Ghost

66 Deep in Qingcheng, the past is like the tide

When Xiao Changhe and Chu Xiaoyun recalled the past when they heard the soft words, the fight between Li Feiyi and Tang Yi had reached the white-hot stage. Li Feiyi may have broken an arm, but there seemed to be endless energy in his thin and short body. No matter what tricks Tang Yi had, he could never defeat him. On the one hand, it is because Tang Yi's previous competition with Xiao Changhe has consumed too much strength, but on the other hand, it is also because Li Feixuan himself has great strength. In the car repair shed in Macao, the old man has been keeping a low profile for nearly 20 years. Although his strength is greatly reduced, the pace of his moves is even more burning. When he was pure, he fought with Tang Yi and didn't fall behind at all.

Almost all the people present were watching the fight between Tang Yi and Li Feiyu, but Xiao Chen's eyes always stayed on Xiao Changhe and Chu Xiaoyun. Seeing that Xiao Changhe was out of breath, he might die the next moment. Looking at Chu Xiaoyun's tenderness, he listened to her gently smiling and recalling the past. Somehow, he listened to Xiao Changhe and her. In the past, Xiao Chen didn't have any anger and hatred in his heart. Xiao Changhe's bloody face and Chu Xiaoyun's gentle words reflected in Xiao Chen's mind. At this moment, in the face of his father who was about to leave, Xiao Chen felt that his 18 years of hatred was so vulnerable.

Chu Xiaoyun was still gently touching a raised scar in front of the man's chest, and his face was as quiet as water.

Xiao Changhe struggled to get up and looked at Xiao Chen, as if he had full strength to say, "Xiao Chen, come here."

After hesitating for a moment, Xiao Chen still walked to the man, looked down at the angry man and said coldly, "I didn't expect you to recognize me after 18 years."

Xiao Changhe smiled slowly, and his left hand suddenly grabbed Chu Xiaoyun's softness. Because of too much force, a burst of blue veins on the man's face, but he still stood up and faced Xiao Chen. He trembled and stretched out his left hand to pat Xiao Chen's shoulder and said, "Son, you've grown up." But his left arm fell down when it reached mid-air, and the man then gasped violently, his chest fluctuated, and his face rotated between ruddy and pale. After recovering a little strength, Xiao Changhe looked at Xiao Chen and smiled and said, "I didn't expect to be like this when I officially met you 18 years and 4 months after separation."

Xiao Chen sneered and didn't say a word. He stood there indifferently and stared at Xiao Changhe as if this man was not his father but the biggest enemy in his life. His appearance was like this, but his heart had already rolled up with stormy waves. He had fantasized about the scene of meeting Xiao Changhe countless times, but he did not expect ten At the first meeting eight years later, he was hurt like this. Xiao Changhe, who looked down on the world, and Xiao Changhe, who smiled arrogantly, became an ordinary person whose life was on the line, which was ridiculous.

It seems that I have guessed that Xiao Chen will have such an expression. Xiao Changhe smiled and whispered, "I know you hate me and hate me for leaving you and your grandfather desperately 18 years ago, but there are too many things in the world that we can't control." After a pause, he continued to whisper, "When I was young, I always thought that people would win the sky, thinking that as long as I could stick to my dream and go the way I wanted to go, no matter how difficult and obstacles there were, I would always fulfill my wish, but now I think that I was really too young at that time. It can be so childish. How can people fight against God when they live in the world? Your grandfather used to say, 'Heaven and earth are ruthless, so heaven and earth can live a long life'. He is right. We are just ordinary people, and people can't be ruthless in this world. But when I understand this truth, I can't go back. At most, I can only quietly stand under the peach blossom tree planted by your grandfather in front of the village and watch you and the child Lin Ruohai laugh and play. Countless times I want to rush in front of you and hold you in my arms and love them, but I'm afraid that you won't recognize my father. When you were a child, you were stubborn and stubborn. People all over the world think that I, Xiao Changhe, am not afraid of the world, but I am only afraid of recognizing you, and I am afraid that you will not recognize me as a father.

Looking at the care and warm eyes in Xiao Changhe's eyes, Xiao Chen's heart suddenly tightened. It turned out that he still remembered that he was a child who was abandoned by him for 18 years. It turned out that he had not seen himself for 18 years. It turned out that he stood there secretly. Under the peach tree, I looked at myself as a child. No wonder I always felt that someone behind me was always looking at me. The love of flesh and blood, the love of father and son, blood relatives, how can Xiao Chen not be creepy and moved? Especially at this moment, he has suffered such a serious internal injury and external injury and will leave this world at any time. The tears in his eyes were faint, and he could no longer control the turbulent feelings in his heart. He looked up and let tears flow to his mouth. It was extremely bitter, and there was a self-deprecating smile at the corners of his mouth. Maybe his love for himself has always been so bitter and difficult to understand.

Xiao Changhe seemed to fall into the memory of the past. He opened the corners of his mouth slightly and continued to say, "I remember that day when I heard the news of your grandfather's death, I immediately returned to another village. I saw the sad and haggard faces of you and your aunt from afar, and my heart was burning, but I still didn't dare to recognize you. On the third day of your grandfather's death, I wore a black coat and stood quietly in the peach blossom forest. It was very hot that day. I sweated a lot all over my body, but I didn't dare to move for fear of being found out by you, because in the evening of the day before, I heard you tell your aunt that you were going to go hunting in the mountains, although often I saw you in the peach forest, but I have never seen the scene of you hunting. My heart was full of excitement, worry, hesitation, regret,... At that time, you were also too young and frivolous. Qingcheng Mountain was hundreds of miles away, and there were countless raptors and beasts in the mountains, especially jackals and wild boars, but you carried one. I can't even see a little fear on the face of the shabby hunting fork. Although I am worried about you, I am very happy for a moment to see that you have this courage at a young age. I, Xiao Changhe, am staring all over the world, and my son can roar proudly without fearlessly. At the beginning of that day, I followed you only a hundred meters away, but your ear power was very sharp. I often looked back and seemed to have found my whereabouts, forcing me to follow you far away and no longer dare to be careless. I remember that the weather was extremely hot that day. At first, you wore a black cloth coat, and then you took off the cloth coat and hung it on your shoulder. You walked carefully in the mountains behind Qingcheng with your bare arms and a hunting fork. At that time, although you were young, you had come to the back mountain alone many times, and you were also very familiar with the terrain there. After a while, you found a place where wild boars often haunted. At that time, I was very worried that there would be a beast that you couldn't resist, so I quietly approached you. Maybe my movement was too loud, and you suddenly looked back at the bushes where I hid.

Xiao Changhe suddenly laughed as he spoke, put his eyes on Xiao Chen again, and said softly, "I am much more familiar with the terrain there than you. How can you find me? I remember that you scratched your head puzzled and continued to walk forward. After a while, you heard a beast's roar. When you heard the sound, instead of being afraid, there was a look of joy on your face, but I was scared at that time. The roar of the beast was made by a wild boar. You can guess the other side just by listening to the fierce voice. The wild boar weighs at least 300 catties, but you walk step by step towards the sound source regardless. I couldn't care about any movement or whereabouts anymore. I hurried to another path and ran to the source of the sound first, thinking that I must kill the beast and never let it hurt you at all, but I was still slowed down. By the time I got there, you had already fought with the 300-pound wild boar. In my heart Shocked, he immediately wanted to come forward to help you kill the beast, but he found that you somehow rode on the back of the wild boar, holding the neck of the wild boar tightly in his hands, and there was a dagger on the neck of the wild boar, a dagger shining in the sun. No matter how the wild boar struggled and howled, you grabbed it by the neck, and your body seemed to fall down at any time, but you never fell down. The right pipa bone on your back was hung on the tree by a wild boar while running, and the blood flowed all over the ground, but you didn't even shout. You still grasped its neck tightly, and took the time to pull out the dagger and stab countless blood holes on the wild boar's neck. I was really stunned at that time. How did you get such courage and courage at such a young age that even the wild boars that adults dared not dare to fight and dared to kill. The wild boar wailed in the woods for nearly 40 minutes and finally ran out of blood. He lay on the ground dying. I don't know how many wounds and blood you have suffered, but you smiled and loosened the neck of the boar as if nothing had happened, climbed down the back of the boar, and pulled out the dagger one after another. He pricked countless knives in the wild boar's eyes and neck. When he was sure that the wild boar was completely dead, he sat on the ground and gasped. He also took out the trauma medicine left by your grandfather from his trousers pocket and carefully applied it to his injured part.

Xiao Chen looked at Xiao Changhe, suppressed the excitement and surging in his heart in a very low voice, and said, "I didn't expect that the wild boar would be that big, but the old man left. My aunt was sick in bed. There was only one man like me at home. If I didn't even surrender to a wild boar. How can I take care of that house? The sea often says, 'The brave win when you meet on the road'. What's more, that wild boar is just a beast. How can it be compared with me, a human being? Although I'm only 14 years old, I have learned many of the weaknesses of wild boars.