51 Diary
There are tens of millions of people in the world, and the things that these tens of thousands of people are obsessed with are also different. Some people are obsessed with love, some people are obsessed with career, and some people are keen on sleeping flowers and Liu Xiaoyao. Chen Buyi is always obsessed with the hatred in his heart. The hatred makes him unable to sleep and eat at night, which is unforgettable. Like a maggot in the tarsibia.
The person Chen Buyi hates is naturally Chen Xuanyu. This man who has been called a godfather for 18 years is the enemy who killed his family.
Eighteen years ago, Chen Buyi witnessed the tragic situation of his parents jumping off the Yangtze River. At that time, he vowed that the master who insulted his mother would be punished with thousands of knives and thousands of knives. No matter how many years, he must achieve his wish.
Eighteen years ago, Chen Buyi's name was Chen Tian. After finding a black diary under the cupboards in his parents' room, Chen Buyi was completely crazy. That was what his father Chen Tianrong left. Chen Tianrong has been in the habit of keeping a diary since he was in high school and has never stopped.
Chen Xuanyu doesn't know Chen Buyi, but Chen Buyi knows Chen Xuanyu, because there is a picture of Chen Xuanyu wearing a black suit in his father's diary. Even after Chen Buyi became a beggar 14 years ago, he did not forget to inquire about Chen Xuanyu's whereabouts. When Chen Bu first haunted the place where Chen Xuanyu often appeared and was successfully taken in as his god son by Chen Xuanyu, Chen Buyi knew that his revenge plan had completed the first step.
How can a child have such a scheming? It is hatred. Hatred made Chen Buyi completely crazy after knowing the truth and become the most poisonous snake.
Chen Tianrong's diary for the last few days was written like this.
March 13, 1992, light rain.
Tomorrow is Fang'er's thirty-twoth birthday. I think it's been almost ten years since I got married to Fang'er. I haven't sent her anything valuable in the past ten years, but Fang'er has never complained to me. She is still as gentle and ashamed as she was when we first met by the Qinhuai River. Tomorrow I'm going to take Fang'er and Tian'er to the grassland in the north. You, I've been busy with business all these years and I really can't take care of my wife and children enough.
March 14, 1992, overcast.
She smiled after I told Fanger about the trip to the grassland in the morning. I knew she was as happy as when I first sent ten lilies to her ten years ago.
Fang'er said that she would go to the supermarket to buy something to eat, otherwise she would have nothing to eat on the grassland. I agreed with a smile.
Fang'er never came back after going downstairs. I knew something terrible had happened, but I had a fantasy. I hope that that person didn't do it.
"On March 15, 1992, it rained heavily.
It's raining heavily in Nanjing today, and the wind doesn't stop. I lost interest in reading the newspaper. Fanger hasn't come back. She has been out for two days. I'm very worried. I went to the police station to call the police.
"On March 17, 1992, it rained heavily.
Fanger has been missing for four days, and there is still no news from the police station. When I opened the door in the morning, I found a CD in front of my house. After reading the content of the VCD, I sat on the sofa all day. I never thought that Chen Xuanyu, the bastard, would do such an abominable thing to Fanger. I want to eat his meat and drink his blood. I want to kill him. I know he must have done this.
Half a month ago, one of Chen Xuanyu's men asked me for protection fee. I didn't agree. Do you want to treat Fang'er like this because of this?
March 18, 1992, overcast.
Fang'er came back. When I was lying down and thinking about her, I heard a sound of brakes outside the door. When I rushed out of the door, I saw Fang'er with messy clothes and a haggard expression. Her eyes had lost the glory of the past. She lay quietly on the ground like a dead body. I carried Fang'er home and put it in **, but from Fang'er's eyes, I knew that my wife had lost the confidence to live. .
I'm afraid this is my last diary. I once promised Fang'er that she will live and die with wealth in this life. She already has the will to die. I will never live secretly, but Fang'er and I still have Tian'er. If we die, what should we do with this poor child? Forget it, I don't want to think about it. Looking at Fang'er's haggard appearance, I really hate myself. I hate why I stubbornly didn't give Chen Xuanyu that bastard protection fee at the beginning. Chen Xuanyu, I will remember you for the rest of my life. Even if I go to the underworld, I will curse you to death.
I put the photo of Chen Xuanyu's son of a bitch on the last page of my diary. This photo was given to me by Chen Xuanyu's men when they asked for the protection fee.
Fang'er hasn't spoken since she came back. She just lay in ** and looked at the blackened ceiling. I have decided to take Fang'er to jump down the Yangtze River tomorrow morning and let the endless river return my innocence.
At dawn, I went to Tian'er's room. I didn't tell him that his mother was back. I didn't want the child to see his mother's haggard look. I gently said 'Be a good person' to the sleeping Tian'er.
I went back to my room to write this last diary. After a while, I will leave the world with Fang'er.
This is Chen Tianrong's last diary, but there is also a diary written in very ugly handwriting in Chen Tianrong's diary.
March 19, 1992, fine.
The moment I watched my parents jump off the Yangtze River, I knew that they would never come back. They must have gone to heaven and live a happy life.
Dad didn't know that I haven't slept for three days and nights. When I saw the scene of my mother being pressed on the ground by a group of men on the VCD from the crack of the door, I was no longer sleepy. I just want to grow up quickly. I want to avenge my mother.
Dad left home with his mother when it was still dark. After they went out, I followed them all the time.
I didn't shout when I watched my father jump off the Yangtze River Bridge with my mother in my arms. I know that they must remember me. I don't want them to worry. I just want them to go well, so even if I have burst into tears, I just didn't cry. I absolutely can't cry. I know that from today on, I will become For a man.
When my father and mother jumped in the air, they saw me, and there was reluctance and worry in their eyes.
The water in the Yangtze River is very yellow. Dad used to say that it was the reason why there was a lot of sand in the Yangtze River. I know that my father and mother's bodies will turn into sand sooner or later, but their souls must go to heaven.
I sat on the edge of the Yangtze River Bridge and watched the Yangtze River water all day.
When I got home in the evening, I saw my father's diary. I knew that there was a man named Chen Xuanyu in Nanjing.
Today is an unforgettable day. From now on, I won't call Chen Tian. My name is Mad Dog. I want to eat Chen Xuanyu's meat and drink Chen Xuanyu's blood.
This diary was buried in the soil outside his house by Chen Buyi in an iron box. Chen Buyi knew that he was far from growing up, and it would take time to revenge, so he had to wait.
After sleeping at home for two days and two nights, Chen Buyi became a mad dog hated by everyone in Nanjing. In the end, Chen Buyi was accepted as his adopted son by Chen Xuanyu.
On the day he worshipped Chen Xuanyu as his godfather, Chen Buyi knew that sooner or later he would kill this man and eat it alive.