Chapter 3
The morning sun is particularly bright.
Lilies, on the white petals, crystal beads of water slide down, and the whole world also slides down.
Lin Sheng smiled and greeted the nurse and turned the corner familiarly. The lower right corner of the pathology map on the wall was still warped.
Ten years, let him become familiar with everything, people and things here.
He opened the door, put the flowers on the vase, pulled up the curtains, and opened the window. The room was full of sunshine and the fragrance of flowers, and all the beauty came back.
Time grinds away the pain little by little, so that people can only find the broken beauty from the cracks of life, which supports the body and will not fall down.
No matter how painful life is, it will have to go on.
Lin Sheng thought of ** the thinning figure. Now Du Yan is still alive, and he can still accompany him. Thinking of this, he can't help laughing.
Hope is a beautiful thing.
"That time, it was so early that you woke up in the sand, and your lower body trembled and trembled. It turned out to be a small crab..." Lin Sheng's voice was brisk, and it was no longer as painful as when he first spoke it many years ago.
Lin Sheng wiped Du Yan's body with a hot towel and gently massaged the other party. A while ago, the symptoms of Du Yan's muscle atrophy gradually disappeared. Life is really good, isn't it?
Lin Sheng's fingers slid across Du Yan's cheek and stayed again. His face was pale to transparent, and he looked peaceful.
Du Yan moved!
Lin Sheng froze and stopped talking, for fear that his voice was shaking.
Du Yan opened his eyes, and his eyes were full of confusion.
Lin Sheng was suddenly stunned. Is he still in a dream?
Sometimes in his dreams, Lin Sheng also encounters this situation. At that time, he woke up with a cold face, but at this time, he couldn't cry.
Lin Sheng immediately rang the bedside bell and watched the doctor busy getting in and out. I called again and informed Du Yan's parents.
Ten years later, he finally looked forward to this scene, but tears still couldn't flow out.
Didn't you say that you are too happy and cry? It turns out that novels are also deceptive. Lin Sheng stood in the corner of the ward, smoking, and his eyes were calm.
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It was dark in front of me, and I couldn't see anything. Only a faint voice came to my ears from the front. I couldn't hear what it was, but I felt that the sound was extremely familiar. Du Yan ran forward hard, trying to get rid of the darkness around him and grab the owner of the voice. However, after running for a long time, as if he was wandering in place, he was afraid.
He trembled all over, and his hand tried to reach forward, trying to get close to the sound. He closed his eyes and ran forward desperately. Finally, a ray of light burned his eyelids. Du Yan trembled and opened his eyes. What he saw was strange, the white room, the white bed, and Lin Sheng, but he became much thinner and haggard than I remembered. Du Yan opened his mouth to ask what was going on, but he felt that the vocal cords were painful.
Then there is chaos.
From his parents, Du Yan learned that it had been ten years since he slept, and in these ten years, it was Lin Sheng's care that woke him up, and his fiancee, no, the former fiancee Mu Yueyi, also left the marriage at the beginning of her coma.
So, the voice in the dream is Lin Sheng's? Du Yan lay on ** and seemed to realize something.
When Du Yan was recuperating, Lin Sheng did not often come to see him, but in Du Yan's opinion, Lin Sheng was always there. His parents, doctors, nurses, and everyone around him talked about Lin Sheng's kindness and Lin Sheng's ten years of care. These things finally made Du Yan understand one thing.
Lin Sheng likes him.
During Lin Sheng's visit again, Du Yan took Lin Sheng's hand, opened his mouth, and asked hesitantly.
"Do you like me?"
Lin Sheng's face turned red and immediately turned pale.
"Let's date." Du Yan was clear in his heart. He was just surprised how he could say it so naturally. Don't he hate this kind of taboo relationship?
Dating? Lin Sheng looked at Du Yan's eyes. He didn't know what to say, and his head was in chaos.
Promise him?
Reject him?
Lin Sheng opened his mouth, but there was no sound for a long time.
Du Yan stared at Lin Sheng's face and waited for his answer. The waiting time will make people feel that it will be longer than what he represents. His calm heart is gradually confused. He is afraid that Du Yan will refuse. There is always a feeling that if Lin Sheng leaves him, he is really left alone in the world. But he was afraid that Lin Sheng would agree. After all, Du Yan never thought of being with a man.
"Don't be kidding." Lin Sheng said vaguely, broke away from Du Yan and held his hand. He turned around and quickly walked out of the ward.
The eyes were getting more and more blurred. At the corner, Lin Sheng finally couldn't stand it. He squatted down in the corner, covered his face with his hands, and tears leaked out of his fingers, wetting the whole world.
Du Yan.... Du Yan..... What should I do?
Happiness seems to be within reach, but I'm afraid. It's just a dream. What should I do if you wake up or I wake up? I will definitely die. If I had you, I can't imagine what my world would be like after losing it.
People come and go, and it's all noisy. Lin Sheng suddenly raised that he was in the corner and had nothing to do with him, but his tears couldn't stop.
Suddenly, the world quieted down, and a familiar breath came. Lin Sheng let go of his hand, and in front of him was a pair of thin and pale feet.
He raised his head against the light. The man's cheek was not clear and extremely clear. The clean and white tissue was handed to Lin Sheng in front of him. He blinked his eyes, and tears fell down, and the world in front of him became clear.
Du Yan squatted down and watched Lin Sheng take the tissue and wipe his face randomly. The red eyes looked particularly dazzling, which made Du Yan always feel that he owed him too much.
"What did you come out for? Why don't you lie down?" Lin Sheng sped his red nose, and he looked fragile and cute at this moment.
Why did he come out? Du Yan thought about it. Maybe it was because of the darkness of the past ten years that made him afraid of himself. There was always a voice in his heart telling him that he must chase Lin Sheng back. Even if he used Lin Sheng's feelings, he would be imprisoned by his side.
Du Yan pulled the corners of his mouth and thought about laughing like before, but found it difficult. His facial muscles seemed to have been sleeping for ten years and had not woken up. He patted Lin Sheng on the shoulder,
"Hey, what did I say you cry as a man? Shame on you? I know that I suddenly proposed to date. You may not be able to accept it for a while, but you can't be so excited. I will laugh at you. All right, don't cry anymore." After saying that, Du Yan got up and planned to go back to the ward. He took two steps and stopped. He turned his back to Lin Sheng and said, "Don't cry in the future. I don't like you to cry."
Yes, I don't like you to cry, because your tears make me feel heavy and make me breathless. Maybe I'm escaping. Even I don't know how we should go on like this. Du Yan thought and suddenly felt that he was an asshole, but he had no other choice.