eyebrows slightly and his worried heart was a little relieved.

So accompanied by the side, it got dark in a blink of an eye. Ru Gu said, "Prince, go back to the front yard quickly... If you are found here, I'm afraid the girl can't keep quiet!"

Zhao Qian hesitated for a moment and nodded, "When you get better, I will move to a good place for you."

Xue Qianwu said, "Don't bother the prince. I don't have that blessing, and I can't stand your great kindness.

Zhao Qian was hit by the word "end" and his face turned white for a while, which was so condescending. Fortunately, after crossing the bottom line with the beggar that night, he was ready to withstand all the irony and cold words. So it was just a moment of embarrassment, and then smiled carelessly, "Let's not talk about this. Hello, take a rest. I'll come to see you tomorrow."

Xue Qianwu lay with his back inward and said emotionlessly, "Is the prince so ignorant? If you don't come, I will recover faster."

Zhao Qian sighed: "Really stubborn." He touched her hand again, got up and left.

Seeing that the prince was far away, Ru Gu said anxiously, "Girl... I really don't understand... Obviously, you are so good with Master Dongfang, like glue, and have a deep relationship. Why suddenly... But the maidservant feels that you are not interested in the prince."

Xue Qianwu said tiredly, "Don't mention it. The past is boring.

Ru Gu saw that she was sad and didn't dare to say anything more. However, she panicked again. The night was very late, and she couldn't sleep over and over again. When she looked at Xue Qianwu, she found that she just closed her eyes and sometimes half-opened her godless eyes, indicating that she was not asleep.

Rugu got up, pulled the quilt for Xue Qianwu, and said to her face, "Girl, I guess you must have suffered from that matter. Can you really let go of your relationship with Dongfang Ye for so long? Although the maidservant is an outsider, she always thinks it is impossible based on the feelings of the woman... The maidservant simply finished speaking, and it is worth it even if she dies. If the girl doesn't like the prince, she should take the opportunity to make a break. The maidservant also looks for an opportunity to see when the Oriental Master will enter the palace and relay what you want to say to him. Do you think it's okay?

Xue Qianwu's eyes were wet, and he smiled bitterly: "You can see it, but he can't see my heart. He misunderstood that I am in love with the prince. I'm cold-hearted and too lazy to explain.

"How can I do without explaining..." Ru Gu said anxiously, "In case Master Dongfang is frustrated to the limit and marries another woman, he is really a bridal chamber flower..." Rugu dares not finish his words.

Xue Qianwu said, "The bridal chamber is the bridal chamber, which is also my life and his life. But now, I can't marry him."

There is one more thing, Xue Qianwu didn't say. Since someone gave Xue Qianwu **, it is to prevent Xue Qianwu from marrying to Master Dongfang. At this time, Xue Qianwu still bravely married. Once the incident of that night was publicized, there was no doubt that he was cuckolding Dongfang. The most important thing for a man is his face. How can a perfect man like Dongfang be controversial or ashamed of her as a bad little bandit?

So she doesn't want to be the bride of Lord Dongfang. Even though she has regarded him as her husband.

When she leaves the palace, let her stay in Kanping Shoe Village, sweep the floor and do chores for the rest of her life. If you love someone, don't have too many extravagant expectations, even if you marry him. Looking at it with a smile from afar, calm and free, spiritually and true, that is.

After all, I regretted it and realized it too late. You can't be so open-minded earlier that you can no longer wait for that relationship with a clean body.

Zhao Qian came every day, and Xue Qianwu only treated him indifferently. Not excited, not fierce, but diluted the face of Yan Yan in the past. Zhao Qian may be ashamed, or he may have developed a thick-skinned ability. Even if he says sarcasm, he always laughs. With such a noble status, it is not easy for him to ask a woman to act according to his face from time to time. This is the first time. However, he doesn't feel cowardly or hurt his self-esteem. He was wrong. The beggar is the treasure he accidentally picked up, no matter how disgraceful it is.

After a few days like this, Xue Qianwu was basically able to get out of bed and walk. Ru Gu saw the joy in his heart, and he was afraid that something would come out, which affected the bud of the hope of the beggar girl. She knew that the beggar girl was looking forward to leaving the palace.

When the prince came to Ganlin's courtyard again, Xue Qianwu said to him, "Thank you for your care. I'm fine. I want to leave the palace tomorrow.

Zhao Qian was silent for a long time, but he couldn't help asking, "Do you miss Dongfang Brother?"

Xue Qianwu looked directly at him: "This time I want to go out of the palace, which has nothing to do with Dongfang Ye. I said it a long time ago."

Zhao Qian looked at her sadly: "If there is a chance to see you in the future, will you still see me?"

Xue Qianwu said, "Let's talk about it later. When we met on the narrow road and had to see each other, we met. I will see you, and I can't afford to let it go.

Zhao Qian grabbed her hand: "Do you hate me?"

Xue Qianwu said in a light voice, "Hate you? Waste of energy. I will remember your kindness to me and Master Dongfang and forget some accidents. If something happens for a reason, it can't be all your fault.

"Bear!" Zhao Qian's inexplicable sweat flowed all over his cheeks. He called her sadly. After half a cup of tea, he said, "Okay, I'll let you go."

Xue Qianwu, who was so faint that he couldn't care about anything, stared at him at this time: "Thank you."

Zhao Qian's hand has not been released. What he feared most was not her resistance struggle, her tears hazy, her cold words, but her calm indifference. It seems that the next step for him is a completely unsociable stranger.

Xue Qianwu pulled out his hand, walked slowly a few steps, and began to pack up. It's nothing. It's just a few clothes that belong to her. They are brought from outside the palace and naturally can't stay in the palace.

Zhao Qian looked at her blankly and painfully, watching her erase all the memories left here. There is nothing we can do.

When everything was packed and packed, Zhao Qian asked again, "If I force you to stay, will you hate me to the bone?"

Xue Qianwu stared deep into his eyes and said without hesitation, "Yes. Other people's hatred is often mixed with love, and I just hate you and have no other feelings.

Zhao Qian bowed his head: "I know. I'll see you off tomorrow. I hope you can alleviate your hatred for me."

After Zhao moved away, Ru Gu looked at what Xue Qianwu had packed up, touched it again and again, and said happily, "Has the prince allowed you to leave the palace?"

Xue Qianwu nodded and said, "If he doesn't let me go, he can't keep my heart, only my hatred."

Ru Guxi raised his eyebrows and immediately said worriedly, "In this way... these things have happened... Will you... take me out of the palace?"

"I will." Xue Qianwu said firmly, "As long as you are willing to follow me, I will take you wherever I go."

Rugu cried with joy, hugged Xue Qianwu's neck and said, "I won't sleep!" I can't sleep tonight anyway! Just think of it as the last night in the palace and stay up for a year!"

After dinner the next day, Rugu waited at the gate to see if the prince had appeared. After waiting for a long time, finally a maid came and said, "The prince asked me to come and send a message. As soon as he finished breakfast, he was about to pick it up when the princess came and was tripped for a moment. The prince was worried that the two girls would wait anxiously, so he specially sent slaves to relax the girl.

Rugu received the reception with a smile: "It's really a good sister. If you don't like dry hospital, go into the house and have a glass of water.

The maid waved her hand and said, "Forget it. The maidservant was supposed to bring tea and pour water in the prince's house, but now she came to send a message. If any clumsy girl without eyes made the prince and princess angry, it would be bad! As for drinking tea, let's drink it again in the future!"

Send the maid away. Xue Qianwu held the door frame with both hands, felt a little restless, and frowned, "Ru Gu... I'm not comfortable... You follow the maid to the front yard and say that you will wait for the prince to come together... Don't make any mistakes..."

Ru Gu looked at Xue Qianwu's serious face and hurriedly followed. The maid turned around and saw her and said in surprise, "Isn't it for you to wait? What are you doing here?"

"Shh!" Ru Gu laughed and said, "Good sister, please don't say anything!" Isn't it more convenient for me to wait for the prince to finish speaking in the front yard? I just lowered my head and didn't say anything. The prince would definitely not pay attention to it. Please don't say anything. If my sister is busy, I can also help make some miscellaneous things.

"The little mouth is quite sweet and looks quite numb!" The maid praised, "Looking at the prince's tone of voice, you should pay great importance to Ganlinyuan, so you should be fine if you go!"

"Yes, yes!" Ru Gu quickly echoed, "The prince often comes to Ganlinyuan, and he always loves to play that kind of hide-and-seek game with everyone! The maidservant is timid and is always scared by the prince... Today, it's the other way around, and it's time to surprise the prince!"

"How could this happen!" The maid was half envious and half surprised, "The prince seems to have something on his mind recently. It's good for you to relieve your boredom!"

The two walked and talked unconsciously to the front yard of the prince's mansion. Ru Gu stopped and whispered, "I just need to stand outside here. Go in and serve. If you need any help, come out and tell me. Remember, don't let the prince know that I'm standing here.

"I know!" The maid smiled and said, "What if the prince blames me for ruining your fun?"

When she went, Rugu took a broom from the corner and swept it gently. When I got to the window of the prince's bedroom, I heard Zhao Qian shout unexpectedly and awkwardly, "Kier, you are so disappointing me! How can you be so cruel!"

Princes Sucome sneered: "My good brother, keep your voice down! This is not an upright thing! Isn't it good to let others hear it?"

"You said..." Zhao Qian softened his voice and said, "What's the matter with you?"

Princes Sucome said coquettishly, "What can I have? It's just that Brother Qian loved his sister so much that he gave up his love to complete the good thing called Hanako! My sister couldn't stand it and secretly helped my brother.

Zhao Qian coughed and said, "Brother is for you."

"Sure enough, it's for my own good, and my brother's love is well received." Princess Su Ko said, "That'er is good to Brother Qian... However, unexpectedly, the raw rice has been cooked, and my brother actually doesn't know how to cherish the blessing, and he has to give his favorite hand to people. Isn't it a big joke that you let her fly after cooking the duck?"

Zhao Qian could hardly interrupt at her rapid speed of speaking, and staggered, "It's not like that. I did something wrong, so I can't force her anymore and should respect her will.

Princes Suko snorted and smiled at the corners of her mouth, "That hoof is really charming! I didn't expect Brother Qian to be so infatuated! Let her follow you... Ha ha, will she still live a happy and happy woman under your favor? In the long future, I will never let her get along well in the palace!"