Chapter 362 Life and Death
"No!" Feng Junyang cried, "You can't go! You can't go. If you leave, I won't have a relative around me from now on... I beg you, mother, you can't leave me... I haven't done anything for you yet. I owe you. You let me give you a chance to repay... I beg you..."
Chasing the moon touched Feng Junyang's head with pity and comforted him in a low voice: "No matter where I am, I will look at you... You are alive, which is the greatest compensation for me... Your body continues my life, the life of fortear, you are alive, we are alive... Do you understand?"
"I don't want you to leave... All I know is that you are alive, control me, looking at me, scolding me, beating me... But you can't die... I can't lose my relatives anymore. There are no other relatives around me." Feng Junyang burst into tears. He thought that the people around him had gone one by one. His adoptive mother died, his family dispersed, and his brothers left one by one. Now, his task with Mr. Butterfly makes him betray his relatives, chasing him everywhere and intercepting him. As long as he is found by the people of the Dragon Team, he must die... In this world, the people who love him can only chase the moon, but now, she says that she is leaving... He is in an unprecedented panic, like a huge earth. On the top, he was left alone as a human, and the monsters that came from all directions were staring at him and wanted to swallow him. He had nowhere to escape and couldn't escape...
"People will die... they will go to another place. It's just that I arrived a step earlier. Don't be sad. One day, we will meet again in that place... Junyang, if it hadn't been for you in the world, I would have followed the Mei family. You are my hope to live... In those years, I put you in the Feng family and exchanged with Xiao He. Xiao He was the son of the Feng family, and he should have been 'Feng Junyang'... I I'm sorry for him... You have a lot of food and clothing in the Feng family, and he is suffering from the wind and frost in the temple... I want to give you a big family's growth environment, that's why I did such a stupid thing... If everything can be repeated, I hope you will grow up beside me, and we will find a place that no one knows, and I will raise you up and send you to read it. Books, or we fight firewood and fish, and live the life of ordinary people all our lives... What revenge, such as revenge, it's none of our business..."
Feng Junyang interrupted the pursuit of Yue, and he said anxiously, "Mom, there will be many opportunities to say these words in the future. Tell me, what is the antidote to your poison? Take the antidote, I won't let you die..."
"The antidote?" Chasing Yue smiled miserably and said, "If I want to die, is there any antidote in the world? There is no antidote... My hairpin is always on my body, and I'm wandering on the edge of the palm of Death's hand all the time, but every time before, there were not enough reasons for me to die... This time it's different. Forsis is gone, you accompany us, you see us off, what else is rounder than such a thing. Full?"
Feng Junyang looked at Zhuyue puzzledly. There was no pain or regret on her face. Instead, there was a sense of calmness. He knew that everything was too late. Zhuiyue was right. If she wanted to die, who could save her?
In desperation, Feng Junyang gently leaned the pursuit of the moon in his arms. He asked in a low voice, "Mom, are you happy now?"
"Happy...incomparable happy." Chasing the moon said contentedly, "The two most beloved men in my life, my lover and my son, are all by my side at this moment. One is waiting for me and the other is giving me away. One is at the end, the other is at the starting point, this is the two ends of life, at both ends of life, standing my two lovers... Junyang, you are not me, you will not feel my happiness..."
Feng Junyang wiped her tears and listened to the words of chasing the moon, and he suddenly understood the thoughts of chasing the moon. At both ends of her life, she regarded life as a short journey, both ends of which were her lover, which was her happiness.
He suddenly felt a little relieved.
"Okay, I'll send it to you." Feng Junyang said, "He's waiting for you over there, and I'll see you off here. You walk towards a bright place. Don't be afraid. I've always been by your side and watching you..."
He knew that even if he was calm, he must have a different panic when he was on the verge of death. He just held her hand tightly to make her feel his existence.
Chasing the moon pulled out from Feng Junyang's hand* and groped to find Xie Lianqi's hand. Feng Junyang grasped and picked up Xie Lianqi's broken hand and held Xie Lianqi's hand with satisfaction. Feng Junyang held the hand of chasing the moon, and the hands of the three people were stacked together.
"We are finally together..." Chasing the moon said slowly, "I've been waiting for so long... It's good, it's good at this moment..."
The poison given to her by chasing the moon did not make her feel the pain caused by the pain. On the contrary, it made her ups and downs gradually flatten, made her quiet, and made her feel secure, as if she was about to sleep. She had no fear before death. Just like every night in Baihua Valley, she put down the curtains in the room, then went to bed and closed her eyes silently, looking forward to a brand-new day tomorrow.
Although Feng Junyang was relieved, he saw the pursuit of the moon gradually collapse in his arms, and his heart was also very painful. Xie Lianqi and the pursuit of the moon, the two most important people in his life, passed away in his arms, leaving him with endless doubts and unpredictable loneliness.
"Leave...Leave..." Zhuiyue suddenly said again, "Leave here..."
"Should I take you out of here?"
"No..." He shook his head in a trance and said, "You... are..."
"You asked me to get out of here? I know..." Feng Junyang replied. He knew that chasing the moon was to let himself leave this place of right and wrong and live his ordinary life, but he also understood that the sky and the earth were big, and what else could he go?
The lips chasing the moon moved, but Feng Junyang could no longer hear any sound. He didn't know what she wanted to say. He listened to it and faintly heard the lyrics. In his tears, he sang in a low voice:
"Look at me--
across the ten-mile river bank——
I'm looking for you——
Thousands of rivers and mountains..."
In the repeated singing, Feng Junyang's tears fell on the face of chasing the moon and Xie Lianqi's face. Chasing the moon finally had no sound. She held Xie Lianqi's hand tightly, and the corners of their mouths were smiling.
They all left very happily without regrets. Accompanied by loved ones, even in the face of death, it is wide and calm.
But Feng Junyang did not have such a frank state. He held two cold bodies and felt that his whole heart was empty. He could no longer feel the pain in his heart, as if his whole heart had been pulled away.
He finally lost his last loved one in the world. It was not until the end of their lives that the three people who originally belonged to the family were so close to each other. This moment was really too late, but it was so timely that Xie Lianqi and Chasing Yue left without regret.
If there is really Huangquan Road, he hopes that the two of them can accompany each other.
If there is really soul soup, he hopes that after drinking it, they will forget the painful past of this life and forget all the love and hatred.
If there is an afterlife, he hopes that the two can meet again in the world. They don't have enough love in this life. In the next life, everything will start again. She is not a young lady, and he is not a modest gentleman. They are just the children of ordinary families, men and women weaving, living the most ordinary people's life.
He wanted to see the moon at first. He was mistaken for a tomb thief on the "guillope", and she saved him; on the beach of Qianfo Town, she hated to beat him... In the future, he found that she was "unbroken" pestering him. His life was always inseparable from her. He hated her and scolded her... She was under After poisoning so many innocent villagers in Qianfo Town, he hated her to the bone and thought she was the most vicious person in the world.
He never thought that he would recognize her. He felt that it was a shame for him to have such a woman. Now I remember how incomprehensible he is that he doesn't understand her feelings for her son and the hatred of an extinct woman...